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Hey Seneritey! This might be weird but I'm actually ken-chan if you remember! :) kentanaka00. I still can access my old account so if you're ever worried that this is an imposter, lemme know and I'll message you from there!! Haha! :) We had a lot of talks before in our messages and comment section! It's been almost five freakin' years since I've gone here and really talk to anyone! Hope we can chat soon! :D

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Domo arigatou deshita~! ^^

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Yep, I missed you too, Nesreen. :)
Well, we're basically the same. I just type here whatever pops into my head. ^_^
But it is really nice to hear from you again. I had thought I made you mad or something that's why you didn't reply to me the last time we were in YM.
But any case, I'm sorry.

That said, yep, I like to be busy because I want my existence here in earth to be remembered. I want to leave a mark of me--a mark that people use to acquire inspiration. I work for others. ^_^

That's why I am also waiting for you--for you to grow even more in your drawings, in your art. When that day comes, I will come for you and invite you to a group--a group destined to rule the anime-manga industry. >:D

I want to be able to let the world see that even non-Japanese people can draw, can express their feelings with clarity and determination--that they aren't useless and worthless.

I believe you are one of those people Nesreen--you have the potential to outgrow your problems, to overwhelm your problems with solutions. I believe in yah. :D

Perhaps, I haven't changed one bit, eh? But I don't know. Sometimes, I think I do... other times, no...

I just want to do things for others... and maybe... just maybe... for myself also. Because in getting everything, you must include yourself... and I plan to do things for everything, everyone. :D
The counterpart of that is... I get to risk everything and everyone also. :(

But that's okay, because I have faith in myself and others like you that you won't betray me as I won't betray you. There's nothing good gained from betrayal. It's always more betrayal and pain.

And about Marielle...
*sigh* I'm not sure what to do with her. But I guess... nothing should be the appropriate course of action. Sure, I want to be able to meet her and talk to her again... but is that what she wants? Of course not... why would someone waste their time on a struggling-fat-asshole like me...?

But enough said, she is not my concern anymore. If she wants to do things--fall in love with the friend I introduced her to--then let her be, that's what she wants, what she is happy at.

I will simply continue moving forward even though I am not rewarded. There won't be any girls in my life who would accept me and anyone... but that's life... in order to accept everything, you must let others always reject you. How ironic, eh? :P But that's from personal experience so I can't really "detest" or "hate" the idea.


Sorry for my babbling... I just go on typing and typing...
at any rate, how are you, Nesreen? I mean, don't you still have plans for the future? Planning on visiting us or something? :D

hmmmmmm i don't really remember ^^;;

What are you saying in your message? Of course I'll reply as soon as possible. Message me, I'll reply. ^_^ I'm fine, Nesreen. ^_^ All is well, though there are times of my life that I feel low, I still go on, push forward.

Heh, to tell you the truth, I feel I have something to look forward to in school. I'm now the vice president of high school student government and I plan to become the president next year. I want to leave a mark in the school, a legacy which the students will remember and treasure in their hearts.

I also have support from good friends whom I plan to give them the opportunity to become part of the S.G. (student government). So many things, I plan next year. So many things, I do this year to make those plans possible.

I have to constantly move from place to place to fulfill tasks and activities and you know what? It's very fun. I get to use my mind actively and participate in projects. I'm happy, I guess. I constantly move, progress. And progression in itself makes me happy. Of course, I share that with my friends and seeing them, I guess they are fine with it too. ^_^

I'm glad you are doing well. But I am not glad on the fact that you still use the word bored. >.>

It's not that i hate people who use that word, it's just that I hate those people who say them and in the end, does nothing...

if you are bored, then find a way to have fun. There's always a way. Create your own projects and do it with others... with people who are trustworthy... it's been months since our last talk... and during those months of our talks, I have been troubled because of a certain girl... that girl...

I don't know what happened to her... Marielle...
But I still miss her...

but reality is reality... no matter how much you want to change it, it will still be reality. It can't be changed... rather... it can be destroyed...
(heh, I haven't changed at all, have I?)

I still have the urge to destroy reality. :P But now, I've more reasons to destroy... because I want to create something new.
As Lelouch would say, "in order to create, you must destroy."
I destroy worlds... create worlds...

I want to do that also next year... by destroying our traditions in school... traditions that would hinder us to change... to renewal... to true hope! Hope that is of progression, of moving forward. That's why I want to destroy reality so that the next reality "we" will create will be for the betterment of everyone.

It will take sacrifices...

but as Lelouch would say...

"I must spill yet more blood so that the blood already spilt will not be in vain."

Therefore, I will do that... not because I want to become Lelouch...

but because that is the only way to move forward to a future brighter than before. :D

Of course, Nesreen, I miss you too as I want you to see the changes I will try to make in the future. I want you to be a part of that. That's why try your best to pursue your dreams of being a mangaka because I will need you. :D

exactly....

yes it is....

well... its in my nature :Y
which i don't understand myself....