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October 11th, 2017


Unfortunately, I waited WAAAY too damn long to get a Shiro nendoroid, so now I have to sell my estate and first born child to afford one. Thing is, I was new to No Game No Life when these nendoroids were ANNOUNCED and I intended to buy them both at the same time (cause you know, " " can't be separated). But what ended up happening was I went away to school in New York and I was broke all the time or spending my money else where and I never got around to buying little Shiro.

NOW THE PRICE HAS SKY ROCKETED BECAUSE ALL THE SHIRO FANBOYS BOUGHT THEM ALL UP. You can't find one in stock literally anywhere, it's ridiculous. And I mean, in stock for the retail price. Not the new butchered price. But you know? This is no different from when I just started collecting Nendoroids. I remember I dropped about $80 on my Ironman nendo which is no different from what I'll have to spend on a Shiro now.

I think I want to buy Sora and Shiro to get them out the way, but then RIGHT after that I'm going to buy the Harvest Moon Len Kagamine and Daichi nendoroids that came out this fall.

Eeeeee, I love Daichi so much!!! He's so cuuuuuuute!

Posted by _Poochyena_ | Oct 11, 2017 6:53 AM | 0 comments
April 16th, 2017
Hi guys, Poochy here.

I'm still in the city!! ...Yay. You know, it's really starting to weigh on me now. I mean, it had started sooner, but I'm only just writing about it now. I.. I am really depressed. Like, there's nothing I can do to bounce outta this mood. I feel awful. I haven't been successful in anything lately. Just getting on people's nerves it seems. Not that I care. I'm more concerned about my own well being to worry about what others think of me, but it's still in the back of my mind.

I'm tired of talking to my parents. They annoy the living hell out of me. Without fail, every time we get on the phone they say something that irritates me. My mom, every time I say a curse word or she thinks I've said one, she tries to intimidate me and says "What did you just say" over and over again like a fucking retard. Like, bitch, you fucking heard what I said, don't make me repeat myself. Of course I never do because years of getting physically abused by her has left me with a form of PTSD. But I'm going to stand up to her one day and tell her off. I have to plan my moves carefully however because she's taking care of my dog and when I come back to Michigan, I'll probably have to stay with her until I get my own residence. But got damn does this suck.

Life is so terrible. People get hurt all the time; they suffer and they die. What is the point of all this?
I wish I could end my life. I'm tired of this.

Posted by _Poochyena_ | Apr 16, 2017 4:36 PM | 0 comments
October 27th, 2016
IT JUST KEEPS GOING AND GOING AND IT NEVER STOPS-!

This is exactly what I wanted.

Gosh, I hope this film school kicks my ambition into overdrive. Right now it's still at ground zero.

Hey, I got accepted to film school a few months ago. Back in the summer actually. I moved to New York and everything. I'm not depressed anymore (even though I start to relapse sometimes). I'm having a great time out here. The greatest I've ever had in my life. I want to stay here forever.

BUT I'M TIRED, YO! RIDICULOUSLY TIRED AND DRAINED.

I've got the option to go to sleep tonight or attempt to rewrite my script...
My eyes are so heavy though, I doubt I'd be able to see the words clearly...
But if I go to sleep another side of my personality surfaces and stirs up trouble for me...
That's another topic for another sad day.

I'm probably gonna get in my jammies and go to sleeep. Oh, I'm so naughty.
God bless and good night~

Posted by _Poochyena_ | Oct 27, 2016 7:25 PM | 0 comments
June 23rd, 2016
...SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD!!

SOMEBODY TORE PAGES OUT OF THE FULL MOON MANGA I BOUGHT AND IM SAD.

I can't make myself continue reading when I know I'm missing even a tiny portion of the story. I'm really upset. I was trying to read to calm myself down after a hectic afternoon and then I saw that and it really set me off... At least somehow my internet is working. Praise the Lord.

But I'm really upset. It would seem that's always the case with me. I don't know what joy is anymore. I don't understand love. I don't relate to good feelings. My soul is swamped by thick darkness.

Get me out of here.

Or at least get me some new manga.

Posted by _Poochyena_ | Jun 23, 2016 4:38 PM | 0 comments
May 1st, 2016
Haven't posted in a few days! This is my last month of high school, then it's game on. Suddenly, the Yu-Gi-Oh GX theme song is ringing in my head.

I went shopping with a friend today and picked up the 3rd and 4th Inuyasha movies. What a great find; I'm so giddy. I eat, breathe, and dream Inuyasha. There's no end to my love for that series. Asides from that, I bought Eminem's Relapse album which is a lot more profane and explicit than I presumed it to be. That's ok I guess? I haven't listened to a lot of Eminem recently.

Actually recently I've been watching a lot of anime. Right now I am watching Angel Beats, Fairy Tail, and JoJo's Bizarre Adventure: Diamond is Unbreakable. Can we just talk about how cute Josuke and Jotaro are in this arc? Can we?

OH BUT STOP THE PRESSES-
I WAS LOOKING FOR A CUTE PICTURE TO POST IN HERE AND I FOUND THIS INSTEAD:

WHEN IS THIS COMING OUT AND HOW CAN I GET HIM?

I'm so elated today!
Posted by _Poochyena_ | May 1, 2016 1:34 PM | 0 comments
April 27th, 2016
"Space Cowboy" - Jamiroquai, check it out. It's a sweet song.

Today I feel nervous, anxious, and almost sick. I'm participating in a charity dodgeball game tonight and I'm really scared to face off against senior boys with my team... I'm really scared that I barely know half my team and we haven't had a chance to get to know each other. I don't know what's going to happen. I'm glad half my team consists of friends I can rely on, but I'm still really really scared.

I mean, I'm a senior myself, but I like to imagine myself as a delicate flower unsullied by the violent touch of intense yet playful warfare, but I know that's not true. I really don't want to get hit though. I really think they'll bruise me.

AND WHAT IF I GO UP AGAINST SOMEBODY THAT MAKES ME NERVOUS?!
How will I respond if somebody important to me is my opponent and I have to actually fight against them?
HOW WILL I RESPOND?!

These questions and more answered next time on Dragon Ball Z...

Posted by _Poochyena_ | Apr 27, 2016 2:39 PM | 0 comments