Sep 25, 2008 1:26 AM
Shoot me! Now!
My household, with everyone put together, gets a whopping $15,000 a year. -_- Less than adequate. o__o I only get paid ONCE every month.
I shop at ALDI most of the time...>_< I hate that place! Their produce isn't trustworthy! The Farmer's Market is getting expensive! O_O I didn't manage to grow anything this year because at the crucial point in plant growth it FLOODED! <>_<> There is almost NO food in the house! We've been having to go to Free Food Pantries! Our energy bill is STILL at $1,000 and the fees are going up! On top of that, our house's wiring and crap isn't up to code! I haven't paid rent in almost a year! (I love my landlord! He's a lifesaver!) I owe him so much, it isn't even funny! We're really close to having the cable cut off (which includes the internet) My family and I have prescription drug costs up the ass! (hooray for injuries and genetic diseases!)
I have pets to feed. (I will NOT get rid of them! I buy THEM food before I buy my own!) One of my cats is going blind! I can't afford to get my dog fixed. Our car probably isn't going to make it this winter! We don't have the money to get it fixed and we do NOT have the money for another one. My mother is getting to the point where she can't work, her hands are literally wasting away. My mom fractured her leg again but refuses to go to the doctor because she has no insurance. Her application for disability was denied! I don't have a father to rely on! My sister is disabled, so am I, so is our housemate (who also happens to be a drug addict!)! I have allergies that are driving me INSANE! No allergy medications are working! I have to deal with a three-year-old every weekend! I have a headache! The same one I've had for WEEKS! I'm out of my regular sleeping pills (insomniac) I'm hungry, sleep deprived and I just wanna relax! But I can't! I'm so worried about everything that I can't even DAYDREAM! I want to paint but I can't concentrate enough on it to make something worth while. I haven't bought myself anything since my birthday! My sister's cigarette addiction puts a big dent in our thin wallets! We have no food! And I don't get paid until next week FRIDAY! X_X
I'm sorry. I'm venting.....I apologize....shoot me....please!
I shop at ALDI most of the time...>_< I hate that place! Their produce isn't trustworthy! The Farmer's Market is getting expensive! O_O I didn't manage to grow anything this year because at the crucial point in plant growth it FLOODED! <>_<> There is almost NO food in the house! We've been having to go to Free Food Pantries! Our energy bill is STILL at $1,000 and the fees are going up! On top of that, our house's wiring and crap isn't up to code! I haven't paid rent in almost a year! (I love my landlord! He's a lifesaver!) I owe him so much, it isn't even funny! We're really close to having the cable cut off (which includes the internet) My family and I have prescription drug costs up the ass! (hooray for injuries and genetic diseases!)
I have pets to feed. (I will NOT get rid of them! I buy THEM food before I buy my own!) One of my cats is going blind! I can't afford to get my dog fixed. Our car probably isn't going to make it this winter! We don't have the money to get it fixed and we do NOT have the money for another one. My mother is getting to the point where she can't work, her hands are literally wasting away. My mom fractured her leg again but refuses to go to the doctor because she has no insurance. Her application for disability was denied! I don't have a father to rely on! My sister is disabled, so am I, so is our housemate (who also happens to be a drug addict!)! I have allergies that are driving me INSANE! No allergy medications are working! I have to deal with a three-year-old every weekend! I have a headache! The same one I've had for WEEKS! I'm out of my regular sleeping pills (insomniac) I'm hungry, sleep deprived and I just wanna relax! But I can't! I'm so worried about everything that I can't even DAYDREAM! I want to paint but I can't concentrate enough on it to make something worth while. I haven't bought myself anything since my birthday! My sister's cigarette addiction puts a big dent in our thin wallets! We have no food! And I don't get paid until next week FRIDAY! X_X
I'm sorry. I'm venting.....I apologize....shoot me....please!
Posted by
ChibiAyane
| Sep 25, 2008 1:26 AM |
2 comments
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ChibiAyane | Sep 25, 2008 1:30 PM
T_T I wish it were that simple.
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Taggu | Sep 25, 2008 5:01 AM
Wow... o.o For what it's worth, I hope things get better. Sounds like one of those Extreme Home Makeover cases x_x
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