Eko's Blog

killing myself before the age of 25 and not being loved for who I am

if you's be mean to nya's family or my master I'll kill you

Alex and Alice son and daughter

red_moons great big sis~

mommy Wakamiya_Hikaru

onee Shizuka_Chan

little sister xRollerPrincessx

onee MeiDetsoki

big bro pronija

Akira_Renji nya's daddy

Lal-Mirch master

girlfriend Therny

onee-hunnibunni

onee _tAyLoR_ or tay-chan

onee-chan KaWAii-NeKo_ChAn

onee-doku-chan

onee-chan Mei-chan

sis kittykarin13

otouto-masserati94

otouto Coolguy88

nii-nii Phntm_Knt_Zero

nii-nii pugzy

nii-nii-sama _Sebastian_

onee-chan xxxSkittlez

onee-sama laura-sama

nii-nii DarkCavalie

Imotou-chan Meronpan_Chan

wittle sis boonieboo

onee-chan Sayuri_nsg

otouto Penguin-Kun

Imotou-chan Tamaya14

Imotou-chan xangelbabii

bestest friend's ever xxxSkittlez and -FallenStar-

comment if you want to be a part of my family nya

my name is Micaiah Flores I was born 1lb 8oz's micro premee born at 25 weeks (5 months) missing 4 month of my life in the womb had a class 3 bleed, in my brain my small intestine, burst I have no main veins cause they collapsed, and I was so small I could fit in my mom's palm and some how here I am here before you now still living

I'm an introvert with extrovert tendencies(which means I'm depressed but have a sunny cheerful side most of the time) I'm very friendly but not noticed I'm the kid who is in the corner by himself and never approached I don't go out of my way to make friends they make me I'm alone in the world except for the few friends I have and that's not a lot the only way I get any notice is when I'm ether behind the piano or guitar other then that I'm a ghost no one knows I exist.

special ed fuck up beaten and abused mentally, emotionally, inside I'm dead and will never have a real meaningful relationship I see myself never getting a girlfriend much less a wife and kids.... I'm 21yrs old but mentally I'm still 17 I hate my self and want to die every waking moment and and the only things I really have in life is music and friends those are the only two things I hold dear in this world... and have kept me from Committing Suicide..... I've already tried three times in the past year