- Introverted, perfectionistic, idealistic and somewhat opportunistic.
- I won't settle for anything less than I deserve.
- I complete tasks before I'm told to do them.
I'm a HUGE sucker for socio/psychopaths in fiction (!) and I'm always looking for new ones. I am also hopelessly in love with tragedies... the gorier and sadder the better!
Myers-Briggs: INTP (introverted intuitive thinking perceiving) or INFP (Feeling)
Enneagram type 1 (the reformer) with 9 wing (the peacemaker)
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Not at all really, I think I love someone, that would make me clear of all charges.
I'm doing fairly well now. I've got my head together and am looking forward to applying for college next year.
I have been beating myself up lately since reading that article as I didn't know whether my IQ had been decreased due to smoking cannabis in my early to mid teens. I think it's sunk in now, though.
I was foolish and easily misled, evidently. Sure I can point the finger at my parents for not sending me to a private school or blame any conditions I had that could have influenced my judgment but it's all in the past now. I only plan on moving forward from now onward.
In a way it may have been better to experiment with drugs then than now because now that I've done it I can dedicate myself to my tasks without getting sidetracked by such. But that is heavily outweighed by the fact that smoking cannabis as an adult does not cause permanent cognitive damage.
Hey, don't mention it. These are exciting times for you. A small thing like replying to me can wait, naturally, no worries there.
So have you been having fun with your friend then, yeah?
*cough*
Anarchism is a fools advocacy. Mankind in conflicting by nature. Without the states reigns the people would be left to run amuck. I don't believe Britain or America or indeed the majority of this world assigns enough power to the state. Just look at where this so called freedom has gotten us. When Britain stood at the top of the world why didn't it continue with its conquest I ask. I believe in a world government. I believe in power over man to cease all major conflicts. I also believe in equality. That statement alone might be misleading. I by no means believe everyone is equal. I believe in equal opportunity. In my ideal world all nations would be obsolete and we would share resources equally between black man, Jew, gentile, white. I would like to eradicate illogical prejudice. In my ideal world humans follow logic and strive for objectivity, seconding over-morality and unnecessary sentiments that conflict with objectivity. And providing true knowledge for every man and woman. I despise the deception of democracy and the egoism which pervades in our society. Each man and woman works for each other and knows exactly what he lives under, he knows the maxims and axioms that he should despite differences in intelligence.
People would be free to choose their sexualities and gender without restriction, as gender and sex are social constructs and thus it is illogical to perpetuate this type of prejudice.
Mankind would strive for power, we would focus on migrating into the stars and our conquests there. Sacrifices would be made in order to further objectives. I would endorse killing off people, or stopping births of people with downsyndrome or similar, or managing our population and decreasing it by any means necessary that would not have negative consequences against humanities objectives, after all, population control is one of our foremost problems, we simply do not have the resources to supply for such an increasing population.
Humanities objective is survival, then power to actualize truth. Since life is meaningless otherwise, we must attain higher truth outside of our current conceptualization.
Even if all creatures die, that is just a probability if we will find the answers before we get destroyed by external forces or self destruct ourselves. Which is where the current world is heading. How long do people seriously think we can avoid world war three? Many people will just pray to our diplomacy and say "who cares, we'll be dead by then, right?" That attitude disgusts me.
If the world is heading for self destruction in its current form then we need less freedom to do so and more means of preventing it; more control. World war three would eventuate into a nuclear war regardless of how it started and that would spell the end, after all, it'd be a game of consequences once one nuke is fired, the other responds, etc.
That is a relatively small myriad of things I have discussed thus far but it is still only a part of the wide plethora of things my views encapsulates. I think my last point there answers your question quite nicely on what I think of anarchism and if it's applicable.
Well let's say my definition is different, as it is for everything else.
You know when you say that, you're making me worry again :/
Sociopath means no emotions, and most of us are able to express them, so that wouldn't be true.
Psychopath would be a better term because we all have our different and strong feelings which sometimes are hard. Like when you think about someone dying in horrible ways (yes I have these thoughts often...).
With that said, Biology and Psychology aren't bad choices either. My advice is to just do whatever makes you happy unless happiness is second to something else to you, in which case strive for your objectives and don't let up.
As for me I'd like to be studying Math and Philosophy at Oxford in a few years time. Since Math is the hardest I want to test my limitations and gain the respect from the qualification. I'd like to go on to be an Academic there, doing perennial study in a bunch of different subjects in my time, if possible.
I've made a lot of mistakes in my life up until now. I didn't finish high-school and up until a year ago it never sunk in how I wasted such a glorious opportunity to succeed when I could. Now I'll have to do two years of British College first with my highers and advanced highers.
If dropping out of school wasn't the pinnacle of my mistakes then it was surely smoking cannabis. God, I was such a fool. I read in a recent article that it reduces your IQ by an average of ten points if smoked heavily throughout adolescence. I likely suffered the consequences of cognitive impairment.
I think even though I've hindered my full potential a current IQ of 131 should suffice for my ambitions. I recently got tested, you see. In any case, I've matured early from my experiences and gotten wiser through it so I'm not entirely regretful.
I wanted to share that with you since you asked about my ambitions. As perfectionistic as I may be I am certainly not perfect.
Anyway! Look forward to LoGH, as I will to continuing Monster!
As for the discussion I mentioned before, there are a few things I could bring up for discussion but why don't you tell me some more of your interests first, and if there's anything you'd like to talk about, then just ask away!
It's certainly not a charming trait, which is already obvious. Though I wouldn't be so drastic about changing it. Just keep it as a reminder, as to how imperfect you really are. After you've acknowledged that, we'll be perfect for each other (Thus ready to marry)
Well, you gave me the perfect opening to make a silly (and a bit racist) witty remark. However as you rightfully admitted defeat, I will hold back this extreme urge.
Because I say so.
so long as i was somewhat correct
Well, I'm done with my essays now, so things are looking up.
Other than that, I loved the tension he brought upon the cast.
I slightly favor Kogami over Makishima though, but again, it's close!