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Anime Relations: Kuroko no Basket

Flashback: In the Entrance Ceremony for Middle School

While the anthem of the school was being played half of the students were talking non stop like a bunch of parrots. Their load voices echoed in my mind making my brain cells reverberate. Annoying girls squealing at the fact that they have a super hotty in the school which is no surprise because all the girls I've encountered out of whim are shallow. That also includes my somewhat of a friend Chinatsu. Her personality changes on a whim whenever she's with other people, and I can never tell what is on her mind even though she's an idiot. Then one girl behind me tugged on my sweater. I looked back to see a girl with make-up plastered all over her face, hair tied up in a bun making it look like she's balancing a ball on top of her head, and a strong overdose of perfume which reeked the whole gymnasium. She blushed when her eyes met mine then she mouthed the words,

You wanna do it?

I was laughing in the inside, such a bold and such a slutty little girl she was. I gave her a soft smile and mouthed,

Where?

I was dying from the inside when her face brightened up but I had to stop with the fun and games for my beloved Kumiko was looking at me with an angry face. I tried my best to look uninterested for Kumoko's sake but truth be told no women had ever made my heart sway like what Kumiko did to me. I whispered to the girl in a low voice,

I'll wait for you at the back after the ceremony

Her face turned as bright as a tomato when she heard what I had said, and I would've loved every last bit of it if only Kumiko wouldn't give me such a piercing gaze. I turned around giving my cute little Miko-Chii a smile but she gave me a cold gaze in return and turned around. Then out of the blue the teachers took the mike and started listing all the kids they wanted up stage. Chinatsu happened to be one of them that they had called out, and meekly she walked up to the stage with a group of other people. The students in the group appeared to clash when it came to appearances, there are those who looked like trouble makers to those who looked like they wouldn't speak at all. All of them were confused as they walked up to the stage but surprisingly they are quiet, and that's when I felt something was off from what a normal ceremony is supposed to be. Before I could grasp what was happening the 2nd years and 3rd years came in the gymnasium, everyone turned around to their direction and for that moment forgot about the kids on stage. The teacher interrupted the students with their chattering with a yell,

"Will you brats shut up!"

Everyone fell silent and the teacher continued talking. He who looked so bold and arrogant said to all the students in the school,

"As you can see on the stage we have these so called students that the school board had forcibly made us accept interring this school!, a school is meant to learn, have fun and INTERACT!"

He said it with such force that it even made me flinch but I somehow find him hateful, and as well forceful. What is he going to do with those students on the stage? He smiled then he started talking once more,

" Look at these good for nothings that where born in this beautiful world! We don't need eyesores who stand out in society! What we need is people like you all!"

He than pointed to the people standing on the gymnasium floor. The students on the stage where getting restless as well angry for being insulted but the other teachers who were on the stage hit them with wooden poles yelling at them to shut up. What was happening? This is against human rights but when I looked around only the first years were panicking everyone else were staring as if they are watching an uninteresting soap opera. Then the teachers started beating the student on stage,

" We don't need those who are pursuing the arts! We don't need those who had mental scarring from abusive parents! We don't need people with learning disabilities! We want normal people!"

He pointed to the student who are being dragged off stage by the teachers,

"We don't need unwanted trash!",

Then those students were getting beaten by teachers...and students.
One boy tried to escape holding another girls hand as well but they easily got caught by the students and where being beaten to pulp. He continued taking with an annoying voice full of arrogance,

"We will show society what a perfect society is all about! Then we can steer to the right path that this world is meant to take!"

Suddenly there was a girl yelling at the teacher on stage, and to my surprise it was Chinatsu who was yelling. The girl I had thought was so quiet was yelling on top her lungs with tears in her eyes at the teacher who has lost all sense of reality. She was scared as well angry while shouting her words to the teacher,

"What do you gain from doing this bitch?! Do you think you all can get away with this? What you are actually purposing is a genocide do you really think the government is going to accept it?! Why are all the people from the older generation so stupid!"

Suddenly she was struck with a metal baseball bat. I stopped the recording on my phone, it was enough evidence to send around to people. I sent it to all the people on my contact list with a text saying,

Please call 119 I can't call myself or else I'll get caught and killed

Kumiko came running towards me with a scared expression on her face. The words that came from her mouth put me into shock while we were holding each other,

"Lets just leave Youta! Let them do what they want, we aren't outsiders so they'll pay less attention to us!"

What on earth was she saying? Why is she purposing that we should pretend not to know any thing and escape leaving everyone else that is a victim behind? At this point I wanted to know either she was the people loving girl she said she was, if she was one of those shallow people who lie about their personality or if she was just not thinking because she is scared. So I asked her this simple question,

"What about everyone here that are being hurt?"

She replied in haste,

"We can't do anything about it Youta! If we try to stop it we'll get hurt!".

I found that response reasonable but I disliked it how it came from her mouth, and it irritated me that her personality turned a whole 360 on me. I pressed in deeper asking her about Chinatsu. Her face twisted when she heard about Chinatsu. Suddenly I wanted to press even further and so I did,

"Hey..Kumiko what about Chi-"

"Forget about her!! You don't need her! and she's perfectly fine without you as well! She can protect herself!

She suddenly got teary with all the yelling she did, and suddenly with a soft voice she said,

She doesn't need you at all...I need you Ta-chii! I'm a girl you should protect me!"

The silence between us dragged on longer than it should have. Looking at the girl whom I used to love I'm just full disappointment of how this came to be. This situation allowed us to show our true colours whether we liked it or not. I loosened my arms around her while giving a sigh.

"Chii-kun is also a girl as well Kumiko"

Kumiko's face turned pale as her face showed the horror she's feeling. Her arms around my waist tightened so hard that i could barely breath.

"I won't let you go to her! You texted to other people what was happening right?! So you and I won't have to do a thing! We'll just wait until the police arrive!"

"Kumiko don't yell it out! We're still in-"

"Kyaa! Youta watch out!!!"

Suddenly I got struck with something hard. Like the pain wasn't painful enough Kumiko had to yell out why did the boy hit me with the metal bat. The answer is obvious Kumiko had to yell out what I did and now they are disposing the so called traitor.

"What are you crying and confused about? You were the one yelling it out for people to hear that your lover boy sent a text to people about what was happening here. You think we wouldn't do anything?"

I felt completely stiff from head to toe. Was I going to die? Kumiko kept shaking me asking me to stay alive but her shaking is making the injury on my head worse. Tears started to well up in my eyes as more people started to surround us, holding weapons they got from the storage room they were ready. Suddenly the crowd lessened somehow. Before I knew it there was another riot behind me, this time it sound much more bloody. I wanted to get and see what was going on but my body didn't allow me too. I heard Kumiko scream as something came closer to us. I felt a hand touch my cheek which made me jump but when I forced my head to turn I saw Chinatsu. She was smiling sincerely which made me get the chills, and at the same it made me feel secure which cause my tear to finally come out. She used her thumb to to wipe the tears from my right cheek, and then she used that hand to cover my eyes. I heard screaming again but it wasn't Kumiko this time. Chinatsu got up and there I found out she had some blood on her. A girl came running to Chinatsu with tear and anguish on her face calling her a monster. Chinatsu grabbed a metal pole from the ground and hit the girl on her side forcibly, and you can hear a loud crack sound coming from the girls body. Before I could get a total grip of what was happening I fainted.

When I woke up I was at the hospital, and deep inside me like the hospital room I felt empty. What did I lose from that school? It felt like all of our three worlds are split apart. Tears started flowing down on my face when I started to remember clearly what happened. Why? Why did it had to happen to us? All of us what did we do wrong exactly?

"What did we do wrong?..."

I started to cry even more, the pain was unbearable. I wanted someone to come here and tell me it was all a dream, that everything is still fine. I wanted Chinatsu to come here and tell me I'm just in the hospital because I fell down the stairs while lecturing at me. While Kumiko stares at me with annoyance that I wasn't careful enough but none of them came. What pained me the most was I was also a student that was going into the arts as well, so why wasn't I called? Why was I left standing with the others while watching others who were going to the arts getting beat in front of me? Then I recalled Chinatsu smile and one of her songs which made all the emotion pent up in my body come out all at once.

"Tell me Chii-Chan...why did you smile at me? I don't deserve it. Anyone else is better than a coward like me."



*Kumiko chapter 4 is coming soon...SOON*

*The song that suits the hospital scene*



*The song that suits what happening between the three of them XD*


*And the ending song (that doesn't suit the story)*

Anime Relations: Kuroko no Basket

Setting: The fountain across the street from the mall

Prologue:

That girl was sitting on the ground while leaning her back next to the fountain and humming to herself. She was a mystery to me. Tuning her guitar like she had no clue on what she was doing she looked as if she was carefree yet thinking of something deeply, like she was desperate of finding something lost but at the same time not worrying about it at all. Her black hair was put up in a pony tail, and for some reason her eyes are grey like what she was probably feeling. Not the colour white to show off her optimism (though it looks like doesn't have any) nor the colour black to show off that she's the saddest girl in the world but grey to show she's in the middle. When she was done tuning the guitar she plucked some strings to make out a tune out of something, and when she gave up she made a sigh. When she looked up for the moment I thought when our eyes met she gave the most pained expression, it was a face of a a child watching its beloved friend get taken away from a bully, and I was the bully. She quickly looked down. It looked like as if she was crying but I was wrong, and I found out a little later why her reaction was like that. She grabbed a book out that had her music notes in it, and turned to a page to the song she was about to play. Laying down some heavy object so the wind won't blow at the pages she began to play her guitar. Others where ignoring her as they walked by but I sat at the bench near the side walk just mesmerized by the tune she was playing. Soon enough she was singing the words to the song, and soon enough the words reached to the peoples ears as they stopped and listened. The lyrics was about a girl who had her heart broken into two and soon enough my mind was filled with her lyrics and then I began to sing the song as well but not out loud.

All the time that you had said that you had loved me,

Every time that I took it to my heart,

I was happy that you were the only one that held me so,

When you said that everything was a lie__,

That it was me that was loving the whole time,

My wor__ld shattered,

And I was broken like a looking glass,

No one helped me with my repair,

So soon I wished that I was left alone,

But that wish was always there,

So lonely that I felt in my heart,

A deceiving sun that you a___re,

You made a fool like me believe I was worthy,

But soon you threw aside and everyone destroyed my well being,

Tiny feathers off my hopes and dreams,

Soon become blurred with black,

So I tossed my dreams and hopes and now I'm empty once more again,

The wall of sorrow that is standing upon me,

I can't climb to the other side,

The pain is to great for me alone,

But I believe that soon I can,

Soon I'll escape from the hellish Summer you left behind,

And I'll be in the beauty of my Autumn,

Laying on the grass as the leaves change colour,

Very soon I will close my eyes,

Not a ray of the fake sun will pass on me___,

For the very day will not come,

I will sleep till my age is no more,

In my cloistered sleep covered in leaves,

Away in peace from you___.

The song was depressing as it was full of anger. It felt as if I was the one being pierced by her words, one stab after the next it made me feel uneasy as well the feeling was unpleasant. I tried get a clearer view of her but the crowd of people were tough to get across from, and well not so much a lot of people but they are like giant tomatoes in overall size. Suddenly my girlfriend grabbed hold of me dragging me out of the crowd I so desperately tried to get myself into. I was shocked, speechless and angry at her for doing what she had just done. She was looking at me as if she was angry of the fact I wasn't giving much attention when in fact I do give her attention, and it's enough to suffocate a dog. So she dragged me away from where my curiosity is, and when I finally went home I realized that was Chinatsu playing the guitar.



Main story

As I was walking down the hall way I heard this one annoying high pitched voice yell my name it was Youta. It was the beginning of a new year yet he's making all the worst for me as I had barely any sleep the day before because I couldn't adjust to my new sleeping schedule. I walked as fast as I could to be as farther as I can from him for I did not want to meet up with him, through in his eyes I might just be acting all tsundere towards him...he's such a complicated fellow. Ever since elementary school he had always kept on good terms with his ex's and he thought I was the same as well. Well it's not like I can personally pin all the blame on him he was treated differently since the beginning so it was nothing out of the blue, but still somewhere deep inside me I wanna mess him up a bit. The urge inside me tends to come and go, grow or shrink, disappear or reappear at the most random times. When I look back I noticed the rut I've seen before, as he would run calling out my name but suddenly stop to talk to other girls. I turned and walked away while repeating this in my head ever since we went our separate ways, "Kumiko is above the sky, Kumiko is below the gates...Kumiko...You're not allowed to scream, Kumiko....don't breath, Kumiko...don't run she'll catch you ", and a smile stretched across my face...I'm feeling a bit better now.



As the bell rung every still lazed around the hallways which is no surprise we still had an extra 5 minutes left before class actually started, but I like being in an empty class it is quiet so I tend to come to class early just for the sake of being alone. Some idiot was sweating like a pig and fogged up the whole class with his B.O so I opened the windows hoping the smell will disappear before class starts. I noticed then Youta was starring at me from below, and it made me uncomfortable. I hate it when people look at me it makes me want to throw a rock at them or something along the lines of a heavy/hard object, and right now I really want to throw a rock at him. Instead I smiled at him like I did when he was my boyfriend and waved which made him shocked. As I looked around where his P.E class was being held I saw "her" right in the middle of the field, and seeing her scared me a bit. She stood there for a while then her mouth stretched into a shape of an oval, her skin was pale and she herself was wearing our school uniform, she whispered something and it gave me the goosebumps. Kumiko...you still have time, run before it's too late...it's too late she's here.RUN!!!!.



You can't hide from Kumiko she'll know wherever you are, you can't out run Kumiko because she'll always be in front, but you can live when Kumiko comes just make sure you don't catch her eye.

*#3 will come out soon this series will be called Kumiko so I hope you enjoy ^.^ *

Anime Relations: Kuroko no Basket

Setting: Underneath the amusement park bridge

I remember all too well what happened a year ago before spring started.
I giddily opened my closet to see what I would wear on our date, and I picked out the dress you bought me at Christmas. I put it up upon the light to see the colour becoming lighter, the dress was in a pastel coloured green that I very much adored. I put on my makeup in the most nude colours, and put on the earrings we both bought together at the country side fair. I left my hair as it was because I wanted to look just a bit natural, even though I was not. I put on the shoes that matched the dress, and grabbed the hand bag I recently bought. I was off. I was rushing my way to the amusement park even though I was still 20 minutes early...so said my clock. In front of the amusement park entrance was my boyfriend, and it seemed he came early once again or always. Stupidly I gave out a huge big smile that showed my teeth, and a wave while saying,"HI!". Thank God he said hi and waved back at me, I was about to die from embarrassment if he didn't but that's what I like about him. We went through the entrance together but the look on his face seemed a tad sullen, I brushed it off thinking it was his work again and dragged him along with me so we can have fun. We went to lots of rides and watched a lot of live shows but why was he still sullen? I offered him ice cream but he gently declined. His voice was more gentler than usual, and in that moment something inside me felt something was a bit off. I didn't want to admit it so I hid that feeling else where. But that feeling grew as I begun to notice some other things as well, for instance he hasn't held my hand since the beginning of the date like he so eagerly does, he hasn't talked to me at all like he so frantically does like his life revolved around me, his eyes hasn't in contact with mine after the entrance, and whatever I say to him his response was always,"Whatever" or "So?". It stung me like a snake injecting it's venom inside its prey, and I absolutely didn't like it all one bit. Inside my mind there were three outcomes of his miserable look:
1.)He had a bad day at work
2.)He just feels like crap today and doesn't want me to worry while he tells his friends after
3.)A sign that he's bored of me
and I'm really hoping it isn't three. I looked at the clock for I was getting teary only to see it was 4' o'clock, this date doesn't feel like a date and I hate that. I was walking forward without realizing he had stopped walking for a while. I turned back to only see him looking at another girl. It was number three, somewhere in both my heart and mind something broke. While the wind blew behind your direction making you look lovely I can't help but to look thinking horrible things about you.

I walked to the direction he was staring at the girl looking furious at the same time sad. I hated the face I have on now, I hate it a lot. His eyes lost interest but he still looked at me, he turned so I can only see his side but his eyes were still fixated on me. He smiled but this time his smile didn't entrance me at all it just mad me even more furious.



He went to directly to the park bench and sat down without saying anything to me.
I followed him after he sat down. Instead of sitting I was standing right in front of him. Other people began to look at us as if we were a bunch of load kids, and he obviously hid his face. The silence grew as the clock at the amusement park kept ticking, and the girl he was eyeing before left because of the intense mood. Maybe to others eyes I'm overreacting, it was a misunderstanding or it was my fault but I now this is not a misunderstanding, he never looked at a girl like that unless he was dating her or he likes her that's the type of guy he is. A whole twenty minutes passed then he mustered up the courage to say something to me but the words he used were the ones I dreaded to hear. He looked up to me and said those words with a smile "You know you're really needy", and from then on it went down hill.



My whole being froze as I stared at him in disbelief. He chuckled and went on "I only went out with you because I somewhat felt sorry for you, you haven't had your first boyfriend at high school and you were only a bit below average in looks". I hated every word he said, each one set me off, and his face became jokingly relaxed yet serious. Looking at me he said this one last thing that made me empty "Today I decided to end this, it was only you who was serious fully I was somewhat serious about you... only half-way through though", I stood there like a giant sponge, taking in what he had said, and finally he whispered "I'm sorry but I really did love you". There I stood looking at the bench he had sat on, many yelled out at me to stop being a drama queen and get over it. I can't it hurts to much to just forget. I can't climb over the wall of sorrow to make myself stronger, and I can't tell my friends because they are people who care very little if me. I can't tell my family because they can never understand, I know that for sure. I finally walked home and the people in front of me on the bus ride home was my so called ex and the girl he was eyeing on. What a crappy day.


(Part 2 will come out soon)

Time will go by
And leave me here all alone
As I look up to see your face
You are not there
And I'm left in darkness

Goodbye happy days because it will all be pitch black

So I take my sword and use it blindlessly
Thrusting to empty shells till they move no more
The cries of the crimson moon
The empty cries of shells

That makes my life demeaning
And I myself is hollow
Looking for a life
Looking for a dream come true

Happiness, where the hell is it in this world?
My cries and screams echo
And soon there is no life
In my voice and soul

Memories disappear
To the nether lands hope and broken promises
Let me sing one last time before I am whole

Time will tick then time will freeze
Emptiness is a given but filling it is a must
Eyes that is full of hope will soon be clouded in despair
Self-righteous acts will lead to more sorrow

My emptiness of despair
The rein of the crimson sword
The endlessness ticking time
My broken hope and promise

The shattered soul we call heart
Endless trails of blood
This is The Soul's Tears


(This isn't in any anime but I can't post this unless I do put an anime that relates to it apparently =3= )