| @OshieteOshiete1 try to get good at their hobbies |
| often times what looks like an impenetrable fortress is really just a house of cards. true, it stays staunch in a monsoon, but does it do so through grit or finesse? i can keep this megalith balanced on a needlepoint under impossible circumstances, but that requires my full focus when there is no shelter from the storms and never has been. if i dont focus on my sisyphean balancing act in silence, it all comes crumbling down. take offence to my taciturnity or self-insert your perceived level of importance into my game of survival and all you're really showing me is that you only care for me as far as what i can do for you. and frankly i've had more than enough of such folks for one lifetime, or maybe a dozen |
animeYesterday, 4:49 PM
| Bro is on a train away from here and blocked. I wish him well. I encouraged him to get antianxiety meds from a psychiatrist and go back to college. |
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| I can't believe there are actually people like this, 20+ years old, that are together and call eachother friend, and yet the moment they are not together, they trashtalk one another non-stop, then go back wearing their friendly mask any moment later... Sigh, nothing makes me prouder of my friends than hearing how theit friend group is. |
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| ^ You don't know what it was like. I tried. |
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| ^ I have no idea what you are referring to. |
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| ^ Sorry I thought your comment was in reference to mine |
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| I can't put it into words how glad I am to see you again, but at the same time, it's kinda cringe, so I will not. |
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| It's okay, I am the master of cringe, nothing will change that very fact, I accept it. |
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| If you are then who out here looks like they're talking to themselves, huh? Can't beat out what looks to be schizo posting, right? |
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| The voices in my head, they are talking to me aa, they're telling me, they're telling me, to post feet pics Aaaaaaaa. |
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| 🎷🐘 |
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| On a serious note, I hope you've been doing just slightly better than usual, you know. Just a tiny drop of happiness. |
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DropOfLove said: The voices in my head, they are talking to me aa, they're telling me, they're telling me, to post feet pics Uhh |
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| LET ME AND MY VOICES ALONE |
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| I am tired af for no reason... and I have half a bookcase I am building on my bed, so, the only option is to finish it... but, I am already tired >.< shit planning today |
| Our graves in darkness on elevated soil, as the night falls on the valley. Penetrating the ice and the trenches, and my father returns a martyr on his golden horse, and on his wispy chest is the spit of the jungle’s saliva, and the rust of wrecked wheels, and the lost trusted soul amongst the rocky terrain. Singing a new song to the misguided man, to the blonde heroes, and to the laying carcass on rocky shores. |
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| Heading out to grab some stuff for New Year’s prep, Gotta get the essentials- Alcohol and Uno cards, maybe some fireworks |
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| I want to kill |
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| bury the knife deep inside their skull |
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daddymahitowo said: inside their skull That's the plan, but slowly 😇, before I'll put it inside in every other part |
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| …am i just being paranoid you’re not talking about me right @NiGokuGeta |
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| he is talking about the spider that is on his pillow. |
| @daddymahitowo bitch no, maybe my sword, but never a knife 🥺, i will never hurt you 🥺 except until i do, im just mad rn |
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| Ugh, I don't wanna go... I should've just rejected them earlier... |
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NiGokuGeta said: except until i do average boyfriend experience 🫥 |
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| @daddymahitowo im sorry to hear that 😔 |
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| @NiGokuGeta long term relationships are a fucking joke |
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| @daddymahitowo ig since family is basically a long relationship 🙂↔️ |
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| @NiGokuGeta i like how i started off existing peacefully here and now within 6 mins i’ve been driven to bitterness and mental exhaustion and teetering on the edge of anger |
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| CAN MY WI-FI JUST LIKE PLEASE STOP CUTTING OUT EVERY 4 SECONDS??? |
| @daddymahitowo I'm sorry!? 😔😔 Ot - i need sleep please let me sleep 😔😔 |
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NiGokuGeta said: I'm sorry!? 😔😔 don’t be the moods be swinging i should get off here because i’m actually slipping into a really angry state lmao try to sleep pain ❤️ |
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| @daddymahitowo i can't sleep that's the problem i only get 7 hours to sleep at night, and from that i puke few hours or waste my time 😭, I've only slept 11 hours last 4 days I'm going crazy |
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| Was trying to add an anime for the database and accidentally submitted it when I was halfway done. Whoops |
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| Blooood |
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NiGokuGeta said: @daddymahitowo i can't sleep that's the problem i only get 7 hours to sleep at night, and from that i puke few hours or waste my time 😭, I've only slept 11 hours last 4 days I'm going crazy  ot: the way I feel guilty for being happy he's not calling tonight cuz it seems he's out till late. I just dont wanna socialise today smh |
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daddymahitowo said: the way I feel guilty for being happy he's not calling tonight cuz it seems he's out till late. I just dont wanna socialise today I hope you're okay mahito 😔 |
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NiGokuGeta said: im in a very 'go fuck yourself 💋💋💋💋' mood xxxx ya get me? ya? yaI hope you're okay mahito 😔 |
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daddymahitowo said: im in a very 'go fuck yourself 💋💋💋💋' mood xxxx ya get me? I don't yet i feel threatened 😨😨 |
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NiGokuGeta said: I'm not saying it to you lmao relax I don't yet i feel threatened 😨😨 |
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daddymahitowo said: I'm not saying it to you lmao Good 🙂↔️🙂↔️ |
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someone tell me to hurry up and watch blue lock s2 so that can be the last anime I watched this year instead of the movie I really liked until that god awful ending that triggered my daddy issues so hard I cried in the cinemas and wouldn't stop ranting about it for the day  ugh I love him so so so so so much my second fave spiritually catboy <333333333333333333 |
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| @daddymahitowo mahito don't watch blue lock s2 Hope that helped 😇 |
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| @NiGokuGeta is this reverse psychology @NiGokuGeta it’s been 45 mins 😭 is that a yes or are u just being a hater lmao |
daddymahitowo8 hours ago
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| @daddymahitowo sorry i didn't look here 🥺, it was meant to be hating like actually don't watch it |
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| @NiGokuGeta boo well i’m still gonna watch it and now i’m gonna watch it cuz u don’t wan me to 😈 |
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| @daddymahitowo you evil 😔😔, but okay have a good day 👍 |
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| @NiGokuGeta it’s a show bro 🫥😢 |
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