January 29th, 2018
Rem, superior gril than Emilia
Anime Relations: The iDOLM@STER, Re:Zero kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu, Sword Art Online Movie: Ordinal Scale
I think—I blink to see the darkness around me; I would not say ‘I feel it’ to extract a lot of metaphor involves in “feelings”, I merely observed it—with my own bias self and confirmed that it is indeed dark. I think that darkness can be the light to others, and to some it might be the blue-ish clouds surrounding the skies high above—across the horizon, ohh well merely reiterating what I said is a waste of time, I’m basically here—writing this very ‘unprofessional’ post to respond and to think why the world is compose of always, users and people of on not the same side.
While I’m at it, let me tell you this: I know nothing of how to write professional; I merely know how to just, put what I think plain and simple; I can sugar coat everything I said to sound professional yet that would certainly not go to my consciousness or even inside my head, so I’ll tell this, I know nothing of what I just typed at the beginning of this bullshit. What I just want to say is that—possibly even you can’t see that—sum it all up, would be why waifu wars are such a very interesting yet dull at the same time. This is not at all insightful nor informative to the extent of allowing all existing waifu war to be included in such, a dull and very time consuming shitpost-- the form of blog post. Another bullshit, excerpt that doesn’t really tell anything about something I want to talk about. I’ve been, feeling of doing this so I’m quite hyped up, despite this turning into another bullshit that you’ll know how It will basically end, I guess let us start…
The truth about waifu war is the fact that none, are above than others or well-written as a character. Despite that—which are most commonly known phenomenon of all existing bullshit, it still exists, though varies from of course, famdom to famdom, it ranges from the overall kawaii points of the waifu in the series; her outfit which drastically—of course increases her waifu points; others might inject their fetish to their waifu—which, as a lot of you might know, a fap material indeed. We can list out various aspects and/or things that a waifu should—will have, but for most part, what carves these things are how does she act on the series, her action will dictate (for most of us), if she is truly a waifu material. Certainly, to certainly users, a waifu’s characteristics will not matter if she can say “Onii-chan~ Onii-chan~” so magnanimously that everything, all the shit in this world doesn’t matter anymore. And, that is what—most of us call ideal, since we do know that, fiction characters, thus our waifus, will stay as ideals carve by someone who knows how to manipulate this ideal—transform her into something we’d love. Certainly, not here to just talk about that someone, but I’m here to point out, why waifus are ideals created for us and why does it hold much more than that. Certainly—plainly because real life sucks, and we thus seek something far better, and removed from it; that offers salvation none in the reality can offer.
In the end of all that, well—bullshit, there is a clear distinction as to why, Rem is far superior than Emilia. In fact, even Haruka, and LL waifus are far superior than Emilia; even though those characters don’t share the same series. To put it bluntly, Rem is superior than Emilia, excluding those fappable loli waifus, because weighing Rem and the loli waifus are just not possible—Rem is seriously gonna fall off. To simply grasp, how things will fall off, since I did quite meme on that; I will merely jolt down why and how Rem is superior. As I’ve said before, her maid outfit will always be a plus one for me, that does indeed increase her waifu points—drastically at that. While I’m just point it out, her screen time, which is relatively almost 90% of the series—Emilia where basically hides inside the mansion, clearly illustrates to what extent her waifu points had been exposed. The fact that, Rem values her only sister to the rest of the world, shows her compassion—undying love for her sister, that to me, would be a quality Emilia could not obtain. Rem might be—no, she is bad at cooking, basically all motherly stuff, which certainly earns her yet another waifu points. Her carelessness illustrates her more fappability side of her character, to what extend author-sama knew a lot will fall from this cliché, that I don’t know; I merely injected what I feel like—to what I see in the series regardless of her actions or how the plot, will try to at least make her look like a demon.
I think mapping out every detail of Rem’s action in the series would merely retell the story—not the purpose of this whole bullshit, nor this a review since I clearly don’t know how to create one and not a character analysis because looking at it on the perspective of someone who’d fap to kawaii maids saying “Goushijim-sama~ Goushoujin-sama~” would be quite a weird way. What this will deliver, would be a lot of random bullshit that I think you already see (who will read this anyway?). Anyway, as I’ve said more often than not, Rem should not be called a demon( let Emilia have that and she’d be happy to have that title for her own sake), Rem merely will kill the whole world and save her sister, what’s wrong about that? Isn’t that love on itself? Subaru certainly liked being killed by her--many times as we’ve clearly seen. Although no matter how we look at it, Rem will still feel indebt to Subaru because without Subaru, Rem would not escape from that feeling of guilt not being able to save his sister, his family and ultimately herself for being weak. That’s why I think, Rem don’t hold romantic feelings for Subaru—she merely feels obligated to thank him, and that confession—to Rem, is merely repaying what Subaru had done to her. Rem did not save Subaru for the reason of having a romantic feeling to her, close to it though but not romantic feeling—in fact you can call it loyalty to stand beside Subaru and repay his kindess---which later on revealed as just his ego bursting… Anyway we’ve already seen how screwed Subaru is and how more of a human he is than others. But it could still happen, the option of Rem being not reject still exists, merely because the option that Rem was rejected happened, although for me that does not really change anything—for me, I’ll will still love the maid who can’t do anything other, yet can verbally abuse me, and still find it moe.
Rem did not just shine bright as the starts during that EP, in fact the first time she was introduced to the series, I’ve felt that she’s the best gril, but that does not truly matter. Waifu wars in general often, or in my opinion revolves more how the viewers inject their own fetish to the character, even if I have found good things that Rem portrayed—to others that might not be what’s good to her—to others Emilia’s quirkiness, and her silver-hair might just what what’s moe to them. Yet it still continued and will it be?
Now, now, I think Emilia is your ideal gril. However, for me she isn’t. She just doesn’t have that kawaii points that Rem have. Nope, she’s not wearing a maid outfit that very suits to Rem; which increases her kawaii points. Emilia on the other hand, wait… I forgot what she even wears in the series, mainly because I felt like author-sama forgots her. Anyway, she wears a very decent outfit that in some ways captures her, shyness which translates to her kawaii points, I guess. A Goddess and a waifu is not really a separate entity. One should worship his waifu, and thus praise how she had saved his soul. Repeatedly. This is what I believe, but in my opinion everyone’s waifu is their goddess, which is sometimes often used and will be associated by other users. If then, by following such definition, I think the connotation of a goddess is someone you love yet a waifu is someone you don’t love; or someone who you devalue below your goddess. Seriously, why waifu wars starts from the first place. Do we follow the creed of fetishes to measure one’s fapability? Or do we follow the mathematical approach, in which we literally do what it means. I get that, Emilia might be someone, to others who are above Rem, for simple reason such as, Subaru loves her. Just simply because of how she had, sadly saved him. So sadly, that Rem had repeatedly saved Subaru more than once, Emilia had done it but I guess the weight of the action isn’t additive now. Thus, placing Rem’s action be more above than Emilia.
This, by far will be my own speculation now, I’ve watched the series but had forgotten about it so I might be very inaccurate of what I will have to say. I’m retelling this in a sense, of Rem’s perspective; Subaru does not and will not be present in my narration at least his thoughts.
I’ll retell it by saying that, Rem does not love Subaru. She merely, well at least said “I love you” (Re:Zero) in a circumstantial point of view. Love and loyalty goes hand and hand. You can love someone but does not trust that dude and you can be loyal and don’t love that dude; it now speaks from the fact that outside factor will play like, for say money—any sort of incentive will do just so that you can get that loyalty for a price of let’s say, your hobby. But love and loyalty can still be mixed together forming a well-balanced feeling. Rem is like that, she loved Subaru not because of his thicc dicc or whatever, it merely because Rem felt that Subaru does things that, well very Subaru-ish; save someone and shit. Yes, I firmly believe that Rem loves Subaru not in light as Subaru loves Emilia. Rem merely loves Subaru for who he is. Quite ironically that he isn’t what she thought he is. It does still play the role that, Rem managed to point of what if… things like “we can be a family, you’ll work in the factory” (Re:Zero, EP018) but that is merely a circumstantial perspective, in literally what will happen if love forms inside of Rem and not love and loyalty. I believe that Rem told this things to him to have a taste of what he truly wants to do. And I get it, that is not to be with Rem, for she is just there to be a catalyst in the series and nothing more than just that.
Rem doesn’t want anything from Subaru. She already has Ram, and I think that’s what she basically needs in this world; there is a reason why Rem will kill Subaru, and that’s because of protecting Ram. She’s action is justified in a sense that, are you still going to preach about righteousness while a mob is killing each other in front of you?That would be insanity, Rem have no choice but to kill someone, even if it’s the world, who could be a threat to Ram and even if it’s Subaru.
Emilia saved Subaru once. Just once and that’s all, we do know that and that will not be taken away. Beatrice had also saved Subaru more than once, and Rem had saved Subaru more than once. If we try to weigh their importance based on the number of attempts she had saved Subaru, wouldn’t Rem be at the top and Emilia will be at the bottom? Rem wanted nothing from Subaru, the same as Beatrice and the same as Emilia. Denying their purpose to save Subaru even if the plot dictates it and merely focus on how Rem wants Subaru’s dicc so bad is very childish. Rem already have everything in this world, that would be Ram. Beatrice doesn’t care about Subaru in the first place. What about Emilia? Don’t you even consider that, Emilia might not save Subaru at that time? Don’t you think everyone virtually could have done the same thing? I think of it in this way, like anyone of you would. The waifu have nothing to do with it except for Subaru’s lust for Emilia. He basically, did everything he could, regardless of how retarded it is just to have her attention. Literally, everyone can see that. Emilia had done nothing to save Subaru at that arc. Beatrice saved him, but not Emilia, then later on was saved by Rem, countless of times. You’re mistaken in the fact that Emilia had saved Subaru once and it automatically became endless. I think this is the truth on the series. The time paradoxes and lags are emphasized to be caused by the witch. Rem can’t do that, only the witch. So, wouldn’t it be possible for Subaru to “control” the time thus at least controlling the actions of the whole characters, I mean he can basically revive all the time.
UPDATE #2: Included what I liked to shitpost more about
Closing par and TL;DR will be added later
While I’m at it, let me tell you this: I know nothing of how to write professional; I merely know how to just, put what I think plain and simple; I can sugar coat everything I said to sound professional yet that would certainly not go to my consciousness or even inside my head, so I’ll tell this, I know nothing of what I just typed at the beginning of this bullshit. What I just want to say is that—possibly even you can’t see that—sum it all up, would be why waifu wars are such a very interesting yet dull at the same time. This is not at all insightful nor informative to the extent of allowing all existing waifu war to be included in such, a dull and very time consuming shitpost-- the form of blog post. Another bullshit, excerpt that doesn’t really tell anything about something I want to talk about. I’ve been, feeling of doing this so I’m quite hyped up, despite this turning into another bullshit that you’ll know how It will basically end, I guess let us start…
The truth about waifu war is the fact that none, are above than others or well-written as a character. Despite that—which are most commonly known phenomenon of all existing bullshit, it still exists, though varies from of course, famdom to famdom, it ranges from the overall kawaii points of the waifu in the series; her outfit which drastically—of course increases her waifu points; others might inject their fetish to their waifu—which, as a lot of you might know, a fap material indeed. We can list out various aspects and/or things that a waifu should—will have, but for most part, what carves these things are how does she act on the series, her action will dictate (for most of us), if she is truly a waifu material. Certainly, to certainly users, a waifu’s characteristics will not matter if she can say “Onii-chan~ Onii-chan~” so magnanimously that everything, all the shit in this world doesn’t matter anymore. And, that is what—most of us call ideal, since we do know that, fiction characters, thus our waifus, will stay as ideals carve by someone who knows how to manipulate this ideal—transform her into something we’d love. Certainly, not here to just talk about that someone, but I’m here to point out, why waifus are ideals created for us and why does it hold much more than that. Certainly—plainly because real life sucks, and we thus seek something far better, and removed from it; that offers salvation none in the reality can offer.
In the end of all that, well—bullshit, there is a clear distinction as to why, Rem is far superior than Emilia. In fact, even Haruka, and LL waifus are far superior than Emilia; even though those characters don’t share the same series. To put it bluntly, Rem is superior than Emilia, excluding those fappable loli waifus, because weighing Rem and the loli waifus are just not possible—Rem is seriously gonna fall off. To simply grasp, how things will fall off, since I did quite meme on that; I will merely jolt down why and how Rem is superior. As I’ve said before, her maid outfit will always be a plus one for me, that does indeed increase her waifu points—drastically at that. While I’m just point it out, her screen time, which is relatively almost 90% of the series—Emilia where basically hides inside the mansion, clearly illustrates to what extent her waifu points had been exposed. The fact that, Rem values her only sister to the rest of the world, shows her compassion—undying love for her sister, that to me, would be a quality Emilia could not obtain. Rem might be—no, she is bad at cooking, basically all motherly stuff, which certainly earns her yet another waifu points. Her carelessness illustrates her more fappability side of her character, to what extend author-sama knew a lot will fall from this cliché, that I don’t know; I merely injected what I feel like—to what I see in the series regardless of her actions or how the plot, will try to at least make her look like a demon.
I think mapping out every detail of Rem’s action in the series would merely retell the story—not the purpose of this whole bullshit, nor this a review since I clearly don’t know how to create one and not a character analysis because looking at it on the perspective of someone who’d fap to kawaii maids saying “Goushijim-sama~ Goushoujin-sama~” would be quite a weird way. What this will deliver, would be a lot of random bullshit that I think you already see (who will read this anyway?). Anyway, as I’ve said more often than not, Rem should not be called a demon( let Emilia have that and she’d be happy to have that title for her own sake), Rem merely will kill the whole world and save her sister, what’s wrong about that? Isn’t that love on itself? Subaru certainly liked being killed by her--many times as we’ve clearly seen. Although no matter how we look at it, Rem will still feel indebt to Subaru because without Subaru, Rem would not escape from that feeling of guilt not being able to save his sister, his family and ultimately herself for being weak. That’s why I think, Rem don’t hold romantic feelings for Subaru—she merely feels obligated to thank him, and that confession—to Rem, is merely repaying what Subaru had done to her. Rem did not save Subaru for the reason of having a romantic feeling to her, close to it though but not romantic feeling—in fact you can call it loyalty to stand beside Subaru and repay his kindess---which later on revealed as just his ego bursting… Anyway we’ve already seen how screwed Subaru is and how more of a human he is than others. But it could still happen, the option of Rem being not reject still exists, merely because the option that Rem was rejected happened, although for me that does not really change anything—for me, I’ll will still love the maid who can’t do anything other, yet can verbally abuse me, and still find it moe.
Rem did not just shine bright as the starts during that EP, in fact the first time she was introduced to the series, I’ve felt that she’s the best gril, but that does not truly matter. Waifu wars in general often, or in my opinion revolves more how the viewers inject their own fetish to the character, even if I have found good things that Rem portrayed—to others that might not be what’s good to her—to others Emilia’s quirkiness, and her silver-hair might just what what’s moe to them. Yet it still continued and will it be?
Now, now, I think Emilia is your ideal gril. However, for me she isn’t. She just doesn’t have that kawaii points that Rem have. Nope, she’s not wearing a maid outfit that very suits to Rem; which increases her kawaii points. Emilia on the other hand, wait… I forgot what she even wears in the series, mainly because I felt like author-sama forgots her. Anyway, she wears a very decent outfit that in some ways captures her, shyness which translates to her kawaii points, I guess. A Goddess and a waifu is not really a separate entity. One should worship his waifu, and thus praise how she had saved his soul. Repeatedly. This is what I believe, but in my opinion everyone’s waifu is their goddess, which is sometimes often used and will be associated by other users. If then, by following such definition, I think the connotation of a goddess is someone you love yet a waifu is someone you don’t love; or someone who you devalue below your goddess. Seriously, why waifu wars starts from the first place. Do we follow the creed of fetishes to measure one’s fapability? Or do we follow the mathematical approach, in which we literally do what it means. I get that, Emilia might be someone, to others who are above Rem, for simple reason such as, Subaru loves her. Just simply because of how she had, sadly saved him. So sadly, that Rem had repeatedly saved Subaru more than once, Emilia had done it but I guess the weight of the action isn’t additive now. Thus, placing Rem’s action be more above than Emilia.
This, by far will be my own speculation now, I’ve watched the series but had forgotten about it so I might be very inaccurate of what I will have to say. I’m retelling this in a sense, of Rem’s perspective; Subaru does not and will not be present in my narration at least his thoughts.
I’ll retell it by saying that, Rem does not love Subaru. She merely, well at least said “I love you” (Re:Zero) in a circumstantial point of view. Love and loyalty goes hand and hand. You can love someone but does not trust that dude and you can be loyal and don’t love that dude; it now speaks from the fact that outside factor will play like, for say money—any sort of incentive will do just so that you can get that loyalty for a price of let’s say, your hobby. But love and loyalty can still be mixed together forming a well-balanced feeling. Rem is like that, she loved Subaru not because of his thicc dicc or whatever, it merely because Rem felt that Subaru does things that, well very Subaru-ish; save someone and shit. Yes, I firmly believe that Rem loves Subaru not in light as Subaru loves Emilia. Rem merely loves Subaru for who he is. Quite ironically that he isn’t what she thought he is. It does still play the role that, Rem managed to point of what if… things like “we can be a family, you’ll work in the factory” (Re:Zero, EP018) but that is merely a circumstantial perspective, in literally what will happen if love forms inside of Rem and not love and loyalty. I believe that Rem told this things to him to have a taste of what he truly wants to do. And I get it, that is not to be with Rem, for she is just there to be a catalyst in the series and nothing more than just that.
Rem doesn’t want anything from Subaru. She already has Ram, and I think that’s what she basically needs in this world; there is a reason why Rem will kill Subaru, and that’s because of protecting Ram. She’s action is justified in a sense that, are you still going to preach about righteousness while a mob is killing each other in front of you?That would be insanity, Rem have no choice but to kill someone, even if it’s the world, who could be a threat to Ram and even if it’s Subaru.
Emilia saved Subaru once. Just once and that’s all, we do know that and that will not be taken away. Beatrice had also saved Subaru more than once, and Rem had saved Subaru more than once. If we try to weigh their importance based on the number of attempts she had saved Subaru, wouldn’t Rem be at the top and Emilia will be at the bottom? Rem wanted nothing from Subaru, the same as Beatrice and the same as Emilia. Denying their purpose to save Subaru even if the plot dictates it and merely focus on how Rem wants Subaru’s dicc so bad is very childish. Rem already have everything in this world, that would be Ram. Beatrice doesn’t care about Subaru in the first place. What about Emilia? Don’t you even consider that, Emilia might not save Subaru at that time? Don’t you think everyone virtually could have done the same thing? I think of it in this way, like anyone of you would. The waifu have nothing to do with it except for Subaru’s lust for Emilia. He basically, did everything he could, regardless of how retarded it is just to have her attention. Literally, everyone can see that. Emilia had done nothing to save Subaru at that arc. Beatrice saved him, but not Emilia, then later on was saved by Rem, countless of times. You’re mistaken in the fact that Emilia had saved Subaru once and it automatically became endless. I think this is the truth on the series. The time paradoxes and lags are emphasized to be caused by the witch. Rem can’t do that, only the witch. So, wouldn’t it be possible for Subaru to “control” the time thus at least controlling the actions of the whole characters, I mean he can basically revive all the time.
UPDATE #2: Included what I liked to shitpost more about
Closing par and TL;DR will be added later
Posted by _Ako_ | Jan 29, 2018 7:49 AM | 0 comments
April 28th, 2017
Ako's dissapperance
Anime Relations: Lodoss-tou Senki: Eiyuu Kishi Den, Sword Art Online, Love Live! School Idol Project
This will be the tale of how Lodoss War Online, how it arise and how it failed; when the grinding starts and when it ended. How tankers suddenly died out, and finally, another one shitty priest will be dead too. And a tale of my own wasted time to this game.
Yes, I was bored that time, in fact it’s not that I was bored it was just because I was banned in MAL, it was too bad I was looking for a game I could play to waste my time and back to MAL, shitpost as usual like nothing happened. And for some unknown reason, this MMO site that releases news and/or updates of games across the world just mystically appeared in my tab, well not that it was a bug, of course I clicked on it since I was searching for the reason why Chrono Tales suddenly was dead, I tried Crystal Saga too but it became just rock solid, P2W. Then I saw this Lodoss War Online there that was will be released on that day( I forgot it), I went through to it, register to the site and of course, look at the characters, nothing too exciting, I was reading too lengthy stuff that are just shit, and when finally I saw my perfect class, I know I’m going to be that, Oracle then when I hit lvl 20, will do Priest, a support that watches in the back line, how her teammates die, in a very short way to put it. Of course, I didn’t know what the fuck I was doing, I made a few mistakes, mainly my GP points, in which I should prioritize, but I didn’t, and my level in which should be, at least close to others, which was like lvl 37 or something. My equipments weren’t that bad, I had a few good ones, mainly +MP/ +LP that should let me manages to make me alive and at least heal and give MP to teammates while they’re killing the mobs for me… I don’t know how others could solo priest the dungeons/grind parties but, I guess they’re ahead of me… Not that I really care much. I noticed that I lack GP points when I noticed that others have like 150-ish when I only have 105 GP. So maybe that’s why I had troubles with it.
The gameplay is very interesting, at least for me, there are different roles for different characters, and different way how to play them. If you exclude the fact that it lags or DC when the grinding is happening, it could have been better, and yeah, the map in Mino grind map and Dwarven grind map are fucking hella confusing, others would ping “summon me!” as hard as they can… There are few glitches, like the “walking glitch” when in a certain paths in a the map or in the laby teleportation jutsu is just really happening, my teammates would sometimes be next to me, then the next moment they’re like too far to me. Arrgghhh, I really hated that greedy lab 1, which have the most glitches of all. The DC on the other hand is still quite neutral to me, in a few cases I would relog since I just know that the game will be dc since the lag is just so bad, like delays are there, teleportation jutsu; heck even the chat system is glitches when the whole thing just glitches. The party system in a game was quite interesting, the max is 8 players, and so different people can have their way of doing stuff, when I create my own party, I either stick to 2 Priest and 1 Monk (manages buff and that op buff) or 1 Priest and 2 Monk, reason being is because, well I’m the only support, having 2 Priest is much better since one handles the heals and stuff while one handles the MP, and there’s no “break” to that. Tanker can just pull 100 mobs and still be alive. When I first started the game, I don’t have any ideas( of course I was a newbie that time) about the grind parties, so I wasted my day doing shitty stuff, thus why I wasted GP, and that one day I didn’t play because I was watching Tamayura, I also shouldn’t have done that, that’s like 30+ GP wasted, can fucking max the MP regen on that fucking shit and can add some points in the LP so I wouldn’t die as fast others. But well, nothing can be changed… In and outside I was still a shitty support anyway.
As the game progresses, I noticed that, well not really up until me and my teammates are waiting for a tanker in like 30 minutes or so. Others have quit because of the problems with the game or just the game is “boring” to them, grinding was like “hit 1, hit 2, hit 3” repeat again, but I didn’t felt that, I was like, “Ohh grinding with these people, I’ll manage this.. and that” and if it worked out, I’d be happy, if not, I’d of course think again, well I have my own ways of doing things anyway… But I guess support isn’t really the most boring role in Lodoss, I mean at least I do something not just “hit 1, hit 2, hit 3” repeat…Users with shitty skills gets the best items piss me off. I mean it. No doubt about it. There’s only a few or at least a group of players I know that are just so bad if you had a pt with them you’d have stage 10 cancer with a second to live. Mainly the players that don’t listen or don’t at least, or try to communicate, don’t know when to take a “break” or don’t know just how to really play the game… In some ways this can be applied to me too, but I at least try to do different things, well not really try but adapt myself to different players and how they play, but those kinds of people are just hard to get by. The “random gain” is a very good euphemism for the tankers/frontlines that gets all/most of the loot. There are some times that I deeply regretted choosing Priest over Monk, but nothing can be changed so, I just stick to it. I mean, I noticed that in some ways, supports are also another euphemism for trash, well in my case it is not that way since deep in the core, I am indeed one of the worse you’d see.
In my opinion like in any other game, supports are recyclable garbage that if you found a better one, go throw the one you have and get the better one. Lodoss is a dead game (the fact that it was dead the moment it was release was in some ways quite funny), there’s not much players that would really grind for hours. From what I’ve seen, if you are a priest, in some ways you are very attracted to grinding parties; regardless of how shitty you are, since well they’ll replace you or someone will at least say “I have better things to do, thank you for the party” or in other situation, well there’s really a “better thing” to do than grind. This can also be applied to tanker in the game, if you have a shitty tank, stick with it, and if someone who seems to be better, kick that out and then replace. The DPS players are quite easy to find, even if that player doesn’t really do a really damage, but have the guts to ask for MP, either kick it out since he’s incompetent himself or leave the shit out of the pt and let it all die. I mean, that’s what I’d do and that’s what I did. Circumstances like that isn’t just really worth it, what’s the use of having the 100k exp/ 1 Karla mob if it gets in your skin, or completing the laby run while you’re ready to punch your desktop any time soon. It is indeed a Priest’s role to manage MP while managing all of his/her teammate’s LP to not go down. However, it is not a support’s duty to give his all MP to someone who’s shit to begin with, imagine giving that MP to a dps when you can just give it to someone who does more damage than him tenfold of what he’d done if he had the MP, or let’s put it this way: If you complain to a support not giving MP, go to the sanctuary, there’s a lot of MP there. Each player should at least try to understand how everything works before they complain about someone not doing their role properly, I find it quite funny if players can rant the shit out of it while do little to improve the situation or just basically be fat and lazy around; how funny that they proclaim themselves as “dps” when their damage is basically unfit for dps. If a priest complains about something during the game, that would be like my waifu telling “I don’t love you anymore baka!” very hard to grasp the situation you are in. Or to safe the trouble of having too much salt to your body, play with someone you know. In a dead game, that’s how it works, saves you the trouble of waiting for the party, unlimited time grind, or really puts you in the advantage of always on top with the things in the game. I follow what I feel, if I feel like, “crap I don’t want to do this” I won’t. “If I feel like doing this” I will, but sadly that didn’t worked out well in Lodoss, primarily because I don’t really know someone who will play the game, and everyone follows where the current goes; whereas I don’t follow it. I had fond memories with the players I played and enjoyed their company while we were grinding, doing laby runs or just waiting for our party to be full and do the same process all over again. They made the game worthwhile and really playable despite the fact of the game flaws. So, what will Lodoss lost from this farce? None, the game will remain the same, and the players who are grinding will still grind. So, what do I gain from this shit? None, in fact I just wasted my time on this instead of doing something much better. So, what will the players gain from this farce? None, in fact they will benefit from this, another shitty support will be gone, thus one useless garbage will be thrown out. A dead game with one player leaving means nothing as a whole.
Lodoss War Online for me is like any other game that I enjoyed playing based on the interest I had the moment I played it and the moment I quit. For me, it’s one of those great games that will really let you invest all of your time then suddenly “fuck this shit I’m done” kind of thing. There’s nothing that could be done to improve Lodoss from what I’ve seen, it is meant to die the moment it was alive; like any other movies that will start and reach its end; and like any other garbage that will soon be recycle to a far more better and useful output- although Lodoss will not be recycled to a better, greater output. Lodoss will just remain as trash like it was when it was alive and the same as it was when it died.
Yes, I was bored that time, in fact it’s not that I was bored it was just because I was banned in MAL, it was too bad I was looking for a game I could play to waste my time and back to MAL, shitpost as usual like nothing happened. And for some unknown reason, this MMO site that releases news and/or updates of games across the world just mystically appeared in my tab, well not that it was a bug, of course I clicked on it since I was searching for the reason why Chrono Tales suddenly was dead, I tried Crystal Saga too but it became just rock solid, P2W. Then I saw this Lodoss War Online there that was will be released on that day( I forgot it), I went through to it, register to the site and of course, look at the characters, nothing too exciting, I was reading too lengthy stuff that are just shit, and when finally I saw my perfect class, I know I’m going to be that, Oracle then when I hit lvl 20, will do Priest, a support that watches in the back line, how her teammates die, in a very short way to put it. Of course, I didn’t know what the fuck I was doing, I made a few mistakes, mainly my GP points, in which I should prioritize, but I didn’t, and my level in which should be, at least close to others, which was like lvl 37 or something. My equipments weren’t that bad, I had a few good ones, mainly +MP/ +LP that should let me manages to make me alive and at least heal and give MP to teammates while they’re killing the mobs for me… I don’t know how others could solo priest the dungeons/grind parties but, I guess they’re ahead of me… Not that I really care much. I noticed that I lack GP points when I noticed that others have like 150-ish when I only have 105 GP. So maybe that’s why I had troubles with it.
The gameplay is very interesting, at least for me, there are different roles for different characters, and different way how to play them. If you exclude the fact that it lags or DC when the grinding is happening, it could have been better, and yeah, the map in Mino grind map and Dwarven grind map are fucking hella confusing, others would ping “summon me!” as hard as they can… There are few glitches, like the “walking glitch” when in a certain paths in a the map or in the laby teleportation jutsu is just really happening, my teammates would sometimes be next to me, then the next moment they’re like too far to me. Arrgghhh, I really hated that greedy lab 1, which have the most glitches of all. The DC on the other hand is still quite neutral to me, in a few cases I would relog since I just know that the game will be dc since the lag is just so bad, like delays are there, teleportation jutsu; heck even the chat system is glitches when the whole thing just glitches. The party system in a game was quite interesting, the max is 8 players, and so different people can have their way of doing stuff, when I create my own party, I either stick to 2 Priest and 1 Monk (manages buff and that op buff) or 1 Priest and 2 Monk, reason being is because, well I’m the only support, having 2 Priest is much better since one handles the heals and stuff while one handles the MP, and there’s no “break” to that. Tanker can just pull 100 mobs and still be alive. When I first started the game, I don’t have any ideas( of course I was a newbie that time) about the grind parties, so I wasted my day doing shitty stuff, thus why I wasted GP, and that one day I didn’t play because I was watching Tamayura, I also shouldn’t have done that, that’s like 30+ GP wasted, can fucking max the MP regen on that fucking shit and can add some points in the LP so I wouldn’t die as fast others. But well, nothing can be changed… In and outside I was still a shitty support anyway.
As the game progresses, I noticed that, well not really up until me and my teammates are waiting for a tanker in like 30 minutes or so. Others have quit because of the problems with the game or just the game is “boring” to them, grinding was like “hit 1, hit 2, hit 3” repeat again, but I didn’t felt that, I was like, “Ohh grinding with these people, I’ll manage this.. and that” and if it worked out, I’d be happy, if not, I’d of course think again, well I have my own ways of doing things anyway… But I guess support isn’t really the most boring role in Lodoss, I mean at least I do something not just “hit 1, hit 2, hit 3” repeat…Users with shitty skills gets the best items piss me off. I mean it. No doubt about it. There’s only a few or at least a group of players I know that are just so bad if you had a pt with them you’d have stage 10 cancer with a second to live. Mainly the players that don’t listen or don’t at least, or try to communicate, don’t know when to take a “break” or don’t know just how to really play the game… In some ways this can be applied to me too, but I at least try to do different things, well not really try but adapt myself to different players and how they play, but those kinds of people are just hard to get by. The “random gain” is a very good euphemism for the tankers/frontlines that gets all/most of the loot. There are some times that I deeply regretted choosing Priest over Monk, but nothing can be changed so, I just stick to it. I mean, I noticed that in some ways, supports are also another euphemism for trash, well in my case it is not that way since deep in the core, I am indeed one of the worse you’d see.
In my opinion like in any other game, supports are recyclable garbage that if you found a better one, go throw the one you have and get the better one. Lodoss is a dead game (the fact that it was dead the moment it was release was in some ways quite funny), there’s not much players that would really grind for hours. From what I’ve seen, if you are a priest, in some ways you are very attracted to grinding parties; regardless of how shitty you are, since well they’ll replace you or someone will at least say “I have better things to do, thank you for the party” or in other situation, well there’s really a “better thing” to do than grind. This can also be applied to tanker in the game, if you have a shitty tank, stick with it, and if someone who seems to be better, kick that out and then replace. The DPS players are quite easy to find, even if that player doesn’t really do a really damage, but have the guts to ask for MP, either kick it out since he’s incompetent himself or leave the shit out of the pt and let it all die. I mean, that’s what I’d do and that’s what I did. Circumstances like that isn’t just really worth it, what’s the use of having the 100k exp/ 1 Karla mob if it gets in your skin, or completing the laby run while you’re ready to punch your desktop any time soon. It is indeed a Priest’s role to manage MP while managing all of his/her teammate’s LP to not go down. However, it is not a support’s duty to give his all MP to someone who’s shit to begin with, imagine giving that MP to a dps when you can just give it to someone who does more damage than him tenfold of what he’d done if he had the MP, or let’s put it this way: If you complain to a support not giving MP, go to the sanctuary, there’s a lot of MP there. Each player should at least try to understand how everything works before they complain about someone not doing their role properly, I find it quite funny if players can rant the shit out of it while do little to improve the situation or just basically be fat and lazy around; how funny that they proclaim themselves as “dps” when their damage is basically unfit for dps. If a priest complains about something during the game, that would be like my waifu telling “I don’t love you anymore baka!” very hard to grasp the situation you are in. Or to safe the trouble of having too much salt to your body, play with someone you know. In a dead game, that’s how it works, saves you the trouble of waiting for the party, unlimited time grind, or really puts you in the advantage of always on top with the things in the game. I follow what I feel, if I feel like, “crap I don’t want to do this” I won’t. “If I feel like doing this” I will, but sadly that didn’t worked out well in Lodoss, primarily because I don’t really know someone who will play the game, and everyone follows where the current goes; whereas I don’t follow it. I had fond memories with the players I played and enjoyed their company while we were grinding, doing laby runs or just waiting for our party to be full and do the same process all over again. They made the game worthwhile and really playable despite the fact of the game flaws. So, what will Lodoss lost from this farce? None, the game will remain the same, and the players who are grinding will still grind. So, what do I gain from this shit? None, in fact I just wasted my time on this instead of doing something much better. So, what will the players gain from this farce? None, in fact they will benefit from this, another shitty support will be gone, thus one useless garbage will be thrown out. A dead game with one player leaving means nothing as a whole.
Lodoss War Online for me is like any other game that I enjoyed playing based on the interest I had the moment I played it and the moment I quit. For me, it’s one of those great games that will really let you invest all of your time then suddenly “fuck this shit I’m done” kind of thing. There’s nothing that could be done to improve Lodoss from what I’ve seen, it is meant to die the moment it was alive; like any other movies that will start and reach its end; and like any other garbage that will soon be recycle to a far more better and useful output- although Lodoss will not be recycled to a better, greater output. Lodoss will just remain as trash like it was when it was alive and the same as it was when it died.
Posted by _Ako_ | Apr 28, 2017 7:06 PM | 0 comments
March 4th, 2017
2 years... of wasted time...
Anime Relations: Naruto, Love Live! School Idol Project
Mhh.. Now where do I begin and what is the shittiest way to end this ruckus? I don't know. But, I will start of as actually mentioning the time I had been into this shit, and the months I have been in MAL.
The dark side is not as what people would think once they've delve into it. I created MAL solely for making an archive of the stuff I have completed; it started off with Naruto and worked my way through the series that I was somewhat familiar. Like, Fairy Tail and Detective Conan. I enjoyed those series except for FT, in which I got bored around S2 due to the constant "nakama power" and waiting for weekly release . Then gradually watched series like, aimed for High School setting such as Hyouka. Then more, up until I stumbled across KAT, a small anime community from a torrent site that has been dead now; for a year as I can remember... They need MAL, for a certain reason, and that's how I encountered MAL. I was rushing to create an account, but I got stucked at my username, most of what I want was used, and I cannot think of any other that, Fox_123... Well... I like Kurama... So what bitches? I could have changed it immediately, when I found out that I can, I just need to search of inactive users, but I felt that time, that it would take time. So I didn't bothered. I was active for quite a while since I also want to delve into this so-called MAL, I created of course, a thread- in which what most users will do... Not really the shittiest thread, but I guess a normal one that time. I was happy at first that I created a thread... Then... when it was shitstormed, I was... puzzled...
My active years on MAL, is the best one. That is like, a year now or I think 10 months... Something like that. I starts to post from AD, in which the best forum when I was starting... I like the simple stuff, like listing anime and like that, in which are commonly found in AD. Some series that are the "baity" threads are good, I got to post what I think about it and laugh at the posts made by the users. I always laugh like the threads about "Is this anime getting bad?" "Worse seasonal anime ever!" because I know that is the good indicator that a good shitpost will appear. But of course I'll post my stuff too. Then back at it later when the replies are like 11-25, the waifu wars can wait since I know it can spam for about 40 replies long... Though, I am always puzzled whenever a elitist thread or shit-taste thread will always be made, at some point I would like it, but from the span of 2-3 threads about it was like, "crap this is tiring", and the recycled shit all over again. I mean, I don't know why users are not satisfied with one elitist shitposting thread, and they'll make more that just recycles the shit out of it. Well, not that I care though. In contrast to CD, I feel like it is more "better" in terms of the laugh it produces in my own sense. Sometimes users will create the shittiest "question" and then, will be bombarded with the shittiest replies. There are users that I would look forward with their post. But since it's about me, I wouldn't name one. They'll just take away the spotlight that I had create... Anyway, I can't generalize the threads in CD, but one thing I know is that, it's more fun there than in AD. Meanwhile, the safe space I think that doesn't look shit on the outside but shit on the inside would be FG, heck sometimes I'll "play" with the counting thingy, but then will get bored. The games that is like "heck suck this guys's cock" kind of game or like "what about this user below/above..." something like that is a good thread to take away the migraine caused by AD + CD, but as time goes on, I feel like "fuck this shit, what do I gain from this?" I've never been active in the Computer/Games thread because of one thing, I only play P2W mobile games, I don't play the stuff they play because my laptop is basically the embodiment of shit, as long as I can watch anime in this shittiest laptop, I don't care about games or stuff like that. Also, not the Music/Entertainment section, I mean, I don't even know what TV series is nor I watch shit.
The users I have been in-contact with are the best users I know. Mhhh.. I don't know if I should name one but fuck, no, this is about me. They're already in my Discord sever anyway, so I'll just... Fuck with them... No need to mention them.
The times I've wasted on MAL certainly is a lost in the real world, but real world is shitty anyway. Now... Like I said, I don't know how to start this shit nor end this shit. I mean, I don't know what the fuck I want this "blog" to be, seems like something I can say in some random site/thread, but anyway. I'm doing it just because, I feel like it and I feel like, I am part of MAL. Well of course except the fact that all I do is post some shitty nonsensical BS that no one knows what the fuck it is.However, one thing I do know is that I love MAL. If MAL were the kawaii waifu in a series like Yuru Yuri, heck I'd fap to MAL. But no, because it is compose of shitposters and Elitist that ain't kawaii, and also rotten to the core. I'd just stick with my Maki-chan and Nico-chan... Ehh.. Nope... Probably the whole Love Live waifus.. Of course, Eli would certainly be one.. She is kawaii too... But I like Maki-chan...
So... Now, this started of as, "fuck I'll write one about the my time in MAL" then went shit as I go deep down, and ended at me talking to my waifu... I see now... I see what I just did there...
Yeah... Certainly the most BS... thing ever...
The dark side is not as what people would think once they've delve into it. I created MAL solely for making an archive of the stuff I have completed; it started off with Naruto and worked my way through the series that I was somewhat familiar. Like, Fairy Tail and Detective Conan. I enjoyed those series except for FT, in which I got bored around S2 due to the constant "nakama power" and waiting for weekly release . Then gradually watched series like, aimed for High School setting such as Hyouka. Then more, up until I stumbled across KAT, a small anime community from a torrent site that has been dead now; for a year as I can remember... They need MAL, for a certain reason, and that's how I encountered MAL. I was rushing to create an account, but I got stucked at my username, most of what I want was used, and I cannot think of any other that, Fox_123... Well... I like Kurama... So what bitches? I could have changed it immediately, when I found out that I can, I just need to search of inactive users, but I felt that time, that it would take time. So I didn't bothered. I was active for quite a while since I also want to delve into this so-called MAL, I created of course, a thread- in which what most users will do... Not really the shittiest thread, but I guess a normal one that time. I was happy at first that I created a thread... Then... when it was shitstormed, I was... puzzled...
My active years on MAL, is the best one. That is like, a year now or I think 10 months... Something like that. I starts to post from AD, in which the best forum when I was starting... I like the simple stuff, like listing anime and like that, in which are commonly found in AD. Some series that are the "baity" threads are good, I got to post what I think about it and laugh at the posts made by the users. I always laugh like the threads about "Is this anime getting bad?" "Worse seasonal anime ever!" because I know that is the good indicator that a good shitpost will appear. But of course I'll post my stuff too. Then back at it later when the replies are like 11-25, the waifu wars can wait since I know it can spam for about 40 replies long... Though, I am always puzzled whenever a elitist thread or shit-taste thread will always be made, at some point I would like it, but from the span of 2-3 threads about it was like, "crap this is tiring", and the recycled shit all over again. I mean, I don't know why users are not satisfied with one elitist shitposting thread, and they'll make more that just recycles the shit out of it. Well, not that I care though. In contrast to CD, I feel like it is more "better" in terms of the laugh it produces in my own sense. Sometimes users will create the shittiest "question" and then, will be bombarded with the shittiest replies. There are users that I would look forward with their post. But since it's about me, I wouldn't name one. They'll just take away the spotlight that I had create... Anyway, I can't generalize the threads in CD, but one thing I know is that, it's more fun there than in AD. Meanwhile, the safe space I think that doesn't look shit on the outside but shit on the inside would be FG, heck sometimes I'll "play" with the counting thingy, but then will get bored. The games that is like "heck suck this guys's cock" kind of game or like "what about this user below/above..." something like that is a good thread to take away the migraine caused by AD + CD, but as time goes on, I feel like "fuck this shit, what do I gain from this?" I've never been active in the Computer/Games thread because of one thing, I only play P2W mobile games, I don't play the stuff they play because my laptop is basically the embodiment of shit, as long as I can watch anime in this shittiest laptop, I don't care about games or stuff like that. Also, not the Music/Entertainment section, I mean, I don't even know what TV series is nor I watch shit.
The users I have been in-contact with are the best users I know. Mhhh.. I don't know if I should name one but fuck, no, this is about me. They're already in my Discord sever anyway, so I'll just... Fuck with them... No need to mention them.
The times I've wasted on MAL certainly is a lost in the real world, but real world is shitty anyway. Now... Like I said, I don't know how to start this shit nor end this shit. I mean, I don't know what the fuck I want this "blog" to be, seems like something I can say in some random site/thread, but anyway. I'm doing it just because, I feel like it and I feel like, I am part of MAL. Well of course except the fact that all I do is post some shitty nonsensical BS that no one knows what the fuck it is.However, one thing I do know is that I love MAL. If MAL were the kawaii waifu in a series like Yuru Yuri, heck I'd fap to MAL. But no, because it is compose of shitposters and Elitist that ain't kawaii, and also rotten to the core. I'd just stick with my Maki-chan and Nico-chan... Ehh.. Nope... Probably the whole Love Live waifus.. Of course, Eli would certainly be one.. She is kawaii too... But I like Maki-chan...
So... Now, this started of as, "fuck I'll write one about the my time in MAL" then went shit as I go deep down, and ended at me talking to my waifu... I see now... I see what I just did there...
Yeah... Certainly the most BS... thing ever...
Posted by _Ako_ | Mar 4, 2017 10:06 AM | 0 comments