Monad, portrayed by Simon Bisley - Pat Mills' ABC WARRIORS
"I'm filthy. Lice gnaw me. Swine, when they gaze upon me, vomit. Scabs and scars of leprosy have scaled off my skin, which exudes a yellowish pus. I know not the waters of rivers nor the dew from the clouds. From my nape, as from a dunghill, an enormous toadstool with umbelliferous peduncles is growing. Seated upon a shapeless throne I have not stirred hand nor foot for four centuries. My toes have taken root in the soil and have grown up around my belly in a kind of lush growth, neither plant nor flesh, where dwell vile parasites. Nevertheless my heart is beating. Yet how could it beat if the rottenness and the reek of my cadaver (I dare not say my body) did not abundantly nourish it?"
- Lautréamont, Songs of Maldoror.
About me. I'm a multi-instrumentalist composer. I run a long time progressive/avantgarde project called ESMECTATONS which have been described as part of the "zolo" genre or similar to Naked City and Mr. Bungle, where I mix extreme/grind music with jazz, power electronics, post-punk, krautrock, darkambient, and a bunch of ridiculous things in a technical, or sometimes, just a noisy way.
I like literature, comics & sci-fi/gore/grotesque/SURREALISM/dementia, in general terms, and I have a huge hard library full of these things, including books, lps/cd/dvds, and stuff. I read a lot. I'm obsessed by decadent literature and art. I like fashion. I like to stare at long corridors. I like landscapes. I have a humouristic taste for the ridiculous, random nonsense and absurd. I have an overthinking mind always studying and looking for new things, but sometimes I'm too lazy to even get back on what I'm already into. I'm a very pessimitic person, though I really try to change it. I struggle with depression everyday.
About anime. Besides all that I mentioned above, I'm also a maho-shojo fan and for sure I like slice of life/drama/WMT and sweet slow paced, cute stuff too. I like samurai era stuff. I like laser beams, ugly thingy creatures, kaiju, tokusatsu, giant robots and... baseball! Feel free to ask for reccomendations. About animation, the japanese oldschool series (mainly mecha) are the best. About comics, my all-time favorites are the 2000AD (british sci-fi) titles and art (very sick, violent and demented). The current japanese animation and comics are lame, so when I sit to watch/read anything from Japan, it is oldschool, dada, mecha, or guro/psychological stuff. Nowadays, I'm much more into western comics & graphic novels. Feel free to ask anything you want, though I watch and read too much information, my memory sucks.
I'm not playing much game nowadays, but I grew up in the 90s on videogames, my favorite titles are mostly JRPGs from SNES/DOS til PS2 era stuff, but I used to play everything that I found interesting enough. I had a crazy love for 2D fighting games like SNK, CAPCOM, Guilty Gear, etc.
I'm into some visual novel though. I've played the most disgusting ones like Starless. I like this psychological exploitation of real evil and abuse found there and also in some other japanese media. I'm always looking for this kind of material. Peter Sotos is the heaviest writer from all real horror/decadent artists. I would reccomend his book Tool if you have guts to read so.
Kiseichuu no Ichiya AKA Midnight Parasites
The first and last "short" anime to achieve a 10/10 rating in my list
10 minutes that I promise you will not regret. If you like it, take a look at Vince Collins' Malice in Wonderland and Keiichi Tanaami's Dreams.