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(it seems like I really was in the mood for writing, so let me precise that this part will be a long one beforehand.)

I'm an italian 17 years old guy who passes its time here, keeping note of how he wastes his life. Well, I consider myself a funny and friendly person. I am, however, very shy when it comes to "love questions" because I don't feel like I could bring myself to take responsibility for a somewhat serious relationship. Not for now, at least.

Oh, and I also spend a lot more time making lists than actually doing what's written on them.

That aside, I also need a lot of time alone: I spend an enormous amount of hours thinking about myself, my friends, family, the world, EVERYTHING. You could say my life is based on trying to understand everything that somehow comes in contact with me, although this description may make it sound deeper than it actually is. I consider myself an intelligent person, but I lack a well developed emotional side. For that reason, people sometimes refer to me as apathetic, but that doesn't really bother me.

Another BIG problem of mine is procrastination, which is something I basically mastered even though I'm not happy about it.
In my room, everything must be at its place: I have a compulsive sense of the order when it comes to my things, and I basically put everything in a new pattern once a month 'cause I wasn't satisfied with the old one anymore. Fortunately, my room is very small.
I'm currently studying languages (English, French, Spanish) in a high school in Italy.

I love video games, anime and movies. Then there are all the things that I enjoy and am interested in, to a certain extent: drawing (even though it's been ages since my last attempt at drawing), paintings, reading books and comics, listening to music and watching tv series as well. But there are also a lot of subjects that don't interest me, generally everything I consider too related to the real and concrete world (I have a very abstract mind): I can't bring myself to grow an interest for vehicles, architecture, sculpture and even more. I also avoid maths and poetry for other, more peculiar reasons. About sports, I tried several of them during my lifetime, but I couldn't bring myself to keep up with them for a reason or another. I strongly believe in joy brought by knowledge, which is why I'm interested in Philosophy and History too, not to mention the fact that I pass a lot of my free time deepening my general knowledge about what I really have an interest for.

I like strong-willed people who can coherently show me why they do or say something. This is related to my extremely relativist vision of life and people's ideals and morals. I also appreciate someone with a great sense of humor or with the flexibility to joke about him/herself. On the other hand, I often get angry at people who follow the mass' opinion by doing something they don't really get in the first place. In the past, I rejected people quite easily. Then I realized we all are stupid in a way or another and became more keen on accepting people for what they are. I still avoid making the first move in getting to know a new person though.

Other random details before ending this part (wow it's long):
- I love horror/creepy/fucked up stories, psychedelic colours and pixel art
- I find magic interesting, but I don't believe it actually exists so far
- Religious belief: atheist
- MBTI System type: INTP
- Politics: moderate left-wing and classical liberal as a consequence of the impossibility of establishing anarcho-individualism