Throughout the volumes I saw the atmosphere change and the characters grow.. And I saw things change into a heavy environment that impressively made me feel that weight mentally and consequently physically .. And at some point I was free of this weight but what I felt was not only pure lightness, but the realization as if nothing at that moment mattered more than reading the outcome of that story, something like absolute and frightening immersion .. it was as if I had just realized that i was in 'the zone'( term used in sports) and couldn't turn it off.. I've feld a diverse set o emotions along the novel so by those and other motives.. to my fist completed 'novel'.. my first masterpiece..