Private Entry
Private Entry
April 13th, 2015
Poems
A Rainbow
The true beauty of nature
Is only found in outside a home.
A rainbow, yes a rainbow, is almost like a stranger
And it’s beauty sometimes is unknown.
This one day I sat, in new world I’d found
And there, stood a rainbow afar.
I’d thought to myself, “Haha, look at that!,” and thoughts of reaching it were drowned
By the beauty, and colors that sometimes go unseen when looking at a distant star.
Days went by and in that world, the rainbow came and went,
Each time I only stood by and wondered
"If only just once I could understand what it meant-“
But that sentence was ruined by thunder.
All around that pretty rainbow were clouds of gray and black
I thought that my viewing was done.
Not once did that rainbow try to attack
Those dark clouds that the sky had become.
Once inside I stood at the window and only could look
As the rainbow disappeared from view.
But something, that instance, just peeked through the nook
And I thought it was something I knew.
I felt like I was weightless, and something inside of me shook
And to myself I thought…..who?
Someones who's precious and can't be replaced,
This poem is surely for you.
-Dojourei 4/12/15
An Evening in the Park
Like staring into the golden sun
Her hair one in the same.
Her personality is second to none,
As beautiful as her name.
One look in her direction
And her eyes will steal your heart.
Next her smooth complexion
Is the highest on the chart.
Don’t be ashamed of who you are,
Because you are still you.
Compared to looking upon a star
Your brilliance is that times 2.
-Dojourei 4/15/15
You're Your Enemy.
In that moment light fled
Then my chest turned to lead
And every single fucking thought was pounding in my head.
“It’s over.” I thought,
All my hard attempts for naught.
I never thought of what true sadness was, but this is what it brought.
I sat alone for hours
Time travel through the showers
Where my mind was blank, my outlook sank, and once I thought of….flowers?
Why has this appeared?
This is rather weird,
How calm I am, without a damn of the impending doom that’s neared.
I open my eyes again
And something hit me when
I realized that I’m still here, consider that a win.
The simple things can make you happy
And don’t you forget.
Yea life can be pretty crappy
But your attitude is the threat.
-Dojourei 4/20/15
A Riddle
It is seen, yet doesn't want to be seen.
It can sometimes be gentle, but be interpreted as mean.
It is firm, in a sense, but you cannot touch it.
The lesson it teaches might require some whit.
It helps to guide and educate one’s mentality.
It’s reality’s brutality is conducted with formality.
It is unforgiving, yet forgiving at the same time.
It can break the strongest man, at the peak of his prime.
Delivered by a Mr. or even a Ms.
Can you guess what it is?
a Consequent
-Dojourei 5/16/15
Liar
You’re a fucking liar, and I’m gonna say it.
My heart was yours and you decided to flay it.
“I’m sorry,” you said, and were gone just like that.
As quick as I met you, you left just like that.
All that time that we talked, what was it for?
You were someone I came to really adore.
“You're amazing,” you said, what a lie that was.
Thoughts in my head create a nauseating buzz.
I can’t understand what’s going through your head.
Unless everything before, were lies that you said.
What fucking ever, I’m done with this shit.
I came to really like you, and this is what I get.
Never told me once, what she thought about me,
I guess that along, she was lying to me.
-Dojourei 6/7/15
Chocolate
Made with love and care,
This candy has been born.
The smell that’s in the air,
Is it one to be adorned?
Yes, I believe so
But it’s not the only trait.
Surface glimmering like snow,
I stubbornly take the bait.
As I examine the candy
I can’t help but stare in awe.
Yes the looks are fine and dandy,
But I cannot find a flaw.
Perfect you say?!
Perfection at last!
Perfection, hooray!
Perfection has amassed!
The letters in the chocolate
Are beautiful and round.
Of all the colors to emit
This candy bar was brown.
To hold back my hunger
Was not an easy feat
My mind began to wonder
Was is this I wanted to eat?
No, I will not eat
But cherish and maintain.
For this candy is elite,
And it's beauty is insane.
-Dojourei 6/27/15
Me
I am who I am
And I guess that’s that.
My heart taken for a sham
And then……..splat.
I guess it’s whatever
I’ve gotten used to it.
It’s like every endeavor
Just doesn’t mean shit.
(shrugs) I guess that life
And I’ll have to deal.
Success and strife
Both have the same feel.
Or it might be me
Who can’t tell the difference
When he should jump for glee
Or just wait in suspense.
Wait for what….
The same shit’ll happen.
I actually don’t give a fuck
Whatever happens, happens.
I couldn’t give a damn
Or the ass of a rat.
I am who I am
I guess that’s that.
-Dojourei 7/10/15
The Graveyard
My heart now a graveyard, just empty inside.
Where not only me, but others have died.
From the outside there’s trees, all gathered in pairs
But take a closer look and listen to the prayers
Of the ones who aren’t here, the ones that have passed.
Either from the tree or taken by the blast.
The gates are closed with a “Do Not Enter”
Today marks summer, but it’s cold as winter.
I tried to let some in but in the end, pain.
Thinking “was it me?” almost drove me insane.
No it wasn’t me, probably just the wrong people.
A black hole of sadness, my heart’s become lethal.
No cure is made, no cure is found.
How can I keep my head up, when I’m 6 feet underground.......
-Dojourei 7/11/15
Economics 211
Holy moly
this class is hella boring
if closed my eyes I'd prolly start snoring
The teacher's there pacing
with a belly round and fat
Spewing pointless shit like a..........bitch
I couldn't make that rhyme
ignore that please
Now back on topic, that man, he's,
Annoying, annoying,
and 100% annoying.
This nigga teaches a class that NO ONE is enjoying
Thirty minutes in
I started to write this
Ah, this escape has me totally in bliss
Now that I'm thinking
I'm hungry as fuck
I might get a burger cus the cooks here suck
There's a place on campus
Where you can make you're own burger.
My mouth is starting to water, I'll go no further
Actually I lied
It was a double quarter pounder
The patties on that thing couldn't be any rounder
Two slices of cheese
So beautiful to the eyes
Ofc you know I can't forget the fries
Alright I'm done
I promise this time
I'd murder this teacher if it weren't considered a crime
-Dojourei 8/25/15
To Her
Like the the dark eclipse within the sky
The time she's seen is rare.
And when she's seen don't wonder why
You've become so short of air.
It's been a while, quite a while
so I've come here to say
Show everyone your pretty smile and have a wonderful day.
-Dojourei 11/17/15
The true beauty of nature
Is only found in outside a home.
A rainbow, yes a rainbow, is almost like a stranger
And it’s beauty sometimes is unknown.
This one day I sat, in new world I’d found
And there, stood a rainbow afar.
I’d thought to myself, “Haha, look at that!,” and thoughts of reaching it were drowned
By the beauty, and colors that sometimes go unseen when looking at a distant star.
Days went by and in that world, the rainbow came and went,
Each time I only stood by and wondered
"If only just once I could understand what it meant-“
But that sentence was ruined by thunder.
All around that pretty rainbow were clouds of gray and black
I thought that my viewing was done.
Not once did that rainbow try to attack
Those dark clouds that the sky had become.
Once inside I stood at the window and only could look
As the rainbow disappeared from view.
But something, that instance, just peeked through the nook
And I thought it was something I knew.
I felt like I was weightless, and something inside of me shook
And to myself I thought…..who?
Someones who's precious and can't be replaced,
This poem is surely for you.
-Dojourei 4/12/15
An Evening in the Park
Like staring into the golden sun
Her hair one in the same.
Her personality is second to none,
As beautiful as her name.
One look in her direction
And her eyes will steal your heart.
Next her smooth complexion
Is the highest on the chart.
Don’t be ashamed of who you are,
Because you are still you.
Compared to looking upon a star
Your brilliance is that times 2.
-Dojourei 4/15/15
You're Your Enemy.
In that moment light fled
Then my chest turned to lead
And every single fucking thought was pounding in my head.
“It’s over.” I thought,
All my hard attempts for naught.
I never thought of what true sadness was, but this is what it brought.
I sat alone for hours
Time travel through the showers
Where my mind was blank, my outlook sank, and once I thought of….flowers?
Why has this appeared?
This is rather weird,
How calm I am, without a damn of the impending doom that’s neared.
I open my eyes again
And something hit me when
I realized that I’m still here, consider that a win.
The simple things can make you happy
And don’t you forget.
Yea life can be pretty crappy
But your attitude is the threat.
-Dojourei 4/20/15
A Riddle
It is seen, yet doesn't want to be seen.
It can sometimes be gentle, but be interpreted as mean.
It is firm, in a sense, but you cannot touch it.
The lesson it teaches might require some whit.
It helps to guide and educate one’s mentality.
It’s reality’s brutality is conducted with formality.
It is unforgiving, yet forgiving at the same time.
It can break the strongest man, at the peak of his prime.
Delivered by a Mr. or even a Ms.
Can you guess what it is?
a Consequent
-Dojourei 5/16/15
Liar
You’re a fucking liar, and I’m gonna say it.
My heart was yours and you decided to flay it.
“I’m sorry,” you said, and were gone just like that.
As quick as I met you, you left just like that.
All that time that we talked, what was it for?
You were someone I came to really adore.
“You're amazing,” you said, what a lie that was.
Thoughts in my head create a nauseating buzz.
I can’t understand what’s going through your head.
Unless everything before, were lies that you said.
What fucking ever, I’m done with this shit.
I came to really like you, and this is what I get.
Never told me once, what she thought about me,
I guess that along, she was lying to me.
-Dojourei 6/7/15
Chocolate
Made with love and care,
This candy has been born.
The smell that’s in the air,
Is it one to be adorned?
Yes, I believe so
But it’s not the only trait.
Surface glimmering like snow,
I stubbornly take the bait.
As I examine the candy
I can’t help but stare in awe.
Yes the looks are fine and dandy,
But I cannot find a flaw.
Perfect you say?!
Perfection at last!
Perfection, hooray!
Perfection has amassed!
The letters in the chocolate
Are beautiful and round.
Of all the colors to emit
This candy bar was brown.
To hold back my hunger
Was not an easy feat
My mind began to wonder
Was is this I wanted to eat?
No, I will not eat
But cherish and maintain.
For this candy is elite,
And it's beauty is insane.
-Dojourei 6/27/15
Me
I am who I am
And I guess that’s that.
My heart taken for a sham
And then……..splat.
I guess it’s whatever
I’ve gotten used to it.
It’s like every endeavor
Just doesn’t mean shit.
(shrugs) I guess that life
And I’ll have to deal.
Success and strife
Both have the same feel.
Or it might be me
Who can’t tell the difference
When he should jump for glee
Or just wait in suspense.
Wait for what….
The same shit’ll happen.
I actually don’t give a fuck
Whatever happens, happens.
I couldn’t give a damn
Or the ass of a rat.
I am who I am
I guess that’s that.
-Dojourei 7/10/15
The Graveyard
My heart now a graveyard, just empty inside.
Where not only me, but others have died.
From the outside there’s trees, all gathered in pairs
But take a closer look and listen to the prayers
Of the ones who aren’t here, the ones that have passed.
Either from the tree or taken by the blast.
The gates are closed with a “Do Not Enter”
Today marks summer, but it’s cold as winter.
I tried to let some in but in the end, pain.
Thinking “was it me?” almost drove me insane.
No it wasn’t me, probably just the wrong people.
A black hole of sadness, my heart’s become lethal.
No cure is made, no cure is found.
How can I keep my head up, when I’m 6 feet underground.......
-Dojourei 7/11/15
Economics 211
Holy moly
this class is hella boring
if closed my eyes I'd prolly start snoring
The teacher's there pacing
with a belly round and fat
Spewing pointless shit like a..........bitch
I couldn't make that rhyme
ignore that please
Now back on topic, that man, he's,
Annoying, annoying,
and 100% annoying.
This nigga teaches a class that NO ONE is enjoying
Thirty minutes in
I started to write this
Ah, this escape has me totally in bliss
Now that I'm thinking
I'm hungry as fuck
I might get a burger cus the cooks here suck
There's a place on campus
Where you can make you're own burger.
My mouth is starting to water, I'll go no further
Actually I lied
It was a double quarter pounder
The patties on that thing couldn't be any rounder
Two slices of cheese
So beautiful to the eyes
Ofc you know I can't forget the fries
Alright I'm done
I promise this time
I'd murder this teacher if it weren't considered a crime
-Dojourei 8/25/15
To Her
Like the the dark eclipse within the sky
The time she's seen is rare.
And when she's seen don't wonder why
You've become so short of air.
It's been a while, quite a while
so I've come here to say
Show everyone your pretty smile and have a wonderful day.
-Dojourei 11/17/15
Posted by Doj | Apr 13, 2015 1:15 PM | 5 comments