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Thank you actually her leg only got a bit better, but eh she is moving and about now. Thank you for your care :)

How are you now??

I'm sorry for late replies, life has been hectic.

Same here, life has been a roller coaster but yay I'm living!

Stuff are really expensive and etc, hoping the world would go back to normal T T

Apologies for the late reply, I have been super busy because somethingg happened to mom's leg.

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii! it really has been a long time! glad you are alive!!
Whats been happening owo

Happy Birthday man!
Have a good one!

Oh Hello- I'm sorry I could not reply sooner. Many things have been happening and I don't know where to start. For one, I guess I finished my degree and at the same time we had a terrorist attack on Easter Sunday so things were hectic with curfews and searches and all that. But things came to pass I guess. The thesis was even harder since we received no support at all from the supervisors in the last moments, however I managed to do it with the help of the seniors. LOL I'm impressed you applauded for yourself- that is good ne because effort should be rewarded no matter what, well ditching it half way is kinda bad but its not abnormal. I learnt my presentation skills at a young age so I had zero problems in university, I'm glad those courses I took when I was young became useful nevertheless I hope they gave you another chance.

VN wise I started Steins Gate and it is pretty good- things were slow paced at first but it picked it up pretty fairly I guess.In the VN I could use Kyouma's phone and send messages and stuff so its pretty awesome. Does Steins Gate have two seasons? Because, there is another VN named Stein Gates 0- someone said it was the prequel though. I finished Umineko before and It was boring lol. Hmm.. the newest Higurashi one on Steam was called.. Tsumihoroboshi and it was great.

Still I hope the new developments in TG:re showed new emotions in Kaneki- if that happens I will be willing to watch the anime haha. I wonder if I can pickup the manga though- currently for me its the same as watching the new game of thrones I don't remember anything in the past seasons haha xD.

Yes my old PC is still with that person, and it took a whole lot to convince my dad really. A man's pride is something really lmao.

Things like depression should be first handled by yourself- its permanent cure is to first accept who you are, then be honest with yourself and then find the problem that is causing it, is it biological or psychological? if it is psychological no need of medication and the root of the problem should be destroyed if its biological medication should be used. I am glad you got over your depressive state it is not something that most people no matter what age group they belong to get over from. So my respect towards you for honestly handling it. Although it is not the worst possible mental state in the world, it is still hazadrous because of sucidial tendencies. But unfortunately, due to homicides caused by oher worse disorders depression is considered to have low worth among the disorder criteras.

Man, i should get to watching AHS soon. Somehow I'm mostly playing games and watch pending anime since I was not able to anything during the writing of the thesis.

Oh very nice- during the year really i mostly watched Chinese horror, they are epic. They give out the horror feel by making it all spooky and ghostly but then explains the phenomena with science or some logical explanation. I would be interested in hearing your recommendations too :)

Oh I am very deep thinking and could be of different personas at different times. But I definitely have bit of a 8th Grader Syndrome that Stein Gate protagonist has haha. Well during the college days, when I get stressed I usually forget my belongings, I misplaced many things and my friends were quick to remind me i guess lmao. Indeed I could probably ace an 8000 report on my classmates I expect, each of them are pretty unique and looking back at it now maybe its all because of the immense stress. But most of the stuff they did were unforgivable or just plain weird. To sum it all up: there was a boy who was yandere, there was a boy who was gossiping and told me to not eat my eclair at the canteen coz he had OCD, there was a girl who never ever brought a book to class, there was one who always travels when she was stressed even with 100 assignments in the line she would travel and the last one is just plain selfish. They say when you do a psychological course half of your classmates would be psychos as well. I don't support it though, most of the time people choose the subject to solve their own problems instead of helping others or scientific curiosity. Even reminding about them makes me want to barf.

Since its been 10 months now lol, did you get a blood nose through boxing? Hope not! xD still its great that you are doing such a thing- I wish i can do it but Im already struggling with my stamina for my daily workouts on the treadmill, i go 1hr per day every day uwu. Exercise helps a great deal with mental issues and other issues because of the endorphins being released while exercising it makes you hopeful. Thus good job on following that routine- it takes a great deal to push out and just get the will to start something like a routine. I of course exercise to maintain my health since being overweight kinda stops a woman's ovulation and all that lol. Currently my health issues- i mean periods got messed up severely due to the breakup combined with college issue. It became kinda normal after the degree but again worsened after the bombings.

Ah yes- it was a 3 year old relationship and only after the breakup I realized my ex was a plain ass. to put it simply abusive i guess. But don't worry, I got over it an year ago without help. It was a contextual reason why I never talked to anyone, i mean there were two breakups so the first time i told everyone and such and the second time i wasnt sure what's gonna happen so and so. (with the same person btw) Dealing with your problems on your own can boost self confidence thus I chose that path in this situation since after a break up your self-esteem would suffer a lot. Thus, my choice was me tricking my self to gain more self-confidence but I had to endure a lot to get that achievement, but yes It was not impossible in the end. Thank you very much :) I appreciate your offer- atm I'm pretty okay with everything and I already get this chance to spill on my thoughts to a message and send to you. That is more than enough xD You too, if you have a problem don't hesitate to tell me- I will help with whatever I can :D In the end the all vacation plans we made went to chaos because of the country's situation haaha. Maybe in the future i guess lol.

I hope you are doing well!

Happy Birthday!
Hope all your dreams come true!



PS: I'll reply pretty soon- stuff has been pretty hectic but its a bit calm after the storm xd

I can't believe i couldn't reply to your message- I actually couldn't do anything at the end of April i was suddenly asked to attend a graduation ceremony it came out of nowhere! and the second semester started- the most stressful thing i have ever experienced so far. I keep telling everyone that the mental hospital is better than college. And the people are more psycho in college. I even saw well my classmates acting strangely! we had like 5 individual oral presentations, including research, and then writing the proposal and ethics and again three assignments and again a resubmission. I just got my holidays and now only im watching an anime or two or playing some games and doing shit that i like lol.

Yep I was paranoid of college because - i had friends in the previous batch who told me it was like hell. And i cant imagine anything more stressful than my HND. Mikaela is so damn awesome- i like him a lot and i agree a lot with him on his ideals. But, honestly im more of a fan of Yoichi (he is super kind and gentle with a dark twist in his personality) and Shinya Hiragi for being super awesome vice-general and keeping himself together when his friend was lost. That requires a lot of strength to do that. So yep, those two XD. I finally bought Umineko No Naku Koro Ni visual novel and can't wait to play it *0* and the new visual novel for higurashi is out too! :D I will defn buy stein's gate and corpse party, i've been purposefully avoiding crack videos of stein's gate so it wont give me spoilers xD

My latest way of finding anime is watching youtube anime crack videos! *0*

TG : re is out i suppose. Some how i dont really have a mind to watch it LOL.
But I miss kaneki so the motivation is fifty fifty.

I still didn't get it back. Apparently my dad is pissed off with the repairer and since he is angry with him he doesn't want to go and pick it up LOL. I have to try and calm him down and convince him xd

You need a lot of empathy and understanding to do a counseling job. I mean if a rapist comes to you for help- it would be a difficult situation. At those times you need to refer the patient to someone else or develop something called "unconditional positive regard" it means no matter who the patient is you need to have empathy- it's more like having a complete comprehensive understanding of the person and his crimes. For a rapist- i mean you need to acknowledge that they must be a victim of sexual abuse or some other cause is there. (this is usually the cause or sometimes injuries to the brain). That boy killed because he had schizophrenia :) He mistook another person as something which is a result of a visual hallucination. But he was so nice to us- i miss him lots. But i bet he is out of the ward now, hard to tell. Mental toughness is challenging yourself with your own problems and winning over them. There is no battle that you do unlike the battle with yourself, and it leads to complete understanding of your own situation which can be applied to others. That is how i cultivate this toughness. But you don't have to experience rape to counsel a rape victim, as long as you have the understanding of a technique to solve the problem you're good to go.

GOT was awesome- can't wait for the last season. Maybe ill pick up american horror story- but if i get addicted now that's a huge problem xD
Nice! I never knew you're into horror as well :) My horror craze goes to movies which are of different nationalities too- like malaysian, korean, thai, hindi and english. I like thai movies- it feels like the horror has a good emotional component to it :). Also im waiting for the Nun movie to come out - it seems interesting.

Trust me- working with people you don't like- ohhhhhhhh seriously what i'm feeling. I'm glad you got out of it- it was the right thing. I'm at the point where i think that people who study psychology are psychos as well, ofc i might be psycho too, but i at least know how to not let the crazy go out but man, my classmates LOL seriously psycho. I'll write a 5000 word essay on how weird they are. I would seriously get into martial arts if i have a chance tbh- boxing is also cool, it's very nice that you're engaging in such a thing. Nerves about getting hurt you say? Well as humans we get adapted to stuff so eventually you'll learn to not fear it. For me always, battling my fears and facing them head on always helped. But, you will probably get through im pretty sure and it would be quite the achievement if you do :D And most importantly as long as you enjoy it- never do stuff you don't like. And i won't judge you because you're of small weight. Small ones are the deadliest ^^. Let me know what are the interesting things that you got out of boxing- my cousin was into marital arts at a young age and it really gave her a strength boost personality wise and physically.

Ah yes health deterioration because of a breakup and combined with college, it was a severe one. My relationship was like 3 years long. I dealt with it tho- i didn't want to bother anyone with my problems especially my best friend and cousin- they had enough on their plates. I had depression, but man i hated it so much and I got out of it. I can never stay depressed for too long i guess, i am blessed , it uh took me like two weeks, i applied the correct techniques and work helped too. Also I wanted to be strong on my own and i succeeded. I usually don't get sick, but with my situation and work it really was hard. I want to travel so much! Hopefully I can go on a road trip with friends soon- T T. I never had time for anything because of college T T. I do go out with my friends frequently, we explore cafes and test food xD But, i really need a vacation. badly. The key is to balance everything in between so I hope you can do that. Give yourself time to do stuff you enjoy and balance it with work. I keep telling this to others but i can't do it myself- mostly because of the hectic merciless schedules i have which doesnt ever give me a breather xd

It's nice to hear from you too! And no I enjoy reading the messages. I also type loads anyways and I don't mind it :)

Take care ne!

Hi there, I'm sorry again for sending a very late reply. The first semester of the final year was hectic and we have a lack of senior lecturers to teach us xd. So it's been nerve wrecking and the schedule changes faster than the speed of light >.> We even had an exam where the slides were sent the day before and they were like do the exam the next day- it was well fucked up xD. Well last year I went through hell and back finishing the first two years of the degree, So i'm kinda immune to it i guess.

I had a boring christmas because we didn't go anywhere. I was really paranoid about going to college again too haha.
I've read mostly reverse harem visual novels- but I also read the whole list of Higuarshi visual novels. They are pretty great. There is also the stein's gate VN which I was thinking of reading first then watching the anime xd. I also watched Owari No Seraph- man it was awesome! It was good saving up it all this long to watch when im stressed. Hiroyuki Sawano did it again- he made a nice first ending called Scapegoat which i can't stop listening to. I watched whatever specials ONS had it was great. Mikaela is so awesome damn, and I lost myself in the last episode of the first season and second. I might pick up the manga too. So I thank you for the recommendation :D

TG was always so messed up xD Well I think i saw an anime coming- maybe ill skip the manga and watch that! hahahah (that's easier)
Ah BTS is quite popular- maybe you'll like Mic Drop or DNA by BTS. They also won the billiboard award for the best social artist and performed at AMA's Their Choreography and dancing skills are amazing.

Well it isnt that too much of a great laptop- 2GB VGA, 8GB Ram, i5 7th gen processor. But I can play anything in that so its fine. New computers are expensive but I too want one xd. Mine is still in the repair shop- we are trying to get it back lmao.

Yes- I worked there. It was pretty sad. The patients gets abused a lot and they still receive the electric shock treatment. The doctors seems so apathetic to it and disregards the feelings of the patients. Nevertheless it was pretty enlightening and educating. Honestly better than college, i enjoyed my internship. It wasn't like what people think- they think its so scary but well the patients in the intermediate wards are ok but you have to look out for people in the critical wards they are so insane people aren't allowed there. The people in our wards I mean there was a boy who killed someone- but yeah he was pretty nice to us and we weren't scared. Idk I like faced a lot of situations there so Im kinda immune xD

Well If you find nice anime let me know xd. Your recommendations are pretty great :D As for shows-I did watch up to the 7th or 8th season of Game of Thrones. But im kinda interested in American Horror Story too. And I watched a lot of horror movies hahaha.

I hope your works goes pretty well whatever it is :) And a boxing match? Well how did it go xd. Goddamn boxing must be tough- im impressed you're into it :)

My health deteriorated in March but now im fine. Thanks a bunch! I hope you are well and happy :)
Ill message here more often now that im on break. Hope to catch you soon :D

Why, thank you. :) And a Happy Birthday to you too: wow, same day of birthday. *_*

Merry Christmas btw- I Hope you had a good one! I certainly had a boring one- but it's pretty much fine. I've been busy this year too- and the next year is going to be utter hell. It's the final year of college and I wish my vacation would never end T T

Well in terms of anime I kinda watch one piece - I made it to the 813th episode- im mad yeah? :D
In terms of manga- my new peferable way of reading manga is visual novels xD SO i read em a lot. I still read Akatsuki No Yona manga but not too much and as for TG well- im going to ask you for the story hahahhaha xD

Yes i still didn't change Aldnoa rigning tone- i love it way too much. I'm into kpop a lot too. BTS is my favorite band and their music is great :D

My dad bought me a new laptop and i was really happy :D as for the broken pc- its still in the repair shop- we are going to get it back since there will be no hope for it anyways T T

I finished the internship- it was a lot working at the mental hospital- it was really sad :( and kinda dangerous as well ;o;
So what have you been watching- how have your christmas been?
How is your life? :)

Be safe and a happy birthday again!

Hey and happy birthday btw!!
Wishing you lots of happiness and love ♥

Wow i cant believe its been an year and half ive responded to this- very sorry for the delay and let me wish you a belated happy birthday and a new year first. Ive been busy with college the whole time - pretty hectic and rarely had time for anime :(

How are you? :(
I remember Kaneki- didnt check my manga list in well two years except for akatsuki no yona- if id log into mangahere id probably have an heart aack because of the updates xD I should probably pick up TG again - but im scared- heeeeeeeeelp ;(

I really dont remember playing any horror game after dreadout- except for Lucius 2 and yes Kholat (based on a RL story and Russias most famous mystery and narrated by Shawn Bean (some famous British guy lol)

Yes and still after two years that Aldnoa OST is STILL my ringing tone xD

Ahhh Shinsekai Yori- one anime that i would never forget- i was making a digital painting to dedicate to that anime but its on hold because my pc AGAIN BROKE WTF and i have college anyways xD

The last season of Gintama is airing and i dont want to finish it :(

Ahhh i watched an episode of one punch man- and ues i agree with the baldy guy going around like a superman- i kinda felt bored from the first ep but im hoping to continue it xD I will try Steins Gate again- as soon as i finish this bloody internship xD

Sure- recommend me all the anime you think thats good and ill give it a try!

Missed talking to you- hope you are well and stay safe!

Yeees, do eet. :3

Absolutely. It was really good.

Oh that. Nah it's not related to the new series. It's just a sequel to the original series.