Feb 16, 2016 2:08 PM
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[DAY 93]
Well, well I actually broke the 90 days challenge and still haven't given a single thought of starting doing it again.
Did it benefit me? In some way, yes, it did. While there weren't any supernatural powers involved, it actually helped me in gaining more confidence and talk to new people as I had then just started university.
I would be lying to myself if I didn't mention that there were times where the urge was rising again and again and where my willpower was slowly fading away. Those were the moments where I recall all the good memories I was able to make without doing so. Maybe I'm just a bit superstitious, but I can't shake off the feeling that if I started again, something bad would folliow as a consequence.
Anyway, this whole experience was and still is sort of teaching me about self-control, about doing things that aren't very pleasant, but still need to be done.
I haven't set a goal where I would stop this 'challenge'. Initially I was going for the 90 days, but I kind of want to know how far I can take it, before crumbling under my urges, or maybe will I even succeed and be able the clear my mind and escape the world of fantasies.
Well, well I actually broke the 90 days challenge and still haven't given a single thought of starting doing it again.
Did it benefit me? In some way, yes, it did. While there weren't any supernatural powers involved, it actually helped me in gaining more confidence and talk to new people as I had then just started university.
I would be lying to myself if I didn't mention that there were times where the urge was rising again and again and where my willpower was slowly fading away. Those were the moments where I recall all the good memories I was able to make without doing so. Maybe I'm just a bit superstitious, but I can't shake off the feeling that if I started again, something bad would folliow as a consequence.
Anyway, this whole experience was and still is sort of teaching me about self-control, about doing things that aren't very pleasant, but still need to be done.
I haven't set a goal where I would stop this 'challenge'. Initially I was going for the 90 days, but I kind of want to know how far I can take it, before crumbling under my urges, or maybe will I even succeed and be able the clear my mind and escape the world of fantasies.
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