i generally accept friend and club invites. just don't spam me. if you want i am also now willing to make custom forum sets on a user by user basis. as long as you're someone i like, i'm willing.
a swirling ring of trash in the sky
now with 50% more SUGURU KAMOSHIDA content
Early Note: I am extremely lazy, so my list here isn't exactly up to date at all fully with all the anime I have watched over the years. I will constantly be adding things at random intervals that I am not watching at the moment or watched a very long time ago because i am so inconsistent as well as sloppy about keeping track of it all properly.
On another early note, I am generally bad at scoring anime, so most of my watchlist will not be properly scored.
audrey × AGE REDACTED × design narc × MUD WALLOWING ANTI INTELLECTUAL
you can just call me That Psycho Whose Posts Often Contradict the Bullshit "Consensus" on CE, April Ludgate 2.0, The Nutcase Who Once Wanted to Become a Psychologist, or a bitch. first and foremost, I am a huge mess, but I am a huge mess with a surprising amount of love to give despite my selfish overindulgence and passion for characters who only love themselves. I am inconsistent and patchy as my updates are here, and I bounce around from mood to mood, but I genuinely want to seen as being someone approachable. Sarcasm basically seeps through my veins. Though I am an editor of sorts, I don’t dabble in the bbcode market nor am I interested in fancifying this profile too overindulgantly.
I like and eat garbage characters for breakfast. Mostly tall brunettes with extremely bad vices; narcissistic, perverted egoists excite me more than the normie does, I do love my sinnamon roles spiced with an extra dollop of 'sin'. First and foremost I've taken Nasujima to new heights, secondly, I squeal needlessly over jerks like Tooru and Seiya, and hell, I even like girls and true cinnamon rolls. Despite my preference for characters with bad intentions, Though I actually do like a certain amount of characters, perhaps too many, there are of course also the select few I don't particularly enjoy. Among those is Izaya Orihara, who happens to be the most overrated piece of shit in fiction. May the goblin finally die in the DRRR sequel novel, that ugly little motherfucker needs to be put out of his misery. If you don't understand why Izaya is bad, maybe this can help you.
I spend most of my time in a literal funk disassociating from half the shit that is going on with no conceptual grasp of time whatsoever, but also somehow quite erratically. When I was younger I suffered through severe negligence and traumas that linger with me to this day, unfortunately nothing I’ll be rid of anytime soon. I try and live life to the fullest despite my multiple mental handicaps disallowing me to experience the cognizance of what you people would call a normie.
I'm a pretty eccentric and unusual person, who writes crappy fiction that reads like fanfiction in my spare time. It’s a mixture of canonical and not so canonical that manages to deviate from its original works whilst keeping elements. Although it's usually thwarted by writer's block. Since I'm still young enough to metabolize bad food, I feed myself crap and often lament about how it's going to affect me in the future, I ramble a lot, I love soda, Dr. Pepper in particular.
I complain about my appearance and attitude and am prone to extreme self deprecation. Don’t take me too seriously no matter how solemn I seem. After all, I am a simple mess, don’t wrap yourself around where, what, or why.
♡ ♀ ♡ obviously female
★ bloodtype ★ AB-
♡ mbti ♡ infp
★ zodiac ★ leo ♌
♡ lucky numbers ♡ 11 / 13
other random facts
★ I am an editor / graphic design major who has been using photoshop since age 12 and has gotten certifiably nowhere. Don't know how to make gifs, don’t ask me to make gifs. I do sets and graphics. No, I am not part of any GFX clubs, many of them are full of elitists who don’t use more than one style but will condemn people like me for my more experimentalist style forum sets. Thus I do not participate in any graphics related activities for clubs unless I own the club or am asked to.
♡ I love typography, and am a graphic design major. At one point I wanted to be a lawyer and psychologist, but decidedly entered college late and therefore chose to pick a major wherein I could earn a viable associates degree that’d pertain to my interests instead of a major that required nearly ten years of schooling.
★ I spend way too much time working and schooling (maybe gaming too...) and little to no time sleeping.
♡ Takashi Nasujima is Bae. If you insult him to my face you’re not going to get far with me.
★ Oikawa, Mugino, Numachi, that Yuu kid from Haikyuu and Shouko Yuasa are basically his children, don't argue with me on this, it's fucking canon. In all seriousness, I do tend to spot resemblances between characters for different series, so that’s a thing.
♡ I'll probably be a Crazy Cat Lady in another 30 years… implying I'll survive another 30 years. I’m a hot mess so I doubt it.
★ 75% of what I say should not be taken seriously or to heart. You are reading the ramblings of a mood disorderd person. The other 25% is my political opinions, which everyone knows I am always right about, so shut up.
♡ i'm not a very respectful or respectable person honestly. if i find your posts to be garbage and i find you to be a nasty person yourself i will not treat you well, in fact i will frankly treat you with sarcasm and scorn.
★ despite all my apparent cheeriness i am a moody mess personally but i try not to reflect that here, because it's supposed to be fun!!
♡ just because I’m a little loud and outspoken on the surface doesn’t mean I’m not warm and squishy on the inside, so if I like you as a person or you think you would actually get along with me please don’t hesitate to dm me
things i have a penchant for are as follows
the word "daddy"
Nasujima is daddy
carbs, i want to eat them until i can no longer sustain without growing to the size of a house. i love bread products, outside of the generic wonderbread variety.
kpop, jpop, other k and j genres. my first group in kpop was snsd, my first jpop act was koda kumi. i've been on a downward spiral to j and k music hell since. save me.
kvetching about the fact that opinions are shitty
vodka & soda mixed. a lot of people think is sounds disgusting. isn't to me
alcohol in general, but due to a series of bad experiences i have to steer clear
guys with dark hair, pretty eyes, good brows, and good cheekbones
girls with pretty eyes and good hair
driving people up the wall by being a basket case.
going on ce just to rustle jimmies at this point cuz it's basically the mal cesspit
existing and somehow breathing air whilst feeling half dead.
alternating between dressing like a slob and a lady.
birbs, particularly owls and smol birbs.
oikawa tooru & nasujima takashi, the evil father son duo.
spending all my money erratically and having no control over my bad spending habits.
dancing poorly to songs while no one is watching.
SPOILER ALERT: HER FATHER IS ACTUALLY NASUJIMA'S IDENTICAL TWIN
ONE EXTRA HOUR IN THE BALLPIT
guess who finally got the gif of nasujima stabbing mikado back
XOXO BEEN LIVING RENT FREE IN CHUD BRAINS SINCE 2016 XOXO