somewhat long story. a boy named chris was my best friend we did everything together since we were in third grade probably and since ppl were immature and couldn't understand how a girl and a boy could be just friends made fun of us. it didn't matter until he asked me if i would want to hang out with him. i was being naiive and in denial. i thot he was just asking me to play around. and i said i had to ask my parents den he gave me a bracelet and i thot it was just a simple gift from friend to friend. but wen i told him we were just friends by mentioning it he got mad at me. den another so called friend of mine basically tried to pressure me into dating him wen i only had sister feelings for him eventually he got over it and we were stil lfriends but nothing was the same
now he made it into the basketball team and he ignores me everywhere until he was talking with a girl also on girls basketball team and he was trying to impress her. and i said hi again den he finally said hi and i realized he didn't care about me. i also realized i love him and its just sad because i don't talk to him anymore and i'm dwelling in the fun we used to have
it wasn't really breaking up but this person hurt me the most probably because i hurt him |
LilyReinDec 23, 2008 9:51 AM