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Yay 8D You can have him Monday and Tuesday, I get him for the rest of the week. I like the smell of coconut, the only way it could possibly be better was if it smelled of sandalwood - which is the best smell ever.

Indeed they do. Recent experiences have led me to realise just how pointless everything is, in fact, fully realising myself as a nihilist has actually made me feel better off as a person, kind of like I understand myself a bit better.

Not that there was ever much to understand about me to begin with, it's just that recently I feel more and more like I'm becoming a swirling void of emptiness, my heart feels like it's turning to stone and soon I'll be crushed by the sheer weight of everything going on around me. Have you ever pictured yourself on the cliff side? Watching as the waves crash violently against the rocks below you? I feel like that, only that the waves are rising above me and consuming me, taking me into nothingness, sucking out everything I once was and putting an empty shell in its place, whereas the part of me that once existed is drifting around on these waves, being tossed back and forward by each and every single one of them without being allowed a chance to get out.

Eventually, I probably will be consumed by it all and just give up on everything (not in a suicidal way though) I feel less like a human each day, I'm slowly losing interest in life, wondering how long each day will last before I eventually go to sleep, just building up a slow, boring routine each and every day repeating it. I can see myself in the not too distant future, large bags under my eyes, wandering around like a zombie, wondering what the point of it all is.

I want to be happy, I want to actually feel something, anything good. But no, that's gone, the person who actually made me feel like that has left me alone. Cut all ties with me just like that, I feel like it's a bad joke, like my entire relationship with that person was just a complete and utter sham. I honestly hope that it'll happen soon, that I find the person responsible for injecting happiness and emotion back into my mundane pointless existence, I want to feel a euphoric mass of emotions to the point that maybe I'll actually cry again, tears of happiness though. Whether that'll happen, I honestly don't know.

That's pretty much it really.

So yeah, I like, totally commented on your profile bro *thumbs up*

HOW YA DOING!?

You're welcome Lemoche :3

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