Here's my translation of the whole blog post.. (bound to have errors)
My Japanese isnt as strong
Sorry for the causing your worries
Sorry that I’ve not been updating since a long time
I dun really know how/where to I start explaining and there are lot of stuffs that I’m unable to tell you, so I’ll slowly explain bit by bit.
First, when I first got discharged, there was this event that I was supposed to attend which got canceled and was announced on the net as well
The new release was delay too.
It's something that I’ve decided, thus there will not be any changes.
If my request is able to go through, I’ll definitely still want to appear in an event.
I still want to sing and even appearing in a play.
I’m feeling useless right now because I’m unable to do anything (for the fans).
Sorry to those who have been looking forward (to the events and the soon-to-be release single)
To me, events are a real motivation, so to lose that was more of a depression to my mood rather than being a shock.
I’ve been ordered to rest for a short while.
(I’m sorry for) causing bothering all the staff and cast member at the recording studio.
Everyone present was real kind and really thought for me, presenting me time to get hold of myself, while I was troubling them with something that just be settled by just saying sorry.
I’m really thankful and grateful.
There’s no doubt that I’m here where I’m today thanks to these people.
And for the fans who have been watching over me, as for why I didn’t wrote any official apology for my disappearance was because I doubt I’m at the state where I’m able to show that I’ve fully recovered from the illness and is able to present my usual self.
The condition for taking leave from the office was to take a thorough medical checkup which I went to examine right after my leave and there are no abnormalities.
I was told that it meant that all these were due to mental/emotional stress
There were indications of alopecia areata, insomnia in the checkup, leading to a full comprehension of the matter.
Till today since I’ve known the result, I’ve been thinking about a lot of things, however I can’t come out with the solution. With the circumstances changed and towards the things that I can’t give up on, I’ve been working hard on trying to find a way to deal with it. But whatever the case, the result doesn’t change. (I need a stronger person to translate this for me. I’m sure mine have a lot of error here)
Right now there isn’t much that are supporting me, those are what I’ve be facing from now onwards.
I myself am looking for a solution for a way to soften the swelling of my square-ish brain.(She’s probably referring to the lessening the mental stress that she faces)
During my rest when I was trying to fix myself (till the point where I can’t leave my house until I’m totally healthy again), during the hard times when I was worrying too much, there were a lot of people who helped and gave assistance.
Gave me my first such experience too.
Probably I will be able to find something useful from the calmness that I never ever had.
I’ve requested to myself to remove the mental illness from myself.
Though I’m still confused over what is good for me, I don’t like to lie, so I said it.
This declaration might be restricted, the real problem will/might probably be said after the entire matter is over, please wait for it.
I want to stay being a Seiyuu (voice actress)
I want to stay being an Artist
I want to stay being a performer
I will, return countless times more healthy.
#12 probably will never be out..
#11 is out on ayadama the chinese forum..
Anyway for news or a place where I talk more about aya, you can talk to me on my profile (since I get email notifications, i'll reply fast) or catch me on Baka-wolf, there's a fanclub there where I post frequently..
She probably did so herself, judging from her character..
No way...there were people who made it seem like a big scandal maybe that's why her company was getting frustrated by the comments and posts about it that they fired her.
But..i guess what ur saying is right.
i can still kill the Aya-sama haters ryt?! If yes, i'll go hunting for a death note ryt now..
As the the big scandal, it was never 'big'.. All there was was that same 3 pictures of her with that 1 guy..
It wont prove that she did it with the entire band..
It's good to see she's starting feature more with her new agency and a new anime voice job soon! That's a great start..
dingmajiao said: I was talking about the hospital incident..
As the the big scandal, it was never 'big'.. All there was was that same 3 pictures of her with that 1 guy..
It wont prove that she did it with the entire band..
It's good to see she's starting feature more with her new agency and a new anime voice job soon! That's a great start..
*sigh* Though i do miss her singing..do you think she will be able to start again?
*sigh* Though i do miss her singing..do you think she will be able to start again?
Health is one thing, she did have her new fanclub concert or sorts after joining her new agency..
She only said that she'll sing/record her last song with lantis right? And since she left lantis, the new agency will surely be working on releasing her singles/albums..