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First of all I will begin by copy pasting what Wikipedia says about it for someone who is unfamiliar with that term: Aphantasia (/ˌeɪfænˈteɪʒə/ ay-fan-TAY-zhə, /ˌæfænˈteɪʒə/ a-fan-TAY-zhə) is the inability to create mental imagery.

If anyone is reading and is interested in that topic in simple curiosity or due to relation to your job profession feel free to ask anything more, I've answered few stuff which might be different in my case with other people, if there is anything else I've missed just PM me I'll answer it as honest as I can.

When did I find out about it?
I found out about it when I was around 18-19, before that I thought it was just normal to not seeing stuff in your mind, well I was wrong but I never talked about it cause i didn't have a reason to, till one party when we were actually speaking about imagination and I found out that I am the only one who can't see anything.

How I got it?
I have no idea, when I once talked about it with my Mother and Grand Mother it seems that they had a little bit of troubles with it too, so I suppose I might get it through genetics, I can't tell if that's how I really have it, but that's my only clue.

So now to the "best" part, how does it feel?
Well it feels natural cause I was born with it, so I'd rather to know how does it feel to have imagination.
Nonetheless how does my imagination look like, for those who are more or less interested. It is very simple my imagination is based on what I am talking to myself in my mind, that is all, nothing more and nothing less. Whenever I will close my eyes there is black screen and whenever I will try so hard to do anything visual I am failing, I can't even do a white spot/point there so my case is literal blindess of imagination.

Do I daydream with it?
Yes I do alot of times actually, but you might ask how does it work? In childhood I had to say to myself everything so it was like reading a book, I had to say to myself the description of scenerio, clothing, colors and everything and than go into dialogues.
Right now it is more of reading a manga but only reading Dialogues, I can't say how but I kinda "Feel"/"Know" what is happening so I don't need to say myself anything, I know it already. I do even imagine the action/fighting scenes even when I don't see them I know already how it goes by every second in my "mind".

Anything Positive about it?
I am way easier to come up with any idea to write an essay, due to experience people at exams would take 5-10 minutes to even think about it, I will already begin writing right after reading the question a short/long essay and I will have in my mind 2-4 different scenerios, it is a great value for those who'd like to become writers, I don't consider myself to be good at that, but when it comes to speed of writing anything/any story I don't have a doubt that I'd be very quick.

Negatives:
I can't imagine anything, I can't draw anything without using models.



Can I imagine anything else?
Instead of talking to myself in my own voice I haven't been able to imagine anything else like smell or taste. Very rarely, ultra rarely I am able to imagine/bring back the original sound of a music in my mind, it is very rarely but it does happen so in some sort I can imagine in hearing aspect.


Did it make me a victim or target of bullying?
Well not as I had no occasion to talk about it in past so no one even knew, the only thing which wasn't bad but was a reason why sometimes some people laughed during math lessons at me [I was laughing too, including the teacher] was whenever I tried to operate in mathematical ways with 3D objects such as Sphere or Cube, cause I was drawing it on air with my hands to visualise where the problem lays, I wasn't aware that it was completely unusual and that was my only way to "imagine" about the Cube structure walls/lines between them without drawing it in my notebook.

If I can't imagine do I dream?
Yes I do, my dreams are very realistic to that extend that all the tips about how to lucid dreams came to failure as clocks, texts, sky everything worked perfectly in my dreams.

Do I have less/more affects on Hypnosys?
Actually I don't know, I haven't tried to being hypnosed before so I can't tell you about that.

Do I want to cure that?
Yes I would, I would like to be able to imagine and use it for drawing which guess what is my hobby actually. It would make it easier and it would be nices to being able to just put some imaginary scenerios "movies" in mind before falling asleep.