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I believe I should log on more.
But for what point? Who do I serve, what do I even serve here? I haven't been on in so long, I've forgotten the majority of people, and it's most likely that they too.. Have forgotten me. But I'm okay with that.
Natsume, is gone.
SA_Natsume
Is completely disappeared, thrown into the depths of some other reality, where it can go on and live for some other person. My accounts mean a lot to me, because it is me who runs then.. Almost running another life. Don't you think like this at times? you're running another life, online. Where you can possibly be a whole different person, or even express yourself more than you ever could in real life..? It's good to have that feeling, but sometimes the illusions of who we are, and aren't are get in the way, and slowly our true realities and selves dissolve into nothing..
I don't want that to happen.
But it's foolish to even think it can happen, what with the people in my life.. Some of which still go on here. I'm grateful to, and for them.
It's too early to continue.