| TLDR: I don't know what to study cos my course got deleted, I can't work because I'm a hikki. I'm scared talking to people. Even writing this requires more courage than what a firefighter needs to go into a damn burning house. Full detail: so i posted my last comment on this club 2 hours ago (from the time im writing this). within that time, maybe i just have bad luck (like always), but i managed to get myself into this stupid shit to the point where my anxiety level right now is the highest ive ever felt in the 4 years i started having anxiety and antisocial problems. after my final exam finished, i went home and decided to email my teacher to confirm what textbook will be used for next year. then she goes to write me back saying that apparently, the next class doesn't exist anymore. it did last year, and the previous year and so on, but not anymore. now, if it was available, then by the end of next year, I have a diploma. of languages. I dont even know what its for yet, but it's something, right? The big problem is, I can't do any studies that's not related to japanese. AT ALL. and with that next subject for next year being deleted, someone pretty much decided to step in to my road, and cut off all endings without me having a say, and left me for dead. I've tried studying other stuff before japanese, twice! wasted 3 fking years doing that, and i still went back to japanese, which is now. Now im just worried on how i'm gonna make a living in the future if i dont even have certificates, degree and all that other bullshit. I know i first need to fix this disgusting anxiety and asperger-looking like disease, and i will, but thats another problem. My question is, what the hell am i supposed to do now? I want to talk to someone, but idk if it should be guidance councellor, or psychologist first. I'm really sorry about the long post, the profanity and maybe the not-making-any-sense post, but I'm just so angry because they just suddenly announced that stupid news (practically dumped shit on my face), and confused because now, i literally have no idea what to do and nothing to aim for, no help to fix this hikki bullshit. Any reply will do, guys. Preferrably serious ones, but I welcome even trolls at this point. |
| ''俺はいつになったら自由になれるんだろう…'' |
| You study from distance using inernet?Dan try finde anoder place's.But if you what get documet that you finiched it dan i not cnow. I stuck to not know, what to do anymore.I can say ony dat what helped to me lite Maby souds stupit but try talk more in difiret chat (not hiere) and if you not get out i use me dog when need walk,and try walk futher and futher. Psiholog is good, but not to me anymore she sayd is me harakter dat bullshit........... So stuk to not know have to move foward any more. |
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| no i go to class once every 2 weeks. now that class wont exist anymore, thats what my problem's about. i already book a doctor's appointment for tomorrow, and im gonna ask him if he knows any good psychologist around. your idea of using the dog is very good. but sadly, i can't even step outside. i can, but it's very very hard. thanks for the reply aye |
| ''俺はいつになったら自由になれるんだろう…'' |
| No i still havent got any certificate. IF the classes continue next year, then by the end of 2015 i have at least a diploma. But you're right, i will definitely try to finish university. In the mean time, im just gonna see a psychologist and see what they have to say. |
| ''俺はいつになったら自由になれるんだろう…'' |
| Can you transfer your credits to somewhere else to finish? |
| I don't have enough. like i said earlier, the original plan was by the end of 2015, I have a diploma, but now with me not doing any degree and not doing any diploma, i have no idea what to do. |
| ''俺はいつになったら自由になれるんだろう…'' |
| You have to have a certain amount of credits to transfer to a different school? I dont think thats the case for every school but i guess it depets where you live. Im not too good with this stuff since i just dropped out of college and enver even had a full semester set up so iwas only considered part time student. |
| Im not too good either. More than half the time i don't even know what's going on, let alone what to do lol |
| ''俺はいつになったら自由になれるんだろう…'' |
| Only thing you can do is talk to the person that helps that sort of thing... you might be talking to the wrong people. |
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