ZetsubouNoOu's Blog

It's really kinda shoking to me. Before I started watching Hetalia, I had this big range of favorites of everything. There was a nice variety too so there was hardly more than one of favorite from the same show/series. That is, until Hetalia came into my life... That is all I think about and that is all I want to think about. This has been a great advantage in my world history class though! I can remember everything better in that class even though its a college prep course. The class goes on and my teacher will be ranting up a storm and I'll be sitting in my desk thinking, "Wow, I didn't know Grandpa Rome did all that!" or "Omg! Iggy will give up his drugs for tea- hahahahahaha~" Oh wow... I just read what I typed and I think I need another fill of caffeine! I'm gone!

I'm sooooooooo bored! I'm about to fall asleep in my seat *which I can't go to sleep because I'm at work right now XD * but I don't know what to do and I just feel like closing my eyes and taking a quick nap might be the most productive thing that I can do right now. I haven't been getting good sleep lately. Ne, I've been having nightmares for the past two nights and when I have nightmares, its like my nine hours of sleeping were just spliced into three hours of sleep! Its sooooooo cruel!

Draw a circle, there is earth....
Draw a circle, there is earth...
Draw a circle, there is earth...
I'm Hetalia! *hetare*

I'm sooooooooo excited! My true love will be coming soon! That empty space in my heart will finally be filled!

~I'm getting a Graphics Tablet~!!!! XD

Bet I made you think that I was talking about a person! Nope, I can live a full life without getting a husband (though I will be a little sad about it though) but I don't think I can live without getting a graphics tablet~ It's the harsh reality~

I have such a hard time trying to draw with a mouse and I do a lot of photoshop things to my drawings but I am not fully satisfied because of the random squiggles in my lines and the time consumption of trying to fix everything with a mouse... its... its unbearable! But my friend *AnyaOtaku* had found a graphics tablet that was around 50$ and she got it herself and now I'm making her get it for me as well (though I will be sending her the money in return). If you are wondering why I can't get it myself, it's because my parents think that the internet is the devil *haha! now I want to watch Waterboy!* so it's a hairy deal if I can't get it in the town that I live in *I live in MT so there isn't much of anything over here... we do have Borders though...*

I'll be waiting for you always, Graphics Tablet!!! Always~!

I've been working very hard lately- I haven't said no to any of the babysitting jobs that have been offered to me and I'm going to start my other job in Glaceir National Park soon which that one is the craziest one I have! I do dishes at a resturaunt and I work ten hour shifts but it gets so busy that I don't have time to fill my soda~ I wonder how the tourists will be this year considering the economy and all? It really is beautiful here though. I don't get to experience much of it though since I have horrible allergies to everything except food~ I'm going to start getting three shots a week for about a year to help with it though! Hm, now that I think about it... my whole family is pretty obsessed with shots... my dad is diabetic and has to take insulin four times a day, my brother and I have horrible allergies so we both take shots three times a week, and my mom is a nurse so she gives a few shots a day including my brother and I... Woah, I really got off topic, didn't I! This was supposed to be my motivational thing so I won't stop working because I want to go to Texas again and see Lulu. We're both definitely going back to A-Kon but this year, my cosplays are going to be more spendy like most of them will probably end up being about two hundred dollars each... For A-Kon 09, I spent three hundred dollars on cosplays but they were very easy to make (Suzaku, L, Akito, and Tamaki) but this year we're doing seven cosplays and I'm afraid I might not have enough to budget with only one part time job... If I can just save my money like I did last year and keep these two jobs and have lots of people trust me enough to watch their kids, then I'm sure I'll have enough! I might even be able to bring maybe a hundred dollars on my trip to Forks! Yes! I'm motivated again! Yahoo!

I'm going to try soooo hard to save my money this year. I went to A-Con in Dallas almost a month ago and I'm ready to go back again!!! It was amazing and big! I spent half the time in the elevators though I'm not saying I didn't have fun in them. I've never tried to brake an elevator before *my apologies for the mechanics that work at the Sheraton*

Anyway, back to money. I'm working two jobs this summer so I will have enough money to really go crazy in the Dealer's Room and the Artist's Gallery. Though, I thought the Dealer's Room was kinda dissapointing. I was at Otafest 2008 in Canada and theirs was huge and there was a large variety of everything!!! THey had wallets, CDs, games, consoles, mangas, animes, and everything! The Dealer's Room at A-Con was lacking the variety. In my opinion, there were too many random Japanese clothing, Lolita outfits, and fake swords. I had a hard time finding things that I wanted to buy there. That just might be me or it just might be how the Dealer's Room was set up

I'm hoping next year I will be able to go crazy with my money this time.

I have about three days left before I go. Im going to Texas for A-con but still, I've been waiting for nearly a whole year. Since last June/July. I have never been this excited in my life. Concerts, Anime, Manga, Friends, Conventions, and Freedom. These are the things that make me complete :P

I have a whole bunch of money that I saved up so i could pretty much purchase the whole world! *actually, it's only a few hundred dollars, but its still money!* I haven't bought many things in the past year but in the two weeks that I'll be gone, I'm spending a near two thousand dollars! Most of it to cosplays, plane tickets, and hotels though

I luv conventions. When I first heard there was such a thing as anime conventions, I wasn't interested because I didn't want to feel like a nerd and stick with the crowd. But people here are all the same and that's boring. I get to have so much more fun then them with just being myself *the dork who just wants to have fun*

The town i live in only has a population of about three thousand if you didn't know that. Everyone either is preppy, emo, or white gangsta at my school. You get used to it but it makes me want to be as different from them as much as I can. I guess that's why I luv cosplaying so much! I do get to be different! I get to be a completely different person from three thousand people in this town!

COSPLAY AND ANIME RULE!!!