Lily, MAL forums is full of either apathetic individuals or trolls, these people don't care about your feelings.
I feel for you i really do, am not saying that am in the same position as you are now, but maybe similar. My whole family is deeply religious in the most religious country in the world, am an atheist, and it was recent, i may have a deeper problem than you are, i hope this might make you feel a bit less depressed.
I was a Muslim born in Saudi Arabia, and they have become suspicious about my faith, not only my family, actually the other day i kinda made a mistake with my friends and i think they picked up on me not giving two shits about Islam anymore, and if any one got slightly convened about me, it's the death penalty for me, am 22 with no future in education anymore, no college, no job (it's a long story), what am trying to say is that there is more to life, i know it, i hope you get better fast, i never felt depressed or know what it means but, from what i know it leads to something i can't even imagine and i hope your not even thinking about it.
Can i ask you something, are on medication? If not just go outside, just walk Lily, after your done walking walk some more and more, don't stay inside the house, do it by yourself just don't stay inside the house. Do something, any thing, you must have a hobby, do it, and then do it some more, don't let depression take you down, be optimistic, watch more comedy tv series or anime, go now!
I'm sorry that many people couldn't be too helpful on your thread, though I hope you do get better!I also have depression, and it can be a real pain in the ass...
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I feel for you i really do, am not saying that am in the same position as you are now, but maybe similar. My whole family is deeply religious in the most religious country in the world, am an atheist, and it was recent, i may have a deeper problem than you are, i hope this might make you feel a bit less depressed.
I was a Muslim born in Saudi Arabia, and they have become suspicious about my faith, not only my family, actually the other day i kinda made a mistake with my friends and i think they picked up on me not giving two shits about Islam anymore, and if any one got slightly convened about me, it's the death penalty for me, am 22 with no future in education anymore, no college, no job (it's a long story), what am trying to say is that there is more to life, i know it, i hope you get better fast, i never felt depressed or know what it means but, from what i know it leads to something i can't even imagine and i hope your not even thinking about it.
Can i ask you something, are on medication? If not just go outside, just walk Lily, after your done walking walk some more and more, don't stay inside the house, do it by yourself just don't stay inside the house. Do something, any thing, you must have a hobby, do it, and then do it some more, don't let depression take you down, be optimistic, watch more comedy tv series or anime, go now!
Or try this article: http://www.huffingtonpost.com/sheenie-ambardar-md/emotional-health_b_1542521.html
Get better soon.
Stay strong, live long and prosper!