November 17th, 2018
[5] Poe's Law - A documentation of the craziness found on the MAL forums ||| Money wins everything, another incel thread
Anime Relations: Lupin III: $1 Money Wars
The fifth entry in the collection of MAL insanity goes to:
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loser_alone
loser_alone is one of the infected. Infected by incel-ideology, that is. The incel-ideology is a bit like a cult, except they don't have a cult leader. They have their own language, an unhealthy amount of black-and-white thinking, and the only thing that they loathe more than happy and confident people, is themselves.
If you haven't heard of it before, you're in luck, because that's one hell of a rabbit hole to go down. Just be careful to not go too deep, as you might start acting a bit like loser_alone does. There are lots of great statements in this mess of a thread, I took the freedom to mark some of the highlights.
Enjoy!
Money wins everything
loser_alone said:
My first post of the year will be to show the power of money. Who is rich, who has money is powerful. Who has money is SUPERIOR. In a world that experiences female hypergamy, savage capitalism, racist financial socialism, money is the maximum measure of power and victory of a human being, the ultimate shield that one human being can have against another.
Let's take it and assume you have $ 1 million in the account. You are not only a millionaire but you enter into the statistics of the World Bank and Forbes that you are millionaire in the world, that is, 1 million dollars. That means you are part of the global planetary elite. 7 billion people and you are part of the 1% or 0.5% more powerful in the world. Some haters will say it's nothing but let's ignore these filthy people. We do not want to compete with the Rockefellers, cvckberg, Bill Gates, Warren Buffett, etc.
We want to rape class A- and middle class B +. They are our most common social circle. The average women and the physical alphas and ballad chads are from this social class. They are the target.
Case 1: With such money, will you mind if an idiot woman ignores you on the street? She will take a bus and go to a dirty apartment which she is hardly paying the bills. She's thin now but her junk food will soon make her fat as soon as she's 22. She's going to get pregnant early from a thug. They will patch washing machines, it will enlarge the lºvssy in pregnancy and stay with grotesque stains on the chest and belly.
You in other hand have a nice car, lives in a nice and decent house, has nothing to worry about bills, mortgage, etc and you can decide to do whatever you want with your time and 'buy' sex with a women or purchase an ultra realistic silicone doll, who is the best? Who won? Do you have doubts that you raped her feminine power herself ignorant and rejecting you?
Case 2: You're relaxing and you spot a chad. He is bigger than you with 1.90cm. He is strong, broad back, square chin, brown tan. He is everything women want. He spends 30% of the salary on supplements. He spends with the gym. He loses hours and hours at the gym (hurr durr gym is only 40 minutes). He spends hours in the mirror. He totally relies on his body in earthly life to achieve sex and looks of the opposite sex, the same as hating the male with all his might. When he comes back from the ballad he goes drunk to bed. It makes orange juice the other day to replace "electrolytes." He posts photos of his little body in the ballad and gets his conscience heavy because he drinks too much. He plots springbreaks and shouts "uhuw" to pro instagram pictures to show his body that kills himself in the week after coming from his filthy work earning 8 dollars per hour. In this job, he is raped by small, bald, fat men with bad breath.
Now he is married with his 'barbie', on Saturdays he is spending on the credit card with idiot pizzarias with the child screaming in the chair and the blonde barbie annoyed with the failure of the Chad? Ahahahaha. You're doing menage , going home to drink a 300US$ chilean wine. You are free. You're rich. You earn in a month what he earns in 6 or 8 or 10. The abdomen buds of the little brown box are not comparable to your bank account that has money and is free.
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The truth is that, while you have a lot of money you don't have to worry about anything or anyone, you don't need to worry about studies, a job, waking up early to sustain some rich jew, you can but anything, also, you don't need to worry about the NPCs, they can look 'happy' on the instagram pics, but they are stucked on the matrix to sustain that lifestyle, and as older they get, the more they will lose this illusion of happiness.
Nothing else matters. When you become wealthy and financially independent nothing else matters. You won. EVERYTHING that happened in the past is erased. Everything that will happen in the future you have already won and is superior. When you become rich and a millionaire there is NOTHING that people and society can do against you because you ALREADY EXPECTED, you are already SUPERIOR, you DO NOT OWE ANYTHING TO ANYONE. They will work and take care of catarrents their whole lives, they will get divorced, they will lose everything, they will be ugly, paying huge bills and debts.
Money wins everything. Look for it and you will conquer the world.
My first post of the year will be to show the power of money. Who is rich, who has money is powerful. Who has money is SUPERIOR. In a world that experiences female hypergamy, savage capitalism, racist financial socialism, money is the maximum measure of power and victory of a human being, the ultimate shield that one human being can have against another.
Let's take it and assume you have $ 1 million in the account. You are not only a millionaire but you enter into the statistics of the World Bank and Forbes that you are millionaire in the world, that is, 1 million dollars. That means you are part of the global planetary elite. 7 billion people and you are part of the 1% or 0.5% more powerful in the world. Some haters will say it's nothing but let's ignore these filthy people. We do not want to compete with the Rockefellers, cvckberg, Bill Gates, Warren Buffett, etc.
We want to rape class A- and middle class B +. They are our most common social circle. The average women and the physical alphas and ballad chads are from this social class. They are the target.
Case 1: With such money, will you mind if an idiot woman ignores you on the street? She will take a bus and go to a dirty apartment which she is hardly paying the bills. She's thin now but her junk food will soon make her fat as soon as she's 22. She's going to get pregnant early from a thug. They will patch washing machines, it will enlarge the lºvssy in pregnancy and stay with grotesque stains on the chest and belly.
You in other hand have a nice car, lives in a nice and decent house, has nothing to worry about bills, mortgage, etc and you can decide to do whatever you want with your time and 'buy' sex with a women or purchase an ultra realistic silicone doll, who is the best? Who won? Do you have doubts that you raped her feminine power herself ignorant and rejecting you?
Case 2: You're relaxing and you spot a chad. He is bigger than you with 1.90cm. He is strong, broad back, square chin, brown tan. He is everything women want. He spends 30% of the salary on supplements. He spends with the gym. He loses hours and hours at the gym (hurr durr gym is only 40 minutes). He spends hours in the mirror. He totally relies on his body in earthly life to achieve sex and looks of the opposite sex, the same as hating the male with all his might. When he comes back from the ballad he goes drunk to bed. It makes orange juice the other day to replace "electrolytes." He posts photos of his little body in the ballad and gets his conscience heavy because he drinks too much. He plots springbreaks and shouts "uhuw" to pro instagram pictures to show his body that kills himself in the week after coming from his filthy work earning 8 dollars per hour. In this job, he is raped by small, bald, fat men with bad breath.
Now he is married with his 'barbie', on Saturdays he is spending on the credit card with idiot pizzarias with the child screaming in the chair and the blonde barbie annoyed with the failure of the Chad? Ahahahaha. You're doing menage , going home to drink a 300US$ chilean wine. You are free. You're rich. You earn in a month what he earns in 6 or 8 or 10. The abdomen buds of the little brown box are not comparable to your bank account that has money and is free.
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The truth is that, while you have a lot of money you don't have to worry about anything or anyone, you don't need to worry about studies, a job, waking up early to sustain some rich jew, you can but anything, also, you don't need to worry about the NPCs, they can look 'happy' on the instagram pics, but they are stucked on the matrix to sustain that lifestyle, and as older they get, the more they will lose this illusion of happiness.
Nothing else matters. When you become wealthy and financially independent nothing else matters. You won. EVERYTHING that happened in the past is erased. Everything that will happen in the future you have already won and is superior. When you become rich and a millionaire there is NOTHING that people and society can do against you because you ALREADY EXPECTED, you are already SUPERIOR, you DO NOT OWE ANYTHING TO ANYONE. They will work and take care of catarrents their whole lives, they will get divorced, they will lose everything, they will be ugly, paying huge bills and debts.
Money wins everything. Look for it and you will conquer the world.
If theres anything I took away from this thread, it's the this guys definition of "winning" apparently includes fucking a realistic silicone doll. Whatever floats your boat, right?
Link to thread: https://myanimelist.net/forum/?topicid=1751651
Posted by Railey2 | Nov 17, 2018 3:28 AM | 0 comments
August 30th, 2018
[4] Poe's Law - A documentation of the craziness found on the MAL forums ||| All westerners are naturally racist because they think that anime characters look like them
Anime Relations: Japonese
The fourth entry in the collection of MAL insanity goes to:
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AntiWestCosplay3
AntiWesternCosplay3 created a thread that contained just a video and a very polite question to the community.
"Where are you hiding retarded scumbags?"
The thread was appropriately titled:
Now where all the racist westerners who keep claiming us Asians making our Anime characters based on them are? Hiding in fear because they now see Japanese speaking up against them?
Note that his MAL account was created one day before he posted the thread. However, a Youtube channel run by supposedly the same person shows very clearly that this is most likely not a troll. On there, he shared masterpieces such as:
DO NOT JEALOUS! Asian Males Play With Real Anime Girls (Japanese men get to have real anime girls, aka japanese women cosplaying, while westerners are stuck with "fake cosplay")
Millions Anime fans are hurt by western cosplayers
Why westerners fail cosplaying Anime/Asian characters #2 : Western females look like males
Channel link: https://www.youtube.com/user/VeryProudToBeAsian/videos
As you can see, this is a rabbit hole of insanity that's beyond the scope of a simple blogpost.
Here is the video that was posted in the thread.
The video showed a bunch of japanese people being interviewed on the streets, being asked what they think anime characters look like. They all said that anime characters look asian. It's not really relevant to most things OP says, such as the racism part.
Just like in any his other videos, a rational line of reasoning is not present.
How anyone can call themselves "VeryProudToBeAsian", make disparaging remarks about millions of people they've never met, and then hypocritically go on to call "all westerners" racist without seeing the irony, is beyond me.
Feel free to visit the Youtube channel, it's a gold mine. This guy is completely off his rocker.
Link to thread: https://myanimelist.net/forum/?topicid=1737521 (removed)
Posted by Railey2 | Aug 30, 2018 12:26 AM | 0 comments
May 24th, 2018
[3] Poe's Law - A documentation of the craziness found on the MAL forums ||| Japanese Nationalism - "Don't you dare call yourself a Japanese-American!"
Anime Relations: Momotarou: Umi no Shinpei
The third entry in the collection of MAL insanity goes to:
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GrandSky001
A Japanese nationalist (or troll) who states that you absolutely can not call yourself Japanese even if both of your parents are from Japan. Basically, you have to perpetually stand knee-deep in miso-soup while sucking on a thick udon-noodle to call yourself Japanese, everything less won't do.
Furthermore:
Anyway, here's the full post. I emphasized some of the good parts with bold font.
Link to thread: https://myanimelist.net/forum/?topicid=1727720
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GrandSky001
A Japanese nationalist (or troll) who states that you absolutely can not call yourself Japanese even if both of your parents are from Japan. Basically, you have to perpetually stand knee-deep in miso-soup while sucking on a thick udon-noodle to call yourself Japanese, everything less won't do.
Furthermore:
GrandSky001 said:
If you are born Japanese, yet naturalized as an American, you are not Japanese. Must I say more? You forsook Japan for another country. I won’t call you a traitor, but do not associate yourself with us. A person of above category that choose American citizenship is also in this category, by the way.
harsh.If you are born Japanese, yet naturalized as an American, you are not Japanese. Must I say more? You forsook Japan for another country. I won’t call you a traitor, but do not associate yourself with us. A person of above category that choose American citizenship is also in this category, by the way.
Anyway, here's the full post. I emphasized some of the good parts with bold font.
GrandSky001 said:
Good day, forum readers. If you have seen my other postings, you may know that I am a Japanese who spent six years in Missouri, USA.
I was what people call a “Japanese-American” once, and I f**king hated being called that.
From my point of view, there are four types of so called Japanese-Americans living in the US now.
1. Descendants of Japanese immigrants.
2. Child of non-naturalized Japanese living in the US
3. Japanese immigrants.
4. Temporary residents
Let’s begin with the first one.
Regardless of your parents’ race or ethnicity, if you are born on American soil, you are an American. Even if both of your parents are Japanese by blood, if they have been naturalized as Americans, you will not be Japanese. So, if you fit into this category, you are an American and don’t ever call yourself a Japanese. If you think blood makes you Japanese, not just by nationality, but even your mind and soul are not Japanese. Because, valuing of blood connection over national loyalty is clearly a western nobility culture.
I repeat, you are not Japanese.
If your parent/s is/are not American but gave birth to you in the US, you are an American. And, if your parent/s informed the Japanese government of your birth within three months, you are also Japanese. Hurray for you. But, if they didn’t, you are only an American, so don’t call yourself a Japanese. If you are both, yet lived all your life in the states until you are cognitive enough to read this, you are not Japanese. I said above, blood does not make you Japanese. If you are both and also lived in both countries, pick a side. Japan only allows dual citizenship until 22.
If you are born Japanese, yet naturalized as an American, you are not Japanese. Must I say more? You forsook Japan for another country. I won’t call you a traitor, but do not associate yourself with us. A person of above category that choose American citizenship is also in this category, by the way.
The fourth category is the temporary residents. This includes, Japanese that are in the US for business or educational purpose, as well as a child of Japanese immigrant who remarried an American. You are Japanese. Stay strong, your return will come soon, and while you are there, be proud.
So, now that I listed the four types of “Japanese-American” that I think exist, the point I’m trying to make is ...about cultural appropriation.
If you fit into the above three categories, don’t claim that kimono and other Japanese clothing are yours. They’re not. And don’t you dare hinder the spread of Japanese culture in the US. Only ones that have any right to do so are right-wing patriotic American that believes jeans and t-shirts are superior.
If you are in the fourth category, try to put every non-Japanese in kimonos, regardless of their race or ethnicity. Do your best to spread our glorious culture. Don’t lose to the comfort and convenience of jeans and t-shirts.
Good day, forum readers. If you have seen my other postings, you may know that I am a Japanese who spent six years in Missouri, USA.
I was what people call a “Japanese-American” once, and I f**king hated being called that.
From my point of view, there are four types of so called Japanese-Americans living in the US now.
1. Descendants of Japanese immigrants.
2. Child of non-naturalized Japanese living in the US
3. Japanese immigrants.
4. Temporary residents
Let’s begin with the first one.
Regardless of your parents’ race or ethnicity, if you are born on American soil, you are an American. Even if both of your parents are Japanese by blood, if they have been naturalized as Americans, you will not be Japanese. So, if you fit into this category, you are an American and don’t ever call yourself a Japanese. If you think blood makes you Japanese, not just by nationality, but even your mind and soul are not Japanese. Because, valuing of blood connection over national loyalty is clearly a western nobility culture.
I repeat, you are not Japanese.
If your parent/s is/are not American but gave birth to you in the US, you are an American. And, if your parent/s informed the Japanese government of your birth within three months, you are also Japanese. Hurray for you. But, if they didn’t, you are only an American, so don’t call yourself a Japanese. If you are both, yet lived all your life in the states until you are cognitive enough to read this, you are not Japanese. I said above, blood does not make you Japanese. If you are both and also lived in both countries, pick a side. Japan only allows dual citizenship until 22.
If you are born Japanese, yet naturalized as an American, you are not Japanese. Must I say more? You forsook Japan for another country. I won’t call you a traitor, but do not associate yourself with us. A person of above category that choose American citizenship is also in this category, by the way.
The fourth category is the temporary residents. This includes, Japanese that are in the US for business or educational purpose, as well as a child of Japanese immigrant who remarried an American. You are Japanese. Stay strong, your return will come soon, and while you are there, be proud.
So, now that I listed the four types of “Japanese-American” that I think exist, the point I’m trying to make is ...about cultural appropriation.
If you fit into the above three categories, don’t claim that kimono and other Japanese clothing are yours. They’re not. And don’t you dare hinder the spread of Japanese culture in the US. Only ones that have any right to do so are right-wing patriotic American that believes jeans and t-shirts are superior.
If you are in the fourth category, try to put every non-Japanese in kimonos, regardless of their race or ethnicity. Do your best to spread our glorious culture. Don’t lose to the comfort and convenience of jeans and t-shirts.
Link to thread: https://myanimelist.net/forum/?topicid=1727720
Posted by Railey2 | May 24, 2018 5:30 AM | 0 comments
April 24th, 2018
[2] Poe's Law - A documentation of the craziness found on the MAL forums ||| Drunk confession: I'm an awkward, anxious sociopath and would fuck my 13 year old loli sister if I had one
Anime Relations: Ore no Imouto ga Konnani Kawaii Wake ga Nai
The second entry in the collection of MAL insanity goes tooooo...
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AdiBuddha
Incest stories are certainly nothing new on the MAL-Forums, and the idea of incest enjoys a pervasive acceptance if not support from many people who frequent the forums. I don't know if that is because people watch too many imouto-centered shows, or because people really don't get out enough. Maybe both. Either way, this incest story is a tad more extreme than most I've seen so far.
I expect this thread to be locked or deleted, so I took the freedom to screencap it. Here is the opening post.
Words to live by.
https://myanimelist.net/forum/?topicid=1724310 (thread got removed)
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AdiBuddha
Incest stories are certainly nothing new on the MAL-Forums, and the idea of incest enjoys a pervasive acceptance if not support from many people who frequent the forums. I don't know if that is because people watch too many imouto-centered shows, or because people really don't get out enough. Maybe both. Either way, this incest story is a tad more extreme than most I've seen so far.
I expect this thread to be locked or deleted, so I took the freedom to screencap it. Here is the opening post.
AdiBuddha said:
You read right. I know I'm the first two (awkward and anxious). I'm not really sure about the "sociopath" part. I've never been to a psychologist but I definitely have the traits of a sociopath. For instance, I find it hard to relate to people. I can't sympathize or emphasize with anyone. Hell, when my own mother told me she had cancer (bone marrow and lymph node) I didn't even feel sorry for her. I thought to myself "it happens". I feel like a monster. I hate myself for not being able to be sad for her.
I have extreme social anxiety. I can't talk to more than 3 or 4 people at the same time. If I'm in a group of people - I get anxious. My body starts to heat up, my face turns really red (I've had people ask me why my face is so red), and I can't think straight. People who are close to me say that I "should put myself out there more". How? They don't understand what it feels like to have social anxiety. They don't know what it feels like to not be able to speak. They don't know what it feels like to be me.
I've never met anyone that I genuinely like. Every person that I've ever met, I don't like - or I find them "bearable". I don't like any of my family members (I love them but don't like them, if that makes any sense). I don't even think anyone likes me. When I try to make conversation with a random person at work or school, they slowly drift away. I can feel it. I don't know if it's what I'm saying or if it's my body language that people don't like. All I know is that people don't want to be friends with me.
My dicks small (is this allowed on MAL?). I'm like 1.5 inches flaccid and 6 inches while hard (small dicks grow more while hard than big dicks). I think this may be a big factor in why I can't make guy friends. Maybe it's a insuperiority thing (?), I don't know.
Maybe I'm selfconsious because the first girl to ever give me a blow job couldn't stop laughing. Every 30 seconds she would giggle. The thing is, when I got hard and started to... penetrate her, she moaned and said she really enjoyed it. Hell, she actually gave me her number and we started dating. That's one of the most confusing and conflicting situations ive ever been in. She laughs at my dick, then she enjoys it? I don't understand.
I don't want to say this because it makes me seem like a total asshole but it's the truth, I swear. The only things I feel like I'm good at is video games, learning things, masterbating, and flirting (when I'm drunk).
I'm actually drunk while typing this. That's the only way I have enough courage to tell anyone these things.
You know what, I'll tell you guys something that only 1 other person in this world knows. Me and my sister had sex. My twin sister. We used to experiment.... a lot. We had sex, we had sex, we had sex. Ahhh. I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulder. I would fuck her again too! Fuck what anyone says. I would fuck her and marry her and love her. I wouldn't have kids with her though. They would probably be one-eyed little trolls. Hell,I don't want to have kids any ways. I hate kids. Anyways, that's the truth. I fucked my sister and I'd fuck her again.
If I had a hot mom, I'd fuck her too.
If I had a hot Loli sister (13-16 years old), I'd fuck her too.
I'm a asshole, a sociopath, a self conscious narcissist, and a monster. Most of all, I'm lonely.
You read right. I know I'm the first two (awkward and anxious). I'm not really sure about the "sociopath" part. I've never been to a psychologist but I definitely have the traits of a sociopath. For instance, I find it hard to relate to people. I can't sympathize or emphasize with anyone. Hell, when my own mother told me she had cancer (bone marrow and lymph node) I didn't even feel sorry for her. I thought to myself "it happens". I feel like a monster. I hate myself for not being able to be sad for her.
I have extreme social anxiety. I can't talk to more than 3 or 4 people at the same time. If I'm in a group of people - I get anxious. My body starts to heat up, my face turns really red (I've had people ask me why my face is so red), and I can't think straight. People who are close to me say that I "should put myself out there more". How? They don't understand what it feels like to have social anxiety. They don't know what it feels like to not be able to speak. They don't know what it feels like to be me.
I've never met anyone that I genuinely like. Every person that I've ever met, I don't like - or I find them "bearable". I don't like any of my family members (I love them but don't like them, if that makes any sense). I don't even think anyone likes me. When I try to make conversation with a random person at work or school, they slowly drift away. I can feel it. I don't know if it's what I'm saying or if it's my body language that people don't like. All I know is that people don't want to be friends with me.
My dicks small (is this allowed on MAL?). I'm like 1.5 inches flaccid and 6 inches while hard (small dicks grow more while hard than big dicks). I think this may be a big factor in why I can't make guy friends. Maybe it's a insuperiority thing (?), I don't know.
Maybe I'm selfconsious because the first girl to ever give me a blow job couldn't stop laughing. Every 30 seconds she would giggle. The thing is, when I got hard and started to... penetrate her, she moaned and said she really enjoyed it. Hell, she actually gave me her number and we started dating. That's one of the most confusing and conflicting situations ive ever been in. She laughs at my dick, then she enjoys it? I don't understand.
I don't want to say this because it makes me seem like a total asshole but it's the truth, I swear. The only things I feel like I'm good at is video games, learning things, masterbating, and flirting (when I'm drunk).
I'm actually drunk while typing this. That's the only way I have enough courage to tell anyone these things.
You know what, I'll tell you guys something that only 1 other person in this world knows. Me and my sister had sex. My twin sister. We used to experiment.... a lot. We had sex, we had sex, we had sex. Ahhh. I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulder. I would fuck her again too! Fuck what anyone says. I would fuck her and marry her and love her. I wouldn't have kids with her though. They would probably be one-eyed little trolls. Hell,I don't want to have kids any ways. I hate kids. Anyways, that's the truth. I fucked my sister and I'd fuck her again.
If I had a hot mom, I'd fuck her too.
If I had a hot Loli sister (13-16 years old), I'd fuck her too.
I'm a asshole, a sociopath, a self conscious narcissist, and a monster. Most of all, I'm lonely.
Words to live by.
https://myanimelist.net/forum/?topicid=1724310 (thread got removed)
Posted by Railey2 | Apr 24, 2018 5:12 AM | 0 comments
February 21st, 2018
[1] Poe's Law - A documentation of the craziness found on the MAL forums ||| Psychopathy is one hell of a drug - How would you fake your own death?
Anime Relations: Nothing's Gonna Change
The first entry in the collection of MAL insanity goes to:
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sensei
This is really more of a horror-story than anything else. Note that when I call this person a psychopath, I don't mean to demean him by doing so. I actually mean "psychopath", as in: This user most likely fits the medical criteria of psychopathy, and oh boy does it show.
Psychopathy is a mental illness just like, say .. bipolar disorder, but with the unfortunate quality that it is most harmful to be around. Let's see how this psychopath took it upon himself to quite possibly ruin someones life.
Sensei starts his thread by asking a question that, let's be honest here, any sane person would ask themselves. Or maybe not. It reads:
sensei said:
Let's say that you want someone you know on the internet to believe that you've died. How would you go about doing that in a believable way?
How would you fake your own death?
Let's say that you want someone you know on the internet to believe that you've died. How would you go about doing that in a believable way?
How would you fake your own death?
He goes on to state this:
sensei said:
Long story short, I have this internet friend whom I've know for a long time. This friend never had any decent friends expect for me. Unfortunately, my friend wanted to break off our friendship and asked me to never contact them again. Naturally, this made me upset for the sudden rejection. I contacted them again and they blocked me.
This person has a very troubled past. They're very lonely and mentally unstable.
I kept making new accounts in order to try to get in touch with them but I would only get blocked immediately. I sent them one final message explaining my situation in detail and let them know that this would be the final message I would ever send them and I would never contact them again unless they contacted me first. A couple weeks went by and I created another account but this time I didn't make it obvious that it was me. Instead I gave myself a new identity and this way made another friendship with this person.
We're gotten quite far in the relationship and I'm sure I'm considered their best friend. I also made another account, not as active though, but I wanted to have it as a back up.
Because of this persons mental state, I figured that the best way to try to make them more willing to be friends with me again would be to leave them in a vulnerable state. That would be the perfect time for asking for forgiveness because after all, this person needs a shoulder to lean on after losing a close friend.
My end goal is to get back in a relationship with them as me and not me pretending to be another person. I think they would have a better chance of accepting me back in their life if I contacted them in a desperate time.
I know that it's not wise to waste so much time and energy on a person like this but I feel that it would be such a waste to just let them go. Even if my plan doesn't work, I'll still be able to keep in touch with them but just not as "me". Which is a shame but if that's the only option I have, I'll do it. I hope this explained my situation a little bit better.
Long story short, I have this internet friend whom I've know for a long time. This friend never had any decent friends expect for me. Unfortunately, my friend wanted to break off our friendship and asked me to never contact them again. Naturally, this made me upset for the sudden rejection. I contacted them again and they blocked me.
This person has a very troubled past. They're very lonely and mentally unstable.
I kept making new accounts in order to try to get in touch with them but I would only get blocked immediately. I sent them one final message explaining my situation in detail and let them know that this would be the final message I would ever send them and I would never contact them again unless they contacted me first. A couple weeks went by and I created another account but this time I didn't make it obvious that it was me. Instead I gave myself a new identity and this way made another friendship with this person.
We're gotten quite far in the relationship and I'm sure I'm considered their best friend. I also made another account, not as active though, but I wanted to have it as a back up.
Because of this persons mental state, I figured that the best way to try to make them more willing to be friends with me again would be to leave them in a vulnerable state. That would be the perfect time for asking for forgiveness because after all, this person needs a shoulder to lean on after losing a close friend.
My end goal is to get back in a relationship with them as me and not me pretending to be another person. I think they would have a better chance of accepting me back in their life if I contacted them in a desperate time.
I know that it's not wise to waste so much time and energy on a person like this but I feel that it would be such a waste to just let them go. Even if my plan doesn't work, I'll still be able to keep in touch with them but just not as "me". Which is a shame but if that's the only option I have, I'll do it. I hope this explained my situation a little bit better.
Throughout the thread it becomes very clear that the concept of "boundaries" isn't something that sensei thinks much of, or about. His post history is pretty telling as well.
There are some other threads that I could link here, but this is honestly just another rabbit hole, one that is about 200 comments deep to this day. If you go down this particular rabbit hole, you will find more threads where he confesses to stalking that poor girl, catfishing her, and much more.
More to follow. Or hopefully not.
It's a sad reality that some people are just born wrong, and there is simply nothing that can ever fix their twisted state of mind. Sensei is an example of that. Whatever happens, I somehow doubt that his story will have a happy ending.
Link to thread: https://myanimelist.net/forum/?topicid=1768816
Posted by Railey2 | Feb 21, 2018 7:41 AM | 0 comments