Asuka89sasada's Blog

Well, ya.. this is my 1st blog entries. i won't say much. this are lyrics made by Japanese singer. made me wanna cry and regret my self (that's too much.. XD) so, please enjoy and think about yourself

I am supposed to pursue my dream
in this narrow winding road, stuttering in the crowds of people

It's not that I want to return to that past,
I am just searching for the sky I have lost.
I hope you understand.
Don't show the sad face as if you have been sacrificed.

Tears do not end a sin. We have to carry it with us through
in this maze of feelings with no ends in sight.
Who am I waiting for?
As scribbled on the blank note, I want to be more honest.
What do I want to escape from?
Is it this thing called "reality"?

"For what am I living?"
In the middle of the night as my memories are fading.
I can't play safe anymore,
but there is nowhere to go too.
There's still so much in life to remove this feeling.
I will feel nostalgic about it.
I welcome this pain.

I have to apologize for this. Ah, I'm sorry.
I can't say it well. I'm just causing worries.

Everything that I embraced that day.
Everything that I will embrace tomorrow
I will not arrange them in any order.
I hope you understand. I closed my eyes
but I could still see things I do not want to see.

Unnecessary rumours that I hear for the first time, so what?
"Face it and you will be friends"
Don't tell lies like these.
My heart being agitated from deep inside,
a burning sensation runs through my body.
Actually I'm expecting something
from this thing called "reality".

"For what am I living?"
I want to shout it out loud. Can you hear me?
I can't play safe anymore,
but there is nowhere to go too.
I am grateful for all the kindness,
so I want to become stronger to march on.
I do welcome friends and foes.

How do I open the next door? I'm thinking.
The unretractable story has begun.
Open your eyes. Open your eyes.

There is still so much in life to remove this feeling.
I want to start all over again so that I can complete what I haven't done.
Shall we go again?

"For what am I living?"
I want to shout it out loud. Can you hear me?
I can't play safe anymore,
but there is nowhere to go too.
I am grateful for all the kindness,
so I want to become stronger. I feel the nostalgia.
I welcome this pain.




Kids play in the sun
Spray shoots up from the water
But I can't smile very well, I'm just looking at
The dim scenery

I just worry about my emails
That haven't been replied to, stop it already

The warm wind blew on us
Who are beginning to walk on
Instead of saying goodbye

The events that we can't
Find the answers to
From now on will again
Torment us, baby

We've crossed over
The crossroad of our journies
We disagree in such complex ways
The form that tears take
Should be different for everyone, that's what you said

The sunbeams coming through the leaves made me squint
The too-bright future is calling

Let's start walking
We can't just stand still
In the warm wind

The events that we can't
Find the answers to
From now on will again
Torment us

The times when you were at my side
Are turning into memories
Instead of saying goodbye

The tree-lined street, soap bubbles
They've flown far away, and disappeared
Good bye
Beyond sadness

The warm wind blew on us
Who are beginning to walk on
Instead of saying goodbye

The events that we can't
Find the answers to
From now on will again
Torment us, baby

Good bye my love, oh baby




Covered in dirt, In an unfamiliar city
I didn't smile like usual
I just walked hanging my head
To all the people hurrying quickly past me
"Have your dreams come true?"
I'm still struggling

Rather than going back to my childhood
I want to live happily now
I'm a coward by nature

If I try to leave for a place where the sun shines
With open arms
I think,
"I wonder if I could cross the sky?"
I still can't see
my wings for flying
Because I can't just go on, I continue to live

Just by picking up a wet puppy
Enough to smile a little
My tears came pouring out

I want to be loved, I just want to be loved
I've said it
It's no good just wishing for it

There were also days in my childhood
Where I had hurt my mother
I want to change
it all now

I tried to leave for a place where the sun shines
Gripping tightly
Destroying that time and place
I can change my life

But, I can't communicate everything
In my heart
Because I can't just go on
I continue to live

Going to a place where the sun shines
I try to open a map, but
I know... you know...
There's nothing I can do even if I'm lost
I can change my life


With everything that's gone by lately
I'm only the me I am now
Because I can't just go on
I continue to live




It’s a sunny day, and I should have been gently laughing in this town today too
I went out to buy milk and bread for breakfast
It came at the same time that my shoes kicked up a cloud of dust
Everyone’s faces who looked at me were frozen, so time wasn’t needed

“Your acting is pretty good. Stop it with the bad jokes.”

My laughter is like a knife, that vanished in the screams
I’m having some kind of a nightmare, the pain from pinching my cheek is the real thing

Up until yesterday, you needed me so much

Black clouds covered the sky, rain the melted everything poured down
When I reached my hand out to a fallen friend, they convulsed, saying they didn’t want to die
And ran away

In this city that has no one in it, I’m floating on waves of sadness
The face of a flattered friend was blurred by my tears

I’m asking what it is that I’ve done; Ahh god, why?

And in the puddles beneath my feet, I finally looked in and saw it
It was a monster with white eyes strangely shining, covered in a black flame

In a dream that’s fallen from exhaustion
I’m thinking that I’m saving someone with makeshift words
Calmly betraying people’s kindness, I pretend not to see another person that I envy
It’s a lie that I tell in order to fix myself, an insult that I use in order to not make enemies
I’ve seen everything, everything, everything, everything

And my ugly flame erases trees, flowers, and cities alike
Please, erase me; I don’t want to break this city that I love, any more than this
I screamed out

It’s a sunny day, and I should have been gently laughing in this town today too
I went out to buy milk and bread for breakfast
Sweat, the sun, and my tired body; Everyone’s faces look at me
Holding all of that in a strong embrace, I quietly wept



Let it all out, Let it all out
There's no need to pretend everything's alright
Stone Carvings show the flowers
Swaying gently in a nonexistent breeze
Can you see?

Nobody has the power
To look inside and see their true selves
Even if we will both lose and gain
While we are traveling on this long, long road

And even though there may be times when
Loneliness will strike and make us cry

Take all your pain
All your tears
To make them in to stars
Turn on the light
To shine upon tomorrows waiting path

We'll all hold our hands together
and we'll try to gather up some stardust
So eternity will be shining forever on

Although I may always be unable to avoid farewells
The seasons will continue to change time and time again
Even if I were to lose myself
I will keep keep going onward to walk by your side
That's the one thing that I hope will never change




I want to destroy the moment
I want to cling to the moment
I don’t understand myself


Of course I can’t do it over
Even when I try to hide in an unfamiliar town
I just think about the present going on outside my window

I want to run away from my impulses
But before I can, my excuses get in the way

If I follow my shattered memories
I can even go back to that time
Like a boy one day

I was born to live up to
The universe I imagined as a child
I'm a baby, I want to cry
The pain it takes to get it
Is so good

If life is a battle
Then we can’t help whether we win or lose
That much I know

My heart is pounding out of control from running towards tomorrow
From the shock that made me want to cry

I want to live a straight life
I just want to live a straight life
Like that boy that day

I was born to live up to
The universe I imagined as a child
I'm a baby, I want to cry
The pain it takes to get it
Is so good

I don’t want to stumble over someone’s words
I don’t want to be led astray…

Tomorrow, too, will surely sparkle
It doesn’t matter if I can’t go back to my childhood days
I’m scared of tomorrow’s way of my life
But I’m standing in a path I can’t go back down

I was born to live up to
The universe I imagined as a child
I'm a baby, I want to cry
The pain it takes to get it
Is so good



The night is turning into a shade of cobalt
The chilly star studded sky is glimmering
There’s no need for words of any sort

Rather than trying to uncover the truth concealed behind tears
I’m better off with baseless predictions

Sitting on the bench where the lights have already gone out
And gazing up
Only thoughts of idealities cross my mind
It’s a shooting star

Hey! Would someone enlighten me
If I were to live life as it is simply

I would gather all the miracles dispersed throughout the universe
And try overcoming them

All because these emotions which are pulsing throughout my body
Are dictating me

This wouldn’t do
Am I right?

Being as decisive as cast dice
And not ever having regrets
I hope to move onward to the next destination

The rule book which was created uncertainly
Only timidity appeared later
I continue watching the backs of my rivals

That,
As naked as the moonlight
Was a shooting star which strayed from a pure heart

hey! Would someone enlighten me
To live life as it is simply

Innocence does not suffice
You can’t escape from conflicts too


Those lessons which I have learnt time after time
Are definitely dictating me

What should I do
It’s a lie isn’t it?

Simply daydreaming
Will not get me anywhere
It also can’t make me more pleasant
I wonder why?

...it's all too much

hey! Would someone enlighten me
In order to live life as it is

I want to change even the toughest obstacles facing me into something humorous
And then laugh it off

Because there is no way to resolve it
It is buried within everyday life

That is why I wish to believe
Miracles do exist don’t they?
Am I right?





Who are you living for?
As you spend these gloomy days

How much weakness and pain do you feel?

Even if you’re lost in an unsatisfying past
And today doesn’t live up to the day you pictured in your dreams, yeah yeah

The stars that shine before dawn
Have they gone? Have they gone to tomorrow?

Tomorrow never knows
It's happy line

What should I believe?
As I spend these days I can’t see

No matter what night you’re seeing, don’t look so down anymore

Everyone has a smile they call happiness
Can you see it? Even if you don’t smile, yeah yeah

With my feelings for tomorrow in my heart
I tried to see it through rose-tinted glasses
And smile

Tomorrow never knows
It's happy line

Even if you’re lost in an unsatisfying past
And today doesn’t live up to the day you pictured in your dreams, yeah yeah

The stars that shine before dawn
Have they gone? Have they gone to tomorrow?

Tomorrow never knows
It's happy line



and many more.. :) i think thats all..