Jakarayi's Blog

your hideous
your life is oblivious
your nothing
just keep running
tired and alone
children throwing stones
your only warmth is fire
love, is your desire
sorrow, your everyday emotion
anger, sets in motion
you find yourself destroying things
your soul begins to sting
seeking for humanity
yet, drowned in insanity
is this how life is meant to be?
must i always be lonely?

It becomes fear when you know that your never coming back
it becomes fear when you have to use everything you lack
it becomes fear when you have no encouragement
it becomes fear when you see everything you resent.

Consumed by fear, no one is hear
diabolical creations
suicide becomes all to clear
blood, the only decoration.
melancholy voices are near
rest in pain you abomination.



Shakespearian :D

Hope rebels within
you can never escape your sins
all your desires are undefined
so many aspirations
fall desperately behind
lonely spoken exaggerations
never have any hesitation
to pronounce such a profound proclamation
under mind control
you no longer have goals.

Are you serious?
really?
how could this be?
you actually love me?
no way!
quit playing!
i don't believe you
"naw, i'm not i won't decieve you"
okay baby, i love you too!
huh?
whatever, that doesn't even sound like me
but it was true
for the time being
but i learned it was a lie
and now i'm love shy....

Why would i even admit such a thing?
saying that "you play my heart strings"
what's wrong with me?
i'm usually never this weak
what could have been going through my mind?
i was just being foolish since you said you loved me all the time
and i fell for it!
i was all yours!
but now im all me!
i've learned and left
now you take care of the rest.