Qin's Blog

It is the first time I have such a strong passion for something. I never feel that thirsty to learn during my past 20 years of study. I'm no longer afraid of tough challenges, unexpected failure and evil criticism. Probably that's what they call "grow up".

I'm very happy that I have an aim now. Not like earlier days, pretended to be busy and stressful but whining about the boredom and my empty spirit all the time.

It's not easy to start a career I guess, and I hope I can make it!

I feel exhausted ...somehow, lonely.
I know what is my goal but I have no idea how to get to it.
Or it's just too far to approach.
Confusing, like always.

一直到现在 都是喜欢黑白的
从海鸥DF2开始
决意要买G2也是很早以前的事情 但是终究败下阵来
远离家乡的我 还是少了那样的执着
我想是一定会拥有它吧
在不远的一天 感叹着光阴如梭

无意中看了一个孩子的blog, 清楚明白地写着自己那时那刻的一些心情。用很单纯的言语。还有很多符号搭成的笑脸表情。很诧异自己读完以后笑了，可能是被触动了，或者被感染着，仿佛是回到了那无忧无虑的光阴里。

从几年前开始写日志，现在越来越不能坚持了。记录些什么的时候，总会不自主地去堆砌一些辞藻，心里却是明白一旦开始修饰，自我便不再真实。于是越加感觉到了寂寞。

又是一季，花朵开始败落。祈祷着时间会过滤掉我的所有疑惑。