| Hi guys not to rant or be sad or whatever but has anyone here lost someone important? Its been 9 months since my nana died and she was the only mother figure in my life.. And I still have not gotton over it... Its really tough I mean I have not cried in 3 months but when it first happened it tore me apart and ever since then I have not been the same.. I feel so distant to anyone now... And I feel angry alot... And people around me just pity me they stopped now mostly... But not they are yelling at me to get over it... How to you get over something like that?? And someone also said so I almost died thats nothing compared to me.. And it really pissed me off.. Its totally different from you almost dieing and someone you love so much dieing in front of u... Unless u only care for urself and none else. Its just a whole different thing. And its even worse if you have no friends in real life... u know? I am a very sensitive girl and everyday of my life when I was in school people would always pick on me and hurt my feelings... I would come home many times crying and she would be there to hug me every time. And tell me things will be okay. Now that she is gone I don't get any hugs and people really there for me... My papa does not understand emotions and just screams and yells at me all the time x.x... I was just curious if anyone here has gone through or is stilling going through some of this?? I dont know why I want to know I just want to feel like someone understands. |
| although i have never lost someone like you have, i am more than willing to offer you advice or listen to you or help you through it. i lost myself in a way, and i know how to come back from some dark places and areas of pure hatred. |
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| thanks for sharing too |
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| Well its not like I hate the world or people but going threw alot of emotion stuff. And lately the people that I thought were my friends turned out to be a bunch of fakers now I am having some big time trust issues... and it just seems like life is actually hell. |
| what troubles you the most? |
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kidamnesiac said: what troubles you the most? not having any friends and going threw this all by myself x.x It would help if nana were still alive. |
| will you let me help you out? |
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kidamnesiac said: will you let me help you out? Sure if you dont mind someone who is super emotional. |
LostKitsune said: kidamnesiac said: will you let me help you out? Sure if you dont mind someone who is super emotional. oarty! i get very emotional too KonsolGamer said: I went through a similar situation as this, so if you need someone else to talk to I'll listen if you want. thanks for the added helo man |
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KonsolGamer said: I went through a similar situation as this, so if you need someone else to talk to I'll listen if you want. Thank you |
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