Lil' bro, I'm so sorry if I wasn't able to respond to your message. I've been busy these days and lotta shits happening. I hope you understand and be safe.
P.S. I just opened MAL secretely just to message you haha imma sneaky muthapaker lol talk to you when everything is done. Bye for now.
Thanks! Belated Merry Christmas & Happy New Year! Same to you buds!
Hey, I'm really surprised that you used your Facebook haha you should use it more to communicate your family and friends. By that you can also talk to me a lot using messenger lol
Yes, thank you! Somehow I'm getting used everything but, there are a lot of things I must overcome *sigh* well yeah. If I didn't gave my best back then, I'm still a NEET for sure by now :V haha I was like shivering in nervousness and I don't wanna remember those days anymore hahaha it's kinda embarrassing lol we can't blame the introverts for being like that though XD You're welcome as well ;) Yep! I somehow like yhat movie.
Yeah, your right! Anyways let's forget those people who won't change for good and this trash world. Instead, let's focus on our own world and it's people haha like your family & friends. Let's make ourlives or rather our world, beautiful and full of unforgettable experiences; good memories. Yes! I don't wanna talk this hopeless society of us anymore lol
Yeah, right?! HAHA
Thank you brother! XD Yes, I did! lol
Hey, so was it? What's her respond? Wooo~ that's great! Yes, you'll.feel amazed for yourself and you'll even thank yourself for doing something you're scared at first.
Ohh damn! I wish I could.reply to your messages right away like I used to :3
Yeah :3
Oh, why? Haha, you should :P Of course we will not give up regardless of the situation are because we will knock or even kill who stands in out way like an insect. Pfft. Let's make any impossible to a possible! Rawr~! Yes, I hope you will find one soon. A job that you'll love ayt! I'm still a long long way to go in succeeding in life but even if I crawl or run with barbels attached on my back it won't stop me. I will do everything (EXCLUDING illegal sheets XD) for the sake of my goals. Lol and so you will. Yay! I thank you for everything and what? Your only friend? I don’t believe you :P lols I’m sure you'll meet a lot someday, the real ones where you can share your laughter and fist (JK) hahaha and imagine having a three loli wives hmmm damn sweeeeet! Everyday, OKAY! XD
Wow! I love how you call your currency woosh~
Yeah! Haha, we can meet everywhere! Our friendship is forever! We're solid right?! HAHA well maybe you can do that JK I have that animr on my phone for almost a year and I am not watching it huhu I'll watch it now! Thanks!
Yes. That's too deep bro and it's somehow true :3 actually you can find happiness everywhere, it could be in a bad or good instances. But finding real happiness is kinda hard because there's a lot of problems that'll occure in outlives and happiness is apparently short. I don't know if it's me or blah. I laugh but deep inside I'm dead. I made a serious face because why not? HAHA kidding aside, if we failed at something we tried so hard. Ask yourself why, maybe there's something that much better that we deserve, and maybe we failed because life has something to tell us and want us to learn from our mistakes and downfalls. Life is not that complicated; in fact we are the ones who's making it more complicated. Just like what I've told you before lol Life wooo~ imagine outlives before and now haha and how we talked to each other haha it's not something an otakus would talk about. Are we even an otaku or just a regular humans who just love animes and wants to change the world? Haha :V
Aye! Their songs are really good and life changing. Yay! I love that as well... I wish he'll come back to life :D
HAHA~ I dunno man! Confused as F! lol …well~ I don’t know them IRL :V but what’s intriguing is that it feels real and that happened. And when I woke up, I’m nervous and scared of being found by the cops lol thankfully it was just a nightmare (I hope so) :V amazing? Haha how so? Lot a sheet happened to me and it will never stop :3 haha yah! what a dream, it’s really like an anime-like to us lol in VR? Haha in VR you can watch hentai without an interferance of someone, but be careful haha XD I dunno, if our past lives were real or just a stupin theory of us humans lol I dunno if its real of nah :V
‘We are living in a world wherein full of questions and answered by lies.” I don’t trust the system anymore! It sucks, that is why we must question everything in this world. Be the LIGHT of our own world. Seeking the truth is a must nowadays. Be our weakness become our strenght. Let’s value every small things that happened or what we have, even if it’s a trash to everyone but that trash will become a gold and all those who neglected it will regret. Because us humans only value complicated things and neglect the simplest things in this world that can help them effectively. It’s like you are finding a key to open the door but it was actually open and never will be locked. WTF! HAHA XD
Haha, thanks! Yeah, in my current situation I would do the same. Being alone in really something within us since the beginning of our lives here on Earth haha To be honest I hate to see a human being except for my family and you are part of my fam dawg! :D I see you as one to be honest and no kidding, real talk! ^^ I am always misunderstood by a lot of people and it’s fine to me because only us knows what we really are. Even those who knew us will not :3 The best way to deal with those people in my opinion is to ignore them :D I want to cry mate haha btw there was this wannabe tough kid who’s making fun of me while I was walking drinking (not alcohol :V) and when he passed through me I effortlessly pushed him using my left arm and he was surprised AF whilst I was glaring at him. He then walked away with his eyes staring on the ground together with his friends. I was actually not in the mood that day to deal with humans XD I was actually going to give him what he wanted, black eyes lol anyways we shouldn’t let our emotions took over us because it’s a disaster frankly speaking :V You only think that way, but in reality they are the ones who is useless in this world. We are unique bro! HAHA
HAHAHA you’re right XD we should thank Anime-Planet and now MAL who united our hearts XD ^^ we started talking on Anime-Planet few years ago haha If I remember correctly you are a member of a welcoming club back on A-P am I right? And you greeted me and then we started talking endlesslly Haha time sure flies really fast. Damn, wow! Sweet as F***! Hahaha, it will happen if we think it will ο see yah’ soon brotha’!
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HAAHAHA, yeah right? Let’s do it! And teach them who’s the boss XD of course, because.. ‘What you think is what you become’ this is true! I will make him my body guard, that’s why XD HAHAHA thanks!
Yes, thank yo-uguuh XD
Aye! Being normal is ughh~! :V yup, but it will take a while tho :3 yes you’re defenitely right about that haha :3 thanks!
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Thanks!
That’s good to hear bro! Thanks for informing me anyways :D
Hahahaha, yes I am even tho in reality I’m not lol :V Thank you so much! WOW! That’s GREAT! Good luck on that! Do your best ayt! You can do it! I’ll support you with that haha :D under what course are you taking btw? I.T.?
Likewise! And again sorry for taking so long for replying :3
Nah, no worries π Yah, I really had a great birthday mate ^^ F O R E V E R 21 β€
Haha, actually I re-write all :3 I'm back to chapter 1 π I can give you a sample of my first chapter's draft on Facebook. S E C R E T π
Thank you π So far so good, though I'm a little bit having a hard time lol still, everything's fine π They'd just asked me a lot of questions about my personal life, about the company and other stuff. All I did was answered their questions but some of those are made me think twice hahaha I was like 'W-What the @$@# I don't know the answer... BATMAN save me!' hahaha and I made myself look formal and whilst interviewing me or answering their questions I just looked them in the eyes and kept myself calm. Because if I lose myself then that's the end of my hard work :3 I see π Thank you, thank you! same goes for me otoutou~ Told ya' that movie is one of favorites this year and yes, I love war movies XD
Hahaha, damn straight! XD It's so sad to think about this but it can't be help, truth hurts! :3 most of the people tend to chose being blinded by lies rather than seeing the truth, knowing it's right on their face tho they still denying the truth. And I hate that, I admit that sometimes I am being like this haha I want to throw away my pride for my success XD
Yes, everything is just happening! What I am trying to say is when you want to become successful you have to invent it yourself and then you have to do a step by step process of being successful in the future. I mean, you'll have to be good at this and that, improve my whatever it is, deal with that person, do that; do this XD and eventually by doing these you''ll become what you said, does it make sense I dunno if I explained it correctly hahaha
Aye! I once told myself, 'This November, I will get hired!' so it happens, but I worked myself hard to get hired. For you when you say, 'Tomorrow I'll be able to talk to my crush.' haha so in this example you predicted yourself that you'll be able to talk to your crush, thus you'll muster your courage and prepare yourself to do so XD Do you get what I am trying to explain? ^^
Hahaha, I dunno what's happening in my mind right now :P
Yiz~ I totally agree with you! The best way to deal with arrogant peeps in to remain silence.
Haha, why aren't you not so sure about that? :P soul king! Haha, thanks! WOW! that's great! Be who you wanna be!you're welcome :D Yes, thank you so much ^^ no matter how hard it is, I won't give up mate same goes for you ayt! Hahaha, well lot'a shiit happened this year that changed me lol aye sir! that motha' packing!!!! XD YES IT IS! tho, not anymore haha because we can control our fears and doubts now! don't be otoutou, I should be the one thanking you because you're always there listening to my bullshit and we're friends for years!!! Wooo~ lets celebrate our friendship yieepiee~ ^_^ haha WTF that's hilarious lol 'our mind is our greatest anime!' hahahaha
I have 'one peso' here hahaha our currency here in PH :P Hahaha, you'll always my friend; my internet best friend!!! I hope i'll be able to see you one day mate! i'll see you even in heaven!
AYE! It's up on the person on how they'll do it, even the saddest person on Earth can anyone happy without knowing them what he/she's going through life. Life is just a yes or no; positive and negative. Was it funny? I don't think so hahaha your shorts will look like a.. nevermind hahaha ...whoa~ what can you say about that song?
Perhaps! lol thinking too much of girls pantsu JK In my case, I love to think about much everything, you can say Imma day dreamer lol Oh damn that dream~~! I think I told you this before, I had two dreams that killed two people and it feels so fucking real and I dreamed it for two times, everything is detailed as fuck! and damn, it gives me chill everytime I think of it. I dunno why I had that dream, scary AF! :3 I believe we've experienced those dreams in the past or perhaps in a parallel world lol haha faking nerd me JK
Ehem~ ahahaha aye! I'm actually for the right one... Maybe I found her now lol she's a Japanese and we talked and I even teach her dancing, also gave her tips on how to improve her English hahaha tho, I dunno anymore :3 anyways moving on, past is past my feeling will never be the same as before haha XD hahaha you'll find her soon lil'bro! She's just waiting for you to ask her out ^_^ haha, you're welcome and as always THANK YOU!
Hahaha, dafuq! Chat mo on FB XD I'm always active there; always online lol (not really) XD
Let's forget about them :D
Haha, remember... don't die with regrets! :P
You nailed it! fck!!! haha truth hurts but it will set you free ^_^ I will but dontcha worry imma SCORPIO I know fake people lol For me yes if I have to.. I did it a lot these past days hahaha always think you can do it and you will do it eventually haha what? :V YEESSS! Hahahaha we've been doin' this for a long time anyways so nothing's new XD I wanna meet Pennywise haha the killer clown XD haha I love that song~ I listened to that when travelling long distances or going to sleep lol
Yes, indeed! it's so scary to think about you growing old uguuh~ Time about what? XD :( :( :(
Aye! You're welcome :D
Great!
We are the abnormals! hahaha It's a call center bro~ The most fun in this job is we speak English all the time and my workmates are funny AF lol I also love to work because the salary is high and the benefits as well lol I am planning on having my own business :D THANK YOU ^_^ HAHA
Hahaha, got you! You watch H E N T A I hahahahaha JK :V
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Really? You're good at joking haha :P yes, thank you thank you!
oh shiit, what happened to your eyes?
Likewise, I'm so sorry if I'm always late in replying I was busy these past days really.
Hmm.. it's hard but still im enjoying life. Finding my forever and making myself stronger. I met a Japanese girl and she is my first friends from JPN lol she's nice and cute lol I think she's my hmm.. nope, I dont think so hahaha I'll wait for the right one hehe everything's happening accordingly to my life's plan lol how about you otoutou?
Aye! Haha, that's what I'm talking about! Anime, yes! ANIME is a life saver! Yohoho~ So am I π Will do thanks! I'm currently working on right now, especially chapter 3 :) Aye! That 'something' is lit XD
Well, GOOD NEWS! I, Draklive has a job now π At last, I passed everything last Thursday 10/26 lol I realized that last Thurs was harded than my previous interview XD Those three interviewers was impressed yohoho~ however, the real hardest part is the actual training for the job or the actual works! That's the real battlefield :3 Even complying my requirements are freaking hard than a job imterview huhu :3 still thank you for your support, it helps me a lot!
Haha, yes... speaking of 13 hours, have you watch the movie called '13 hours'? Haha :v
We live in a perfect world. Only us, humans made it a trash! No offense, but for me humans are literally the only trash here on Earth lol Think about this, trash are only made by us, humans. Make sense? Haha XD
Aye! I absolutely agreed with ya'! Hey, you can change your future especially yourself by inventing it. Haha, I mean if you say "At this age or time, I'll become, have, learn or achieve that something." Remember, 'THE BEST WAY TO PREDICT THE FUTURE IS TO INVENT IT!' :D
Aye! 'If you can't run away then, why not face it? I won't be beaten by life, because I'm the life!' XD That's what I told myself lol
Most of the people nowadays noticed your flaws rather than your good deeds. Shame on them! If only I can become Goku. I'll facking kill all those criminals, terrorist and corrupt individuals! Eventually, reset the world lol JK
Aye! Nobody's perfect! If someone told you he/she is perfect then remain silent. Why? Because that person is worst than the most sh3tiest existing sh3t~! Hahaha :D
Hey, if you think yourself that why not change it? As a aniki, you should change your perspective on your life. I mean, everything's temporary in this world, if you're like that right now, that means you can become something more than that hahaha JK As you may know, I'm a sh3t a few months ago and here I am, fighting to become something I wanted to be. You can be better, because you're the best! Make the best version of yourself like what I am doing to myself right now. I once told myself, 'Oh.. I can't be like that, I can't do that, it's impossible, I'm not ready, I am weak.' these are my illusions made by myself, but in reality, when you put your heart and think positively actually you can, 'I can be like that if want to, I can do that if I practice, it's not that really impossible if I don't myself in fact, it's facking possible, I'm always ready and I'm motha packing strong!' like what I've told ya' 'Yourself is only your worst enemy!' Yohoho~ You know One Piece right? If I compare my life to it, I'm currently fighting in Grandline too far from the New World lol well, that's my final destination anyways. Even you :P
OhMayGad! Really?! Thank you very much otouto~ <3 I, also thank you for being there with me, even tho we only talk here still, I've had a lot of fun talking to ya' and always will be :D from anime-planet to My Anime List hahaha We've known each other for years and counting. lol ^^
Aye! I see, sad laifu JK Just be sharp at everything be observant lol and ignore obnoxious people, happiness is temporary anyways, if you've been given a chance to enjoy then ENJOY it! Don't die with regrets haha life is short~ and I don't wear a short because I want my laifu to be long thus I wear long pants for long laifu JK corny! XD Whilst replying to you I'm listening to LINKIN PARK's album 'One more light' lol so sad~!
Haha, I think so too but, for me it's really weird. I think there's something with me. Not just my dreams, also mirages that I am seeing things that's hard to explain. There was a time, when I was walking I thought there was a chain blocking my way and I facking saw it. In a blink of an eye it was gone! :3 my mind's playing with meh~ I think I'm abnormal because I'm not normal hahahaha
Did you mean, an ex-girlfriend? Haha, I'm in a relationship with my phone at the moment <3 yohoho~ Hahahaha, seriously? Aye! Also love is temporary, facking laifu! JK °•° Yah, I considered it already that we broke up. Strange indeed! lol To tell you the truth, I think this happened 4yrs ago and I don't have any feeling towards her. Past is past HAHAHA π I'll find a perfect girl for myself, in order to do so, I'll patiently wait for that girl to come in my life because if I push myself to be with someone that means, she's not perfect lol well, it always depends on every person. Same goes for you :D THANK YOU!
Hey, by the way... Are you still using your Facebook? I think you should use FB more often lol JK
HAHAHAHAHA, let em' suffer! Let em' feed their ego until they realize they're just more worst than a sh3t! Some people doesn't deserve salvation!
JK, aye! I agree with ya'
Hehe, just always stay calm and be always you! Love yourself, only show the real you with someone you trust or deserves it. Make a persona and show it to those who you do not trust! Show em' what they want and then kill em' XD JK Thank you ^_^
Hahaha :P
Aye! Regrets that will chase us until the very end of our lives, haunting us. We only realize when it is the end most of the time. If we have regrets we usually saying 'I should have... done that, tell that person, etc,. Which is kinda scary for me :3
Honestly speaking, I do have some regrets in life that I can never be changed and that's frustrating infuriating me! haha let's approach life with love and good choices XD Yeah, I've heard a lot of these words saying, 'Try and Try, until you die!' hahaha uguuh~ Nah! It won't be boring going to moon we'll meet our space friends out there haha definitely amazing otoutou! Haha, I know :P yeah, really scary indeed! Hehe, aye don't mention it :) same goes for me otoutou, thanks a lot for reading my nonsense messages and for being there with me! For that I'll give the most valuable invisible non-existent nothingness void of uguuh-chan! < Corny lol
Thank you as well, I'm really happy to speak with you all the time. We've been talking for almost three years isn't it?
Okay, I understand! That's right, keep a positive attitude and everything will be simple.
Hahaha, I see XD
Aye! You'll love their new album! Ah~ life :3 lol good to know you're good :P sad life :v πΆ
Haha, it's good to know that you're an abnormal hahaha JK :P Hmm, trust ya' self and think only in the positive side. Ah, agreed! Finally, I have a job now. I'm currently in training hohoho right now I'm doing my best and I'm surprised towards myself because I am somehow enjoying. The old me will not enjoy everything hahaha THANK YOU!
Motto~ hahaha
Nah, it's fine!
Aye! I'm always cool even tho it is not true :P 'cause I'mma fvckin' abnormal haha XD You're welcome, likewise otoutou~ thanks for everything ^^ you too, take care!
Haha, thanks! Those hobbies of mine are a life saver indeed lol hehe, yeah we should be thankful to anime haha.. thanks! Will try :P owkey, thanks ^^ I haven't progress these past weeks uguuh.. wanna continue writing soon but for now I'll focus myself to something else that I don't know yet lol JK still thank you, I'll let you know when it's done. Well, unfortunately I didn't made it as expected. Tho, I passed the final interview but there was an unexpected shit and thus failed terribly @_@! Hahaha, even tho I failed I'm still proud of myself because I passed the final interview. uguuh, I've been there for 13hrs anyway -_- :v Aye, 3D girls are... delicio... Nevermind! XD
Sure! To tell you the truth. I was a person who loves to be praised knowingly it was just a lie. You can say I was an ignorant piece of trash human being clinging to his illusions lol
And now, since I am able to see the reality; the ugly truth of this trashy world. I've had enough of those lies and accepted myself as me; as a weakling and brainless son of beach lol As a Scorpio, I can see through lies. I know when people is lying or fooling me by just looking at that person. So, answering your question that would be hurt by the truth than being comforted by lies.
Sometimes, I got confused by my dreams. When I am in reality, there was a time when I thought I was just dreaming and when I am in my dreams I thought I am in reality lol kinda confusing XD
Like earlier, I had a dream of my last girlfriend (hihi XD) in my dream, I was at home and realized that I have a girlfriend for a long time. I haven't contacted her for months or maybe even for years. Hence, I decided to see her and when she saw me, she was happy and instantly held my arm, I too was happy and told her how much I missed and love her (hahaha) she told me the same and right after we walked together going somewhere I don't know. We both holding our hands tightly that we don't want to let go of each other. Until, I saw her house and someone saw us, perhaps her grandma. She then let go of my arm and told me something but I can't remember she rushed heading to her house and I reached out my arm suddenly I realized that we are not dating anymore. Hahaha, I'll tell you, in reality we don't break up but we're not dating anymore XD what a complicated situation sh3t! @_@
Going back to our conversation, yeah people sometimes will lie for a good reason but still not a good thing to do so. You'd rather tell that person the ugly truth for his sake. So that person can learn from his/her mistake. Well, sometimes telling lies isn't bad at all ^^
Good to know, we must stay the way we are. However, we must have a persona to deceive other people show them the side of us that they wanted and fool them but we are still our old self. For my current situation, I changed myself to deceive everyone around me. So that they will think that I changed. But in reality I am still the same old me but, I am not showing them the real me lol because they don't deserve the real Draklive XD I am telling you this because I trust you, even though we haven't met in reality yet but I can tell you're the best; you're a good person. ^^ well, there are a few people who knows the real me.
Think of this, they are not the opportunity; we are the opportunity! Do you get it? Hahaha XD
Aye! Those regrets we had are our foundation to success lol I too want to redo my life, I want to start over again to be honest. Of course the reason for that is obviously to correct my mistakes so that I don't have any regrets today.
Well, I guess they want to die because they just wanted to runaway from those regrets they have like I did before huhu @_@ well said, we cannot indeed change the past *sigh* why!? Ha hahaha.
If ever I become an immortal first I will join the army and after many years of honing my skills. I'll work for NASA and will travel to space and will think about the rest when I become an immortal haha XD
Good! Oh... Stay strong ototou! Hehe, I see XD the internet saved you too! Haha, how ironic eh~!? Oh, seriously? It's my honor! •^_^• for me, you're the one and only friend I have in the internet and of course irl as well ayt! I can't even talk with my friends like this. So, I really thank you from the bottom of my heart for listening to my sshhiittyy nnoonnsseennssee lol XD
Haha, I know that very well XD so am I. Tho, the difference between us is, I am an introvert that can be an extrovert lol if I have to do so tho lol in a desperate situation hahaha damn life! I'm excited hehe there's no impossible if want something because 'impossible' is made by our own mind. Aye! See you one day brotha' •^_^•
Haha, really? That must be hard for you. :P seriously? I once thought my name is an Indian or perhaps Egypt lol I played that game before hehe .
Same here, I've been listening to their songs for a very long time as well. Their songs was my inspiration and also saved me; helped me. Yah, their last album seems suicidal, I mean the lyrics. Aye! It makes sense! Life's so short yet, beautifully; preciously ugly lol Hahaha, well currently here in my country, if you use drugs you'll see bullets flying towards you. Hence, you'll see heaven or hell instantly XD
Well, if that's what our lives want then let it be! lol
I suppose living is hell and at the same time it can be a heaven. Gadeymet! :V
I too hate how things work, this world needs to be reset :3 the system is rotten! Fak those greedy bastards politicians! Haha :)
Aye! Smile if you're sad, laugh if you want to cry, if you want to give up then think why you start! If someone mocked you or said terrible words at you just look down. It is not showing that you are scared but, you are looking down on that person because that bastard is still at the bottom and you are at the top! You are stronger! But always down to Earth. Make sense? XD
Haha, it's just a number you can be better than me but I am not saying I'm good. Real talk, I'm still a useless piece of sheet lol I have a lot of things to learn and to do. But yeah, go with the flow but I'll take a different route. I don't wanna live a mediocre life. Fakit XD 3 kids are enough Hahahaha :v aye!
Uguuh~ haha, I see.
Haha, thanks! I don't think so XD
Yay!
Sadly, that's how the world work. Kinda, disappointing. Oh, not kinda! I'm really disappointed! Sometimes I asked myself why our world turned out this way. *facepalm* XD
Praying is good but, it cannot help you or nothing will happen unless you act to achieve what you want. God only listen to people who act accordingly to their prayers. I mean, people should act first and eventually God will provide lol am I preaching? Why am I asking anyway? Haha, silly me. :V tho, if you want something then do something about it. If you're weak then you're weak, so what? Everything is temporary in this world haha did you get what I mean hehe :D
Honestly, I am a theorist, I love playing with my mind; my thoughts lol I'm good at imagination, I can even make my own anime series in my imagination hahahaha hilarious eh? XD There are alot of people that will back stab you indeed. Aye! We should have been living in a better generation. I want to in the darkest age where war is happening haha currently we are living in a rotten generation, era I suppose.
Haha, I am just playing along with them. I am literally playing them lol I can be a demon or an angel depending on a person in front of me but I will not show it, they will only notice it eventually. Just two outcomes, they will regret fakin' with me or will thank me XD you may already know this that 'Draklive' means 'Dark Evil' hahahahaha -_^
Work hard, play hard XD
Let's stay abnormal! I look normal outside but, in the inside I'm abnormal XD I'm always thinking strange things :3 haha seriously? WTF XD for me destruction is beautiful! Real talk! Haha, good luck that would be great. Well, I already told you haha I failed but I got results.
Aye!
Gambatte! Kimochi~ hahaha XD
Nah, it's alright. I should be the one apologizing because I replied supah late and I am terribly sorry for that :(
Hahahaha XD why do I even said that :P well, you know hahaha
Thanks for telling me! Aye! I'll be 21 next month. OMG!!! I'll be experiencing my debut lol and I'll become forever 21 hahaha
Hahaha, nevermind it XD
P.S. I am really sorry for the late reply. I wrote this on my phone lol I've been busy these past days. I hope you doin' great! :D
Yeah, dancing is really a part of me, it actually saved me because without it, I'm probably dead by now lol that's a real talk bro :v well, and so for anime as well hehe it buys me some big time for me stop thinking about ending my life XD and because of anime I met you ayt! That's why I'm very glad that I found these life savers hobbies hahaha
Aye! Thank you~ Hehe, yeah I remember but the novel you read back then was a total crap lol
I am currently writing a fantasy novel it's actually a romance with mystery and adventure in it. I can't wait to finish the whole story and let you read it lol π I'm currently polishing the first chapter. I'd like to say, it's already in editing phase however, I'm busy right now preparing for a job interview that's why I don't have the time to work on it lol. awkay... Haha, yeah 3D girls are ... XD
AYE! Sometimes there are good lies and bad lies. It is all up to us wether we will be able to understand it or not. Don't get angry with someone who did something terrible towards you, in stead, know why they did such thing. Know the meaning behind their actions because they are going through such terrible situations. Know this, not all the good ones are always good and not all the bad ones are always bad.
Aye! They're really saying the truth bro! We must love ourselves first lol kiss yourself, touch yourself hahaha JK π your parents loves you β€ haha
You see, people don't change because they don't want to, simple. Haha, it's like they were not hurt enough or still trapped within their own illusions XD
Yeah, happiness is the anwer. However, to achieve this happiness we must acknowledge ourselves, accept our weakness and be true to ourselves. People dies, but not everybody lives. As you may know, I do have countless of regrets and I don't wannq die with full of regrets.. although I am an immortal XD Same goes for ya' don't die with full of regrets and live the way you want, do what you want, be you. Stay happy bro. I have a dream that one day, I'll meet you in person. Aye! To do so, I'll get myself rich first haha pray for it! And this is a promise as well. Sometimes promises can be broken but this is more than a promise. It's in my bucket list yohoho~
Aye!
Yah, life once fucked us up, now it's our turn to fak ourlives hahaha JK
Aye! Just go with the flow and reach that goal. Eventually, we will heaven in this world and that happiness π
Hahaha, you too~
Ototou~ (I guess it means little brother in Japanese XD) when is your birthday again? π
JatRa lol hey ototou~ is your name rare or perhaps unique? Do you know someone who have the same name as yours or mine? lol becase you know, here in my country my name's so unique hahaha just sharing lol
One day, I did searched my name in Google and found out about the Jatt People... I forgot which country it was lol Egyptian.... How come?
By the way ototou~ do you know about the Illuminati? I heard this from Facebook and it really got my attention lol
Have you heard about Chester Bennington? One of The vocalist of Linkin Park?l who committed suicide? They said that he was depressed and took his own life by apparent suicide.
What a wasted life, life's so precious! But, do you really think that he killed himself or he was killed? lol
I was depressed, I once hated my own life but I'm still breathing, fighting and seeking the happiness that God gave us. That is why he gave us a freewill to be ourselves and to know what life is by our actions.
Haha, damn right bro~ I am awakened now! I reached level 20 of my life and I should be do things positively, I'm done with negativity lol well, I know that happiness sometimes is temporary and depression is always in us but once we overcome this. Happiness will become permanent. Thanks XD
That 'UGUUH' again haha
You can't find the real wisdom in school. Only you find it in your life experiences. lol sounds shi* XD
AYE~
I see, cool! If ever there is a SF2 play it haha of course! I remember winning a second place in Counter Strike competition. But now tho I am addicted to SF2 XD
Yeah, unfortunately.
Norway? Never heard of their education system .
Haha, yeah right! For me, reality is cruel, dirty and the truth lol seeing reality really did hurt me you see people working for the rest their lives but still poor and people who doesn't work getting richer and richer. You know, people have what they don't need and what they have is wanted by somebody who works himsef to the bone to gain that something they wanted. Yeah, adults are fun to be with. ...uhmm.... Also flirting with adults are fun hahaha well I am talking about adult, that withing the age of 22 to 30 hahahaha XD sorry, uguuuh~
To control the government and conquer the whole universe XD
Be more than a normal person, be abnormal hahaha JK
Are you sure of your answer? Come on tell me XD
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Thanks ototou~!
Aye! You're welcome!
Haha, it will never going to happen again. :3 I will be careful, same goes for ya'
Haha, I see nothing has changed lol Well, me... I, uhh.. pretty much the same but added something new XD I'm still dancin' recently I joined a competition and I barely win but I was out of breath because I won 5x in a row out of 7... Last two and I'm the champion huhu... hence, I was lost haha still got a trophy though lol also writing novels, of course anime and manga.. an FPS video game called Special Force 2 and lastly... GIRLS JK haha
I agree with ya' brotha'! You should stop thinking too much instead, do it or convince yourself that you can PERIOD lol Because the only who always bring us down is our own self. Ourselves is our own worst enemy. You gotta love yourself first before loving someone, You gotta respect yourself because yourself doesn't want you to be a loser, yourself want to be more than you think so thus, we to have fight ourselves my beloved brother in order to become something we want! Haha, I hope this blabbering of me does make sense to you hihihi
You see, I learned from my mistakes and that's why I am stronger than before. You too will become something you wanna be if you respect yourself first!
I hope this doesn't sound weird to you lil'bro hahaha. ^^
I won't let myself regret from the future so are you! Peace haha from here on out I have to be myself and you have be yourself! Don't let other people bring you down because they're all already beneath you! Don't level yourself to them hahaha just ENJOY LIFE you've been given! Yohoho~
I got tired in life that was all the reason haha THANK YOU! Haha, yeah life is good if you look into the brightest side lol
Aye, you too!
Ohh yah, if you think about it. This is really the first time I called you your name how ironic, if you remove the first two letters on your name and it will turned out into my name lol XD Ra'Jat π π π
Aye, that's right...
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Loneliness is part of our lives. You see, like what I've said. Negativity will make us stronger. Even though, not now but wait for tomorrow and be glad that you experienced those than never lol
I don't know what is happening to me hahaha... I've gone crazy :3
Aye, good to know lol π
Yeah, I loved and enjoyed my college life. However, not the school itself but, the people within. I hate unnecessary subjects and out of topic lessons. I want straight to point lessons, no shits, no time wasted lol But I have one regret, it's the opportunity to study hard and supposedly finish my schooling. You should learn from my mistake lol JK
It's kinda like, Mobile Legends? I'm level 22 on that game but haven't played for months lol I was addicted to Special Force 2 SEA maybe you should try this game too. It's so balanced.
I wish you luck lil'bro! Hope you can find a good job suited for you or perhaps what you want. Hehe, college ehh... The school system sucks.. it doesn't teach us good but, only shit. Ew! Haha
Well, as you can notice. I am now acting accordingly to my age hahaha I'm still 20 tho but, lately I've been dealing with adults now talking and hanging out with them. Seeing the reality changed me in an instant lol
I want to become a powerful human being in the future! XD
So what about you?
Aye! You too, thanks! Be safe and be happy all the time! If life fucks you, fuck it back lol sorry for the word π
Doin' great, I'm safe and sound! I'm so happy to talk to you once again.
P.S. I have to retype all because I thought I already sent you this before lol Sorry for the wait. Damn this browser! That's why I asked you to respond if you received my first message. Haha XD
Congratulations on surviving your school days! It was hellish isn't it.. am I right? JK I know what you felt during that time so it's good to know you're still breathing XD well that's good to hear 'cause you've had something on your back when you're depressed AF. :D
I too changed a lot, I can say, I'd matured a bit lol nah, I mean... A LOT! :D I've been through HELL :V I'd tried to end my....
Laifu~
Loneliness is temporary Rajat ^_^
I've got one child now hahahaha JK lol ...Got a job last month, I was only working for a month and then bailed out because it was tiring lol
Heyow! I missed you lil'bro :D Nah, don't worry about it, I am just glad you're back to life lol You sent this first day of the month and I just noticed it today lol 16 days ago thus sorry about that :3
uhm.. wait gotta reply to you later, I gotta go now bye!
Lil'bro! I'm really sorry :( It's almost a month that I haven't replied to your message, please forgive me.
A lot of shit happened to me! One of those was losing all my Anime's and Manga's at the same time! Because my shitty 32gb micro SD card broke with an unknown reason lol :3
I see, likewise lol I was busy with my shitty life and doesn't had a time to open my MAL :V
Told yah :v You can bought it on a market you know haha :3 yeah you're welcome! ^^
I hope so, I really hope so and thanks! haha that's cool, and what about the free WiFi in your country? is it fast or you know :v
I'm sorry ayt :P
Yes! try and try until you die, reincarnated, and repeat! :3 You know that feeling of nowhere to go, like everyone's neglected you, ignored you, and ughhh more problems and I'll probably gonna freaking die :( yeah same goes for me bro! you know why us? There's a lot of shitty people there do deserve this but fate chose us to suffer :3 YEAH THANKS but unfortunately I haven't found one yet 'cause I stopped searching hahaha or maybe I'm lazy to find one :3
Hang in there buddy, I know you can survive that! :P yeah I noticed that as well that you're not updating you're lists. I see you're focusing on your school life lol :v why dude you can just take a break from watching and will watch again when everything's good and you're not busy with life :) Ohhh I haven't read that lol yeah LEMONS I'll give you a John LEMON then!
Hey, I am sorry for the late reply again lil'bro :3
Haha well said bro :v You can finish the other one so you can move to the next target lol ohhh... yeah finding something to have fun these days are so hard to find :v every freaking day what I am doing is still the same and I am really bored, trying do something new and still the same feeling aghh damn this life :v yeah you're welcome :P thankfully :D
Ahh you can learn on your own and you'll learn a lot from the people around you. I don't think so lil'bro they made me a timid person haha :3 yeah school's can be good sometimes but yeah the system, the policy man freak it :v and they're teaching the same shits and forcing students to die :v damn right brotha' only 30% of what you've learned in schools that can be useful in life haha :v I hope it can be easy as that :3 you know the internet in the PH was so overpriced and at the same time it was slower than snail :V ^^
Make the most of it then. hahaha :P
Haha, thankies :P let's enjoy this life even though life hates us :v fuck life ayt! haha thank you thank you ^^ yeah sure... I'm still a NEET yeah bruh~
I agree haha that will makes your life easier and happier I suppose :v Yeah you're correct! haha yes it happened and I was surprised of what;d just happened that day. LOL :P I think about it as well but in my mind there's a lot of thing I want to do before I pass away in this unfair world :3 and that is keeping me alive perhaps :v haha but still thank goodness nothing happens to you seriously :v
Haha yeah, you know I hate spending time on the things that you can't use in the future because life is too short to spend your time on worthless shits out there for example school they will teach you the same and the same nothing changed and also they will teach things that you can't even use in your life nor in the future fuck it :v Agreed! don't say that haha :P ohh I see, yah I do have a long time ago lol but the only thing that ruined my desktop is that there is no internet connection :v haha yeah thanks lil'bro!
Yeah, summer ended here bro it's only in April and May haha :v yeah ecchi mode happened just kidding hahaha :P
Thanks! hahaha well we're at the right age after all :P so it's fine, right? thank you ^^
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P.S. I just opened MAL secretely just to message you haha imma sneaky muthapaker lol talk to you when everything is done. Bye for now.
Thanks! Belated Merry Christmas & Happy New Year! Same to you buds!
Hey, I'm really surprised that you used your Facebook haha you should use it more to communicate your family and friends. By that you can also talk to me a lot using messenger lol
Yes, thank you! Somehow I'm getting used everything but, there are a lot of things I must overcome *sigh* well yeah. If I didn't gave my best back then, I'm still a NEET for sure by now :V haha I was like shivering in nervousness and I don't wanna remember those days anymore hahaha it's kinda embarrassing lol we can't blame the introverts for being like that though XD You're welcome as well ;) Yep! I somehow like yhat movie.
Yeah, your right! Anyways let's forget those people who won't change for good and this trash world. Instead, let's focus on our own world and it's people haha like your family & friends. Let's make ourlives or rather our world, beautiful and full of unforgettable experiences; good memories. Yes! I don't wanna talk this hopeless society of us anymore lol
Yeah, right?! HAHA
Thank you brother! XD Yes, I did! lol
Hey, so was it? What's her respond? Wooo~ that's great! Yes, you'll.feel amazed for yourself and you'll even thank yourself for doing something you're scared at first.
Ohh damn! I wish I could.reply to your messages right away like I used to :3
Yeah :3
Oh, why? Haha, you should :P Of course we will not give up regardless of the situation are because we will knock or even kill who stands in out way like an insect. Pfft. Let's make any impossible to a possible! Rawr~! Yes, I hope you will find one soon. A job that you'll love ayt! I'm still a long long way to go in succeeding in life but even if I crawl or run with barbels attached on my back it won't stop me. I will do everything (EXCLUDING illegal sheets XD) for the sake of my goals. Lol and so you will. Yay! I thank you for everything and what? Your only friend? I don’t believe you :P lols I’m sure you'll meet a lot someday, the real ones where you can share your laughter and fist (JK) hahaha and imagine having a three loli wives hmmm damn sweeeeet! Everyday, OKAY! XD
Wow! I love how you call your currency woosh~
Yeah! Haha, we can meet everywhere! Our friendship is forever! We're solid right?! HAHA well maybe you can do that JK I have that animr on my phone for almost a year and I am not watching it huhu I'll watch it now! Thanks!
Yes. That's too deep bro and it's somehow true :3 actually you can find happiness everywhere, it could be in a bad or good instances. But finding real happiness is kinda hard because there's a lot of problems that'll occure in outlives and happiness is apparently short. I don't know if it's me or blah. I laugh but deep inside I'm dead. I made a serious face because why not? HAHA kidding aside, if we failed at something we tried so hard. Ask yourself why, maybe there's something that much better that we deserve, and maybe we failed because life has something to tell us and want us to learn from our mistakes and downfalls. Life is not that complicated; in fact we are the ones who's making it more complicated. Just like what I've told you before lol Life wooo~ imagine outlives before and now haha and how we talked to each other haha it's not something an otakus would talk about. Are we even an otaku or just a regular humans who just love animes and wants to change the world? Haha :V
Aye! Their songs are really good and life changing. Yay! I love that as well... I wish he'll come back to life :D
HAHA~ I dunno man! Confused as F! lol …well~ I don’t know them IRL :V but what’s intriguing is that it feels real and that happened. And when I woke up, I’m nervous and scared of being found by the cops lol thankfully it was just a nightmare (I hope so) :V amazing? Haha how so? Lot a sheet happened to me and it will never stop :3 haha yah! what a dream, it’s really like an anime-like to us lol in VR? Haha in VR you can watch hentai without an interferance of someone, but be careful haha XD I dunno, if our past lives were real or just a stupin theory of us humans lol I dunno if its real of nah :V
‘We are living in a world wherein full of questions and answered by lies.” I don’t trust the system anymore! It sucks, that is why we must question everything in this world. Be the LIGHT of our own world. Seeking the truth is a must nowadays. Be our weakness become our strenght. Let’s value every small things that happened or what we have, even if it’s a trash to everyone but that trash will become a gold and all those who neglected it will regret. Because us humans only value complicated things and neglect the simplest things in this world that can help them effectively. It’s like you are finding a key to open the door but it was actually open and never will be locked. WTF! HAHA XD
Haha, thanks! Yeah, in my current situation I would do the same. Being alone in really something within us since the beginning of our lives here on Earth haha To be honest I hate to see a human being except for my family and you are part of my fam dawg! :D I see you as one to be honest and no kidding, real talk! ^^ I am always misunderstood by a lot of people and it’s fine to me because only us knows what we really are. Even those who knew us will not :3 The best way to deal with those people in my opinion is to ignore them :D I want to cry mate haha btw there was this wannabe tough kid who’s making fun of me while I was walking drinking (not alcohol :V) and when he passed through me I effortlessly pushed him using my left arm and he was surprised AF whilst I was glaring at him. He then walked away with his eyes staring on the ground together with his friends. I was actually not in the mood that day to deal with humans XD I was actually going to give him what he wanted, black eyes lol anyways we shouldn’t let our emotions took over us because it’s a disaster frankly speaking :V You only think that way, but in reality they are the ones who is useless in this world. We are unique bro! HAHA
HAHAHA you’re right XD we should thank Anime-Planet and now MAL who united our hearts XD ^^ we started talking on Anime-Planet few years ago haha If I remember correctly you are a member of a welcoming club back on A-P am I right? And you greeted me and then we started talking endlesslly Haha time sure flies really fast. Damn, wow! Sweet as F***! Hahaha, it will happen if we think it will ο see yah’ soon brotha’!
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HAAHAHA, yeah right? Let’s do it! And teach them who’s the boss XD of course, because.. ‘What you think is what you become’ this is true! I will make him my body guard, that’s why XD HAHAHA thanks!
Yes, thank yo-uguuh XD
Aye! Being normal is ughh~! :V yup, but it will take a while tho :3 yes you’re defenitely right about that haha :3 thanks!
HAHA
Thanks!
That’s good to hear bro! Thanks for informing me anyways :D
Hahahaha, yes I am even tho in reality I’m not lol :V Thank you so much! WOW! That’s GREAT! Good luck on that! Do your best ayt! You can do it! I’ll support you with that haha :D under what course are you taking btw? I.T.?
Likewise! And again sorry for taking so long for replying :3
Nah, no worries π Yah, I really had a great birthday mate ^^ F O R E V E R 21 β€
Haha, actually I re-write all :3 I'm back to chapter 1 π I can give you a sample of my first chapter's draft on Facebook. S E C R E T π
Thank you π So far so good, though I'm a little bit having a hard time lol still, everything's fine π They'd just asked me a lot of questions about my personal life, about the company and other stuff. All I did was answered their questions but some of those are made me think twice hahaha I was like 'W-What the @$@# I don't know the answer... BATMAN save me!' hahaha and I made myself look formal and whilst interviewing me or answering their questions I just looked them in the eyes and kept myself calm. Because if I lose myself then that's the end of my hard work :3 I see π Thank you, thank you! same goes for me otoutou~ Told ya' that movie is one of favorites this year and yes, I love war movies XD
Hahaha, damn straight! XD It's so sad to think about this but it can't be help, truth hurts! :3 most of the people tend to chose being blinded by lies rather than seeing the truth, knowing it's right on their face tho they still denying the truth. And I hate that, I admit that sometimes I am being like this haha I want to throw away my pride for my success XD
Yes, everything is just happening! What I am trying to say is when you want to become successful you have to invent it yourself and then you have to do a step by step process of being successful in the future. I mean, you'll have to be good at this and that, improve my whatever it is, deal with that person, do that; do this XD and eventually by doing these you''ll become what you said, does it make sense I dunno if I explained it correctly hahaha
Aye! I once told myself, 'This November, I will get hired!' so it happens, but I worked myself hard to get hired. For you when you say, 'Tomorrow I'll be able to talk to my crush.' haha so in this example you predicted yourself that you'll be able to talk to your crush, thus you'll muster your courage and prepare yourself to do so XD Do you get what I am trying to explain? ^^
Hahaha, I dunno what's happening in my mind right now :P
Yiz~ I totally agree with you! The best way to deal with arrogant peeps in to remain silence.
Haha, why aren't you not so sure about that? :P soul king! Haha, thanks! WOW! that's great! Be who you wanna be!you're welcome :D Yes, thank you so much ^^ no matter how hard it is, I won't give up mate same goes for you ayt! Hahaha, well lot'a shiit happened this year that changed me lol aye sir! that motha' packing!!!! XD YES IT IS! tho, not anymore haha because we can control our fears and doubts now! don't be otoutou, I should be the one thanking you because you're always there listening to my bullshit and we're friends for years!!! Wooo~ lets celebrate our friendship yieepiee~ ^_^ haha WTF that's hilarious lol 'our mind is our greatest anime!' hahahaha
I have 'one peso' here hahaha our currency here in PH :P Hahaha, you'll always my friend; my internet best friend!!! I hope i'll be able to see you one day mate! i'll see you even in heaven!
AYE! It's up on the person on how they'll do it, even the saddest person on Earth can anyone happy without knowing them what he/she's going through life. Life is just a yes or no; positive and negative. Was it funny? I don't think so hahaha your shorts will look like a.. nevermind hahaha ...whoa~ what can you say about that song?
Perhaps! lol thinking too much of girls pantsu JK In my case, I love to think about much everything, you can say Imma day dreamer lol Oh damn that dream~~! I think I told you this before, I had two dreams that killed two people and it feels so fucking real and I dreamed it for two times, everything is detailed as fuck! and damn, it gives me chill everytime I think of it. I dunno why I had that dream, scary AF! :3 I believe we've experienced those dreams in the past or perhaps in a parallel world lol haha faking nerd me JK
Ehem~ ahahaha aye! I'm actually for the right one... Maybe I found her now lol she's a Japanese and we talked and I even teach her dancing, also gave her tips on how to improve her English hahaha tho, I dunno anymore :3 anyways moving on, past is past my feeling will never be the same as before haha XD hahaha you'll find her soon lil'bro! She's just waiting for you to ask her out ^_^ haha, you're welcome and as always THANK YOU!
Hahaha, dafuq! Chat mo on FB XD I'm always active there; always online lol (not really) XD
Let's forget about them :D
Haha, remember... don't die with regrets! :P
You nailed it! fck!!! haha truth hurts but it will set you free ^_^ I will but dontcha worry imma SCORPIO I know fake people lol For me yes if I have to.. I did it a lot these past days hahaha always think you can do it and you will do it eventually haha what? :V YEESSS! Hahahaha we've been doin' this for a long time anyways so nothing's new XD I wanna meet Pennywise haha the killer clown XD haha I love that song~ I listened to that when travelling long distances or going to sleep lol
Yes, indeed! it's so scary to think about you growing old uguuh~ Time about what? XD :( :( :(
Aye! You're welcome :D
Great!
We are the abnormals! hahaha It's a call center bro~ The most fun in this job is we speak English all the time and my workmates are funny AF lol I also love to work because the salary is high and the benefits as well lol I am planning on having my own business :D THANK YOU ^_^ HAHA
Hahaha, got you! You watch H E N T A I hahahahaha JK :V
^_^
Really? You're good at joking haha :P yes, thank you thank you!
oh shiit, what happened to your eyes?
Likewise, I'm so sorry if I'm always late in replying I was busy these past days really.
Hmm.. it's hard but still im enjoying life. Finding my forever and making myself stronger. I met a Japanese girl and she is my first friends from JPN lol she's nice and cute lol I think she's my hmm.. nope, I dont think so hahaha I'll wait for the right one hehe everything's happening accordingly to my life's plan lol how about you otoutou?
Same goes for you, thanks!
Well, GOOD NEWS! I, Draklive has a job now π At last, I passed everything last Thursday 10/26 lol I realized that last Thurs was harded than my previous interview XD Those three interviewers was impressed yohoho~ however, the real hardest part is the actual training for the job or the actual works! That's the real battlefield :3 Even complying my requirements are freaking hard than a job imterview huhu :3 still thank you for your support, it helps me a lot!
Haha, yes... speaking of 13 hours, have you watch the movie called '13 hours'? Haha :v
We live in a perfect world. Only us, humans made it a trash! No offense, but for me humans are literally the only trash here on Earth lol Think about this, trash are only made by us, humans. Make sense? Haha XD
Aye! I absolutely agreed with ya'! Hey, you can change your future especially yourself by inventing it. Haha, I mean if you say "At this age or time, I'll become, have, learn or achieve that something." Remember, 'THE BEST WAY TO PREDICT THE FUTURE IS TO INVENT IT!' :D
Aye! 'If you can't run away then, why not face it? I won't be beaten by life, because I'm the life!' XD That's what I told myself lol
Most of the people nowadays noticed your flaws rather than your good deeds. Shame on them! If only I can become Goku. I'll facking kill all those criminals, terrorist and corrupt individuals! Eventually, reset the world lol JK
Aye! Nobody's perfect! If someone told you he/she is perfect then remain silent. Why? Because that person is worst than the most sh3tiest existing sh3t~! Hahaha :D
Hey, if you think yourself that why not change it? As a aniki, you should change your perspective on your life. I mean, everything's temporary in this world, if you're like that right now, that means you can become something more than that hahaha JK As you may know, I'm a sh3t a few months ago and here I am, fighting to become something I wanted to be. You can be better, because you're the best! Make the best version of yourself like what I am doing to myself right now. I once told myself, 'Oh.. I can't be like that, I can't do that, it's impossible, I'm not ready, I am weak.' these are my illusions made by myself, but in reality, when you put your heart and think positively actually you can, 'I can be like that if want to, I can do that if I practice, it's not that really impossible if I don't myself in fact, it's facking possible, I'm always ready and I'm motha packing strong!' like what I've told ya' 'Yourself is only your worst enemy!' Yohoho~ You know One Piece right? If I compare my life to it, I'm currently fighting in Grandline too far from the New World lol well, that's my final destination anyways. Even you :P
OhMayGad! Really?! Thank you very much otouto~ <3 I, also thank you for being there with me, even tho we only talk here still, I've had a lot of fun talking to ya' and always will be :D from anime-planet to My Anime List hahaha We've known each other for years and counting. lol ^^
Aye! I see, sad laifu JK Just be sharp at everything be observant lol and ignore obnoxious people, happiness is temporary anyways, if you've been given a chance to enjoy then ENJOY it! Don't die with regrets haha life is short~ and I don't wear a short because I want my laifu to be long thus I wear long pants for long laifu JK corny! XD Whilst replying to you I'm listening to LINKIN PARK's album 'One more light' lol so sad~!
Haha, I think so too but, for me it's really weird. I think there's something with me. Not just my dreams, also mirages that I am seeing things that's hard to explain. There was a time, when I was walking I thought there was a chain blocking my way and I facking saw it. In a blink of an eye it was gone! :3 my mind's playing with meh~ I think I'm abnormal because I'm not normal hahahaha
Did you mean, an ex-girlfriend? Haha, I'm in a relationship with my phone at the moment <3 yohoho~ Hahahaha, seriously? Aye! Also love is temporary, facking laifu! JK °•° Yah, I considered it already that we broke up. Strange indeed! lol To tell you the truth, I think this happened 4yrs ago and I don't have any feeling towards her. Past is past HAHAHA π I'll find a perfect girl for myself, in order to do so, I'll patiently wait for that girl to come in my life because if I push myself to be with someone that means, she's not perfect lol well, it always depends on every person. Same goes for you :D THANK YOU!
Hey, by the way... Are you still using your Facebook? I think you should use FB more often lol JK
HAHAHAHAHA, let em' suffer! Let em' feed their ego until they realize they're just more worst than a sh3t! Some people doesn't deserve salvation!
JK, aye! I agree with ya'
Hehe, just always stay calm and be always you! Love yourself, only show the real you with someone you trust or deserves it. Make a persona and show it to those who you do not trust! Show em' what they want and then kill em' XD JK Thank you ^_^
Hahaha :P
Aye! Regrets that will chase us until the very end of our lives, haunting us. We only realize when it is the end most of the time. If we have regrets we usually saying 'I should have... done that, tell that person, etc,. Which is kinda scary for me :3
Honestly speaking, I do have some regrets in life that I can never be changed and that's frustrating infuriating me! haha let's approach life with love and good choices XD Yeah, I've heard a lot of these words saying, 'Try and Try, until you die!' hahaha uguuh~ Nah! It won't be boring going to moon we'll meet our space friends out there haha definitely amazing otoutou! Haha, I know :P yeah, really scary indeed! Hehe, aye don't mention it :) same goes for me otoutou, thanks a lot for reading my nonsense messages and for being there with me! For that I'll give the most valuable invisible non-existent nothingness void of uguuh-chan! < Corny lol
Thank you as well, I'm really happy to speak with you all the time. We've been talking for almost three years isn't it?
Okay, I understand! That's right, keep a positive attitude and everything will be simple.
Hahaha, I see XD
Aye! You'll love their new album! Ah~ life :3 lol good to know you're good :P sad life :v πΆ
Haha, it's good to know that you're an abnormal hahaha JK :P Hmm, trust ya' self and think only in the positive side. Ah, agreed! Finally, I have a job now. I'm currently in training hohoho right now I'm doing my best and I'm surprised towards myself because I am somehow enjoying. The old me will not enjoy everything hahaha THANK YOU!
Motto~ hahaha
Nah, it's fine!
Aye! I'm always cool even tho it is not true :P 'cause I'mma fvckin' abnormal haha XD You're welcome, likewise otoutou~ thanks for everything ^^ you too, take care!
Sorry for the delay :3
Sure! To tell you the truth. I was a person who loves to be praised knowingly it was just a lie. You can say I was an ignorant piece of trash human being clinging to his illusions lol
And now, since I am able to see the reality; the ugly truth of this trashy world. I've had enough of those lies and accepted myself as me; as a weakling and brainless son of beach lol As a Scorpio, I can see through lies. I know when people is lying or fooling me by just looking at that person. So, answering your question that would be hurt by the truth than being comforted by lies.
Sometimes, I got confused by my dreams. When I am in reality, there was a time when I thought I was just dreaming and when I am in my dreams I thought I am in reality lol kinda confusing XD
Like earlier, I had a dream of my last girlfriend (hihi XD) in my dream, I was at home and realized that I have a girlfriend for a long time. I haven't contacted her for months or maybe even for years. Hence, I decided to see her and when she saw me, she was happy and instantly held my arm, I too was happy and told her how much I missed and love her (hahaha) she told me the same and right after we walked together going somewhere I don't know. We both holding our hands tightly that we don't want to let go of each other. Until, I saw her house and someone saw us, perhaps her grandma. She then let go of my arm and told me something but I can't remember she rushed heading to her house and I reached out my arm suddenly I realized that we are not dating anymore. Hahaha, I'll tell you, in reality we don't break up but we're not dating anymore XD what a complicated situation sh3t! @_@
Going back to our conversation, yeah people sometimes will lie for a good reason but still not a good thing to do so. You'd rather tell that person the ugly truth for his sake. So that person can learn from his/her mistake. Well, sometimes telling lies isn't bad at all ^^
Good to know, we must stay the way we are. However, we must have a persona to deceive other people show them the side of us that they wanted and fool them but we are still our old self. For my current situation, I changed myself to deceive everyone around me. So that they will think that I changed. But in reality I am still the same old me but, I am not showing them the real me lol because they don't deserve the real Draklive XD I am telling you this because I trust you, even though we haven't met in reality yet but I can tell you're the best; you're a good person. ^^ well, there are a few people who knows the real me.
Think of this, they are not the opportunity; we are the opportunity! Do you get it? Hahaha XD
Aye! Those regrets we had are our foundation to success lol I too want to redo my life, I want to start over again to be honest. Of course the reason for that is obviously to correct my mistakes so that I don't have any regrets today.
Well, I guess they want to die because they just wanted to runaway from those regrets they have like I did before huhu @_@ well said, we cannot indeed change the past *sigh* why!? Ha hahaha.
If ever I become an immortal first I will join the army and after many years of honing my skills. I'll work for NASA and will travel to space and will think about the rest when I become an immortal haha XD
Good! Oh... Stay strong ototou! Hehe, I see XD the internet saved you too! Haha, how ironic eh~!? Oh, seriously? It's my honor! •^_^• for me, you're the one and only friend I have in the internet and of course irl as well ayt! I can't even talk with my friends like this. So, I really thank you from the bottom of my heart for listening to my sshhiittyy nnoonnsseennssee lol XD
Haha, I know that very well XD so am I. Tho, the difference between us is, I am an introvert that can be an extrovert lol if I have to do so tho lol in a desperate situation hahaha damn life! I'm excited hehe there's no impossible if want something because 'impossible' is made by our own mind. Aye! See you one day brotha' •^_^•
Haha, really? That must be hard for you. :P seriously? I once thought my name is an Indian or perhaps Egypt lol I played that game before hehe .
Same here, I've been listening to their songs for a very long time as well. Their songs was my inspiration and also saved me; helped me. Yah, their last album seems suicidal, I mean the lyrics. Aye! It makes sense! Life's so short yet, beautifully; preciously ugly lol Hahaha, well currently here in my country, if you use drugs you'll see bullets flying towards you. Hence, you'll see heaven or hell instantly XD
Well, if that's what our lives want then let it be! lol
I suppose living is hell and at the same time it can be a heaven. Gadeymet! :V
I too hate how things work, this world needs to be reset :3 the system is rotten! Fak those greedy bastards politicians! Haha :)
Aye! Smile if you're sad, laugh if you want to cry, if you want to give up then think why you start! If someone mocked you or said terrible words at you just look down. It is not showing that you are scared but, you are looking down on that person because that bastard is still at the bottom and you are at the top! You are stronger! But always down to Earth. Make sense? XD
Haha, it's just a number you can be better than me but I am not saying I'm good. Real talk, I'm still a useless piece of sheet lol I have a lot of things to learn and to do. But yeah, go with the flow but I'll take a different route. I don't wanna live a mediocre life. Fakit XD 3 kids are enough Hahahaha :v aye!
Uguuh~ haha, I see.
Haha, thanks! I don't think so XD
Yay!
Sadly, that's how the world work. Kinda, disappointing. Oh, not kinda! I'm really disappointed! Sometimes I asked myself why our world turned out this way. *facepalm* XD
Praying is good but, it cannot help you or nothing will happen unless you act to achieve what you want. God only listen to people who act accordingly to their prayers. I mean, people should act first and eventually God will provide lol am I preaching? Why am I asking anyway? Haha, silly me. :V tho, if you want something then do something about it. If you're weak then you're weak, so what? Everything is temporary in this world haha did you get what I mean hehe :D
Honestly, I am a theorist, I love playing with my mind; my thoughts lol I'm good at imagination, I can even make my own anime series in my imagination hahahaha hilarious eh? XD There are alot of people that will back stab you indeed. Aye! We should have been living in a better generation. I want to in the darkest age where war is happening haha currently we are living in a rotten generation, era I suppose.
Haha, I am just playing along with them. I am literally playing them lol I can be a demon or an angel depending on a person in front of me but I will not show it, they will only notice it eventually. Just two outcomes, they will regret fakin' with me or will thank me XD you may already know this that 'Draklive' means 'Dark Evil' hahahahaha -_^
Work hard, play hard XD
Let's stay abnormal! I look normal outside but, in the inside I'm abnormal XD I'm always thinking strange things :3 haha seriously? WTF XD for me destruction is beautiful! Real talk! Haha, good luck that would be great. Well, I already told you haha I failed but I got results.
Aye!
Gambatte! Kimochi~ hahaha XD
Nah, it's alright. I should be the one apologizing because I replied supah late and I am terribly sorry for that :(
Hahahaha XD why do I even said that :P well, you know hahaha
Thanks for telling me! Aye! I'll be 21 next month. OMG!!! I'll be experiencing my debut lol and I'll become forever 21 hahaha
Hahaha, nevermind it XD
P.S. I am really sorry for the late reply. I wrote this on my phone lol I've been busy these past days. I hope you doin' great! :D
Yeah, dancing is really a part of me, it actually saved me because without it, I'm probably dead by now lol that's a real talk bro :v well, and so for anime as well hehe it buys me some big time for me stop thinking about ending my life XD and because of anime I met you ayt! That's why I'm very glad that I found these life savers hobbies hahaha
Aye! Thank you~ Hehe, yeah I remember but the novel you read back then was a total crap lol
I am currently writing a fantasy novel it's actually a romance with mystery and adventure in it. I can't wait to finish the whole story and let you read it lol π I'm currently polishing the first chapter. I'd like to say, it's already in editing phase however, I'm busy right now preparing for a job interview that's why I don't have the time to work on it lol. awkay... Haha, yeah 3D girls are ... XD
AYE! Sometimes there are good lies and bad lies. It is all up to us wether we will be able to understand it or not. Don't get angry with someone who did something terrible towards you, in stead, know why they did such thing. Know the meaning behind their actions because they are going through such terrible situations. Know this, not all the good ones are always good and not all the bad ones are always bad.
Aye! They're really saying the truth bro! We must love ourselves first lol kiss yourself, touch yourself hahaha JK π your parents loves you β€ haha
You see, people don't change because they don't want to, simple. Haha, it's like they were not hurt enough or still trapped within their own illusions XD
Yeah, happiness is the anwer. However, to achieve this happiness we must acknowledge ourselves, accept our weakness and be true to ourselves. People dies, but not everybody lives. As you may know, I do have countless of regrets and I don't wannq die with full of regrets.. although I am an immortal XD Same goes for ya' don't die with full of regrets and live the way you want, do what you want, be you. Stay happy bro. I have a dream that one day, I'll meet you in person. Aye! To do so, I'll get myself rich first haha pray for it! And this is a promise as well. Sometimes promises can be broken but this is more than a promise. It's in my bucket list yohoho~
Aye!
Yah, life once fucked us up, now it's our turn to fak ourlives hahaha JK
Aye! Just go with the flow and reach that goal. Eventually, we will heaven in this world and that happiness π
Hahaha, you too~
Ototou~ (I guess it means little brother in Japanese XD) when is your birthday again? π
JatRa lol hey ototou~ is your name rare or perhaps unique? Do you know someone who have the same name as yours or mine? lol becase you know, here in my country my name's so unique hahaha just sharing lol
One day, I did searched my name in Google and found out about the Jatt People... I forgot which country it was lol Egyptian.... How come?
By the way ototou~ do you know about the Illuminati? I heard this from Facebook and it really got my attention lol
Have you heard about Chester Bennington? One of The vocalist of Linkin Park?l who committed suicide? They said that he was depressed and took his own life by apparent suicide.
What a wasted life, life's so precious! But, do you really think that he killed himself or he was killed? lol
I was depressed, I once hated my own life but I'm still breathing, fighting and seeking the happiness that God gave us. That is why he gave us a freewill to be ourselves and to know what life is by our actions.
Haha, damn right bro~ I am awakened now! I reached level 20 of my life and I should be do things positively, I'm done with negativity lol well, I know that happiness sometimes is temporary and depression is always in us but once we overcome this. Happiness will become permanent. Thanks XD
That 'UGUUH' again haha
You can't find the real wisdom in school. Only you find it in your life experiences. lol sounds shi* XD
AYE~
I see, cool! If ever there is a SF2 play it haha of course! I remember winning a second place in Counter Strike competition. But now tho I am addicted to SF2 XD
Yeah, unfortunately.
Norway? Never heard of their education system .
Haha, yeah right! For me, reality is cruel, dirty and the truth lol seeing reality really did hurt me you see people working for the rest their lives but still poor and people who doesn't work getting richer and richer. You know, people have what they don't need and what they have is wanted by somebody who works himsef to the bone to gain that something they wanted. Yeah, adults are fun to be with. ...uhmm.... Also flirting with adults are fun hahaha well I am talking about adult, that withing the age of 22 to 30 hahahaha XD sorry, uguuuh~
To control the government and conquer the whole universe XD
Be more than a normal person, be abnormal hahaha JK
Are you sure of your answer? Come on tell me XD
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Thanks ototou~!
Aye! You're welcome!
Haha, it will never going to happen again. :3 I will be careful, same goes for ya'
Sorry for the late reply :3
I agree with ya' brotha'! You should stop thinking too much instead, do it or convince yourself that you can PERIOD lol Because the only who always bring us down is our own self. Ourselves is our own worst enemy. You gotta love yourself first before loving someone, You gotta respect yourself because yourself doesn't want you to be a loser, yourself want to be more than you think so thus, we to have fight ourselves my beloved brother in order to become something we want! Haha, I hope this blabbering of me does make sense to you hihihi
You see, I learned from my mistakes and that's why I am stronger than before. You too will become something you wanna be if you respect yourself first!
I hope this doesn't sound weird to you lil'bro hahaha. ^^
I won't let myself regret from the future so are you! Peace haha from here on out I have to be myself and you have be yourself! Don't let other people bring you down because they're all already beneath you! Don't level yourself to them hahaha just ENJOY LIFE you've been given! Yohoho~
I got tired in life that was all the reason haha THANK YOU! Haha, yeah life is good if you look into the brightest side lol
Aye, you too!
Ohh yah, if you think about it. This is really the first time I called you your name how ironic, if you remove the first two letters on your name and it will turned out into my name lol XD Ra'Jat π π π
Aye, that's right...
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Loneliness is part of our lives. You see, like what I've said. Negativity will make us stronger. Even though, not now but wait for tomorrow and be glad that you experienced those than never lol
I don't know what is happening to me hahaha... I've gone crazy :3
Aye, good to know lol π
Yeah, I loved and enjoyed my college life. However, not the school itself but, the people within. I hate unnecessary subjects and out of topic lessons. I want straight to point lessons, no shits, no time wasted lol But I have one regret, it's the opportunity to study hard and supposedly finish my schooling. You should learn from my mistake lol JK
It's kinda like, Mobile Legends? I'm level 22 on that game but haven't played for months lol I was addicted to Special Force 2 SEA maybe you should try this game too. It's so balanced.
I wish you luck lil'bro! Hope you can find a good job suited for you or perhaps what you want. Hehe, college ehh... The school system sucks.. it doesn't teach us good but, only shit. Ew! Haha
Well, as you can notice. I am now acting accordingly to my age hahaha I'm still 20 tho but, lately I've been dealing with adults now talking and hanging out with them. Seeing the reality changed me in an instant lol
I want to become a powerful human being in the future! XD
So what about you?
Aye! You too, thanks! Be safe and be happy all the time! If life fucks you, fuck it back lol sorry for the word π
Doin' great, I'm safe and sound! I'm so happy to talk to you once again.
P.S. I have to retype all because I thought I already sent you this before lol Sorry for the wait. Damn this browser! That's why I asked you to respond if you received my first message. Haha XD
Congratulations on surviving your school days! It was hellish isn't it.. am I right? JK I know what you felt during that time so it's good to know you're still breathing XD well that's good to hear 'cause you've had something on your back when you're depressed AF. :D
I too changed a lot, I can say, I'd matured a bit lol nah, I mean... A LOT! :D I've been through HELL :V I'd tried to end my....
Laifu~
Loneliness is temporary Rajat ^_^
I've got one child now hahahaha JK lol ...Got a job last month, I was only working for a month and then bailed out because it was tiring lol
Tell me more yo!
P.S. I'm so glad that you're back to be honest!
uhm.. wait gotta reply to you later, I gotta go now bye!
A lot of shit happened to me! One of those was losing all my Anime's and Manga's at the same time! Because my shitty 32gb micro SD card broke with an unknown reason lol :3
I see, likewise lol I was busy with my shitty life and doesn't had a time to open my MAL :V
Told yah :v You can bought it on a market you know haha :3 yeah you're welcome! ^^
I hope so, I really hope so and thanks! haha that's cool, and what about the free WiFi in your country? is it fast or you know :v
I'm sorry ayt :P
Yes! try and try until you die, reincarnated, and repeat! :3 You know that feeling of nowhere to go, like everyone's neglected you, ignored you, and ughhh more problems and I'll probably gonna freaking die :( yeah same goes for me bro! you know why us? There's a lot of shitty people there do deserve this but fate chose us to suffer :3 YEAH THANKS but unfortunately I haven't found one yet 'cause I stopped searching hahaha or maybe I'm lazy to find one :3
Hang in there buddy, I know you can survive that! :P yeah I noticed that as well that you're not updating you're lists. I see you're focusing on your school life lol :v why dude you can just take a break from watching and will watch again when everything's good and you're not busy with life :) Ohhh I haven't read that lol yeah LEMONS I'll give you a John LEMON then!
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Haha well said bro :v You can finish the other one so you can move to the next target lol ohhh... yeah finding something to have fun these days are so hard to find :v every freaking day what I am doing is still the same and I am really bored, trying do something new and still the same feeling aghh damn this life :v yeah you're welcome :P thankfully :D
Ahh you can learn on your own and you'll learn a lot from the people around you. I don't think so lil'bro they made me a timid person haha :3 yeah school's can be good sometimes but yeah the system, the policy man freak it :v and they're teaching the same shits and forcing students to die :v damn right brotha' only 30% of what you've learned in schools that can be useful in life haha :v I hope it can be easy as that :3 you know the internet in the PH was so overpriced and at the same time it was slower than snail :V ^^
Make the most of it then. hahaha :P
Haha, thankies :P let's enjoy this life even though life hates us :v fuck life ayt! haha thank you thank you ^^ yeah sure... I'm still a NEET yeah bruh~
How'ya doin' bro?
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I agree haha that will makes your life easier and happier I suppose :v Yeah you're correct! haha yes it happened and I was surprised of what;d just happened that day. LOL :P I think about it as well but in my mind there's a lot of thing I want to do before I pass away in this unfair world :3 and that is keeping me alive perhaps :v haha but still thank goodness nothing happens to you seriously :v
Haha yeah, you know I hate spending time on the things that you can't use in the future because life is too short to spend your time on worthless shits out there for example school they will teach you the same and the same nothing changed and also they will teach things that you can't even use in your life nor in the future fuck it :v Agreed! don't say that haha :P ohh I see, yah I do have a long time ago lol but the only thing that ruined my desktop is that there is no internet connection :v haha yeah thanks lil'bro!
Yeah, summer ended here bro it's only in April and May haha :v yeah ecchi mode happened just kidding hahaha :P
Thanks! hahaha well we're at the right age after all :P so it's fine, right? thank you ^^