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I heard my breath collide in the wind with the muffled sounds of footsteps. Clicks and paddings seemed to recede into the background as I turned another corner. The moonlight left bleached streaks in my hair as it flowed around me in a whirl.
The worst thing about running, is that sometimes you never know where you end up. For me, I always seem to come back to the place that I was running from. Foolish ties you may call it, but to me it was just another nightmare for me to reminisce in. As I lose myself in my thoughts, I continuebto grip the metal flick blade in my pocket. Fingering the casing as I do.
I strain my ears to pick up any sound that isn't my own. There are really three things on my mind for tonight.
1)to find him
2)to stay alive
3) and to keep running.



Let me know what ya think.

These are just a few poems to match my curent mood.

~These Hands

These hands are my own,
But I use them for no self purpose.
These hands are moving,
But making no progress.
These hands have no voice,
So what good could they be doing?
These hands are my life,
But I show no hope.

I've come to realize how little faith I have,
I've come to notice how much I could be doing.
I've come to understand that I'm not the one who needs to be put down,
And I know that I should give more for myself.

These hands I have are meant to heal.
These hands I have are meant to hold,
These hands I have are meant to protect,
These hands I have are meant to catch,
Meant to catch these tears that fall,
Meant to catch the dreams that decend,
Meant to catch the soul that is purging,
Meant to catch myself when no one will.

These hands are all I have to show,
To show my love,
To show expressions,
To show that I want them to be held,
These hands may seem still at the side of my body,
But these hands are the things that are the keys to my dreams.

Yeah that one was a little cheesy but I think it was fine to be honest.
On to the next one!!!!!!

My Home

The speech came out today,
but I didn't hear a word.
Some one asked my name today,
but I gave no responce,
I heard a cry scream out,
Reminded me of home.
I watched a kid cry,
And knew he was like me:alone.

I gave no recongition to sorow,
But it found me the same.
I tend to lose myself
Just to find myself again.
I went to the remains of my home,
My heart shattered on the side walk,
I saw the debris floating around
Yes, this is my home.

I shout to the shallow walls
That used to reveal so much,
I only heard the fimilar cries come back to my ears,
I held my head in the corner,
Just like I did before,
I sighed and ran as fast as I could,
Through the beaten door.

This house holds memories,
That are concealed in my heart,
This house holds memories,
That broke me from the start.
I cherish these memories,
Even though they live in the dark,
i cherish these memories,
Because I knwo I'm alive.

How many times did I beat these walls?
Banged my fist through sobbing tears,
How many times did I loose myself,
Within their crowding jeers,
How many times did I hang my head?
The shallow thoughts occur,
How many times did I forget my will?
And hope to never awaken....

This is a Broken Heart Land.
This is where I'm from.
This is where my memories grew,
And where I never hope to return.
This is where my heart broke,
And lost my souls track,
This is where I learned to run,
And promised never to look back.

I promise to my heart,
That I will make it through,
I promised myself I would be ok,
I hid behind false truths,
Because I knew that I could not be the same.
I took my own path,
And I guess it was for the best....
I'm sorry for thoes I let down
But this is how I progress.

This one was rather dark sorry for that... The words just flow through my hands you know?

Another I suppose wont hurt.

The beat, so shallow
Forbidden to be heard.
These eyes, so sullen,
Burdened with recognition.

he came to me,
I never saw it coming,
He came to me,
And took my breath away.
He came to me and held a lingering hand,
He came to me, and I should have run then.

I held my heart like a fool,
I let him take it,
And knew I had been stupid.
I fell in love with blind eyes,
And now they are open, but too pain stricken to see.

God Bless America,
A nation basked in freedom
God Bless America,
The Broken Heart Land.
God Bless America,
For breaking our heart,
God Bless America,
Have thou's eyes been damned?
God Bless America
ALONE WE SHALL STAND

yup I'm done for peoms but you will see some songs in the next one.

Well being an insomniac gives you plenty of time to think and so during the restless hours I write songs and poetry so please enjoy ^^

Hoping to break the silence
The lonliness that kept me isolated
Sharing my thoughts to an empty room.
I walk down a beaten path
The only one that is presented to me
I try to run, to escape
But I keep going in circles.

I see you on the other side
My heart yearns for your passion
But this obstinate force keeps me away
And I'm drowned in silence
Days can go by and I only blink
Dreams have vanished in this world
That fills us with hate and pain
I WISH I COULD END THIS SILENCE!

I cry out in pain
To hear no reply
I ran forward to only meet a wall
Why cant I leave this world of silence?
And get back to where i belong.

I wake up one day to the warmth of your touch
And you embrace me as tears stream down
You help me walk away from the silence
And into your arms for good.
*Silence by Erin McCarthy


Heres another

I break into a run
But running from what?
The place we call our home?
This forsaken world left me in peices,
I might as well be living in Hell

The world is streaked with pain
And inhabbited with filth
We blame the problems on one another
But we might as well point at ourselves.

My family cant lose another, but they are pushing me away
They only wants whats best for me,
But I cant be as grown as them
Burdens are placed on fragil shoulders
And tied to a impossible promise
That everyone will be ok, and everthing will be ok... but it wont
People dont understand why I push away
But I do so to avoid hurt
Hurt of my heart and hurt of eachother

Walk away from your depression and find happiness under the new moon

The government cant take everthing
And they'll never take me
I have my freedom and my will
So kiss it cause thats how I feel
*Not Everything by Erin McCarthy

Another POEM?!? :0

I felt your love within your gaze
I felt your warmth in your arms
I found my happiness in your smile
And I felt unharmed ^^

I waited only to see you
To feel the happiness our love created
To know our hearts wont be sepperated
Not in my lifetime.

I smiled and saw your eyes glow
I laughed and you smiled to know I'm happy
I blushed when your lips were warm on mine
And you said I'll never let you go

I held your hand and you never strayed
I cried all night, and you were my shoulder
I spent my life waiting for you
And you finally appeared.

I cried one night and asked do you love me?
He brushed my bangs out of my eyes and said
"No flame will burn my heart
No distance will keep me from coming
No bullet will hurt me more than your absence,
No object will change my mind
Once I saw you in the park that day, I hoped to God you would be mine"

I hugged him and cried tears of joy
And knew I'd never be lonely
I gave him my heart and he gave me his own I said,
"Youre my one and only
You are my sky of dreams
You are my warmth in my heart
You are my hope in life
You are the only thing I need..."

He blushed slightly and kissed me passionately
I told him he is my world
He told me I am his life <3 ^^
*He is Love by Erin McCarthy

Sorry My poems are so long XD I'll show you more inthe future!!! Please comment, you can be critical and bitchy if you wanba be XD