bluemoon777 said: Sigh... evilcheeser/ Clive and Reseeh and Ski are sometimes so confusing that sometimes I don't even understand what their talking about anymore.... Hahaha!
Sorry if this scares people... xD
Sorry to be confusing ^_^"" I wish I could help it more. Heh, most people at other forums already understand this, so it's been a while since I've had to explain from the beginning.
And lulz, yeeeaaaahhh, a bit scary, but as for me, I have lots of issues I'm trying NOT to talk about here for the reason that I don't want to scare people away from a group that's not even mine at all >.> If getting pushed so far you snapped a bit is the worst you've done, then don't sweat it too much, it's originally to blame with the people who pushed you anyways.
Ski said: I've been bullied too... I've been quite and shy kid, but also quite big (and that's why I've been bullied). And that original personality is almost gone, you could say that the split personality took over. But before I took over er.... myself? I've got quite pissed of by that constant bullying and developed a third personality, and this guy I don't want ever to get out (seeing as he came to life thanks to my destructive impulses...). Each guy has his own name, likes and dislikes, even the favorite band xD. Guess sooner or later I'll have to see a doctor xD.
Yeah >.> (speaking of quite big :p tho it's been fairly gradual for me, not like I shot up all at once, and was really tall in elementary or something <.< And yep, I basically killed reeseh for 5-6 years of my short life <.< (I?) was too weak then, so Clive was born to protect my core so it could later be released again. Back about only, um, about a year and a half back now, I suddenly started releasing it (I dunno quite why, but it just happened ^_^"") and it's been, well, interesting. I've found out SO much about myself since then. I had removed all my true feelings, and taken out a false personality, but even now, some of the Clive remains inside me, and some of reseeh, I don't think I'll ever get back >.< If I seem really weird (as I'm sure I do, or at least a bit weird, anyway,) it's probably because the current me is discovering odd new things about myself (and about the world) all the time.
Heh, your personalities are really different then. I've never spent a lot of time with both personalities switching dominance (it was all reseeh, all Clive, and then only recently a mix) so they are fairly similar. Add to that that Clive is weird because he doesn't really have a personality in some respects. He just melds into any situation (it's a bit hard to explain -.-"") Anyway, sorry for the überblock post >.< |