July 21st, 2022
▫ ▫ ▫ 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬.
Anime Relations: Kawaii dake ja Nai Shikimori-san
Posted by Cream | Jul 21, 2022 1:09 AM | 0 comments
July 10th, 2022
自己. somber
Anime Relations: Totsukuni no Shoujo (2022)
in this life, there are two things you should know about me:
one, people always seem to forget that im their person.
second, they leave after finding someone new.
to hide my hurt heart i pretend that
it isnt a big deal but fact of the matter is,
it probably doesnt matter to anyone. how i truly feel.
as if being sensitive wasnt painful enough,
the childhood i had disfigured my sense of expression.
there was a time when i truly confided
with people i liked and trusted.
looking back through my memories, where are they now?
i love to speak and exchange words.
i love to hear and want to listen.
i love to love and love you tenfold more.
if its love that truly makes the world go round,
does it also have to exhaust my being in the process?
is it still beautiful if its cruel to you?
the only way i can define what might be my experience of love is to say that i continue to choke back my nausea to try.
i love to hear and want to listen.
i love to love and love you tenfold more.
if its love that truly makes the world go round,
does it also have to exhaust my being in the process?
is it still beautiful if its cruel to you?
the only way i can define what might be my experience of love is to say that i continue to choke back my nausea to try.
it kills to admit that i am all alone in this world,
but am i still alive knowing that i can
never be whole. not anymore. even if i tried?
but am i still alive knowing that i can
never be whole. not anymore. even if i tried?
somewhere out there i am lost in the wind,
trying to find a spark to keep on keeping on.
im always hopeful but sometimes i cant help
when it really, really hurts so much.
it hurts. it hurts. it hurts. it hurts. it hurts.
it hurts. it hurts. it hurts. it hurts. it hurts.
it hurts so much. please make it stop.
i no longer wish to be me.
Posted by Cream | Jul 10, 2022 6:11 PM | 0 comments
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