| I'm actually quite curious on how you guys perceives (sees) the world you live in, the world around you, the world outside you room/house, or whatever watchamacalit'. So, how do you see it? is it a very terrifying place filled with nightmares? is it a dark gloomy place filled with fungus and rain? is it a bright place with lots of sun and flowers everywhere? C'mon, don't be shy. And for those who are only reading: It's hard to start typing, but once you do, you won't stop, trust me, not the me that believes in myself, but the me that believes in you! lol |
AdvynAug 28, 2008 9:47 PM
"Haruhi stood in front of a sign that says "Don't feed the pigeons," she then began to openly throw bread crumbs around like a gardener determined to make the wilting flowers blossom again. All I could say about this is that she's probably illiterate." - Kyon 2:3 |
| First of all, I see the world around me as shadows, or under the sun. I would obviously to prefer live in the shadows :P This is the major factor why I hate going outside and prefer to be a hikikomori, The Sun. (No, not that sun, this sun) I also see it as the biggest stage in the whole universe, where either you act like them, or you're exiled. In my case, I don't give a damn, and lived most of the time in society like how I liked it. But no, coz I'm going to classes, I gotta wear my mask and act to not be the exiled of the class and finish my course. I also see it as a place where tamed beast called Human prowl and rule over it. Part of the reason why I sometime have to be rather paranoid in case shit happens and you get jumped from your blind angle, lol (yes, where I live is relatively safe compared to the other areas of the city, but best not to take any chances) Now a different story, my room. Like we all do, I like my room. Even though it's never neat, it's still the only place I could actually call Home. My room is the shadow that protects me from the sun, a wall from society, my very own backstage, where I'm free to express myself without limits and boundaries. A place where I can sleep for more than 14 hours and eat my food in whatever manner I would like. My sweet little world :P |
| "Haruhi stood in front of a sign that says "Don't feed the pigeons," she then began to openly throw bread crumbs around like a gardener determined to make the wilting flowers blossom again. All I could say about this is that she's probably illiterate." - Kyon 2:3 |
| I believe this world is a long nightmare, but even if you manage to wake up(kill yourself), you'll just end up in a lot more worse of a place, so i choose to do nothing |
| The world is a game. 'Life' is a game. And I wish everyone was open-minded enough to see themselves as players. And players have choices. To play the game or not to play the game. Is the game boring? Don't play it then. Do you want to 'pause' the game? Lock youself up in your room... the only save place where you won't have to wear any mask. I hate this game where you are not allowed to make any simple choices like playing it or not playing it. It's a taboo to end the game for yourself. But, some people don't have anything to care about and go ahead and end it aka kill themselves. So what do I do? I wear the mask over and over again everyday and play the game. Though, since the last 6 months I'm known as a suicidal depressed hikikomori. So, basically, the game is paused since 6 months. But... I'm afraid it's time again to put up the persona thing and ... |
| Well i do see both the good and the bad if i feel bad of course i see things as bad though......like the world is just some sick joke that im not let in on ......... a sad place where everything is wrong and meaningless....... thoughts of it being a bad dream i can not wake from if im good then its hope filled and sometimes pretty nice and pretty or sometimes i see it as a work of art |
| Just wondering if all my depressions is simply because of what i eat? i'm sure i read about it somewhere but i forgot |
Lister said: Just wondering if all my depressions is simply because of what i eat? i'm sure i read about it somewhere but i forgot that was on an ep of NHK lol XD just get some sun and take vitamins and your good enough |
traed said: Lister said: Just wondering if all my depressions is simply because of what i eat? i'm sure i read about it somewhere but i forgot that was on an ep of NHK lol XD just get some sun and take vitamins and your good enough just get a girlfriend/boyfriend that's not a hikikomori and you're good to go, lol Cat-Unleashed said: The world is a game. 'Life' is a game. And I wish everyone was open-minded enough to see themselves as players. And players have choices. To play the game or not to play the game. Is the game boring? Don't play it then. Do you want to 'pause' the game? Lock youself up in your room... the only save place where you won't have to wear any mask. I hate this game where you are not allowed to make any simple choices like playing it or not playing it. It's a taboo to end the game for yourself. But, some people don't have anything to care about and go ahead and end it aka kill themselves. So what do I do? I wear the mask over and over again everyday and play the game. Though, since the last 6 months I'm known as a suicidal depressed hikikomori. So, basically, the game is paused since 6 months. But... I'm afraid it's time again to put up the persona thing and ... Isn't life more like an MMORPG, just that you don't get to log off, and when something chops your arm, you lose it for good? And if you're confused with why you are born, go ask the people that created you, mom & dad. ^^ Suicide attempts? Not me. Though I'm suicidal, it only acts as my insurance out of this horrible world that I signed with Haruhi, lol It calms me alot to know that I can log off any time I feel like I want to. |
| "Haruhi stood in front of a sign that says "Don't feed the pigeons," she then began to openly throw bread crumbs around like a gardener determined to make the wilting flowers blossom again. All I could say about this is that she's probably illiterate." - Kyon 2:3 |
Advyn said: Isn't life more like an MMORPG, just that you don't get to log off, and when something chops your arm, you lose it for good? And if you're confused with why you are born, go ask the people that created you, mom & dad. ^^ Suicide attempts? Not me. Though I'm suicidal, it only acts as my insurance out of this horrible world that I signed with Haruhi, lol It calms me alot to know that I can log off any time I feel like I want to. Hohoho, I'm not confused with why I'm born. Fine, everyone wants kids in this already overpopulated world but that's not my concern. I won't go into that. The thing is, I'm already starting to feel like locked up in a MMORPG... sigh, I'm not trying to solve anything by committing suicide. I just don't have anything I want to solve to begin with -_-' Yeah, like you said... it's this feeling that gives you 'hope/insurance' you can log off any moment... So, that's basically a good thing. Knowing you can log off means you won't commit suicide = you're happy to know that you can log off. But even that theory is questionable. Everyday... you get closer and closer to logging off because it's so damn simple (and complicated lol). Hehe, you just called this world horrible. May I know why? ;) |
| Oh i thought of another one The world is where "you" and "you" alone stand. What you experience is the world, it is your own personal world. You only see a small peice of what is the truth but in your little bubble you get a piece of it. The more places you have been and the more people you know the closer you become to the truth of what the world as a whole of everyone's personal world is. The only way you can show "your" world is to tell others about it and then they can know a piece of the puzzle also. The world is so large you may never know the whole, but you will always have your personal world. Their! finally a view that isn't so negative sounding lol |
solitude said: Since the novel is awesomely great and more, i don't want to spoil the fun of reading by quoting too much. But are you interested in some views on life from the novel? i could write it in spoiler-tags. By all means, be my guest.. |
| "Haruhi stood in front of a sign that says "Don't feed the pigeons," she then began to openly throw bread crumbs around like a gardener determined to make the wilting flowers blossom again. All I could say about this is that she's probably illiterate." - Kyon 2:3 |
solitude said: Edit: i was extremely drunk writing that. i don't even remember which passage_s_ i had in mind (i know of one). i'll try to post next time i am drunk and semi-motivated. it seems that i sometimes remember thoughts i had while drunk when being drunk again at a later time. wtf? o_0 Edit2: also, i even forgot that i had posted in the thread >.< OMG, I can so relate to you xD |
| LMAO@solitude XD nice, so does that mean your view is "a drunk mans words are sober mans thoughts?" lol or should i use another proverb? |
| world is a freaken cycle. no, rather a circle. everything in this world, life, theories, morals, human interaction, etc etc runs in a circle. its really bothers me, like a chain of inevitable fate..? regardless, life is dull, i don't like it very much. i wish for more excitement. i want to be entertained, but not is hard to find anything entertaining. It's quite boring and i hate the world that is today racism, violence, theft, murder, abuse. Over and over, these repeated activities of the pathetic low lives makes me want to vomit in disgust. but time to time i get too caught up in hatred that i fail to see the small fragments of beauty, even in the darkest dark |
| THE WORLD IS NOT BEAUTIFUL; We cannot appreciate something good if we don't have something bad. No beauty without the ugly. No rich without the poor. All men are not created equal. Some are born smarter, or more beautiful, or with parents of greater status. Some, by contrast, are born weak of body, or with few, if any, talents. All men are different. Yes, the very existence of men is discriminatory! That's why there is war, violence and unrest. Inequality is not evil. Equality is. What become of the EU, who claimed that all are equal? It is in constant conflict because its tenets go against human nature! The middle eastern federation, which harbors similar sentiments, is constantly mired in sloth! But our Britannia is not like them! We put an end to wars and evolve with every conquest! Britannia alone looks forward and moves towards a better future! The death of my son Clovis is yet more proof that our empire is evolving. Fight! For the future rest in the hands of it's rulers! ALL HAIL BRITANNIA! THEREFORE IT IS |
| "Haruhi stood in front of a sign that says "Don't feed the pigeons," she then began to openly throw bread crumbs around like a gardener determined to make the wilting flowers blossom again. All I could say about this is that she's probably illiterate." - Kyon 2:3 |
| a terrifying place full of nightmares, that's how i see the world around me. if i could help it, i would stop working and stay at home all day and only go out if i need to. |
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| Call it "Reality" and A.K.A. "Outside World" Don't look particular scary, but very annoying And I don't feel belonging there |
| There are 10 types of people in this world: those who understand binary and those who don't Real men don't use Task Manager: they sudo kill -9 Computers are like air-conditioning: pretty much useless if you open Windows "I cannot refute you, Socrates." - said Agathon Symposium - Plato"Rather, dear Agathon, what you can't refute is the truth; for Socrates is easily refuted." |
| yeah the world imo is a quite nice place, but the ppl are the real problem out there. there are so many selfish humans that i'm sometimes suprised that the our species has made it this far. but there are good ppl outside too, so... hard to tell, on some days i love it, on others i hate it =) |
 Well i'm talking 'bout the isolation, complication, aggravation Voices inside my head Something that you said... |
| I'm the pink peg in a pile of black ones, everyone looks at me, cuz I don't dress or look like them but I don't acknowledge them because I honestly don't care. I just want my world to myself.. if someone manages to get past those walls, they better not be trying to screw up my world, it is for myself... and I like it. |
Life is anime, manga, ramen, programming, doing everything to the minimum so you can fit in the maximum of everything you love. |
| i don't give a fuck about people .. i don't need'em .. i look down on the whole world .. i'm the best |
| Paradoxical. Uncertain. Tough. Yeah--that about sums it up. |
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| I see the world as a place where nothing ever gets done, ignorant people, extremely hot, an increase in stress, and today's generation is ruining everything >.< |
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| One of the reason I find reality a bad place.. is due to.. "You have to have something to do, you can't just sit here and do nothing", "work! Study! Work! Collage! WORK!" I constantly hear those words nagging in my brain and I feel like I'm soon gonna go insane.. and if you don't do anything, you're just a lazy brat our a outcast in our society.. You can't be different, we all need to be the same, think, listend and do everything the same as everyone else to stay "normal", girls need to be thin and use make up etc, but.. I dont really care much about others and just do as I want.. :> It's been almost 2 years since I graduated from High school.. since then I only worked 2-3months.. and those months, imo.. where a hell, I never felt so depressed.. knowing next morning you have to go up early and work and you will get home late and only got a few hours before you have to go to bed and waking up the next morning and doing the same daily retiun over and over again.. Didn't help much that i worked at a elderly home where I helped people that were against receiving help from me, everyday was the same and i couldn't leave either, if i did.. i would get fired and lose my job.. (This was the only job i could find on a whole year.. I had to take what ever i could find...) These past months.. i havent done anything really and i never feelt this good before, the NEET life.. is perfect for me.. Not having anything to stress over, no time limit.. no nothing.. but life cant always stay good and some miserably shit will follow up sooner or later, which makes me thinking.. and i know i cant live like i am doing forever.. also knowing that YOU are a disappointment and people look down on you doesnt make things any better, all because I doesnt work.. It makes me want to.. disappear into the air. Life is, a dark circle, whenever you find something good, something bad will follow up sooner or later. I might be "happy" at the moment, but sooner or later, things will change.. better or worse, who knows. Might gotten a bit offtopic but w/e |
pezident453Jan 29, 2014 6:27 AM
| A disgusting place. Too many useless rules, spoken or unspoken, that makes no sense whatsoever, that only shows the greediness and arrogance of the creator of those rules. It makes me think how those people who studies law can stand the bullshit. I, for one, would like to burn and delete the bible of law out of mankind's history. The people in this country that I live in are so arrogant and selfish that just by looking at them makes me sick to the core. If someone was to look at me, they'd probably think 'wow, this guy's the most arrogant person I've ever met in my entire life'. Even I think so too, considering the behavior I usually take nowadays. But they turned me into the monster that I am now. Once, just to try to fit in, I tried to be like Misaki, I look down on others. I don't necessarily show it on my face though. I have this 'facade' on when I leave the house. "You have to look down on them. That way you'll feel safe, because then it'll be just like standing on top of trash". Because if I dont do that, I get the feeling that they're stomping on my head 24/7 while laughing without guilt. It worked for sometime, but then I realized how pointless it is in dealing with those kind of people because usually the situation ends with me psychologically and physically tired, while the other side just looks completely clueless about all the damages they've done to us. Now whenever I go out of my room, I just shut up, do my business, talk only when necessary, and return to my safe place. They say "you need to be able to leave your comfort zone, even just little by little". I say, "who in their right mind would purposely expose themselves to danger? If there are people who do, then clearly, they're not in their right mind". Of course, not everyone here is an asshole, though. There are probably some who are genuinely concerned about others, though I haven't met anyone yet in this country that fits the description. The idea of 'jobs' sickens me. I understand we need income to get food. What I don't understand is how some people (seniors/bosses) think that just because we work for them, they're the god, we're the slaves, and they can literally do anything to us. Not to mention the petty pay they give us, which is completely unequal with the amount of work they ask of us. This train of thought usually leads me to thinking that I wish I had training to survive in the wild. We started with hunting as our only source of getting food. I seriously don't understand how we end up with 'slavery', only to get papers/metals called money. And it's getting even more ridiculous, that now we slave away for digital numbers just to survive. Sorry if this offends anyone. I just need to let out this 6 years worth of pent up anger out somewhere (;w;) |
| ''俺はいつになったら自由になれるんだろう…'' |
| It is a beautiful place filled with filthy animals which are called "Humans". |
| Hmm not like write alot so : too much peapole ,,wearing mask" ,it does not matter have much peapole around you ,you still be alone |
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| life is a crappy game I dont want to play,too many haters(humans),and I dont like being in guilds where you're just another brick in the wall(society),thats just the simple way to say it though,dont feel like making effort to make a long text about it right now |
NekavradMay 28, 2015 5:26 PM
| It's a terrifying place that will take really take a toll in the dreamers, naive and nice people.. But there's always some good points to the world to. Also too bad there's still war and people hate each others because of different sexualities/nationalities and I can't comprehend it. Also the thing that you need to be a productive member of society otherwise you're not liked is sick.. |
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| When i try to go out to the society , all i can see are people with creepy smile mask .. |
| Life is beautiful, world is beautiful... But not mine.. |
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nekoyaki said: If it is why isn't mine either? ;n;Life is beautiful, world is beautiful... But not mine.. |
| I see the world with my eyes. /thread. |
私のホバークラフトはウナギでいっぱいです。 |
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