Oct 25, 2008 6:48 PM
One more day on a random basis. Subject?: LIFE.
Random rants coming up. Also some manga/animu/novel stuff.
Remember this? Regarding my suspicions on the reasons why Ami likes to tease Ryuuji so much, often in direct view of Taiga and the others… MYTH BUSTED. Oops…
My suspicions were way off than what I have been revealed to. Even so, I do not mind, because my goal wasn’t to predict (and/or wish) for a RyuujiAmi ending in any media Toradora! might be, let it be the novels, manga, or anime.
All I wanted to know was Ami’s feelings towards Ryuuji. How is it like? Just a bit? Or maybe passable as “like” already? Or reverse? That’s all. One thing’s for sure is that she can’t just use him as her personal toy forever, that is. Okay end of blah blah blah mode.
So basically this morning was another normal Sunday morning with an atmosphere so quiet it’s hard to tell that the day has started. And yet I’m one of these few individuals spending time outdoors awake… or rather, I was awake since last night… hoping to finish some downloads but was later turned down by them because they have no subs. Shit. And so this is one of the stuff you could define as “Shit happens.”
I want to sleep yet I don’t feel like it. I wanted to do so much stuff yet this freakin’ internet speed here sucks so bad I just couldn’t stand up for a bit in anxiety. And here I just realized some things I would want to turn to reality.
* Live alone in a decent house, bet it an affordable renthouse or a good make of a house, much like how you would see Taiga’s apartment; although I’ll strive to make mine more organized. Let it has an atmosphere of emptiness or maybe… a bit lonely, but that’s a solitude in a way.
* Work my asses off on my own couch, behind the desktop. Self-employed or either a work that allows me to just stay at home, with a decent pay I could buy practically what I would usually buy, but that means my job has to make me… filthy rich somewhat. Or at least close to buy every necessity as well as spending some of them for my own wants. Or in other words… always have money for anything (and everything) at all times.
* Enough furniture to make the insides of a house REALLY look like a house and not just some temporarily-occupied home in which you move in and have a mess with your bags.
* Do my own cookery whenever I am not eating out, and also perform all other housework well. Right now cooking is the only thing I am not very good at. Oh, and I got to stock up on multi-repairing skills, too.
* A car to travel around whenever I want or need to. Be it a cheap one or a Lambo (too wishful thinking here), or whatever passable as cheap or luxury as long as I can drive.
* And of course, a neat, powerful PC for around 97% things I want to do with it (games + CG + everything someone could do with a PC)
* Have constant fast broadband Internet connection so, when combined with everything of the above and whenever I leave my PC for a while for some business I’ll feel more secure because: the Internet is always on and I’m a one-man tenant in my own house (or renthouse) so I don’t have to worry about getting someone in my way when I’m doing something with the PC.
And as we snap back into reality, we wonder why do we live in a cruel realm which, even if you don’t mean any trouble they will create one for you. And I feel bad for the exile of 2 kittens (which I did myself, albeit in the most “impolite” way possible) which suddenly entered my room as I was trying to take my sweaters to withstand the cold night before the sunrise.
… And suddenly System of a Down’s songs are turning into a lullaby here, luring me to sleep. WHAT!?
Remember this? Regarding my suspicions on the reasons why Ami likes to tease Ryuuji so much, often in direct view of Taiga and the others… MYTH BUSTED. Oops…
My suspicions were way off than what I have been revealed to. Even so, I do not mind, because my goal wasn’t to predict (and/or wish) for a RyuujiAmi ending in any media Toradora! might be, let it be the novels, manga, or anime.
All I wanted to know was Ami’s feelings towards Ryuuji. How is it like? Just a bit? Or maybe passable as “like” already? Or reverse? That’s all. One thing’s for sure is that she can’t just use him as her personal toy forever, that is. Okay end of blah blah blah mode.
So basically this morning was another normal Sunday morning with an atmosphere so quiet it’s hard to tell that the day has started. And yet I’m one of these few individuals spending time outdoors awake… or rather, I was awake since last night… hoping to finish some downloads but was later turned down by them because they have no subs. Shit. And so this is one of the stuff you could define as “Shit happens.”
I want to sleep yet I don’t feel like it. I wanted to do so much stuff yet this freakin’ internet speed here sucks so bad I just couldn’t stand up for a bit in anxiety. And here I just realized some things I would want to turn to reality.
* Live alone in a decent house, bet it an affordable renthouse or a good make of a house, much like how you would see Taiga’s apartment; although I’ll strive to make mine more organized. Let it has an atmosphere of emptiness or maybe… a bit lonely, but that’s a solitude in a way.
* Work my asses off on my own couch, behind the desktop. Self-employed or either a work that allows me to just stay at home, with a decent pay I could buy practically what I would usually buy, but that means my job has to make me… filthy rich somewhat. Or at least close to buy every necessity as well as spending some of them for my own wants. Or in other words… always have money for anything (and everything) at all times.
* Enough furniture to make the insides of a house REALLY look like a house and not just some temporarily-occupied home in which you move in and have a mess with your bags.
* Do my own cookery whenever I am not eating out, and also perform all other housework well. Right now cooking is the only thing I am not very good at. Oh, and I got to stock up on multi-repairing skills, too.
* A car to travel around whenever I want or need to. Be it a cheap one or a Lambo (too wishful thinking here), or whatever passable as cheap or luxury as long as I can drive.
* And of course, a neat, powerful PC for around 97% things I want to do with it (games + CG + everything someone could do with a PC)
* Have constant fast broadband Internet connection so, when combined with everything of the above and whenever I leave my PC for a while for some business I’ll feel more secure because: the Internet is always on and I’m a one-man tenant in my own house (or renthouse) so I don’t have to worry about getting someone in my way when I’m doing something with the PC.
And as we snap back into reality, we wonder why do we live in a cruel realm which, even if you don’t mean any trouble they will create one for you. And I feel bad for the exile of 2 kittens (which I did myself, albeit in the most “impolite” way possible) which suddenly entered my room as I was trying to take my sweaters to withstand the cold night before the sunrise.
… And suddenly System of a Down’s songs are turning into a lullaby here, luring me to sleep. WHAT!?
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