Jibun no Karada wo Yurusu made
Until I Love Myself: The Journey of a Nonbinary Manga Artist
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Jibun no Karada wo Yurusu made

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Synonyms: I Want to Say I Love Me
Japanese: 女の体をゆるすまで
English: Until I Love Myself: The Journey of a Nonbinary Manga Artist
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Type: Manga
Volumes: 2
Chapters: 20
Status: Finished
Published: Aug 27, 2020 to Jun 10, 2021
Genre: Drama Drama
Serialization: Yawaraka Spirits
Authors: Pesuyama, Poppy (Story & Art)

Statistics

Score: 7.601 (scored by 390390 users)
1 indicates a weighted score.
Ranked: #23302
2 based on the top manga page. Please note that 'R18+' titles are excluded.
Popularity: #11700
Members: 1,631
Favorites: 10

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Mangaby Keizakomu

LGBT (gay, lesbian, bisexual, binary transgender, non-binary, genderqueer, intersex, queer, pansexual, asexual, aromantic, etc.) characters in mangas I've read that are not listed as Boy's Love or Girl's Love on MAL. Some are headcanons- those are indicated by question marks.

Anime Version: https://myanimelist.net/stacks/31815

Part 2 (Manga): https://myanimelist.net/stacks/44923


Honorable Mentions for those that are listed as Boy's Love or Girl's Love- even though they really shouldn't be because they're not primarily about MLM or WLW relationships:

Bokura no Hentai
Marika Aoki (trans girl) (protagonist)
Osamu "Parou" Tamura (gender non-conforming and gay) (main)
Ryousuke "Ryou" Kijima (gender non-conforming and bi) (main)
Satoshi "Tomochi" Natsume (gender non-conforming and bi) (supporting)

Kono Koi ni Mirai wa Nai
Yuuji Manase (trans woman) (protagonist)
Kotarou "Tora" Touri (gay) (supporting)
Kaoru (trans woman) (supporting)

Koisuru Sugar Cotton
Chiaki Tabata (trans girl) (protagonist)
Kiyoka (lesbian) (main)
Rika (lesbian) (supporting)

Sunu Sumu Muriku no Koibito
Naoki "Nao" Komura (bi) (protagonist)
Nono Nosaka (trans girl and bi) (main)
Kanami Shibata (bi and aro?) (supporting)
Nanako (trans man and bi) (supporting)
Nemoto-sensei (gay) (supporting)

Kaijuu ni Natta Gay
Takashi Arashiro (gay) (protagonist)
Junpei Naruse (gay) (main)
Liam (trans man) (minor)

50 Entries · Apr 5, 1:22 PM

258

Mangaby Keizakomu

Some manga that features a non-binary/x-gender character. Some are headcanons- those are indicated by question marks.

Part 2: https://myanimelist.net/stacks/37987
Part 3: https://myanimelist.net/stacks/55436


Extra non-binary manga that's not on MAL (yet):

Onna no Karada ga Iya nano de Mune wo Torimashita
Kazuki (x-gender) (protagonist)

Then I saw RuPaul's Drag Race': coming out as X-gender in Tokyo
M. A. Joy (x-gender) (protagonist)

Kyouhaku sei Shougai desu!
Asuka Miyazaki (x-gender) (protagonist)

Kyouhaku sei Shougai Chiryou Nikki
Asuka Miyazaki (x-gender) (protagonist)

Unknown Color
Chiaki Hinaga (non-binary) (protagonist)

Quintet×Question
Mokuba Ao (x-gender) (main)

Bloody Chinatown
Kanaya (gender-free) (main)

Bara Shishaku
Gideon (genderless/gender ambiguous?) (main)

50 Entries · Apr 9, 5:30 PM

167

Mangaby Keizakomu

There are a fair number of LGBT mangakas who write memoirs of their lives. I haven't read all of these yet.


Some other manga not on MAL (yet):

Mieri Hiranashi (lesbian)
Kanojo ga Dekinai Onna

Ayana Tsubaki (trans woman)
Watashi, Danshikou Shusshin Desu. Comic

Yoriko Kamikawa (trans woman and lesbian)
Sayonara Chinchin Welcome Manman ~OL ni naritakute Seibetsu Tekigou Shujutsu shita~

Kazuki (x-gender/non-binary)
Onna no Karada ga Iya nano de Mune wo Torimashita

Ermuzibu (lesbian)
Magan he Danai

Negi (lesbian), Tanu (lesbian)
Manga de Tsudzuru Yuri na Hibi - Onna x Onna Bakappuru Dousei Nikki

Shion Fujima (lesbian)
Yurinin Lesbian Couple Ninkatsu Funtouki

Atomu (gay)
KinKiKids Honoo no Spark

Various (gay)
Massive: Gay Erotic Manga and the Men Who Make It

Asuka Miyazaki (x-gender/non-binary)
Kyouhaku sei Shougai desu!
Kyouhaku sei Shougai Chiryou Nikki

Mochigi (gay)
Atai to hoka no ai, Atai to Nechikoyan
Gay Bar no Mochigi-san
Kono Gay to wa Tsukiaitakunai!!!

Nanami Igarashi (cross-dressing man)
Wagahai wa "Otoko no Ko" de aru!

Agaru Yamada (cross-dressing woman)
Dansou Joshi to Josou Danshi ga Kekonshimashita

Chii (trans woman)
Manga de Wakaru: Taino SRS (Seitenkan・Seibetsu Tekigou Shujutsu)

Shou Arai (intersex man and pan)
"Seibetsu ga, Nai!" Hito-tachi no Hoken Taiiku
Anokoro Ore wa Joshikousei
Asia o Futari de Aruite Mita - Chuusei Oji-san to Otokonoko no Ryokouki
Chuusei Furo e Youkoso!
Ore no Mawari no "Seibetsu ga, Nai!" Hitotachi - Arai Shou no Sekumai Kouyuuroku
Saikin sa Otona to Wakamono ga sa... Suggoi Chigaku ne!?
Seibetsu ga, Nai!
Seibetsu R!
Seibetsu x Renai Hakusho

Kazuaki (gay)
Gay Fuuzoku no H Jijou

Tsushima Tsushima (pan)
Otto wa Jitsu wa Josei Deshita

Kou Usaki (gay)
Junjou Shounen: Boku ga Otoko to Yatta Riyuu
Boku no Hontou no Hanashi

M. A. Joy (x-gender/non-binary)
Then I saw RuPaul's Drag Race': coming out as X-gender in Tokyo

Akiko Morishima (lesbian)
TakuLez Meet-Up Report

Magan he Danai
Ermuzibu (lesbian)

Tanu (lesbian)
Manga de Tsudzuru Yuri na Hibi - Onna x Onna Bakappuru Dousei Nikki

Shion Fujima (lesbian)
Yurinin Lesbian Couple Ninkatsu Funtouki

Kazuki Minamoto (gay)
Misoji Gay, Tatanaku Narimashita
Shoujo Mangaka no Minamoto-san ga Coming Out Shimasu

Tora-syo (trans woman)
Tonari no Trans Shoujo-chan (Taihai Tekina Trans-chan)


(not LGBT author- I think, partner is trans man)
Tamu Ando
Uchi no Danna ga Kawai sugiru ~tsu! Moto ♀ no Ikemen Nyuuseki Shimashita!!

40 Entries · May 31, 7:01 PM

146

Mangaby Keizakomu

Mangas with transgender authors and/or illustrators. Not all the mangas have transgender themes in them.

Part 2: https://myanimelist.net/stacks/54374


Not on MAL (yet):

Ayana Tsubaki (trans woman) (author)
Watashi, Danshikou Shusshin Desu. Comic

Yoriko Kamikawa (trans woman) (author)
Sayonara Chinchin Welcome Manman ~OL ni naritakute Seibetsu Tekigou Shujutsu shita~

Keito Gaku (trans man) (author and illustrator)
Akarui

Chii. (trans woman) (author and illustrator)
Majo ni Naritai Otoko no Ko
Manga de Wakaru: Taino SRS (Seitenkan・Seibetsu Tekigou Shujutsu)
Shijuuhatte Anthology - Hihou-kan
Haikyu!! dj - Kageyama Happy Birthday!!!

Trans shojo-chan (trans woman) (author and illustrator)
Mirai kara kita Jibun ni Onna ni naru you Settaku Sarersu Hanashi
Danshi Jidai no mtf no Manga/Koukousei Hen

Asuka Miyazaki (x-gender) (author and illustrator)
Kyouhaku sei Shougai desu!
Kyouhaku sei Shougai Chiryou Nikki
Afternoon Four Season Prize PORTABLE

Shou Arai (intersex man) (author and illustrator)
"Seibetsu ga, Nai!" Hito-tachi no Hoken Taiiku
Anokoro Ore wa Joshikousei
Asia wo Futari de Aruite Mita - Chuusei Oji-san to Otokonoko no Ryokouki
Chuusei Furo e Youkoso!
Ore no Mawari no "Seibetsu ga, Nai!" Hitotachi - Arai Shou no Sekumai Kouyuuroku
Saikin sa Otona to Wakamono ga sa... Suggoi Chigaku ne!?
Seibetsu ga, Nai!
Seibetsu R!
Seibetsu x Renai Hakusho

Kazuki (x-gender) (author)
Onna no Karada ga Iya nano de Mune wo Torimashita

Poppy Pesuyama/Stunning Sawamura (x-gender) (author and illustrator)
Sasada wa Tomodachi

Sumire Nekobungi (trans woman) (author and illustrator)
Azami on the Tail
Sashimi Forest
Doppel Debussy
Alice Sherlock: The Rubious Nebula
Basilico no Mahoutsukai
Ame no Machi no Teru
Felismans no Kuni
Matenrou no Locusta
Kaifuu no Silhouette

Tora-syo (trans woman) (author and illustrator)
Tonari no Trans Shoujo-chan

Yuhki Kamatani (x-gender and intersex) (author and illustrator)
Belle Ruelles (illustrator)
Busshi no Busshin - Kamakura Hanbun Busshiroku
Doushi Shoujo yo, Teki wo Ute (illustrator)
Kanashimi no Rock wo Narase -Rhapsody-
Touken Ranbu Online Anthology - Hibana Chirase, Touken Danshi (author)
Touken Ranbu Online Anthology - Hibana Mae, Touken Otoshishi (artist)

50 Entries · May 31, 5:08 PM

94

Mangaby Keizakomu

Queer/gay/lesbian/queer/NBLW/NBLM/bisexual/pansexual/omnisexual/asexual/aromantic transgender characters in manga. Some are headcanons- those are indicated by question marks.

Part 2: https://myanimelist.net/stacks/63194


Not on MAL (yet):

Sayonara Chinchin Welcome Manman ~OL ni Naritakute Seibetsu Tekigo Shujutsu shimashita~
Yoriko Kamikawa (trans woman and lesbian) (protagonist)

Otto wa Jitsu wa Josei Deshita
Wafuko (trans woman and queer) (main)

Osanajimi Yuri(?)
College Girl (trans woman and lesbian) (main)

Itsuka Shinu Shoujo
Yuuki Akai (trans girl and lesbian?) (main)

Seishun Minority
Sera (trans boy and gay) (main)

Ore ga Ryousei Nante Mitomenai
Kiri (intersex boy and gay) (protagonist)

Me wo Tojite Daite
Hanafusa (intersex woman and bi) (main)

Murai-kun wa Mizuno-kun wo Dakitai
Shion Murai (trans boy and bi) (protagonist)

Quintet×Question
Mokuba Ao (x-gender, pan, and polyamorous) (main)

50 Entries · Apr 25, 4:58 AM

92

Mangaby Weebookey

These are series you can read all within 2 volumes! All genres/demographics!
None of these series are OOP (out of print) and can be easily purchased at a local bookstore.

• Omnibus releases are not considered one volume and are instead counted by tankoubon release.
(VIZ MEDIA released "All You Need is Kill" in a single book; Japanese release has 2 volumes).
• Sequels or spinoff series are not included.

always open to more suggestions to fill this stack up!

- Weebookey <3

20 Entries · Dec 17, 2024 9:13 PM

77

Mangaby legendofotaku

These manga will be about Queer people, made by LGBTQ identifying mangaka. The manga may be explicitly autobiographical, or just have Queer themes. While there may be many other closeted Queer peopled within the manga industry, these stories are by explicitly "out" authors. Please enjoy, so more authors feel like they can come forward to be their authentic selves. :)

15 Entries · Mar 26, 2023 8:46 PM

51

Mangaby Chiorashi

Derived from the Starter Guides to BL and Yuri manga and links to recommendation twitter threads.

Lost in the Snow by Japanese artist Velvet Toucher was also among the BL recommendations, but isn't listed on MyAnimeList.

See the website for their pros and cons per title:
https://www.animefeminist.com/feature-the-queer-fudanshis-starter-guide-to-bl-manga/
https://www.animefeminist.com/feature-the-beginners-guide-to-yuri-manga/
https://twitter.com/devoid_lynch/status/1377342798123331586
https://twitter.com/ShoujoseiWorld/status/1641874211223351296

See also:
Anime Recs
https://myanimelist.net/stacks/17514
https://myanimelist.net/stacks/17515
https://myanimelist.net/stacks/18757
https://myanimelist.net/stacks/18755
https://myanimelist.net/stacks/18995
https://myanimelist.net/stacks/18999
Other Manga Recs
https://myanimelist.net/stacks/17520
Chatty AF
Anime
https://myanimelist.net/stacks/22027
Manga
https://myanimelist.net/stacks/25862
https://myanimelist.net/stacks/25883
https://myanimelist.net/stacks/26994
https://myanimelist.net/stacks/27949

37 Entries · May 5, 2023 9:19 AM

45

Mangaby Keizakomu

Bisexual Characters in Manga. Some are headcanons- those are indicated by question marks. Also, since LGBT vocab usually isn't used in manga, some are arguably pansexual, polysexual, or omnisexual.

Anime Version: https://myanimelist.net/stacks/38333

46 Entries · Jun 1, 6:05 AM

41

Mangaby Keizakomu

More transgender boys and men in manga. Some are headcanons- those are indicated by question marks.

Part 1: https://myanimelist.net/stacks/28861

29 Entries · May 14, 3:19 PM

39

Mangaby Keizakomu

Transgender (binary trans, non-binary, and/or intersex) manga with official English (at least partial) translations. Some of my trans labels are headcanons- those are indicated by question marks.
Organized roughly by release order in Japan.

(My definition of a trans manga is one that has a main trans character. Them being transgender may or may not be a big impact on the story.)


Not on MAL:

"Onna" toshite Idakaretai... Seitenkan Shite, Hatsukoi wo Mou Ichido./Hold Me, Baby, As a Lady... -First Love Again in the Body of a Woman.
Sanae Takahashi (trans woman) (protagonist)
Machiko (trans woman) (supporting)

Kamisama, Boku wo Koroshite Kudasai - Otoko no Karada de Umareta Jigoku/The Pain of Living in a Male Body
Subaru Kawase (trans girl) (protagonist)

Akarui/Light
Maki Sanada (trans boy) (protagonist)
*published in English release of Boys Run the Riot


I ran out of room and don't want to split this list:

Boogiepop Series
Boogiepop (genderless?) (main)

3 Partner Hajimemashita!!/We Started a Threesome!!
(name removed for spoilers) (trans woman) (main)

#DRCL Midnight Children
Luke/Lucy Westenra (genderfluid?) (main)

50 Entries · Mar 26, 5:07 PM

32

Mangaby lanzelet

I have not read everything in here! Some might be wrong.

16 Entries · Mar 27, 2024 11:57 AM

21

Mangaby Weebookey

Pink Manga Covers!! Part of my RAINBOW series!

• Original Manga only! no sequels!!
• Manga cover must feature block colour or little-to-no changes in gradient as the background.
• Select colour must also fill a majority of the cover and act as negative space.
• For the sake of this list, I will try my best to avoid obvious titles named "red"
• Best artwork is selected.

For other colours, simply search "Fifty Shades of" or see all my stacks by viewing my Profile! <3

35 Entries · Jan 1, 12:05 AM

19

Mangaby Itamiix

26 Entries · Dec 4, 2024 11:58 AM

17

Mangaby MoNotromatic

Manga that I've read that center around queer characters and queer problems, not just BL or GL. Although some of these manga might not exactly fit these criteria I still highly recommend all the manga I have listed here.

Some descriptions might be short or are undetailed because I haven't read some of these in a while, will update when I do.

17 Entries · Feb 3, 7:16 AM

15

Mangaby pinkplumeria

I'll try to add series that aren't in the same top 10 lists, lol. MAL only allows 50, so I'll prioritize ones that are good, but aren't talked about as often (for example: Boys Run the Riot, Nagata Kabi works, My Brother's Husband, Until I meet my husband, Shimanami Tasogare, Wandering SOn, I Think Our Son Is Gay, Until I meet My husband, The Bride Was a Boy, etc.,)

They'll have lgbt themes, and it's a main focus (ie. not a nameless minor character), and no offensive depictions. I'd like more realistic depictions than bl or gl that seem to pretend discrimination doesn't exist.

Series I can't find on MAL:
Doumo, New-half desu.

12 Entries · Jun 3, 10:07 PM

8

Mangaby Keizakomu

Queer manga published in English through Viz Media.

Not on MAL:
Kanojo ga Dekinai Onna/The Girl That Can't Get a Girlfriend

16 Entries · Oct 28, 2024 4:11 PM

4