April 17th, 2013
Finding A Job..or Not?
Anime Relations: Great Teacher Onizuka
Well, as it looks like my studies are already over, without me even get to graduate, I wonder I can get any decent job. So I got on my feet to find any out there that can accept people like me, who failed in their study.
I stayed at my hometown, because my former college is nearer. I've a lot of childhood friends here also. Its kinda sad when I meet them, because I can't really get into conversation. All of them where always talking about how they were doing at their college or university, or how hard the exams were. Some of them even didn't know that I've already dropped out, so I can only just answered them with a fake smile on my face. It's kinda sad though, thinking that your life would turn out this way.
It was my best friend and my grandmother who encouraged me to continue study, eventhough I've failed. they say at least I should let myself get educated, and not give up yet given the situation is clear that it is not on my side.
I don't know what to do actually. Reality could be pretty harsh. Sometimes I even feel that my mind's on the verge of breaking down. The pressure of everyone around me, the burden that I felt seems very heavy sometimes.
I know that I should not really write this type of stuff on this blog, but at least I could cool down my head for a moment.
I cant really relate this entry to the GTO anime. But sometimes I feel that I want that kind of person who can teach me about life, be my teacher or brother. The one who can punch my face really hard when I'm feeling down, so that I could snap out of it and get back on my feet.
I stayed at my hometown, because my former college is nearer. I've a lot of childhood friends here also. Its kinda sad when I meet them, because I can't really get into conversation. All of them where always talking about how they were doing at their college or university, or how hard the exams were. Some of them even didn't know that I've already dropped out, so I can only just answered them with a fake smile on my face. It's kinda sad though, thinking that your life would turn out this way.
It was my best friend and my grandmother who encouraged me to continue study, eventhough I've failed. they say at least I should let myself get educated, and not give up yet given the situation is clear that it is not on my side.
I don't know what to do actually. Reality could be pretty harsh. Sometimes I even feel that my mind's on the verge of breaking down. The pressure of everyone around me, the burden that I felt seems very heavy sometimes.
I know that I should not really write this type of stuff on this blog, but at least I could cool down my head for a moment.
I cant really relate this entry to the GTO anime. But sometimes I feel that I want that kind of person who can teach me about life, be my teacher or brother. The one who can punch my face really hard when I'm feeling down, so that I could snap out of it and get back on my feet.
Posted by shiki00 | Apr 17, 2013 1:14 PM | 0 comments
April 13th, 2013
I'm Doomed.
Anime Relations: Sakura-sou no Pet na Kanojo
Tomorrow would be the last time I took and exam at my college. Why? because I will occasionally be kicked out of the college I attend. The main reason would be because of I have failed the same subject for three times. In my place (more specifically in my college) if the students have failed to pass the same subject for three semester, or they have failed 3 subject in the same semester, they will be kicked out of the college. The students can try to apply for a 2nd chance, but that's rarely the case.
Thinking back of all the time I had spent studying here, of course it would be a huge waste. I spent 2 years studying in this college, even getting know to some of the amazing people I have ever met, and I got my best friends here. Its a shame that it would end this way.
I'm pretty good with other subject that I take, other than math. That's my strongest weakness. Furthermore, the subject that I took, Calculus can be considered very challenging. But its already over now.
That mean I've not get my chance to graduate at all. In my society ( I guess its the same for all society around the world) uneducated people, I mean people with no higher education doesn't stand a chance in the society. They can't even get good jobs,and it will be harder to even support one self's need if he/she doesn't have any decent job.
Is it over for me? Can I really restart back, considering my age, it would be quite late?
I don't know. I feel like giving up already.
p/s: it doesn't really relate to Sakurasou, but their feelings when they failed in while chasing their dreams can be relate to mine.
Thinking back of all the time I had spent studying here, of course it would be a huge waste. I spent 2 years studying in this college, even getting know to some of the amazing people I have ever met, and I got my best friends here. Its a shame that it would end this way.
I'm pretty good with other subject that I take, other than math. That's my strongest weakness. Furthermore, the subject that I took, Calculus can be considered very challenging. But its already over now.
That mean I've not get my chance to graduate at all. In my society ( I guess its the same for all society around the world) uneducated people, I mean people with no higher education doesn't stand a chance in the society. They can't even get good jobs,and it will be harder to even support one self's need if he/she doesn't have any decent job.
Is it over for me? Can I really restart back, considering my age, it would be quite late?
I don't know. I feel like giving up already.
p/s: it doesn't really relate to Sakurasou, but their feelings when they failed in while chasing their dreams can be relate to mine.
Posted by shiki00 | Apr 13, 2013 5:15 AM | 1 comments
January 21st, 2013
Don't Mind The Title
Anime Relations: Rurouni Kenshin: Meiji Kenkaku Romantan
Wow...this is my first entry for my blog, and honestly I don't have anything in mind that I want to write about. Hmm..I finished 're-watching' Rurouni Kenshin for the second time today, so maybe I will write about this one.
The first time I watched Rurouni Kenshin is when I was a little kid, where I think I'm 5 or 6 years old at that time. It is also one of my favourite anime at that time, alongside with Dragon Ball, Initial D and a lot more classic anime. I remembered being so punctual about watching the series that I would sat down in front of the tv 5 or 6 minutes before the show started. What I remember as a kid the reason I like RK very much is because the 'coolness' of the main character Himura Kenshin, where he has a very dark past as a manslayer and want to turn over a new leaf by being a wanderer.
Now that I've watched this series, it really brings back such nostalgic memories. Such classic art, and classic soundtrack, especially the OP titled 'Sobakasu' by Judy and Mary which is still remained as one of my top anime soundtracks. However, when I was a kid, I only remembered watching Rurouni Kenshin until the episodes where he beat Makoto Shishio (episode 32 if I'm not mistaken). I didn't know there are still more episodes to this series. When I decided to rewatch it, I'm quite surprised. Well, actually after reading other reviews about this anime, I found out that the remaining episodes (episode 33-95) were only fillers and didn't not follow the storyline of the manga. To be honest, I'm really disappointed with the way they ended the anime for Rurouni Kenshin, where it is left quite at a cliffhanger. Well, after I found out about the circumstances that caused it, it may be forgiven.
I don't know what to say. Seeing back the anime that you've watch during your childhood really brings back some mixed feelings. Maybe because I'm really used to the current anime style that I'm always comparing them to the classic one.
Looks like I'm gonna relive my childhood memories back. Maybe I'm gonna start searching for the classic titles for re-watching.
The first time I watched Rurouni Kenshin is when I was a little kid, where I think I'm 5 or 6 years old at that time. It is also one of my favourite anime at that time, alongside with Dragon Ball, Initial D and a lot more classic anime. I remembered being so punctual about watching the series that I would sat down in front of the tv 5 or 6 minutes before the show started. What I remember as a kid the reason I like RK very much is because the 'coolness' of the main character Himura Kenshin, where he has a very dark past as a manslayer and want to turn over a new leaf by being a wanderer.
Now that I've watched this series, it really brings back such nostalgic memories. Such classic art, and classic soundtrack, especially the OP titled 'Sobakasu' by Judy and Mary which is still remained as one of my top anime soundtracks. However, when I was a kid, I only remembered watching Rurouni Kenshin until the episodes where he beat Makoto Shishio (episode 32 if I'm not mistaken). I didn't know there are still more episodes to this series. When I decided to rewatch it, I'm quite surprised. Well, actually after reading other reviews about this anime, I found out that the remaining episodes (episode 33-95) were only fillers and didn't not follow the storyline of the manga. To be honest, I'm really disappointed with the way they ended the anime for Rurouni Kenshin, where it is left quite at a cliffhanger. Well, after I found out about the circumstances that caused it, it may be forgiven.
I don't know what to say. Seeing back the anime that you've watch during your childhood really brings back some mixed feelings. Maybe because I'm really used to the current anime style that I'm always comparing them to the classic one.
Looks like I'm gonna relive my childhood memories back. Maybe I'm gonna start searching for the classic titles for re-watching.
Posted by shiki00 | Jan 21, 2013 1:58 PM | 0 comments