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Jul 11, 2023 5:55 PM
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hittin that spizzin w a wizzin on jizzin
Jul 11, 2023 5:56 PM

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btw have u guys seen the news ??? i didnt think this could happen

tw: political
Jul 11, 2023 6:58 PM

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sekai- said:
btw have u guys seen the news ??? i didnt think this could happen

tw: political


cant believe you just did that...
Jul 11, 2023 7:00 PM

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beeg Yoda
Jul 11, 2023 7:37 PM

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exceedingly uncommon me L
Jul 11, 2023 9:32 PM

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Around the age of 17, during a dispute with drugs and money, I shot and killed a man in self-defense. There was a lot of grey area in the murder, so I wasn't charged as fully as perhaps I should have been. The toll of taking another man's life really stuck to me though. At 17 and a half, I picked up drugs for the first time. I had sold them, but never taken them. And for the next 3 years, I would be a slave to them. Around this time, perhaps directly related to my drug usage I started developing a disorder called DID, or more colloquially known as multiple personality disorder. Neither my drug usage nor disorder was known to anyone. Not my family. Not my friends. Nobody. Just me. Now let me say this first, I was not a great person. Perhaps, although I am much better, I am still not, but while I was unfortunate to have gone through this, I was not a saint.
My first personality was known as Bailey. Which was the first fake name I created when I went on the internet for the first time. Bailey lived with his mother, was 17 and did nothing but drugs and avoid contact with everyone. Bailey did a lot of dumb shit, but Bailey was never a pedophile. Neither was Snow for that matter. More on that soon. Perhaps he was unhinged, perhaps he was a danger to society. But he was never a psychopath, and never abused anybody. He was a sad, pathetic excuse for a human, he treated people poorly and desperately strived to fill the hole he felt, and that much was very clear to anyone who saw it. He was borderline deranged, and that man I was during that period of my life, I still look back on with disgust. Honestly speaking, I do not remember how, when or why I got banned on that account, but I do remember around this time, my mom left overseas. So I had nowhere to live.
I couldn't sell drugs, as I was addicted to them. My father found out about my addiction and while the rest of my family moved to live elsewhere, I was kicked to the streets. And that's where I spent greater part of my next identity. The man you knew as Snow. Snow was colder than Bailey was. More meticulous, more intelligent. But more or less, as equally a degenerate. Although this period of my life is set in more shade and shadow. I honestly cannot remember most of what happened as Snow. I could not tell you how, or why. Perhaps it is because he was the last persona I had before I got over my drug addiction and mental disorders and worked tooth and nail to be better. I do not know when I forgot who I was. When I say "Snow is dead", I mean that literally. He is dead. He relates to me in almost no way.



May your organs fail
Before your dreams fail you


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Jul 11, 2023 9:34 PM

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Lmao
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Байлыгына суктанба.
Ачуулу болуп, эр жигит,
Аксымдыкка бут малба,
көпкөндүккө жеңдирип,
Көрүнгөнгө мактанба.
Jul 11, 2023 9:52 PM

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Dead
Jul 11, 2023 9:57 PM

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dead indeed

yesterday's spike in activity was an anomaly
Jul 11, 2023 10:06 PM

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Daayan said:
certified hood classic




𖥻 ⋮ ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 ᵎᵎ

🖤
Jul 11, 2023 10:11 PM

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why is his twitter acc all in chinese
Jul 11, 2023 10:13 PM

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streetlights said:
Daayan said:
certified hood classic


Actually i was friends with someone from Australia who knew Bailey before almost everyone else and she claimed that she actually saw what's mentioned above in the news.
Малы бар деп бирөөнүн
Байлыгына суктанба.
Ачуулу болуп, эр жигит,
Аксымдыкка бут малба,
көпкөндүккө жеңдирип,
Көрүнгөнгө мактанба.
Jul 11, 2023 10:24 PM

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幹前面的人怎麼會這麼廢啊= =做了好幾個月都不知道購票證明要給會計嗎?記錄也2266,然後現在我連車資證明都找不到^^到底是放在哪?請問這樣我要如何請款?
而且請款單上面應該放購票證明吧為何放執據……是把購票證明寄給會計了嗎?但那我們會請款,不應該列事務所費用啊???
Jul 12, 2023 12:42 AM

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pinkalicious said:
sekai- said:
why is his twitter acc all in chinese
what's his twitter acc
https://twitter.com/mikeyisdrunk


its very odd, dude tweets all day in chinese and gets no engagement, i don't get it
Jul 12, 2023 12:44 AM

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he literally just tweeted a minute ago talking abt a lawyer at his firm having a birthday, i assume he works in china but why all the tweeting
Jul 12, 2023 2:03 AM

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twitter is for retweeting animals and memes only
Jul 12, 2023 2:44 AM

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:3 gm
~
this night has opened my eyes
and I will never sleep again
the dream has gone
~

Jul 12, 2023 2:54 AM

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i will never be capable of understanding gore enjoyers
Jul 12, 2023 3:03 AM

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Wait you're telling me you never enjoyed gore
Малы бар деп бирөөнүн
Байлыгына суктанба.
Ачуулу болуп, эр жигит,
Аксымдыкка бут малба,
көпкөндүккө жеңдирип,
Көрүнгөнгө мактанба.
Jul 12, 2023 3:04 AM

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i mean i can enjoy like violent gory video games and movies but fetishized gore and genuine snuff is extremely offputting to me
Jul 12, 2023 3:05 AM

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I am retarded, is fetichization purely sexual or can it be purely emotional?
Малы бар деп бирөөнүн
Байлыгына суктанба.
Ачуулу болуп, эр жигит,
Аксымдыкка бут малба,
көпкөндүккө жеңдирип,
Көрүнгөнгө мактанба.
Jul 12, 2023 3:08 AM

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how does one derive emotional pleasure from seeing gored bodies and not see that as a deeply concerning issue :|
Jul 12, 2023 3:14 AM

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Not you, i know you like gore
Малы бар деп бирөөнүн
Байлыгына суктанба.
Ачуулу болуп, эр жигит,
Аксымдыкка бут малба,
көпкөндүккө жеңдирип,
Көрүнгөнгө мактанба.
Jul 12, 2023 3:19 AM

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Then why do you consume it
Малы бар деп бирөөнүн
Байлыгына суктанба.
Ачуулу болуп, эр жигит,
Аксымдыкка бут малба,
көпкөндүккө жеңдирип,
Көрүнгөнгө мактанба.
Jul 12, 2023 3:22 AM

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the only legitimate reason i can perceive someone consuming gore is that it's a coping mechanism for heavy trauma. cuz like everyone deals with that in different ways. for me it's the reason why i'm so averse to it
Jul 12, 2023 3:23 AM

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Whether be it sexual or emotional euphoria
Малы бар деп бирөөнүн
Байлыгына суктанба.
Ачуулу болуп, эр жигит,
Аксымдыкка бут малба,
көпкөндүккө жеңдирип,
Көрүнгөнгө мактанба.
Jul 12, 2023 3:24 AM

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never skip a chance to be a weirdo huh
Jul 12, 2023 3:26 AM

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gore is interesting but I've already accepted that quiet doesn't like interesting things
Jul 12, 2023 3:26 AM

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Well if someone has normalized this kind of thing to themselves, it will just be somathing that's familiar, there are so many personal ways to just perceive the same thing
Малы бар деп бирөөнүн
Байлыгына суктанба.
Ачуулу болуп, эр жигит,
Аксымдыкка бут малба,
көпкөндүккө жеңдирип,
Көрүнгөнгө мактанба.
Jul 12, 2023 3:27 AM

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For you, yeah. For other people, no.
Малы бар деп бирөөнүн
Байлыгына суктанба.
Ачуулу болуп, эр жигит,
Аксымдыкка бут малба,
көпкөндүккө жеңдирип,
Көрүнгөнгө мактанба.
Jul 12, 2023 3:27 AM

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Well maybe you're giving up an excuse. Who knows in the end
Малы бар деп бирөөнүн
Байлыгына суктанба.
Ачуулу болуп, эр жигит,
Аксымдыкка бут малба,
көпкөндүккө жеңдирип,
Көрүнгөнгө мактанба.
Jul 12, 2023 3:29 AM

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i love how because i don't parade my sexual desires out in the open for all to see that makes me vanilla in your eyes

i'm not so sexually repressed that i need to make everyone else unwilling eyes to my fetishes
Jul 12, 2023 3:31 AM

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I'd rather have people talking about that in dms
Малы бар деп бирөөнүн
Байлыгына суктанба.
Ачуулу болуп, эр жигит,
Аксымдыкка бут малба,
көпкөндүккө жеңдирип,
Көрүнгөнгө мактанба.
Jul 12, 2023 3:35 AM

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gore discourse, really?
Jul 12, 2023 3:35 AM

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was the bar ever really that high
Jul 12, 2023 3:37 AM

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damn the shamisen piece in the latest OP ep went hard as fuck
Jul 12, 2023 3:38 AM

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no... 😞
Jul 12, 2023 3:41 AM

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so now do i have to read them all
Jul 12, 2023 3:41 AM

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Gore is fun, what do you want me to say
Малы бар деп бирөөнүн
Байлыгына суктанба.
Ачуулу болуп, эр жигит,
Аксымдыкка бут малба,
көпкөндүккө жеңдирип,
Көрүнгөнгө мактанба.
Jul 12, 2023 3:43 AM

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im gonna catch up my manga list tomorrow but I never listed them anywhere so im gonna have to look for all the stuff ive read
Jul 12, 2023 3:43 AM

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generally, nothing would be preferred. but i think we've exhausted that as a potential option
Jul 12, 2023 3:46 AM

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idk y i have him on last fm
Jul 12, 2023 3:48 AM

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i still dont really know what that is but i stacked something by toasty a few months ago and forgot about it til just now
Jul 12, 2023 3:49 AM

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Man i am tired of my classic avoidance uhh
Малы бар деп бирөөнүн
Байлыгына суктанба.
Ачуулу болуп, эр жигит,
Аксымдыкка бут малба,
көпкөндүккө жеңдирип,
Көрүнгөнгө мактанба.
Jul 12, 2023 3:49 AM

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pinkalicious said:
sekai- said:
idk y i have him on last fm
Him?
him
Jul 12, 2023 3:50 AM

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Who?
Малы бар деп бирөөнүн
Байлыгына суктанба.
Ачуулу болуп, эр жигит,
Аксымдыкка бут малба,
көпкөндүккө жеңдирип,
Көрүнгөнгө мактанба.
Jul 12, 2023 3:50 AM

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voldemort obviously
Jul 12, 2023 3:50 AM

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pinkalicious said:
Kid I said myyy, you added the MyAnimeList challenge and the one by Sethispr
You don't have to actually read them- unless you end up finding ones that are interesting. Many users do it as a sign of support- such as I stacked seth and she stacked mines.
then as the ultimate sign of support i will read them all
Jul 12, 2023 3:51 AM

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Avada kidavra
Малы бар деп бирөөнүн
Байлыгына суктанба.
Ачуулу болуп, эр жигит,
Аксымдыкка бут малба,
көпкөндүккө жеңдирип,
Көрүнгөнгө мактанба.
Jul 12, 2023 3:53 AM

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i also need to do a massive update on my letterboxd

i never list when it's convenient and then I end up forgetting what ive seen :(
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