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Apr 1, 2015 11:04 PM

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It´s such a bad habit hwne parents let their kids win. My parents did it when i was young and it took me quite a while to become "normal" in that regard lol

How competititve are you? (not necesseraly just in games)
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PhKarall said:
It´s such a bad habit hwne parents let their kids win. My parents did it when i was young and it took me quite a while to become "normal" in that regard lol

How competititve are you? (not necesseraly just in games)


I think I have a very competitive mind even though I dont show it much. Ofcourse, I am competitive in things I am interested in and things I believe I have a fighting chance at. I am not really interested in other stuff. I do get competitive when it comes to random things at random times, like writing records and assignments with friends.. We end up being in a competition on who completes first. I get competitive when it comes to sports (I mean, who doesn't xD). I just won't stop until we win, but if we lose. I dont get upset or feel down instead I have this talks with team mates on why we lost and things we need to improve on and such stuff. I think some of them genuinely got pissed at me once for not being down when we lost an important match. I somehow dont get too emotionally involved I guess. I just take it as a loss and try to get it done , the next time. A lot of people think that I dont care or I am too aloof but I am actually very competitive during the game but once it's over.. I just look back at it and think of ways to improve and win next time. ._.

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Well we have the same answer then..im researching new stuff

What do you think about cola
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What is your least favorite but popular food? :)



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Apr 2, 2015 4:03 AM

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What does really MFM mean?
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Well we have the same answer then..im researching new stuff

What do you think about cola


I know it's bad to drink too much of it as carbonated drinks might cause our teeth to decay and cause gastric problems. But I still drink it, prefer pepsi over coke though.

Anything carbonated is cool btw.

On a sidenote, I just switched off everything at home because a thunder just hit down very close to my house O_O

RayAdha said:
What is your least favorite but popular food? :)


Noodles. It's a very common fast food made at homes within a couple of minutes. I dont like it.

More like I have grown to dislike it because of its excessive use.. I like delicacies and things that take time to cook tbh.

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What does really MFM mean?


Mother F*kin Monster xD

F-Fazil and the rest you will find out as you get closer to me xD

Also, hello btw. I believe it's your first post in my HST :)

Welcome to the cafe. :)

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The bubbles hurt my tongue anyway i never drink coke

If u have thunder there .... ooh how do u feel when its raining, do you have a sad feeling, cool, etc
Btw in dubai the sky is all orange and dusty its scary
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The bubbles hurt my tongue anyway i never drink coke

If u have thunder there .... ooh how do u feel when its raining, do you have a sad feeling, cool, etc
Btw in dubai the sky is all orange and dusty its scary


Rain is always nostalgic. All the times I have had in the rain, the good,the bad and the fun times. All of them bring nostalgia with it. Especially some old music that I have been listening to all these times :D

I love the sky out there, it never ceases to amaze me. Everytime there is a new blend of color and an appeal much greater than those here. I used to be happy every time I see the evening sky, it resembles so much of life and yet we dont know it's meaning.. it's poetic.

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Apr 2, 2015 4:49 AM

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Which do you prefer the most my rival, Rain or Shine? :|

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Apr 2, 2015 4:51 AM

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Which do you prefer the most my rival, Rain or Shine? :|


I would prefer shine with a tinge of rain to come.. that to me, is the best weather.It's cool and we can have a good time :D

How about you?

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Your answers are so full and experienced. Tell me, do you have a beard like all poetic people
Apr 2, 2015 4:55 AM

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-H-A-R-U- said:
Which do you prefer the most my rival, Rain or Shine? :|


I would prefer shine with a tinge of rain to come.. that to me, is the best weather.It's cool and we can have a good time :D

How about you?

I prefer the same kind of weather as you are, sunlight is covered by the clouds and can walk freely without an umbrella. ;)

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Apr 2, 2015 5:34 AM

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Your answers are so full and experienced. Tell me, do you have a beard like all poetic people


haha, I do. Haven't you seen it already?

Mind you, that pic was taken around 3 years ago when I was 17. I have a magnificent beard with a stache combing with it to form an equilibrium with the rest of my face to become something full yet empty in its own way.

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M_F_M said:


I would prefer shine with a tinge of rain to come.. that to me, is the best weather.It's cool and we can have a good time :D

How about you?

I prefer the same kind of weather as you are, sunlight is covered by the clouds and can walk freely without an umbrella. ;)


I know what you mean. It's a bliss.
Also, playing football in that weather is the best. Even if it starts raining, it gets even better :3

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I'm an official regular then. & Please don't worry about the lenght, I like long answers as much as I hate the I don't know answers.

I seldom watch TV so I haven't seen Gravity. Rather, I hardly watch any movie.
The fluffly bear comparison was awesome haha!
I don't have an extreme fear of stage, but well, I don't feel relaxed when I have to talk in front of a lot people.

What happened to you is really sad. No wonder you went through depression.
You actually changed after "that incident". I can understand this much.
As you said you matured emtionally, so you're no longer much of the alien you used to be definitely not lacking in emotions ~

Tear-jerking scenes remind you of your past experiences & make you tear up. I see I see.
& Actually, logical support is sometimes better than emotional one.
The solution to the problem is more important than compassion, that's how I see it, actually.

& The Nakama's past, is definitely a tear-jerking material *-*.

Don't worry about double checking & such, please! You're more than welcome to make mistakes, so that I won't be the only one making them.

To next question:
What do you need the most in your life right now?
It can be anything.
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Do you think that all of us here in the cafe could meet up in real life?

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I'm an official regular then. & Please don't worry about the lenght, I like long answers as much as I hate the I don't know answers.

I seldom watch TV so I haven't seen Gravity. Rather, I hardly watch any movie.
The fluffly bear comparison was awesome haha!
I don't have an extreme fear of stage, but well, I don't feel relaxed when I have to talk in front of a lot people.

What happened to you is really sad. No wonder you went through depression.
You actually changed after "that incident". I can understand this much.
As you said you matured emtionally, so you're no longer much of the alien you used to be definitely not lacking in emotions ~

Tear-jerking scenes remind you of your past experiences & make you tear up. I see I see.
& Actually, logical support is sometimes better than emotional one.
The solution to the problem is more important than compassion, that's how I see it, actually.

& The Nakama's past, is definitely a tear-jerking material *-*.

Don't worry about double checking & such, please! You're more than welcome to make mistakes, so that I won't be the only one making them.

To next question:
What do you need the most in your life right now?
It can be anything.


Well in a way you can say that I became closer to a human after that event but I still wont be an alien until I truly understand emotions and feelings.

The next question is again a very deep question.

Sure, there are lots of things I want in life.

I want to experience love. I want to find out about myself. I want to travel the world. I want to dream again.I want to be myself. I want to know about other people and their thoughts. I want to experience how it feels to be high up in the mountains. I want to overcome my fears , obstacles and live a full life.

But none of this really answers to what I need in life. I think there's a huge difference to need and wants. I think want is more related to ambitions and dreams while need is not such a luxurious word. Need is something you essentially require, something you cant live without. Atleast that's my understanding of it.

Like when someone says I need water than I want water. Want is a very luxurious word, you can use it anywhere.. but need. It's a completely different ball game.

Now if I want to sound witty , I could say that I need food and water the most in life. But that would just be a plain and boring answer, so I might as well push it on a philosophical level.

I believe what I need the most is peace. Yes, it sounds simple. But I dont think it is very easy to attain and I find myself often wondering what that word really means. Does it mean having a safe and secure home, free from dictatorships or war. It does. But what I need the most is not that, I need the feeling of peace. I need a day in which I could just look back at my past and smile with nostalgia. A day where I could look to the future and smile and think it's going to be a good time. I want to wake up every day with not a worry of what's going to happen that day. I need that kind of life.

I am okay with turbulence and I have lived all my life in chaos. So, what I believe I need the most is one such day. I dont think it's in my horizon to have such a day for a LOOOONG time but hopefully, it will come someday.

I look forward to that day. Yeah, that's going to be a good day. :D

How about you? I need to know

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Hey you look familiar
And big how old are u again ^[]^

Also, would you eat a poison orange if it saved an entire ant colony?
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MFM, are you pumped for our saturday's match against stoke city ? I'm pumped for it xD.
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-H-A-R-U- said:
Do you think that all of us here in the cafe could meet up in real life?


Sure, why not. Hell we should meet up at a cafe have some coffee together xD


I am not sure if I can keep up with the cafe rules in real life though, as I tend to be on the cursive side of spoken english. -.-

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Hey you look familiar
And big how old are u again ^[]^

Also, would you eat a poison orange if it saved an entire ant colony?


Lol, I was 17 when I took that pic. I am about to turn 20 now.

In a hypothetical imaginary world where respawn is possible,I would do it because it sounds like something a ronin in a black armor with a katana would do.But in all honesty, I wont do it unless those ants survival is key to the survival of human species and also will lead to me becoming a hero, then maybe.

My life is too precious to save ants or for anyone for that matter.

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MFM, are you pumped for our saturday's match against stoke city ? I'm pumped for it xD.


Do you even need to ask bro. I am always pumped when there's a chelsea game around the corner. KTBFFH!

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Wait, you wanted me to kill myself to let ants survive, You do realize they will end up going chimera on us and try to destroy us, right?

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Well in a way you can say that I became closer to a human after that event but I still wont be an alien until I truly understand emotions and feelings.

The next question is again a very deep question.

Sure, there are lots of things I want in life.

I want to experience love. I want to find out about myself. I want to travel the world. I want to dream again.I want to be myself. I want to know about other people and their thoughts. I want to experience how it feels to be high up in the mountains. I want to overcome my fears , obstacles and live a full life.

But none of this really answers to what I need in life. I think there's a huge difference to need and wants. I think want is more related to ambitions and dreams while need is not such a luxurious word. Need is something you essentially require, something you cant live without. Atleast that's my understanding of it.

Like when someone says I need water than I want water. Want is a very luxurious word, you can use it anywhere.. but need. It's a completely different ball game.

Now if I want to sound witty , I could say that I need food and water the most in life. But that would just be a plain and boring answer, so I might as well push it on a philosophical level.

I believe what I need the most is peace. Yes, it sounds simple. But I dont think it is very easy to attain and I find myself often wondering what that word really means. Does it mean having a safe and secure home, free from dictatorships or war. It does. But what I need the most is not that, I need the feeling of peace. I need a day in which I could just look back at my past and smile with nostalgia. A day where I could look to the future and smile and think it's going to be a good time. I want to wake up every day with not a worry of what's going to happen that day. I need that kind of life.

I am okay with turbulence and I have lived all my life in chaos. So, what I believe I need the most is one such day. I dont think it's in my horizon to have such a day for a LOOOONG time but hopefully, it will come someday.

I look forward to that day. Yeah, that's going to be a good day. :D

How about you? I need to know


Well had your answer been water & food.. I would have gotten really angry ~
I'm sure you wouldn't want that , hehe ~


You're right indeed. What you need is very different from what you want.
But I think that once you yearn for something realisable of course, it becomes a need.
I mean we work hard because we want recognition. But it that very hard work is costly, recognition is a need.
At least, that's how I see it.

From your wishes, I can tell that you're a very open-minded person. You want to live your life as freely as you can, unrestrainedly & that's admirable.

Peace is a heavy word. It might sound simple but I think that's really hard to achieve.
Peace might be harder to achieve than happiness I think, since it involves common happiness, & not a selfish one.

I hope it will come too, hehe ~

So what I need huh, you'll be surprised to know that my answer isn't that different from yours.
Just a tiny bit specified.
What I need the most now is the peace of mind.
I want to look forward to tomorrow without having to think about its involvements.
I want to enjoy fully my hobbies without fearing that I might be neglecting my studies.
This peace of mind is related to a need of change if I might say.
My life had its share of hard moments but I don't think it was chaotic either.. But I'm not one to feel nostalgic about most of my moments, certainly not.
I have been around the same place, the same people for the same time.
It's not a happy childhood material in the sense that it involves seeing people change one after the other, including me, so much that I feel outcasted without being one.
But if there's something I wish not to change, rather, I need to stay the way it is, it's certainly my family.
It's pretty much the thing that makes me move forward, stronger than any relationship I had before.

& Oh, seems like it's my longest comment so far.

To the next question:
What do you value above everything ~?
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Aricie said:
M_F_M said:


Well had your answer been water & food.. I would have gotten really angry ~
I'm sure you wouldn't want that , hehe ~


You're right indeed. What you need is very different from what you want.
But I think that once you yearn for something realisable of course, it becomes a need.
I mean we work hard because we want recognition. But it that very hard work is costly, recognition is a need.
At least, that's how I see it.

From your wishes, I can tell that you're a very open-minded person. You want to live your life as freely as you can, unrestrainedly & that's admirable.

Peace is a heavy word. It might sound simple but I think that's really hard to achieve.
Peace might be harder to achieve than happiness I think, since it involves common happiness, & not a selfish one.

I hope it will come too, hehe ~

So what I need huh, you'll be surprised to know that my answer isn't that different from yours.
Just a tiny bit specified.
What I need the most now is the peace of mind.
I want to look forward to tomorrow without having to think about its involvements.
I want to enjoy fully my hobbies without fearing that I might be neglecting my studies.
This peace of mind is related to a need of change if I might say.
My life had its share of hard moments but I don't think it was chaotic either.. But I'm not one to feel nostalgic about most of my moments, certainly not.
I have been around the same place, the same people for the same time.
It's not a happy childhood material in the sense that it involves seeing people change one after the other, including me, so much that I feel outcasted without being one.
But if there's something I wish not to change, rather, I need to stay the way it is, it's certainly my family.
It's pretty much the thing that makes me move forward, stronger than any relationship I had before.

& Oh, seems like it's my longest comment so far.

To the next question:
What do you value above everything ~?


haha I knew that answer wouldnt bode well with you xD



Well , that's a new perspective on need, yeah I suppose you are right.I cant completely agree unless that want was accomplished atlease once..

Like how they say, once you have tasted victory you just cant let go. If one of your wants is accomplished and then you can say that you need it then onwards. this is very much true for some lobster I had once. My wallet didnt approve though ;_;

I think most of us do have that tendency to live freely but along the way we get tied down and our perspective changes. I think I was always tied down , I am , still. So, I never had the opportunity to be free and open, so I now wish for it.

I am not very surprised at your answer because I think I know you enough to know that you are someone who likes having a piece of mind. I think my need isnt so much different yours but there are some dissimilarities, maybe it's because mine is vague compared to yours.

I respect that, I hope you find yourself with a piece of mind, more often than not.
I agree on the fact on people changing and us changing along the way, it's not necessarily a bad thing nor do I think it's always a good thing. But it's something that is very hard to stop from occuring. We will keep on changing along the way that we find ourselves completely a different person to the same us, a few years back. It's something I always think of. How much I have changed, and how someone who knew me only during that time , would react to the me they meet now. I expect something like surprised yet not completely shocked at how I turned out.

What do I value more than anything else?
Family. It's a simple answer most will give you. But I have my own troubles with this. As you already know, I am emotionally detached, eventhough I know that I love my brothers , my mother and father. I still dont understand how deep it is. Especially after the incident.

I feel like it took me less than a week to complete put my dad our of my life. Mind you,He is the guy who understands me the most in this world, helped me through many life changing situations and decision and the one I looked up to my whole life.

And it took me less than a week to stop caring about him. It's not that I hate him or even not love him anymore. I still think I love him. But I cant ever think of him the way I used to or be as close as we were once.. again. Something I feel that is never going to change.

This makes me question my bonds with the rest of the family, will a situation arise when I wont be able to keep these bonds the way I feel it. Will I ever feel detached or stop caring about them, after some kind of situation. I cant ever imagine that happening because I care for these people the most. Even though I might not show it at all times nor do I tell them that It's too embarrassing >.< I still question and doubt myself at times if I actually do value family the most or not. Or is it just temporary.

The second most important thing I value is freedom of choice( freedom and the choice , to be more precise.. also judging people), the choice to live the way you want, the choice to choose the partner you want, the choice to follow whatever religion or no religion for that matter, the choice to accept people for who they are. This might not be something, most people would care to even value, since it's always a granted choice to them. To me, it is one of the most important values I hold in my life.

If you didnt know yet:

I am an Indian which makes me pushed into a cage of Indian tradition,cultures and customs.

I am a Muslim which puts me in a cage of the religious laws and various other customs and traditions.

I am a guy which puts me in a cage where I can only love women and be the one who carries the family, the one with all the responsibility, the one who has to be the bread winner of the family/ in the society, the one who can not dream but sacrifice his entire life and career for his family.

I find myself asking more often than not, am I okay with being in this invisible cage which cannot open up my views.

My religion does not allow homosexuality and even has harsh laws on those who are homosexuals. My family because of which, totally hates on homosexuals and think of them as the trash on Earth. I , on the other hand, am not actually a homosexual but I just cant accept these laws or the way my family or the society looks at them. Much like the way I want to have the choice to be sexually oriented in anyway I want, I also want to accept anyone who is not the same as I. I hate this and I want that freedom of choice to not hate on them nor punish them. I cant stop my family from these, because they will brand me as a non-believer and try to push me into religion again and I am not ready for that.

Yes, Islam has it's many great upsides to it but it also has a great many downside to it as well.

Indian customs and traditions dont allow people to publicly show affection towards one another, greatly discourage dating and also dont allow men or women to dream or choose their careers. If you are in a middle class Indian family and you are a guy, you are meant to be an engineer, if you are female, you are meant to be a doctor or someone who is going to be the wife of some other guy.

If you are an Indian, you have to be prepared to be arrange married to a completely random stranger you get to select by visiting their house and talking to them once. If they have a pretty face, you are a lucky guy.

I dont want to be in this cage. I want to have the freedom of choice in who I want as a partner and the choice to become whatever I want to be and pursue whatever I want to pursue than what society pushes me to pursue.

I want the choice to be taking the responsibility of the family, I want the choice to be the bread winner of the family and I also dont want to judge those who dont live upto the society's standards.

I can go on and on about the freedom of choice and freedom for that matter. But I am going to stop it here. It's always something I have thought of a lot on. I still believe it is a necessary thing for all the people to have. I also believe that the people in my country or in my religion or in my gender aren't given these rights properly.

Longest comment so far? I am sure your's will keep growing like mine xD I dont even know why I say this many things for a simple question ._.

Feel free to let me know your thoughts on this as well as your most important value that you will also want to uphold all your life? :)

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Minions_Fight_Master, How do you fare?


I am faring well, thank you. How are you doing :)

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Minions_Fight_Master, How do you fare?


I am faring well, thank you. How are you doing :)
I'm on a fare. *K-ding* Okay, bad joke. I'm alright, thank you.
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why do you like the "die" ethnicity, tribe, legion?
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why do you like the "die" ethnicity, tribe, legion?


Because I think it symbolizes something of greater essence and meaning.

I am kidding. I thought it was a pretty cool set to have, especially since I just came back from a hiatus. I wanted some kind of an image change, so I chose the DIE tribe.

I will soon be changing the set though.

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Are you a spiritual person?
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Are you a spiritual person?


Did you mean spiritual as in someone who is a strong believer in God and a follower of a religion or someone who meditates and try to be someone like a monk?

Either way, I am not sure if I am a spiritual person. I do get a piece of mind whenever I visit a mosque and I am very calm and meditate a lot.

I am not sure how one defines a spiritual person. It might be the case that I have the potential to be very spiritual, at time, I have conversations with a higher being inside my head.

It's more like a one sided conversation or a thought train on how I could attain peace or whether I would be forgiven for my sins if such a higher entity ever existed. I like peace and peace of mind. I like meditating, deep breaths and all. I am not sure if I can be called spiritual but I'd like to think I have a bit of spiritual energy in me or some kind of inner flame if that makes any sense.

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haha I knew that answer wouldnt bode well with you xD



Well , that's a new perspective on need, yeah I suppose you are right.I cant completely agree unless that want was accomplished atlease once..

Like how they say, once you have tasted victory you just cant let go. If one of your wants is accomplished and then you can say that you need it then onwards. this is very much true for some lobster I had once. My wallet didnt approve though ;_;

I think most of us do have that tendency to live freely but along the way we get tied down and our perspective changes. I think I was always tied down , I am , still. So, I never had the opportunity to be free and open, so I now wish for it.

I am not very surprised at your answer because I think I know you enough to know that you are someone who likes having a piece of mind. I think my need isnt so much different yours but there are some dissimilarities, maybe it's because mine is vague compared to yours.

I respect that, I hope you find yourself with a piece of mind, more often than not.
I agree on the fact on people changing and us changing along the way, it's not necessarily a bad thing nor do I think it's always a good thing. But it's something that is very hard to stop from occuring. We will keep on changing along the way that we find ourselves completely a different person to the same us, a few years back. It's something I always think of. How much I have changed, and how someone who knew me only during that time , would react to the me they meet now. I expect something like surprised yet not completely shocked at how I turned out.

What do I value more than anything else?
Family. It's a simple answer most will give you. But I have my own troubles with this. As you already know, I am emotionally detached, eventhough I know that I love my brothers , my mother and father. I still dont understand how deep it is. Especially after the incident.

I feel like it took me less than a week to complete put my dad our of my life. Mind you,He is the guy who understands me the most in this world, helped me through many life changing situations and decision and the one I looked up to my whole life.

And it took me less than a week to stop caring about him. It's not that I hate him or even not love him anymore. I still think I love him. But I cant ever think of him the way I used to or be as close as we were once.. again. Something I feel that is never going to change.

This makes me question my bonds with the rest of the family, will a situation arise when I wont be able to keep these bonds the way I feel it. Will I ever feel detached or stop caring about them, after some kind of situation. I cant ever imagine that happening because I care for these people the most. Even though I might not show it at all times nor do I tell them that It's too embarrassing >.< I still question and doubt myself at times if I actually do value family the most or not. Or is it just temporary.

The second most important thing I value is freedom of choice( freedom and the choice , to be more precise.. also judging people), the choice to live the way you want, the choice to choose the partner you want, the choice to follow whatever religion or no religion for that matter, the choice to accept people for who they are. This might not be something, most people would care to even value, since it's always a granted choice to them. To me, it is one of the most important values I hold in my life.

If you didnt know yet:

I am an Indian which makes me pushed into a cage of Indian tradition,cultures and customs.

I am a Muslim which puts me in a cage of the religious laws and various other customs and traditions.

I am a guy which puts me in a cage where I can only love women and be the one who carries the family, the one with all the responsibility, the one who has to be the bread winner of the family/ in the society, the one who can not dream but sacrifice his entire life and career for his family.

I find myself asking more often than not, am I okay with being in this invisible cage which cannot open up my views.

My religion does not allow homosexuality and even has harsh laws on those who are homosexuals. My family because of which, totally hates on homosexuals and think of them as the trash on Earth. I , on the other hand, am not actually a homosexual but I just cant accept these laws or the way my family or the society looks at them. Much like the way I want to have the choice to be sexually oriented in anyway I want, I also want to accept anyone who is not the same as I. I hate this and I want that freedom of choice to not hate on them nor punish them. I cant stop my family from these, because they will brand me as a non-believer and try to push me into religion again and I am not ready for that.

Yes, Islam has it's many great upsides to it but it also has a great many downside to it as well.

Indian customs and traditions dont allow people to publicly show affection towards one another, greatly discourage dating and also dont allow men or women to dream or choose their careers. If you are in a middle class Indian family and you are a guy, you are meant to be an engineer, if you are female, you are meant to be a doctor or someone who is going to be the wife of some other guy.

If you are an Indian, you have to be prepared to be arrange married to a completely random stranger you get to select by visiting their house and talking to them once. If they have a pretty face, you are a lucky guy.

I dont want to be in this cage. I want to have the freedom of choice in who I want as a partner and the choice to become whatever I want to be and pursue whatever I want to pursue than what society pushes me to pursue.

I want the choice to be taking the responsibility of the family, I want the choice to be the bread winner of the family and I also dont want to judge those who dont live upto the society's standards.

I can go on and on about the freedom of choice and freedom for that matter. But I am going to stop it here. It's always something I have thought of a lot on. I still believe it is a necessary thing for all the people to have. I also believe that the people in my country or in my religion or in my gender aren't given these rights properly.

Longest comment so far? I am sure your's will keep growing like mine xD I dont even know why I say this many things for a simple question ._.

Feel free to let me know your thoughts on this as well as your most important value that you will also want to uphold all your life? :)


Heh, so you came to know me this soon ~
Well, at least some of my personality traits, hehe.

I did guess that your answer would be Family. That's clear after all. & Please, I don't think it's temporary after all. Even though you came to 'not care about your father' soon enough after the incident, you had your reasons. Rather, it was very normal. Seeing your family being torn apart is nothing easy.

Now your opinion about freedom sure intrigates me.
I am Moroccan & muslim too so I pretty much understand the customs you're talking about.
I did hear about how " serious " the customs are in India. Arranged marriages & such things.. but I didn't know it's still common pratice..
You have the right to decide on your carreer & such. It that sense, customs do nothing but hinder us. I am really grateful for moroccan customs huh.. I can at least decide on my carreer, & choose who I'll be marrying.
I'm also against the steoretype that the man should uphold all the family's responsibilities including expenses.. These ideas are bygone.
I think the couple should dream together. Society shouldn't have its word to say.
That's what I think at least, but reality is fairly harsh.

About the homosexuality, I agree, Islam is against it.
But I haven't been educated on hatred towards homosexuals & I'm grateful for that.
The freedom of choice you're talking about is one of the most delicate topics you may bring up.
But I do understand what you're trying to say, & I won't be posting my personal opinion here, since it may be harmful to some members.

So back to what I value, family comes first.
Then studies. After all, I'm pretty much your nerd
But I think freedom is part of me, since I am quite.. the rebel.
It's thanks to my education after all.. My parents were strict when they were meant to & gave me their trust when it comes to deciding about my future.
Even for my future courses, they let me decide on it & I'm grateful for that.

The reason I'm so focused on my studies is because, not so long ago, women used to live under the reign of males. Basically, used for reproduction.
I hate that. I want to be independant, I don't want to rely on my husband but I want to help him achieve his dream as much as I want him to help achieve mine.

Well.. I guess that my comments are getting longer & longer!
All of it is your fault !

To the next question :
If you could live somewhere else, where would it be?
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Also, you can use the Rainy Mood site to add rain to anything, and you can link it with any youtube video, like I just did.
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Not really a question, but if you feel such nostalgia with rain, why haven't you watched Kotonoha no Niwa yet?

Also, you can use the Rainy Mood site to add rain to anything, and you can link it with any youtube video, like I just did.


Probably because no one recommended it to me yet. Thank you for the recommendation :D

Feel free to recommend me any anime as well ^^

Yeah, I have checked out the Rainy Mood site before. Actually, I dont really need it.. because it rains often here xD

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So if i recommended you a show and you completely hate it, would you still talk to me? hehe

If yes i reocmmmend School Days and Boku no Pico, they were awesome muahaha
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M_F_M said:


Heh, so you came to know me this soon ~
Well, at least some of my personality traits, hehe.

I did guess that your answer would be Family. That's clear after all. & Please, I don't think it's temporary after all. Even though you came to 'not care about your father' soon enough after the incident, you had your reasons. Rather, it was very normal. Seeing your family being torn apart is nothing easy.

Now your opinion about freedom sure intrigates me.
I am Moroccan & muslim too so I pretty much understand the customs you're talking about.
I did hear about how " serious " the customs are in India. Arranged marriages & such things.. but I didn't know it's still common pratice..
You have the right to decide on your carreer & such. It that sense, customs do nothing but hinder us. I am really grateful for moroccan customs huh.. I can at least decide on my carreer, & choose who I'll be marrying.
I'm also against the steoretype that the man should uphold all the family's responsibilities including expenses.. These ideas are bygone.
I think the couple should dream together. Society shouldn't have its word to say.
That's what I think at least, but reality is fairly harsh.

About the homosexuality, I agree, Islam is against it.
But I haven't been educated on hatred towards homosexuals & I'm grateful for that.
The freedom of choice you're talking about is one of the most delicate topics you may bring up.
But I do understand what you're trying to say, & I won't be posting my personal opinion here, since it may be harmful to some members.

So back to what I value, family comes first.
Then studies. After all, I'm pretty much your nerd
But I think freedom is part of me, since I am quite.. the rebel.
It's thanks to my education after all.. My parents were strict when they were meant to & gave me their trust when it comes to deciding about my future.
Even for my future courses, they let me decide on it & I'm grateful for that.

The reason I'm so focused on my studies is because, not so long ago, women used to live under the reign of males. Basically, used for reproduction.
I hate that. I want to be independant, I don't want to rely on my husband but I want to help him achieve his dream as much as I want him to help achieve mine.

Well.. I guess that my comments are getting longer & longer!
All of it is your fault !

To the next question :
If you could live somewhere else, where would it be?


Thanks.. I think that helps. But the fact that it was very normal to be able to break a bond or even think of a person in such a way ,one whose bond has been so strong for 18 years, is something that scares me.

Well there's a rise in love marriages and boyfriend/girlfriend relationships in the current generation. But it's still a tiny percentage compared to the 100's of millions of people getting arranged married.

It's cool. You must have some serious thoughts on freedom then O_O I will find them out one day or the other ^^

Okay, I was a bit surprised when you said studies. Well, you being a nerd is not a surprise though :P

You have cool parents and I think I understand the Moroccan culture a bit better now.. There's a whole lot more freedom to it than I first thought how it would be.

I respect that. It's very important to have that sort of a strong frame of mind with a clear objective when you move forward with your education. I think your husband will be a lucky guy :)

The place I want to live in?

It has to be that place. That place where I spent more than half of my childhood and my middle and high school education. The land so peaceful and filled with so many happy memories. Muscat, Sultanate of Oman.

The picturesque beautiful, architecturally elegant mosques, the peaceful yet long coastlines of beaches, the elegant yet humble people, the football loving nation and it's passionate homies. Everything about Muscat makes the little boy in me excited. I think it is where I found myself and I have fought off some of the harder times in my life.

The food is amazing too. All kind of middle eastern food, not to mention just a half a day drive away from the ever changing Dubai.

Yeah, if I were ever to live somewhere else, my ideal place to live would be the peaceful city of Muscat in Sultanate of Oman.

I have always thought of it as my home until I moved to India. Hell, it still holds a place in my heart.

The funny thing is, even after saying all this.. I still am not sure if I want to ever live there. Because it holds a lot of memories that could eat me up. It is where our family was intact and also the same place where our family was destroyed. Again, it was the place I first, thought of as home yet it is the place despised as the one that broke my inner home.

Conflicted but I would still choose to live there because I think Muscat still is the reason for how I turned out to be the way I am. The peace loving maniac who loves playing beach football in the summer in a less turbulent and peaceful beach in Muscat.

Well, the second place I find to be worth going to and living is LA, USA. As a little boy I have always dreamed of living the big life in Silicon valley or in Hollywood. It might be because of media's portrayal of the USA of being a land of dreams and where one could become anything. But it's still is a place I want to live at least once in my life.
not to mention I like blonde chicks


Also is a dream to get married to Hermione Granger.. I mean Emma Watson >.<

How about you?

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So if i recommended you a show and you completely hate it, would you still talk to me? hehe

If yes i reocmmmend School Days and Boku no Pico, they were awesome muahaha


I have actually watched both of them. I have not listed School Days because I ended up skipping to the end after 3-4 episodes because I could not handle all that hype. xD

Nah, I wouldn't. Feel free to recommend me bad anime as well. xD

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How would you feel if Oda ended up pairing Luffy with Nami in the end of the anime? xD



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there is something you would like to change in yourself?
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Ohai MFM.
Do you plan living in India for the rest of your life? If not, what place do you want to live in?
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How would you feel if Oda ended up pairing Luffy with Nami in the end of the anime? xD


I would be heart broken for Boa :'S But I will still be happy for Luffy and Nami. I think that's the greatest thing about One Piece, you can never hate anyone or ship anyone. But since luffy is so beta, I dont know if he'll end up with anyone >.>

Nami is amazing, one of my favorite moment of the show is when he says "ATHAAAAAARIMAIDDHAA" when nami says "Thaskathe Luffy"

then when he says "NAMIIII OMAIWA ORENO NAKAMA DHAA" after defeating Arlong. Oh hell, I will jump on that ship anyday o_o


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there is something you would like to change in yourself?


It would be my procrastinative nature. I keep everything till the end, may it be decisions, assignments, projects or even studying for very important exams.

I often wonder if I would be in a better place if I had not been such a lazy guy. Truth be told, I enjoy laying around sunbathing whilst thinking about stuff the most.

So yeah, I want to change it. I want to reduce the level of laziness I have acquired so far, but it seems like it keeps accumulating as time passes by.

These days I study on the morning of the exam than the night before, like I used to. It's getting worse and I hope I can control it somehow.


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If you could create your own anime, what title would it be and give a brief introduction to the plot


Tough question.. maybe I would make an Anime called "A Traveller's diary"

It starts off with a young man named "Zilmed" and his dream of travelling around the world. In his journey, he visits different countries of the world, meet different people, do various jobs, learn about the culture,tradition and the cuisine of the country.. as well as make great friends everywhere. It's a very realistic world and no super powers or anything. His dream would be to visit all the countries in the world, find people's problems and solve them. He would go on to help different countries from various problems they suffer from, like making an African country flourish, helping the people in Syria to stabilize their country, helping North Koreans to overthrow their dictator and so on.

It will be very comedic and have many shounen battles and moments. The MC will have a few friends who will travel with him to different countries and so on.

It's just an idea though. There will also be romance :3

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Ohai MFM.
Do you plan living in India for the rest of your life? If not, what place do you want to live in?


Hey Flow :3

No I dont. I dont want to live here for the rest of my life. I want to travel around the world, live in different places, experience different cuisines, people and culture.

The place I would want to live in? I have already answered this earlier but here's a re-post of it again :D

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But Emma isn´t really blonde and lives in New York...
what now? lol
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But Emma isn´t really blonde and lives in New York...
what now? lol




I dont want Emma Watson to think I am stalking her. We will meet completely randomly somewhere in the US :3


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What is your favorite Hajime no Ippo 1st season match?


Makunicho Ippo V/s Date Eiji, one of the most epic matches ever. Broke my heart with that heart break shot :O

Closely followed by Ippo v/s sendo rematch.

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Do you have a plan to be more active and responsible? Something like: "3 Steps to be a better M_F_M and don't Die trying."
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Apart from Emma, did you enjoy the Harry Potter series?
Have you read the books or watched the movies?
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Do you have a plan to be more active and responsible? Something like: "3 Steps to be a better M_F_M and don't Die trying."


I think I have already initiated a plan around the same time when I joined uni, around 3 years ago. I am an active volunteer in National Service Scheme, member at IEEE and have participated in many community service based groups.

I work hard when it comes to things like social service and giving back to the society in some way or helping people.

But those activities are not available for me to do all year around, only around the time I am mostly in my semester break or during week long national holidays or sundays.

I thought that would help but it seems I can come out of procrastination only during that time. All that procrastination and laziness I threw away during that time comes back with double the power during other times .__.

Three steps? I wont DIE as long as I have my roses xD

It was actually doing voluntary work

Joining a gym

&

Participate a lot more on social activities.

The first step is completed, the second is switched on and off most of the time and the third, I am still working on.

I have a dream that a day will come. A day that I defeat procrastination and get things done before the deadline >_>

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Apart from Emma, did you enjoy the Harry Potter series?
Have you read the books or watched the movies?


Yes! I started reading the books when I was 8 when I read the first book (I think) and was in love with the series from then on.

I still remember my dad buying me Deathly Hallows on the day of its release and I was probably the happiest 8th grader in my school.

I watched the movies after I read the book, some were pretty disappointing as they left out a LOT of details that I wanted to see in the movies.

They brought up a new sass and style to the series though. Especially when Kingsley said "Dumbledore's got style" in Order of the Phoenix, was probably one of my favorite scenes xD

I loved the cast. I was a huge potterhead for most of my time in middle school. Got over it once I entered high school though. Still one of my favorite books.

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What would you do if you were to end up choosing between 100 million dollars or losing your girlfriend, which you will forget when she passes away (this happens magically ofcourse)?
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What would you do if you were to end up choosing between 100 million dollars or losing your girlfriend, which you will forget when she passes away (this happens magically ofcourse)?


Wait, passes away?

Am I choosing between 100 million dollars and the death of my girlfriend?

or Did you mean that I will forget her if I choose the 100M dollars?

Well, either way, I think I'd rather choose my girlfriend over the 100M dollars. I know it sounds like the illogical decision, since one can find another girlfriend any time (especially after attaining a wealth of 100M dollars).

But I think I would rather have that one person that connected with me even before I had the money. I think human relationships are something that is undervalued in this society. I value them very highly.

Atleast to me, it's easier to have a bond with someone, especially a romantic bond with someone of the opposite sex than earning 100M dollars by working hard.lol.

I am basically saying that my chances of becoming a millionaire is much higher than getting a girlfriend xD

So I am going to stick with that girl who was gracious enough to stick with me and be my girlfriend.

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