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You watch me but you don’t know
That I see you.
You stand at my door but you don’t know
That I hear you knock.
You wait for me but you don’t know
That I wait for myself as well.
In your fortress you watch from a tower.
Your unlockable gates are open to me,
And I’m free to come in as I please.
Why the wait?
Why the hesitation?
I’ve nothing to lose.
What is there to choose?

This is a moment,
A moment I wait,
But a moment should pass away into fate.

Your door may be open,
But what do I fear?
I seek another entrance that isn’t as clear.
I beat around your walls, feeling that I’m near,
But all that I accomplish
Is a crumble in your wall and a callus on my fist.

The moment I’ve created
Cuts me deep and hurts my heart,
But I know I’m not the only one I’ve harmed.
I know this moment wounds you too,
I know, much worse than me.
And that itself cuts me much deeper,
For it’s because of you I Be.

Your fortress may intimidate,
But I will not be daunted.
I drop my sword and go in toward
A love like what I’ve never seen.