He turned off profile/blog comments and private inbox messages but I really want him to see this.
Hey! You probably won't see this for a while (especially since MAL says your last login was five days after you messaged me), but I thought I'd finally reply just to let you know that I've at least read what you sent. Didn't reply because I didn't really know what to say, even though you real obvious thing is:
I think I've come to accept that I'm always going to miss speaking to you whenever I'm not speaking to you. It's been real fun, and I honestly kind of refuse to watch Steins;Gate until you get back, lol. It was pretty darn close to a promise [that we'd watch it together], so watching it alone feels like something (actually, someone– *cough* you *cough*) is missing! And I'm totally still doing your layout, even if it means you won't see that for a very, very long time either. Since I unfortunately can't do anything about your health from here, I'm going to at least make your account look pretty darn fab.
I hope you don't mind that I did my profile first.
Seriously though, I'm really missin' ya. And not just for the silly extended conversations with about vending machine fights and burning toasters either, but for the fact that we can chat about pretty much anything. I'll admit that our first few interactions are kind of blurry in my head, but however we started talking, I'm endlessly grateful. Thank you for being as kind and amicable as you always have been.