iunne said:Luananee said:Sorry, I know I'm even later to the party, but I need to get this off my chest. Is she a bitch? Somewhat. A hypocrite? Perhaps. But, no logic?! All her actions revolve around her being logical! (except for those rare moments when she breaks down).
Her main objective was 1: save Madoka. Bonus goal: save the others, only if possible. It's evident this bonus objective became less important the more timelines she reset, but not entirely forgotten.
The only way to save someone at that point was to prevent them from turning into magical girls in the first place. Sayaka, despite Akemi's warnings, had already formed the contract, thus was impossible to save. When you go through the same shit over and over again, you know that what is bound to happen when a character makes the same decision as in the previous timeline. She tried to prevent Sayaka from making the deal. She failed = Sayaka is doomed, like in the previous timelines. She tried to do the same for Madoka, which was her true goal all along, and her failing every time = it's rewind time! That way she stayed true to her logic.
Please correct me if I'm wrong, but I don't recall Akemi ever telling Sayaka not to make a contract - in the current timeline or in previous timelines. In the timeline we're shown, I only remember seeing Akemi make a comment to Madoka about not changing the status quo/throwing away the things she has now.
Sayaka makes a contract every time, Madoka makes a contract every time. Is there something that calls for a difference in expectations within Homura?
Unfortunately we aren't given more details about previous timelines, but we know a few things:
- Homura makes her contract after Madoka's initial death
- In some later timeline, we see as Madoka and Homura are dying together, Madoka asks Homura to save her from some ambiguous fate
There is a goal shift between these two points, at least verbally. In episode 10, Homura says this to Kyubey:
"I want to relive meeting Kaname-san for the first time again--not as someone she protects, but as someone who can protect her instead!"
I think it's very important to point out that the main subject of the wish is not about Madoka, but actually about Homura.
Logic is about rational actions that will lead to the desired result. Homura's unsaid true objective: to
be Madoka's protector. There is a subtle difference between this and "to protect Madoka." If Homura's true goal was to protect Madoka, her wish was completely illogical and misguided.
- "I want to protect Madoka" = "Let's redo our meeting"
That's not logical. There are countless more straightforward wishes she could have easily made.
- "I want my and Madoka's roles to switch" = "Let's redo our meeting"
Logical.
I'm calling out Homura because she acts like she has always been putting Madoka first, but in reality it's always been about herself. Movie 3 only reinforces this too. Basically, her claimed goal does not match her actions.