| Yes. i'm no good at drawing. all i'm good at is writing. so here is my english stuff ^^ Firt poems and then later some short stories and fanfictions....Hope someone likes these...They are pretty angst though XD Bondage Burn me alive Smash my skull When i don't think When i don't feel ...the fun beguns Who cares about the morning? KILL ME Use your words, those cruel lyrics and tear me apart This body is weak This mind is confused She is worthless anyway ------- Little Angel I nail you up hanging in the tree cross-legged bleeding, crying, dying I laugh pointing at you makes me feel good hurting you makes me feel even better Until the last breath has been taken I climp up there Kiss you Hold you Caress you one more time Little Angel fly back to Heaven This Hell is too cruel for you You were never ment to be happy I never even considered about the possibility of killing myself though... ----- Rampa Sammakko istuu keittiössä layer by layer it is ripping herself off cutting... cutting... Kuorii rasvakerrostaan Joko kelpaan keittoosi? Ramman sammakon jalat halkeilevat Reidet uncovered, naked, blank it sits quietly leikkuulaudalla Am i pretty enoug? Am i skinny enough? Enkö jo kelpaa keittoosi? Then kill me! Stab me! EAT ME!!! --------- My Vampire Heart I'm bleeding for you Drink my blood and love me ...'till i die -------- Without one was never enough two would be complete if there were something anything you could give in return with these scars i lay my body to rest close your eyes and enter to the dream the world was never meant to be ours anyway ----- Joker Make me laugh... Jump! I say How high? you should reply Now tell me Why isn't my joker poker obeying? Jump! I say " How high?" Grin. Im glad you asked... ----- Truth Truth is lie Truth is sin Im liar Im sinner Does that make me Truth? Will you worship me now? -------- Dancer scared hurt bury your soul answers are lies your laugh is agony the dance has started i am scared it hurts i will be free the truth is a sin --------- RED Flower You burn inside me. You have entered into my heart, into my head. I have turned ashes at your feet. You have given me nothing but pain and suffering. Yet, I worship you, my Red Flower. My Master. Burn me, hurt me. I don't care. I have lost everything so that I would be beside you forever. Please... *** Yes, Mother, I am mad. Yes, Mother, I have done something terrible. Yes, Mother, I'm a very very bad girl. ...Oh and Mother, I'm going to kill you now ---------- Nobodies Drop... One more sin down. Hundred more to go... Drop... One soul lost. The Others get to Heaven. Nobodies are left behind. ...To bleed. Drop... One tear out. Another day, gone. Another life, over... --------- FullMoon Say my name!!! Scream it to the Moon like you always do Touch me, can you feel how im burning inside? You know My Master is kind My Master is precious to me He keeps me warm at night He takes me to the Heaven in his arms God, i love him so Say my name, my sweet Pet!!! Scream it to the Moon like you always do This is my way of loving you It hurts me too, my Pet... |
| That Is Not Dead Which Can Eternal Lie And With Strange Eons Even Death May Die |
| Pain Pain, without love. Pain, can't get enough. Pain, i like it rough. 'Cause i'd rather feel pain than nothing at all. Yes, our time together was full of mad passion. We were young and fool. Thought that world was there to be taken, ours to conquer. Hah! And as the years went by, i changed. But nothing i ever did came close to what Fate brought in your way. My Beloved. Even today, i sometimes miss you. And look what happens when one makes a careless wish. Back then i would have done anything for you, anything. Who would have thought that after all these years, i instead of holding you in my arms...I'd have to kill you? As i said, you always had such an unique Fate... Pain, without love. Pain, can't get enough. Pain, i like it rough. 'Cause i'd rather feel pain than nothing at all. Sylvia was a beautiful young woman. The moment i saw her, i fell for her. Was it as pure and innocent as love or was it simply lust and desire? I guess i never know. When our paths departed, i lost all contact with her. I met another interesting person. Zandra was exotic and mysterious. And i was heartbroken and lonely. Easy target for a bloodsucking monster. I guess i left my brains to Sylvia as i had left my heart too. And look at me now, my Beloved. This is what have become of your ex-lover. Pain, without love. Pain, can't get enough. Pain, i like it rough. 'Cause i'd rather feel pain than nothing at all. It took almost a year to confess. And even longer to accept it. But we thought our love was stronger than anything in the world. As i said, we were young and foolish. I can still remember how it fellt, to kiss her soft lips, to press my body against hers. How her long black hair tickled my face. When her eager mouth moved across my neck. Lower and lower. As my trembling fingers reached inside her. My heart was beating so hard. But she smiled to me, kissed me and whispered sweet words to my ears. " I love you, Sylvia!" And i knew she was speaking the truth. " I love you as well, Isabella." And i knew i meant every word if it. " Oh God, don't stop!!" I laughed. She was so passionate, my Beloved. Pain, without love. Pain, can't get enough. Pain' i like it rough. 'Cause i'd rather feel pain than nothing at all. " *Sylvia...I thought i knew you. But you hide one, very important information from me. You never told me you were a vampire hunter." I smiled faintly. Looking to those piercing brown eyes distracted me. " You didn't need to know. Not unless.." " Unless i would become a vampire myself." I nodded. I had to turn my eyes off her. I had to stay calm. It had taken me several months to locate her. In which i kept hoping...foolishly, that i would be wrong. I left my family for her. To hunt down my true love. That would make one sobbing movie, wouldn't it? Though, i wasn't sure...if i could do it in the end. And i hated myself for letting my personal feelings getting to my way. Dad would be furious if he were still alive. Pain, without love. Pain, can't get enough. Pain, i like it rough. 'Cause i'd rather feel pain than nothing at all. " Sylvia...So you came to kill me? " She said. It was amazing, her vampiric abilities kept her young and strong. She looked just as she did all those years ago. " Yes. It is my duty. So don't try anything stupid. Im not a novise any more. I've killed countless of yourkind." " Oh. Playing tough, do we? You have no idea how exciting that is." She giggled and softly caressed my hair. " It suits for you, being all matured. Though of course you were extremely hot back then too." She giggled a b it more. I pushed her hand off. " Stop it, Bella. Don't make fun of me.Im too old for that." She shook her head. "C'mon, Sylvia.It's only been twenty years. 38 is not old. It's a good year." " And how would you know anything about that, vampire?" Her smile fainted. She turned her eyes away from me. " Even...Even if i don't look like it...It doesn't mean that i wouldn't feel it in me." " Save your sympathy speeches. It won't work. I came here to do my job and that is exactly what Im going to do!" I pulled out my sword. The blood stains on the blade glistered in the moonlight. " A sword, hu? Gosh, isn't that so old-fashion? " It belonged to my father and has served me well for all these years." I said trough gritted teeth. Suddenly my throat fellt very dry. " Okay. Enough games. Kill me then." She walked right infron of me. Our beating hearts against each other. That is, if her heart could still beat. Pain, without love. Pain, can't get enough. Pain, i like it rough. 'Cause i'd rather feel pain than nothing at all. Tears were puring down my face. I couldn't stop them. " My Beloved..." I wishpered. "...prepare to die." She nodded. " Hey, can i have...one last wish?" I couldn't speak no more, so i just nodded. She pulled me in her arms, pressed her ice cold lips against mine. she wishpered, as she kissed me: " kill me...kiss me...love me..." My mouth worked on it's own. I dropped the sword and put my arms around her. How many painfull years had i longed for this? Pain, without love. Pain, can't get enough. Pain, i like it rough. 'Cause i'd rather feel pain than nothing at all. She pulled herself off. " Thank you, Sylvia. I love you." Then she picked up my sword, too fast for my mortal eyes to catch, and stucked it through her stomach. "NO!!!!" I screamed as she fell on the ground. " You..sissy...I knew i'd had to do this myself, the moment you started to cry. Don't worry, i welcome death. I didn't ask to be created as new being. It never was my choise. But Im glad that by being who i am, i was able to see you one more time." I was almsot blind with tears. " Don't leave me...again." " Fool. You left me the last time, remember?" I took her hand in mine. " Yes. And there hasn't been a single day that i haven't regretted that decision. I love you, Bella!" " Im glad. We will meet again. In another life. Until that...Take care, my Beloved." And she closed her eyes. Her body turned to ash infront of me. I kept crying a long time before i could take my sword and walk away. Pain, without love. Pain, can't get enough. Pain, i like it rough. 'Cause i'd rather feel pain than nothing at all. The END |
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