| wasted money during the last day of the year with two failing scratch-to-win tickets in a row in a desperate attempt to become rich out of nowhere while i was unemployed, on welfare for two or three more months and still in the same toxic "friendship" situation from before but even much worse than late 2010. Alone again for dinner while every other family member was out celebrating, i did one more attempt to end my suffering by attacking my wrists but eventually even more half-assed than one year before. Can't remember more for that New Year's Eve, i guess as a result that i have listened to more recordings of italian radio shows from the early 2000's that once again every New Year's Eve recapped the most successful dance music of those years. 2014 |
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| Early in september i showed up again at basketball trainings for the Under 18 squad of the team from my little town, ending a three years hiatus. The coaches noticed, remembered me from my previous year and a half playing (january 1999 - june 2000), took me on the side and gently told me: "hi... it's great to see you return, even if actually we're sort of surprised. But, well, actually... i hope you understand, we have plans to go far into the provincial tournament and must keep the trainings at a higher level. As a result... you can stay, at the condition you will practice with the Under 16 squad only and you will be eligible for the actual Under 18 league only for the easiest matches. Are you ok with this?" "Hell yes, i accept. i missed you all, and this time i don't want to leave" sq (2003) |
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| I was 3 or 4 so can't remember but I was blessed with brother and they took me hospital where tiny creature was laying beside mum. I was so so so shocked at first sight to see something like that and tiny hands and tiny feet. I dunno why I kissed that creature on cheeks. People told me that he was my brother. Other than that I used to go to school. I can remember all the teachers, few classmates and books. Come home and learn words, counting, etc. Watch TV and cartoons with family. Go to field catch butterflies, play ball with dad (like on wall), swing brother, just play a lot, etc. Yeah there was a boy in school and we played marry-marry 50 times. 2004 |
  Have courage, be kind and occasionally believe in magic CINDERELLA ๐ |
| Terrible school life 2005 |
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| after i played just two games in the entire 2003-2004 Under 18 season mentioned before, i managed to receive more game time as a Under 21 in 2004-2005... including a match (a easy home win on a monday evening between winter and spring) where i actually scored my first and only 3 points basket in my entire hoops "career" in official games. Even more amusing, it was a buzzer beater from the deep corner. It still seems insane thinking about it... i actually made it. Most of the times, my father came to see our games in the audience, just to watch me warm up before the beginning and then leaving the bench only during timeouts, collecting mostly DNP (did not play). Understandable, i was more of a mascot than a actual player. 2006 |
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| Bullied in school for first time. Am I a human?? Just like everyone else??? Some of them treated me like a trash A teacher tried to make me naked in front of whole class cause I couldn't memorize things. Sick most of the time. Get beaten by parents everyday even when you are sick But there are good memories too I had a ton of good friends in neighbor. I never liked doing assignments and studies. Watched cartoon, see picture books. Go to playground every time like it was real home, do adventures on own and with friends too. Drawing and sketching. I was 8 so that was when I first kissed, it was my best friend and I kissed her mwah on her lips lol on her demand. Her nickname was Bunu and she was called illegitimate...I didn't knew then and I wouldn't care even if I knew.. Can't remember that was the first I saw my mum with stranger on bed when dad was not around?? And she tortured me beat me (And I still need to hug whenever she demands, no hatred, its impossible) 2001 |
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| cynicism and blackpill became deeper and deeper than they already were from the start, because of a terrible summer where i was supposed to just have fun with my Playstation but it suddenly stopped reading cds immediately after the end of my first year of high school... and got instead dragged with my few loyal friends (they still were popular enough to "survive", i wasn't...) into a bigger group of fake ones, bullies etc. etc. doing things i didn't want to do and being costantly disrespected / treated like the butt monkey. Just because of fear of missing out and / or i wasn't allowed to play videogames on the computer at home for too long. What is even more infuriating is that back in 2001 music was great, videogames were great... and still couldn't enjoy it all as i wanted. 2008 |
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| kid moment, prob fighting some friends with sticks lol i liked being outside. 2017 |
| in late may i finally went to a italian anime convention called Festival Del Fumetto in Novegro, nearby Milan. It was a good first time because, unlike now, i had my work shift before (more or less 7 AM to 3 PM) and then i went to the event, being able to stay without a cutoff hour. It's a good one because it has heavy focus on cosplay events, and as a result it is more easy to meet some rare characters and being recognized if you portray one. In late january, hopefully, i will return to it again. 1997 |
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| I was not born 2007 NiGokuGeta said: It was such a great year for bolywood. don't remember Singh is king, welcome, bhoolbhoolaiya, Jab we met, Chak de India, Om shanti Om, Partner, Taare Zameen par, Hey baby |
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| I don't remember 2010 Sherrinford_ said: Singh is king, welcome, Jab we met, Om shanti Om Omg i just remembered these bangers especially snoop dog in singh is king that was wild ๐ญ |
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| โฌ๏ธโฌ๏ธ Watching Spiderman 3 in the cinema โฌ๏ธWatching a lot of porn 1834 |
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| I was a simple virus at the time. I hadn't infected my host yet 2020 |
  โ-----------------------------------------------------------------โ This beauty on a broom, who on earth could she be? That's right, she's me. ________________________________________________ |
| We started a Pokemon card black market at school 2021 |
| i worked part-time, played plenty of board games with friends, had a crush that didn't work out, and recovered emotionally from the shitstorm that was 2020 2016 |
 now i will tell you what ive done for you fifty thousand tears ive cried maybe ill wake up for once screaming deceiving and bleeding for you and you still wont hear me going under dont want your hand this time ill save myself just when id thought id reached the bottom im dying again |
| ^^ cosplayed as Nico Yazawa in october when the closest anime convention returned in business ^ replayed the original Spyro The Dragon with a friend / coworker at my house during some sundays where we weren't in shift 1996 |
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| Bought a ps4 at whopping 500 bucks ๐ข Sq |
| First holidays in the Alps, got a gaming chair I use to this day for Christmas lol 2019 |
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| Spent the last day of it going to eat sushi at lunch with one of my best friends (and with a robot serving us), visited the McDonald's i worked for early in the afternoon and sent a video greeting my former beloved store manager to wish her a happy new year, spent the afternoon ending my second rewatch of Love Live School Idol Project, and listened to a 1999 end of the year recap chart from my favorite Italian radio of the early 2000s after dinner. 2004 |
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| Car vacation to Eastern Norway during the summer 2025 |
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| stayed in bed for half the day and played the jars minigame of the original Plants vs Zombies in the other half 2018 |
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| Finished my senior year of highschool, started dating a guy I met online (BIG MISTAKE), became suicidally depressed when I went away to college, and started writing tons of letters to my future self praying that I made it out okay. 2014 |
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๐ถ๐ ๐๐ฝ๐ ๐๐๐ถ๐๐ ๐ถ๐๐น ๐๐๐ ๐น๐๐๐ ๐ถ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ป๐๐๐โ -Stephen Hawking |
| spent the last day of the year for the first time in company of a pet animal (a young male cat 4 months old at that moment), concerned he would have been frightened by fireworks at midnight. Obviously, it's not that someone like me was invited to events from anyone, but i wanted to stay close to him. Even if he had already a amusing behavior out of control, and obviously he immediately tried to eat the food i ordered for dinner while i was (unfortunately) watching more videos of a angry reviewer on youtube, that was back then my main way of wasting time from (more or less) 2013 to 2018. In 2017 i also met that guy at a convention but one year later he turned out to be a d-bag like many others, including some famous ones he idolized himself. 2005 |
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| returned to my restaurant job with a honestly decent shift, not overworking and doing fine without too much pressure or kitchen orders too close to each other 2003 |
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| I was still experiencing the pain of being born 2009 |
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| flying kites 2017 |
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Between late february and early march, spent my first week of holidays from my then job visiting my friend from the capital city of italy for the 4th time, we watched Bill & Ted's Excellent Adventure, and returned home with a night train as usual. Three days later, i participated on thursday in the Carnival Party organized by the McDonald's i was working for, impersonating Raphael from TMNT in incognito mode (turtle mask, fedora hat, long coat), bringing my old TMNT minigolf board game, and playing music connected to the series. From friday to sunday, obviously, i went to Cartoomics for all of its three days, on friday i cosplayed as Raphael again, a coworker was following me, and i finished Super Mario Bros in a retrogaming stand from a NES console in front of him. 2016 |
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| i sat in jail for like 6 months good times sq |
  ๐๐ฅ๐ข๐๐๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฒ๐ ๐ช๐๐ก๐ข ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฐ ๐ฃ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ช ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฑ, ๐ฆ ๐๐ช ๐ ๐ฌ๐ซ๐ฑ๐ฏ๐๐ ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ถ ๐ฌ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ค๐๐ฑ๐ข๐ก ๐ฑ๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐๐ฑ๐ข ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฐ |
| Also went to italian Anime convention Cartoomics three days out of three like in 2017, exploiting a holidays week from my job exactly for that purpose. The highlight was on Saturday, entering a Crash Team Racing tournament with a high level of competition... And still managed to pass the elimination round at the last moment, qualifying for the final race. Arrived last out of four, still not dead last, and had no regrets at all because the opponents were just too strong and were humble people that never bragged. 2012 |
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| Getting into the anime fandom 2026 |
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| Turning 40 years old if i make it out alive to that year 2009 |
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| 3rd-4th grade. Hanging out with my best friends, breaking my arm in a stupid way, playing "swing wars" on the swing (aka swinging back and forth while eating snacks and listening to No Doubt) 2011 |
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๐ถ๐ ๐๐ฝ๐ ๐๐๐ถ๐๐ ๐ถ๐๐น ๐๐๐ ๐น๐๐๐ ๐ถ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ป๐๐๐โ -Stephen Hawking |
| playing guitar hero warriors of rock 2024 |
| Finally cosplaying as Eikichi Onizuka for 2 days out of 3 at last Gamesweek / Cartoomics italian convention in november 2003 |
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| almost one month ago my older cat abruptly passed away and nothing makes sense anymore since, not that i was convinced it actually did before to begin with. 1999 |
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| If reincarnation exists, around that time I was about to complete my previous lap. 2015 |
   ๐ข๐ช๐ด๐พ๐ป๐ช ๐๐ฒ๐ท๐ธ๐ถ๐ธ๐ฝ๐ธ |
| spent a entire weekend in march with contact lenses only because i lost my glasses at Cartoomics on friday while i misplaced them somewhere during a cosplay of the Joker from The Dark Knight. Couldn't have a new pair until the following tuesday or wednesday. During the same weekend, i had two shifts at McDonald's on saturday morning and sunday evening, a basketball game of my team to attend on saturday evening, and one more day of Cartoomics (this time as Kenny from South Park) on sunday morning / afternoon. 2001 |
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| Skipping school to play LoL (and get permabanned) & tryharding on CS:GO,also a lot of failed relationships ())())(09 2007 |
| Can I Still Go To Heaven If I Kill Myself? |
| I was 2, can't remember 2022 |
BOลฝE ฤUVAJ HRVATSKU |
| got my first job in my career proper, moved across the nation, had a huge falling out with a best friend/crush, became a mal mod for the 2nd time 2011 |
now i will tell you what ive done for you fifty thousand tears ive cried maybe ill wake up for once screaming deceiving and bleeding for you and you still wont hear me going under dont want your hand this time ill save myself just when id thought id reached the bottom im dying again |
| Collecting and betting cheap Pokemon cards 2013 |
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| I think I was having crush on a certain girl in my class 2014 |
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| My wonderful first cat was brought home on september 17, he was just one month and a half old. Arrived around 9 PM after my McDonald's shift and my father was holding him between his arms on a rocking chair. He soon became a full family member, but unfortunately barely survived a little longer than a full decade, passing almost one month ago, sending me into a even deeper downward spiral of blackpill and nihilism. sq |
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| Mostly drowning in unrequited love,spending time at hospitals,abusing REDACTED,being depressed...oh yeah playing vidya sq |
| Can I Still Go To Heaven If I Kill Myself? |
| refused to take part in that ice bucket challenge fad, and never regretted it. 2002 |
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