# | Image | Manga Title | Score | Chapters | Volumes | |||
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1 | Death Note | 10 | 108 | 12 | ||||
2 | Freesia | 8 | 84 | 12 | ||||
3 | Hetakoi Love makes you think silly things. I feel for the main character, questioning his every move, being derailed by assumptions, and sometimes confronting that invisible thick wall of nerves. I'm glad the main characters ended in a good way. Someday, I hope I can attain that kind of pure love. Sometimes I wish my younger years were more colorful. Downloaded Chapters: 60 | 9 | 61 | 10 | ||||
4 | Onanie Master Kurosawa Fuck, even after reading, the takigawa thing still gets to me. I don't mind sugawa at all though, I love her tsundere personality but takigawa was just... to put it in a word, a dream. It hurt me more because in all lewd honesty, I felt exactly like kurosawa, being somewhat in his position in life. It's weird. Instead of feeling fulfilled at the end, I'm scared. That's how much I can relate to him. I'm afraid of the world and I just don't want to have anything to do about it. What bites at my core is how we're trapped by money, appearance, the family we're born in, time, love, space and everything between. How we're bound by "responsibility" but what does it matter? We all die in the end. Why can't we live the life we want? I would've been fine if I was born to work in a farm away from civilization. But maybe if I was, that wouldn't be my train of thought. I'd think of more problems to not be satisfied with my life. Was it my upbringing? Who I played with as a child? I don't know what went wrong in my life, where I took the wrong path but here I find myself back in the dark. It's not that I'm looking for someone to lend out a hand. No. What I really want is someone who has the power to let me be who I want to be. And again, No. It can't be me. There is no instant inner driving positive force in me that could make it happen. I know myself more than anyone else for sure. I feel as if I'm just walking this world, a train platform, waiting for the next train to come by. How long will I wait? Should I buy a ticket? Take action so to speak? Of course that would be the goody two shoes, rational, worldly answer but again, why? Is it because I'm a lazy freak? I'm a person with no realistic dream whatsoever and I don't have anything in me that wants a dream at all. I feel numb but that's how I want me to be. Is that wrong? Who's to say? Who's to judge? I just want to stay in my room if that's possible. | 9 | 31 | 4 | ||||
5 | Suzuka | 9 | 171 | 18 | ||||
6 | The Breaker | 9 | 72 | 10 | ||||