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Hey!
Long time no talk! How are you doing? Is school going fine?
I hope we can talk soon. D: I don't see you around on MSN and FB nowadays, is school keeping you really busy? :<

Haiiii! Where are thou? xP You didn't post a single new entry on LJ, so I didn't really have anything to catch up with, and you don't even get on MSN! Is school keeping you that busy? :< That's no good, baww.

Haha, yeah, the onmyouji things can be heavy, but I guess it was still fun, indeed. ~
Omgg, Hakuouki. ~ Mai love. xD There are games called "otome games" in Japan, which are basically like dating sims, trying to get one of the guys from your personal "harem". They are pretty fun, and Hakuouki was adapted from a game like that. The game is voiced and everything, but it's hard to understand the kanjis, since they are complicated. :|
I like the heroine, though, since her seiyuu is on my favourite's list, haha.
UraBoku is good. My favourite must be Tsukumo. ~ Zess reminds me of Haruka from tactics, though, since they have the same seiyuu and all. xP
Haha, you sure are on an anime frenzy! I was playing visual novels all day, so I'm quite similar in this sense. xD
It's good to hear you've got your letter back! Better late than never.
No worries for the rant, I get it. My mum gets like that too when it comes to moving, and it's so annoying! I guess she'll cool down once you've moved?
Mehh, that's a wrong attitude. xP We WILL go to Japan and we WILL cosplay and do all sort of fun things! I definitely won't give up on at least GOING to Japan for a couple of weeks, if not learning there. I'm not lenient on this. But, yeah, I better practice sewing, too, lol. I'm nowhere yet, and Okita's western-style clothing is REALLY complicated. It's like, 3 layers? TwT And I need to make two katanas orz.
Whoa, you're going there really early! xD I mean, I know you need to arrive a couple of hours earlier, but 7 is amazing. :D
Btw, we just missed each other on MSN. :<

Oh, packing day! Sounds nasty. I always hated those, sort of. xP I didn't like it when strangers touched my stuff, especially my dear laptop. :|| So, how many days left? ~
I can't come on MSN now, since I set the system locale to Japanese in order to be able to play Japanese visual novels, lol. Since most of them are voiced, I can understand them pretty well, and they are fun, too. :9
Anyway, how did you like Shounen Onmyouji? The end was super sad, right? TwT I didn't like how they cut it off just like that, but I guess it couldn't be helped, I still liked the whole. No, I >>loved<< it, actually. xP
And how did you like Hakuouki? I'm all for Okita. <33 Going to cosplay him this winter, fufu.
So, what are you going to watch next? Or will you only watch something once you've moved, already?

HAIIII! So, recommendations incoming. ~
¤ tactics - It's sort of similar to Nura and Natsume, in terms of Japanese mythology and youkai. A bit horroristic, but good.
¤ Shiki - Just so you remember to watch it. xP
¤ Hakuouki - Mostly about Japanese history around the late shogunate period. It's quite bloody, though the targeted auidence are women. It has onis, and a dark background. (Go figure. Making an anime from a piece of Japanese history, or, rather, some famous people, the Shinsengumi is not an easy task. Especially if you want a happy ending; all of them died. So, yeah. Not exactly your ordinary fluffy shoujo.) I strongly suggest, though I'm not sure how much you're into history.
¤ Shounen Onmyouji - WATCH IT. Yet again Japanese mythology as a theme, VERY STRONGLY SUGGEST. <33 Funny, but sad. Sort of. //Oh, right, I'd like to add that I re-watched this one 3 times.//

Thank you in Korean time! And for the gifts, haha!
I was born just around midnight, so I guess it's quite close. 8D

Heyyy. I forgot to tell you on MSN that I'll be at my Dad's place starting from tomorrow until Sunday night, probably, but I'll still be able to get online, so whateverz. Also, I've been to the pdoc yesterday, as well, and she told me some reaaaly interesting stuff. I'll tell you on MSN though, otherwise it'd be too long. D: Orrr, you can read it here. Anyway, cya later. (:

Hai! This is my second time typing this, since my previous message somehow didn't get through, so aggggh. Anyway, I don't think I'm feeling any better, since my mood swings have been getting worse day by day. Also, bipolar disorder has two cycles/episodes, mania and depression. When I have mania, I look perfectly fine, since I'm all cheerful and all. Recently I've been getting my depressive episodes at school, and mania at home, so they pretty much think I must be fine now, and no longer need to see a psychiatrist, which is totally not the case. I need one, badly, but it's hard to talk about this with family. :[
There has been some drama at school, due to me being unstable, but it was not as dramatic as that certain Friday, when I had my breakdown. When I got back, my homeroom teacher asked what was wrong, and I started crying while explaining her how serious this matter was (lame, huh?). She was really nice, though, and told me she has her own psychologist, too. :) Anyway, I've had a small fight with that guy classmate of mine, since he couldn't really interpret my actions (I don't blame him for that, whatsoever). I had to explain him, as well, that this is not something like PMS, which will go away with time and can be treated easily.
Most of my teachers have noticed some change in me, though. There was basically not a day, when one of my teachers didn't say that I looked sad, and they keep asking how I feel and if I'm feeling better already.
Ah, long rant there, sorry. How have you been recently? Last week has been all about me, and it feels really selfish. I was too distracted. :/

Sorry for going off just like that, I suddenly fell asleep. x_X Anyway, some things happened. Apparently, my step-dad is willing to pay for the costs of studying abroad, but with one condition: I must see a psychologist 6-8 times to ensure that what I need to moving away from here. It kind of sounds fair, but it still makes me feel uneasy.
On the other hand, I feel bad about a conversation with my mother. She asked me if I hated her, and after thinking I told her "no." Then, she asked me whether I loved her, and I told her that some of her actions killed any emotions of love within me. So now, although she acts all tough and strong, she is pretty broken inside, but I still can't take back my words. I wonder if I'm a terrible person for being so emotionless?
Tomorrow I'll have to see my "normal" doctor to give me a pass for a week, so I can return to school without any trace of mental illness or the like, in order to appear "normal", at least on the outside. This is needed much, as the basic requirement of attending an exchange programme is to go to a school within your country already... So I'll have a week of break now, then see the psycho-doc a couple of times, and meanwhile things will be set into motion. I wonder whether it was alright for me to pop this bubble of faked happiness within my family, or around me.

Oh, it's good that you are getting closer to your classmates. : ) Talking about school, I've had a hellish day. I don't remember crying so much ever in my life, huh. Right now I feel like an empty vessel. D: The whole situation was pretty dramatic, but it's too long to simply write down here, so I'll tell you on msn later. (But I got sent home after my 4rd period, since I was a wreck, and due to this, I skipped the Grammar test and the History lesson --).
Sometimes the quality of cheaper eyeliners is even better than those with more expensive prices, so I advice you to stick with cheaper ones. Or try liquid eyeliner, it's really handy.
I'm sleepy and my head hurts a lot. Ahhhh. Maybe I should sleep.

Okay, I just wrote this damn comment, and my net went away, so it got lost. I'm a tad mad, tbh. So anyway, what was it...
I'm a bit late with this reply, sorry for that. I just didn't have anything interesting to write about. DX
I really think you should see a doctor if your headaches continue - it's just not natural. DX There must be something behind them.
Also, you shouldn't give up on a pet just yet. My mother had fur allergy, too, but once we brought home my cat, it kind of faded away. Wierd, huh? : )
This week is pretty tiresome, even with the holidays. I went buying fabrics with a friend of mine on Monday, and I found some nice fake silk ones, in all the colours I wanted. C: However, they were pretty expensive. I bought like 10 metres and they ended up costing around 40$.
For today, we had lots of German HW. I wrote like 5 A/4 pages, and there were 4 exercises altogether. However, the numbers 4 and 7 sound terribly alike in Hungarian, so I ended up mixing those two up, and did exercise 4 instead of 7. I told this the teacher, and she gave me a minus, which I didn't quite understand. After lesson I approached her to ask whether she really gave me that [damn] minus, and she told me yes, since it was my fault. I was like "huh?" It's not like I didn't do HW, at all. I wrote 5 DAMN PAGES. Why do I need to get the same minus as those who didn't do anything, at all? However, she insisted that is was my fault, and left me with that. I was mad. Quite much.
Also, Hungarian Grammar test tomorrow. ~ Woot, I don't know anything, yet I'm so calm. Not good. I should learn for Bio, too. School sure keeps us busy! However, I cannot >>not<< mention the fact, that instead of learning for today's Physics test, I ended up reading 07-Ghost manga until late in the night, lulz. My otaku-self tends to defeat my hard-working student-self. (^A^);

Okay, I just wrote this damn comment, and my net went away, so it got lost. I'm a tad mad, tbh. So anyway, what was it...
I'm a bit late with this reply, sorry for that. I just didn't have anything interesting to write about. DX
I really think you should see a doctor if your headaches continue - it's just not natural. DX There must be something behind them.
Also, you shouldn't give up on a pet just yet. My mother had fur allergy, too, but once we brought home my cat, it kind of faded away. Wierd, huh? : )
This week is pretty tiresome, even with the holidays. I went buying fabrics with a friend of mine on Monday, and I found some nice fake silk ones, in all the colours I wanted. C: However, they were pretty expensive. I bought like 10 metres and they ended up costing around 40$.
For today, we had lots of German HW. I wrote like 5 A/4 pages, and there were 4 exercises altogether. However, the numbers 4 and 7 sound terribly alike in Hungarian, so I ended up mixing those two up, and did exercise 4 instead of 7. I told this the teacher, and she gave me a minus, which I didn't quite understand. After lesson I approached her to ask whether she really gave me that [damn] minus, and she told me yes, since it was my fault. I was like "huh?" It's not like I didn't do HW, at all. I wrote 5 DAMN PAGES. Why do I need to get the same minus as those who didn't do anything, at all? However, she insisted that is was my fault, and left me with that. I was mad. Quite much.
Also, Hungarian Grammar test tomorrow. ~ Woot, I don't know anything, yet I'm so calm. Not good. I should learn for Bio, too. School sure keeps us busy! However, I cannot >>not<< mention the fact, that instead of learning for today's Physics test, I ended up reading 07-Ghost manga until late in the night, lulz. My otaku-self tends to defeat my hard-working student-self. (^A^);

Haha, it's good when you are missed. :) It makes going back to school much more worth. Name-days can be a pain, too, because you need to remember the name-days of all the people you know (although calendars always tell you what name-day comes up next, but still, it requires so much attention!). Either way, I guess I kind of like this whole name-day-thingy. =w=
Ohh, NY presents. ~ Well, I guess it's only fair that you have to spend money on them too, even if it'd be way more comfortable to leave this part out. xP
Wow, I never thought of using those tags as bookmarks. x3 Sounds logical, though!
The ball was today, and everything went pretty well. Although my friends stayed even after we had our performance, I left with my family, since my step-dad invited me for some sushi. x3 And obviously, sushi > german ball. Lulz.
Anyway, I'm so happy that it's finally break! I'll have to do lots of things, like sign up for sewing class and go shopping for fabrics. But both of them will be fun, so it's all worth it. <3
Also, the girl who's in the same year as me will order my wig for me [not sure if i told this already] for my next (err, first) cosplay, so it will be a lot cheaper. I even wanted to ask her to help me out with tailoring, but I don't want to be a pain. DX
So, how are you doing so far? Back from your Granny's?

Every day there is a name (or more names) which is/are celebrated. That day, any person with that name gets presents and it's like a small B-day, just with names. Mine's on Feb 6.
It's good that boys talk to you! It's not wierd. :P Maybe just unusal. But guys tend to be way better friends than girls sometimes.
Oh, doing photoshop work is so much fun. :D Wish I'd have yearbook, haha.
Haha, "he is a man and has PMS" lulz. That sounds bad, actually. But you can't ireally do anything against his ways, just wait until you graduate and then tell him to GTFO.
Why don't you make soldiers out of clay or something? I think those tend to cost quite much, even the non-fancy ones. :o
I've found a really good Kame-song, I just love it!! So pretty. :') Or maybe this vid is better. <33 All the lovely dorama-actors, fufufu. Need to feed my obsession. xP
Ahh, this weekend, my school will have its annual ball, where we need to dance and sign in front of crowds. It's kind of getting boring. ="= Wearing German clothes is not that cool. Besides, it will be on Saturday. Aggggggggggh. Give me back my weekend!!
Anyway, get better soon!

Oh, you poor thing. Having a cold is awkward. D:
Try mysoju.com ~ I'm watching Yamato Nadeshiko there. :) Kame is pretty good in it, actually. x3 Gotta love him in doramas. (But I still love Yamapi more. <3)
I'm only watching Yamato and Kurosagi right now (Kurosagi has Yamapi in it, so it's lovely, hehe). And animes, ofc.
Cooking drama? :D I've never seen one, but it sounds delicious! Maybe I'll watch one after Kurosagi.
Oh noes, over 50! So what. :P I'm a bit over 50 too and I don't give a damn. I'm slim, so who cares. You shouldn't worry that much. Besides, being under 50 is unhealthy. That's when people get anorexic, so I suggest you drop that idea.
I'll only have my next 2-day break in two weeks. It's still kind of far away, but at least I can see the light at the end of the tunnel, lol.
I made cheese and bacon-filled croissants yesterday, they looked and tasted so good. :) I'll make pics the next time I make them (on monday, since my dad is coming on tuesday, and I want him to eat them kind of fresh).
I'm kind of fine, I guess, but I might have to delay my art classes AGAIN. That makes me slightly pissed. And yesterday I saw the Báthory-movie, which is about a Hungarian countess, who was said to bathe in young virgins' blood (but it's only a legend). It was really awesome!! Bit gory, though. It had a bit of a Hollywood-smell to it (since, for example, in the movie an Italian painter was her lover, but that very painter has never been to Hungary, so lulz).
Anyway, it is snowing here a lot!! It is said that we will have winter for 6 weeks from now. Holy catfish. =w=
I have lots of chocolate right now, since yesterday was my name-day (but I think name-days are slightly overrated - even so, it's pretty comfortable, since I don't need to clean this weekend, because of that, and my mum cooks me my favourite food, haha). I even got chocolate from my brother's girlfriend, she's sweet. x)