| Adriano Adriano saw the little Luna next to him, he patted her in the he'd but left his hand on her head this time "Yeah that's fine ask away." He looked to the sky again and awaited her question. |
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| Luna She nuzzled her head into his hand as she smiles.She looked up at the sky as his hand was still over her head. "if you could erase the memories of your past, would you?" she asked curiously since he had such a bad past. It's not like it was possible to erase his memory but she was just curious about that. |
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| Adriano Adriano was a bit suprised, but it wasn't like he hasn't thought about this before. He looked at her with a face of affliction, "No, I dontbtjink I would, without these memories I wouldn't be who I am. Its like I said Luna, I'm not a kind person, the only thing that pushes me to be like that is my bad memories. If I didn't have them, I would be completely different, I probably would have never met you, or even have tried to meet you. We don't want that now do we." He said this with a smile as he petted her. He was giving her his real smile. He was suffering, but he would rather suffer and be who is, than be someone else and never have suffered. |
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| Luna she wasn't suprised by his answer. "I already knew that was going to be your answer. your not the type of person to runaway. you are a strong and kind person from my point of view. I feel like you don't realize yourself how kind you are.We can always create new happy memories to replace your unpleasant bad memories. I feel like you will discover your true self as you create more happy memories. If you really think about it, you already started creating happy memories in this school. you seemed to have had a lot of fun when we where in the arcade. and you even let your guard down when we where at the restaurant since u where with your friends" she decided to stop talking or she was going to go on and on |
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| Adriano Adriano looked at her with a smile. "I don't know what you mean by guard down, I'm a strong man who never let's it down" He said this sarcastically. He looked at the sky and began to think. He didn't want his memories to be replaced, rather he wanted to sides to one coin. He wanted to understand happiness just as much as he understood anger and sadness. "I don't want to forget, nor do I want to replace them Luna. I want to understand them, my emotions, these afflictions I feel towards them. If I replaced my memories I still wouldn't be the same, and I thank you for calling me kind" He still had not removed his hand from her head, he than lowered it down to her shoulder and fever her a a long hug, he had never gave that long of a hug, but he did it anyway. He smiled. |
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| Devina "That's why I asked, I'm in that club as well. It's good to know I now know someone in the club as well." Devina smiled and started to braid her hair. "As for peaceful I'm not so sure." Devina hearing people come up, looked over in their direction for a moment. "I only got here the other day and as far as I know a lot of people are coming in so I guess it's kind of on the busy side that I've seen." Devina had turned her attention back to their conversation ignoring the new people that had arrived. |
| Luna she smiles at how mature he was. "you know Adriano, you seem to understand emotions more then what you think" She says while giggling a bit. "you are right, you need to have all your memories and emotions cause in the end that is what makes us humans" She had her arms wrapped around his neck when he hugged her. and she just stayed silent for a while as they where hugging. |
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| Adriano Adriano leaned to Luna's level and asked her to look in to his eyes. " Look in to my eyes Luna, the red is due to an enhancement that helps my eyes see faster so to speak, I also am able to zoom in to things, but I don't have advanced emotional sensors. I understand pain Luna, its how I'm able to calm others who go through it, but when people show their happiness, I don't know how to respond, and I'm almost lost in trying to reason how they feel that happiness, I only feel burst if this feeling, and its so fast I can't capture the moment at all." Adriano wanted to get to a point, he wanted to let Luna know he once lost someone he thinks he might love,bbut he didn't know how to tell her, and he didn't really want to worry her. So he put his hands on the rail and sighed as he took in the breez again, he saw other students, but he paid no mind to them, right now he was devoted to Luna and himself. |
SharkDad-Apr 8, 2016 1:09 PM
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| Luna With her arms still around his neck and her face being so close to his, she couldn't help but blush. She looked into his red eyes with a smile as he explains why his eyeson are so red."is it possible that you know and under stand pain cause that's the emotion your mostly familiar with due to your past.I mean I think once you have more happy momemts, you will understand it just as well as you understand pain." of course this was just a theory but she would was almost certain that is how it was. "don't you feel some type of happiness when you are with Cilia or Yamato or even me?" she says to him while turning away from his eyes and looking at the sky. "it makes me happy to be with you" he looked as if there was something else on his mind but she didn't want to push him to tell her. |
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| Adriano "So is that what that jolt is, the thing that makes me just have to get loose, and tense up again" He said as he looked at Luna with curiosity. He was very confused, he wanted answers, so he asked again "Is it? He looked at her and started widen his eyes. He was surprised by what she said."I get that a lot when I look at you guys lately." He expressed. |
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| Saya "So it might get pretty hectic once people start coming" she said in a low voice thinking of what other kind of people might be attending the school, "By the way, which dorm are you staying at?" she asked Devina wanting to know if their rooms might be close by, maybe she could visit her some time. She noticed more people reaching the rooftop but didn't pay too much attention to them since she was occupied chatting with Devina, Saya just stole a glance at them and it seemed to be a guy and a catgirl... wait a catgirl? Is that girl cosplaying? she thought in her head. |
| Luna She giggles a bit and gave him a bright smile. So he does feel happiness when he is with us. "yes, that jolt you feel is happyness and when you feel a warm fuzzy feeling in your stomach and your whole body then that is love" she says giggling and thinking of all the romance Anime she has watched with Alice. |
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| Devina "I think it will, at least for the week. there seem to be a lot of people around. But I would say most of them after they settle in, will calm down. Hopefully We'll be able to meet some more people." Finishing a thin braided crown on the edge of the head she tied the two ends together to hold it there. "I'm in Dorm 12, Which one are you in?" |
| Adriano Adriano was satisfied, and as he felt this happiness he carried Luna in a jolt of joy. "I know what happiness is!" He yelled about this as he carried and hugged Luna. Something was still didn't make sense it had been a long time since he might have felt love, how could he know what love is. He wondered about this as he hugged Luna while he carried her. "Was that love all that time ago, or was it just happiness, what was it?" He though about this to himself, but he held Luna even tighter, her feet were dangaling from him carrying her. |
SharkDad-Apr 8, 2016 1:58 PM
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| Luna one moment, her feet where on the ground. the next she was being carried by Adriano. She almost couldn't believe how happy he was. She still had her arms around his neck so she was still hugging him. "yayy!! looks like you did it!" She said satisfied that he was feeling so happy. |
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| Adriano Adriano put her down, he was a child learning to walk when it came to emotions, he just took it a step at a time. He slowly put her down, as he decided to relax he asked her a question. "Who do you love, and how do you love?" His emotions varied as he spoke of love, or even thought about it. It was due to what happened the last time he might have felt it, and so his thoughts about love were just a mixture of expressions and strong language. He couldn't bare the feeling that he loved once. Maybe he was afraid that the last time he loved was the last time he would ever love, or maybe he feared that if he didn't would he be betraying Anna in a way. He clenched on to his engagement ring, and pondered about love a bit more."Love is something so loosely said, yet it has a such a strong meaning, essentially it shouldn't be so strong over how much it's used, yet the fact still remains that love is something that draws many others to their goal or their happiness" He thought about this to himself as he awaited an answer. |
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| Luna she looked down then at him. "well, I loved my parents, I love them in a family kind of way. They are my parents after all" ^.^ "I also love Alice, She has been taking care of me ever since she found me, I also love her as family" She looks towards her side at him. "I guess I haven't experience true love yet" she says referring to the relationship usually between a man and a women. "so, you've never experienced love?" She could imagine the answer to be no, but she felt the need to ask him either way |
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| Adriano Adriano grew scared, his body started to shake, for how long was he going to keep Anna a secret? He looked down to his engagement ring, and stared at Luna. His secret would be kept between the two of them if she could keep it. "Do you promise to keep a secret, from Yamato, and Cilia? I really want to tell you something, but I can't say anything until you promise me to not tell them anything." He said this while his lips trembled, and as his body was shaking. He wanted to make sure she wouldn't tell anybody anything. |
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| Luna She looks around and see's that they are other people around. It seems as if he didn't want anyone to know what he planned on telling her. "I promise I wont tell them or anyone for that matter" She says while she extends her arm and hugs him since he was shaking. There are others here, so just whisper in my ear what you want to tell him." She whispers in his ear. |
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| Adriano Adriano only trembled a tiny bit as she held him, he began to whisper "I once grew a relationship, with a girl... We got very close despite my rude behavior, I once threw her away when she tried hugging me for the first time, but she still hugged me, and she used to tell me she cared for me. Me and her, we had a strange relationship, the way we met is I threatened to kill her if she didn't teach me how to sing. She did, its why I'm good at singing." He began to look saddened and stared at Luna with his eyes watering, but he didn't cry, not yet. He looked at her and told her as quietly as possible, "But they ended her, they destroyed something so precious as her, as the relationship I grew with her. But what hurts the most is I don't even know if I ever loved her all that time, even after I read the letter and she gave me this ring, I don't know what love is, I don't know if I did love her." He said this while clenching the ring. |
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| Luna She couldn't help it and began to cry when he said the second part of his story. how could someone be so cruel as to do such a thing. where these people even human. she thought to herself. she was very upset at the facts. She looked as his ring that he had kept all that time. She squeezed him in her arms. "that was definitely and without a doubt, love. you did love her." she simply said to him trying to keep him calm. |
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| Adriano Adriano didn't believe Luna, so in order to not argue about it anymore Adriano just suggested they head back to the dorm, holding in his tears, and with a shaky voice he said, "Hey let's head back to the dorm, unless you want to go somewhere else, I just don't want you feeling like your forced to be with me." He said this as he proceeded to walk towards the stairs with his head lowers a bit, although he was relived to have told Luna some of his pass, he just felt like he would never understand if he felt that care, he just wanted to move in, but it was as if something always drew him back. He awaited Luna's answer as he put his arm around her shoulder, and hugged her quickly. He stood there looking at her and wiped away her tears. "Come one now, these are my burdens I should be crying" He said this as he laughed with a tone of sadness hidden in the laughter. He just waited for her to answer to walk with him as he made his way to his dorm. |
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| Quaid A. Dion He just got to the rooftop in search of a calm place "this seems like a good place to rest a little, or maybe to find someone to talk who knows" said to himself while searching a good spot to sit and contemplate the placer "that will do" he sat near the border |
| Luna "I am here cause I want to be here with you" She says to him when he mentions something about forcing her to be here. "y-your not going to ask, why I think it's love that you had for her?" She whispers while looking into his apple red eyes. |
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| Adriano Adriani smiles as he looks her in her eyes. "We all have thoughts, and we all have ideas, some aren't shared due to us not wanting to, others because we grow to shy. If you want to mention your ideas, you should speak them out loud, you might not always be right, but atleast you spoke your mind." He turned his entire body towards her and allowed her to say what she wanted to say, "Yes, I would like to hear why you think it was love" His tear fell down, it was because he knew he wouldn't believe her, but better hear what she had to say than ask her to bottle it up. |
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| Luna "I think that you loved her with all of your heart because still to this day you think about her. you can't let her go. that only happens when you truly love someone. I mean you have that ring with you despite her being long gone. If you want to prove me wrong, then throw away the ring" She says to him in a gentle yet powerful tone. she knew he wouldn't be able to throw away the ring. She knew he wasaid going to realize his love for her when he won't be able to throw the ring out. |
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| Adriano Adriano looked at the ring, and with a calm yet assertive voice he explained why he kept the ring, "I keep the ring because it reminds me I'm the reason she died, it let's me know that I'm guilty of killing an innocent person, and it reminds me of my parents, it let's me know I'm a murderer not just a killer. I murdered Anna by bringing her in to my life, all because I wanted to learn how to sing." He dropped the ring to the ground, and teared up. He looked at Luna, it seemed he never loved, and at that he felt the guilt hit him more and began to speak under his breath with the taers touching his lips, "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry for not loving you back." He just starred at the ring, "I'm sorry" was the only thing that came out of his mouth. As he looked at the ring on the ground he let every memory flash by him. "I feel lower than before, lower than I have before" He started to sing to the ring as a sorry. But not even Adriano believed himself, he didn't understand this indifference within him, he loved Anna he felt like he did, but he also felt like his feelings to her were clouded by her death. He just couldn't understand. "Just let me sing for you, one more time, let me love you please" He would sing to the ring as his voice broke. |
SharkDad-Apr 8, 2016 4:44 PM
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| Luna She was really surprised by his action. She now regretted asking him to throw away the ring. after he was so happy, she just made things worst. "I really suck" She squatted down to pick up the ring and then gave it to him. "I'm sorry for asking you to do such a thing. this is not your fault, this could never be your fault. I'm sure if she was alive, she would want you to be happy.she wouldn't want you to be blaming yourself for something u didn't do" |
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| Adriano Adriano looked up at the girl who has kept helping him, with the tears still in his eyes he tried to smile. He just got up and looked at Luna and asked "Could we go now, I think I got all the fresh air I need." He was a strange sight to see, an assassin who cried so much. He looked at Luna, and he made his way to the stairs to make sure he could get to the dorm, he didn't want to be in the rooftop anymore,"I mean, if you want we could make our way to the training feald." He said this because he wanted to test out his skills again. He made himself to stop crying, "Hopefully I can stop crying, I never cried when I was younger, damn these emotions coming to my life" He though about this as he smiled at Luna. |
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| Luna She put the ring on his finger once they had made there way to the stairs. "Adriano, you will one day realize your true feelings, I can't wait to see what happen" She says knowing deep inside her that he did indeed love Anna. "we need to go find Yamato first, he was really worried about you. You need to make sure he knows your alright" She leaned towards him and kissed his neck "I wish the day will come in which you don't she'd a single tear" |
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| Adriano Adriano was getting used to Luna so the kiss on the neck didnt fully affect him, and did his best not to cry so he made a witty comment, "Me? Cry like a pansy? Ha, never." He grabbed her hand and made his way to Dorm nine since that was Yamato's dorm. "I have a feeling he might be in his dorm, so how about we head there" He started walking as he held Luna's hand. To him holding hands meant nothing, considering he didn't fully understand the issue with touch and the signs of embarrassment. He just moved on, without looking back at her, he spoke "Stairs are a good work out." |
SharkDad-Apr 8, 2016 5:33 PM
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| Luna She blushed when he held her hand and giggled a bit when he made the joke about being a pansu. "yeah, he is in his own dorm, I can smell him". She decides to leave this conversation be for now. She knew there where things he had to think about (next post there) |
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| Quaid A. Dion He look around noticing that almost everybody around has Left "well, it seems that this place is getting lonely, but I think I will stay here for a little longer" thinking out loud while staring at the sky. |
| Quaid A. Dion "ok I'll be here a for a little while" he said when he saw him going downstairs (Sorry for not replying before I got distracted) |
| Quaid A. Dion After a little while he desided to leave to the dorm "it is a beautiful day but it is already time to go to the dorm" think before leaving directly to the dorm 24 |
| Saya Saya nodded at Devina's words and replied, "I really hope we get to meet some nice people" with a smile on her face, it would make school life much easier knowing nice people and not having any issues with others. All the strangers that where on the rooftop seemed to have left before she could notice it, maybe she was really inmersed on her conversation with Devina. "We're not that close to each other, my dorm is Dorm 22" she said in a sad tone since she would've really liked having Devina close by, they had many things in common and she seemed to get along with her. Saya let out a disappointed sigh since she was still having an eerie feeling about her roommates, for some reason she just knew it would become complicated once she met her roommate. |
| Serenity Grace She walked out onto the roof looking for a place to relax. She saw two other girls on the roof. She thought that she could cool off by talking to them. "Hello ladies." She said while walking up to them. |
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| Devina "Well you're always welcome to come and visit even tough they aren't that close. But I'm sure you'll meet people that are closer to your dorm." Devin said smiling before another girl approached them. "Hello there." she replied to her. Luka picked up his head looking at the new person Devina had started talking to being curios. |
| Serenity smiled warmly. "I'm Serenity, who are you? She asked politely. |
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| Devina Devina smiled back. "I'm Devina. It's nice to meet you Serenity." Devina reached her hand out for serenity to shake. "Then this is my pet Luka." Luka peering his head around Devina looked at Serenity, starring up at her. "Want to come join us in talking?" Devina asked noticing that the others that were up here early had left and it was once again peaceful. |
| Serenity expected the handshake. "Aww, it's adorable! She reached out to pet Luka but the stopped. "Can I pet it?" She asked with an expectant look. |
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| Saya Looking over at the girl that showed up and greeted them, Saya returned the greeting. "Hello, I'm Saya" she said in a cheerful tone, after all Devina told her that she could visit her anytime which made her happy that she would be able to see her and Luka more often. |
| Devina Luka flew around to the other side of Devina to get a better look at Serenity. "Of course you can pet him. Looks like to me he wants to greet you too." Devina giggled watching them. "Well Saya, It looks like you're up to two friends here now." She smiled enjoying meeting new people. |
| Serenity reaced out and gently petted Luka. "Well it's nice to meet both of you. It's been a bit interesting since I got here, everything is a bit crazy. You know, I got frozen the other day." |
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| Saya Devina's words where a bit too rushed, she might've just met Serenity but that didn't exactly make them friends, she still wanted to keep good relations with others but there was never really a guaranty that that would be the case. She had those kind of thoughts in her mind but gave a smile to Serenity as she said that it was nice to meet them. Her past statement of this place being pretty peaceful was quickly shattered when Serenity just came out and said that she got frozen the other day and that this place was a bit crazy. "W-wait, why would you get frozen?" she asked her with a slightly twitching face. |
| Serenity smiled reasuringly. "Oh, I was doing a mission. They are optional though so you don't need to worry about it. I was just covered in ice, not actually frozen. The worst part was that when I broke free it was infused with my clothes. That was quite an experience." She said with a chuckle. |
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| Devina "It must have been some mission then. I took one yesterday and ended up with a tranquilizing dart in me that took me out for a couple of hours. But the sleep was actually quite refreshing after an exciting first day here. So what did you end up doing about you're clothes?" Luka made a purring like noise as he was pet by Serenity wagging his tail excitedly. Flying his wings made a breeze around the three of them. |
| Serenity chuckled a bit. "They shattered. I was left in the missions center with nothing but my underwear." She said with a little smile. |
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