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Oops I'm sorry to hear that. Dari kata2mu sepertinya udah gak ada niat mencoba lagi ya hmm..
Gw pribadi gak punya keinginan untuk pergi ke sana, sama sekali. I like to pretend japan doesn't exist in real life, dan bahasa nippon hanya bahasa fiksi yang digunakan tokoh fiksi. Oh dan juga, Indonesia nggak buruk2 amat kok. Coming from someone whose family has long since broken.

Sejujurnya gw agak sinis liat orang kepingin pergi/kerja ke jepang tapi yang melatarbelakangi itu adalah karena dia suka jepang/jejepangan. Ironically di friend list fb gw ada banyak (bukan cuma kepingin tapi bener2 udah bergerak). Belakangan ini mereka pada bingung karena dipersulit covid, dan gw eneg juga liat mereka nyambat mulu. Ini bukan karena gw orangnya realistis, tapi lebih ke sifat tidak menyukai hal-hal yang romantis aja seperti meraih cita-cita atau mengejar passion. They come off as naive. Tapi nggak semuanya. Mereka yang dari jalur eroge biasanya lebih mawas diri (based on the impression I get). I wonder apakah hobi membaca yg memengaruhi itu. Of course I'm not talking about those filthy wibu sangean yang main eroge cuma buat liat CG-nya. Masih ada pemain eroge yang paham dan peduli sama teks, masih ada yang bisa diajak diskusi properly, ada juga yang sampai ngangkat Muramasa buat materi tugas akhirnya.

Anyway menambahkan soal weebshit & language learning. Dulu di awal motto gw adalah "gw bukan belajar biar bisa baca, tapi gw membaca biar bisa belajar". I didn't care about being able to read x title. Gw lebih mementingkan dan menikmati prosesnya. Jadi gw sebel kalo liat orang bilang gini. "I'm learning jp so I can read [insert title]". Itu level kenaifannya sama kayak orang yg pingin kerja di jepang karena dia suka jepang/jejepangan.
Tapi gw nggak bisa menyalahkan pertanyaan lu juga karena sampai sekarang gw nggak punya tujuan. Main eroge itu bukan tujuan, itu metode belajar. Tapi karena in the process I developed a huge love for the medium, jadinya tiap kali gw namatin judul itu rasanya kayak sebuah accomplishment, dan itu addictive, itu yg bikin gw terus gak berhenti baca (read: belajar) meski gak punya tujuan.

Seumur hidup belum pernah sekalipun kepake di kehidupan nyata. So jawabannya udah jelas. Wait, kenapa tiba2 tanya bgitu?

Kebetulan hobi gw nonton kartun dan kebetulan juga suplai kartun dari jepun bagus2. Setelah nonton ratusan judul, gw mencoba belajar bahasanya. Idk, it feels like a natural thing to do, just like how I picked up English thanks to my PS1 games back in the day. Setelah sekian trial and error, gw merasa cara paling fun itu dengan main gim porno.

Halo2 brah

I see you adding my watching to your PTW :eyes:

I always love seeing all of the Chris. So much Chris! Too much Chris? Not Enough Chris! Chris... *.*

Been a while?

How's 2020 coming for you?

Corona is over and things can go back to normal, despite the stock ecomy died around the world~

I know i'm super late, but I finally started watching Symphogear XV and it's hype as fuck, so far.

i don't anyone else to share my thoughts, because i don't what them to think i'm crazy.

yeah, 2020 is turning into shit since now every good show we watched is pretty much cancelled and dunno when it come back

my reason to live alone is for me to have peace and quet from my family, nothing more, nothing else

Did ya hear about Healin' Good going on indefinite hiatus starting next week because of Corona-chan?

Damn it! I was just enjoyin the the season.That’s actually kinda sad but it’s 100% understandable! Health is super important and it’s would be hypocritical if the PreCure crew was spreading health awareness to the audience but not taking those procedures themselves, ya know?

corona screwed my plans when i started the year.

it was going fine up untill march and now April

same here consuming stuff has burn me out.

i want to explore the world after i get that job interview, i had no luck in the past because they treated me like shit.

say, do you live with your family aswell, ugh, tell me about, a pain.

At this point if anything i want to fix my life is gettign a job and earing my savings.

One house is enough for me and my life to move on.

I JUST WANT money that badly, but corona-chan postponded everything~

Sevens is going good for me.

I love it!

Hope you anyone something new than most boring anime season of the decade!

better late than never on this replay since i was getting ready for easter.

2020 can go fuck itself

it will go down as humanity's wasted potential year since corona-chan whent around the world and made us lose our mind.

It's the retardation that makes them kawaii :^)

good to know. just to let you know what's going on.

I decide to finally stop caring for Tumblr since that site became overloaded with bullshit. and not the porn, it's the people who act like jerks. fuck them.

also i hate my grandmother because i've my whole life with her and she doesn't even shut for 5 f*ckig minutes and starts worring about every FUCKING thing. This is like cancer honestly. Who the fuck worrys that much every time i'm alone. I've had enough. I want my own life and what really borthers me is how every wrong the house is my fault, because we live together.

she worries way too much and ever since a kid she aways had a panic attack gave me a trauma because i failed my grades. It her fault i can't have a future because she said trusting is aways a thing, she said. Concerns me why i'm still livng with her. And worse, her life is far from great, she failed and blames me for her flaws, lolo.

This is the reason i wanna live my own life. Nothing wrong happens when i'm all lone, despite the fact its her fault aways believing in god that doesn't concern me.

sorry if this feels like a vent, but i hope you don't get mad for the random stuff i've said, only what's happing in my life to fair. i just wanted to let you know i'm having another bad day because my parents can't shut up and let me live my own life.

everything whent wrong because TRUST is aways the answer, they say.

to conclude: if i don't rid of her my whole life is the same old mold never to be broken. She is the mold that needs to be broken, not me.If anything can be broken to start fresh, so can i.