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From your friend Stellarheart!!!

Oh no!! You are going to fall off the face o MAL >_<)o" you should have told me I would have had the shoujo-ai club throw you a party! Well then I guess I have to bid you farewell for now. You were my first friend on MAL that I didn't know in RL and that is what got me into the social commnity on MAL so thank you for that

may we talk again someday; Kaigen

sound's like you know enough about computers to get things put together yourself ^_~

as for movie fight seances Choreography for fighting, is unrealistic and unpractical, but that isn't the point, for a Choreographer the point is to make people ^O^ wow!!

the unspeakable thing I have done to that poor car are numerous and sad =_=; poor car...

so what's going on with you, I would wager a guess that work is taking all your time, and that is what keeps you from MAL for days, I'm just curious what your up to.

; (>^.)>

I had a conversation with one of my friend's that is more tech savvy then myself about your Computer, I am going to copy over some of the key things said ^_~

now you'll have to forgive him a little because he is a computer enthusiast, that loves PC gaming so he looks at things as if you were trying to run hard core games on it. but that i a good thing to know before you make a buy, "what do I want to use this for?" well here is his analysis after I talked to him.

Processor: (my friend)

The processor is actually a great mid range processor, generally speaking, nowadays more and more software is taking advantage of multiple cores since that seems to be the direction Processor manufacturers are going (instead of making them faster). So a 2.66GHz Quad core is significantly better then a 3.0+ GHz Dual Core in most situations.

Graphics...:

Yah it looks to me like they're running on board video... XD Which if they're planning on this being a gaming rig, I would reconsider! I'll admit, there are some nice motherboards out there with decent on board video, but even the really expensive ones don't hold a candle to the modern video cards, it's seriously not even close.
The FSB is basically a highways of sorts, it transports data from the processor to the North Bridge, which is what allows the RAM, CPU and GPU to communicate with each other. As for what number is best, it's generally accepted nowadays that a decent machine should run at 1033MHz, a good machine will be 1333MHz and a great machine will run at 1600MHz. That's not to say 800MHz is bad, if we're talking about a gaming rig 800MHz FSB is probably the bottom of the line, you don't want to go any lower than that, but it definitely still does the job. If we're talking about a matching that is running less stressful apps, then 800 is plenty!

Hard Drive:

8MBs of cache is very low, especially since it doesn't cost that much to up the cache on a hard drive. I really don't see much of a reason as to why you wouldn't run 32MBs of cache personally. The price difference isn't very much at all. Everything else about it seems fine, 7200 is the optimal speed for a hard drive in my opinion, it's fast enough to do what it needs to without drastically degrading it's life span like the 10,000RPM drives. 10,000RPM drives are also loud as sh*t! XD And Sata II is the standard nowadays, so they're perfectly fine on that.

so there it is, if you would like further explanation, I can most likely help you out there.

Otacon, has a very good set of panels and workshops, that is what I usually go for. this year some of my favorites were, panels: best fight seance's out of hung kong (I missed the first half due to eating =_=; bloody necessity's), anime's craziest death seance's (It was canceled not even half way though =_= due to nudity in on of the clips, that was total crap >.<)o" and this year’s winner panel goes to Beyond D&D XD (I was able to sit though the entirety of this one and it was very awesome, I know what you’re thinking. "what is a panel like that doing at an anime con." the panelist admitted that they were a little misplaced, and even made fun of the audience for filling up the largest, panel room at an anime con ^_^; there were hundreds of us. anyway they were asked by the con to do that panel because it's very well known in its circles so they decided to see what kind of response it would have at this kind of con, well I can say for myself that I love roll playing and that panel was amazing ^_~b) I didn't go to any workshops this year mostly because the one's I wanted to go to were full by the time I got to them =_=; (my "how to draw yuri workshop" went down in flames because of that, I can't even draw well I just wanted to see it as if it were a panel.) the best anime I watched was dai buster it’s MAL listing is Gunbuster vs Diebuster.

the two car story ^_^; is kinda embarrassing It make's me feel like a little kid though I really am at heart so I can't blame myself to much.
anyway, the story is actually very simple, it just has a lot of circumstances. I have owned 4 cars in my life time, my first was a hand me down (I totaled that car, but that's a story for another day) my second car was given away by my parents (it was technically there car, but man did that suck >.<) my third car I was the first one I bought with my money I was working retail at the time so the car being 10k was very much luxurious for my pay cheek after being skewered by several of my job's and doing a few unspeakable things to my vehicle. I was finally able to land a descent job in I.T. so as a reward for my new degree of excellence I awarded myself a newer car because the old one just wasn't doing to for me anymore (because of the unspeakable things I did to it) so I bought myself a 34k car witch is more than I make in a year =_= but I could afford it now, so I got it anyway, I tried to trade in my old car but they were going to give my less then what I payed to buy new tires for it the week before so I kept it, >.>;
there is a little more to the tale, but I think the point is clear, anyway I'm going over to the club now.

later buddy; Kaigen

Ok so, the lowdown on Otacon, is this… I was broke the hole time (>.<)o” doesn’t that just kill you. thanks to my two cars (I know why do I have two, long story) I’m always poor. Anyway I still managed to make off with some pretty cool art work, I buy from the same guy every year, he only really does Bleach and Naruto =_=; but his work is really good so I buy it anyway, the pic I have for my profile is from one of his friends (I like the friends work to, I just haven’t seen him at a con sense my first year, a sham really.) this year was strange for me because I watched a lot of anime, your thinking “you’re at an anime con what’s so weird about watching anime” but that IS very weird and not just for me but for most people that go to the con the center focus is stuff you can’t go home and do on your own. Last year the only thing I watched all the way though was sword of the stranger (I recommend that one btw, if your into samurai flix it and really, really good one) in the HD super theater that the convention center has multiple of ^_^ (so cool~!!) any way this year I watched, the first 3 episodes of darker than black, 1-4 of hajime no Ippo , and the last half of dai-buster (dai-buster was super bad ass it was like gurren lagoon) o(>.<)O *pow the AMV contest this year was super epic ^_^ I’ll sent you the titles to the entry’s to see witch one’s you would have voted for. I could go on and on but I have work to do and I don’t want talk your ear off.

“my advice to you, is to metaphor it.” Yeah~ >.>; about that, I was actually trying to, but I couldn’t come up with anything on the fly, I have to bounce between work and chatting so I don’t get in trouble, so I have to think on my feet when it comes to responding ^_^; English and other laten baced languages are very good spocken languages because they’re very lateral there are rules for everything which is why, it is the hardest language in the word to pick up as a second language, as a written language though, ^_^; It isn’t as litteral as others and it’s very component, making it a slightly easier written language (if it were for all of its ass backwards grammar rules it might be easy.)

Get to it ^_~b

What are you getting desktop or laptop, what spec. range are you looking at, what company (or company’s if your building it yourself) are you buying form. Tell me, tell me ^_^ i= I.T. guy so this stuff is cool to me.

I guess I should try it at some point then, thought that stuff won’t work when I’m at work. >.>; (*needs to spend more time working at work)

Anyway hope you enjoy my little spu about Otacon and hope that you are able to go to an anime com near you ^_~b

Ta-ta; (>^.)>

"Creating a false persona, and hanging around false friends, is probably more troublesome than being a lone-wolf. "

Everyone is different, individuality and identity are important facts of human life, understand that I don't want you to be alone, because the pain of loneliness rivals the pain from falsehoods of personality. what I was saying is that finding people is like a war of spy's, uncovering what is needed so that you can go in, with... well I don't like that metaphor anymore (oh yeah, I type in real time what i am thinning and I don't erase prior thoughts ^_^;) ok so what I was going for was the idea of pushing your own personality ahead people are drawn to thous who are more natural and charismatic. well anyway I'm going to stop pretending to be wise or that I know what I'm talking about >.>;

VERY GOOD analysis of my rant ^_~b if you had continued I'm sure you would pick up on the rest, I will leave that to you. I could say the rest but what fun would that be ^_^ your metaphor is wonderful, now all that it need is the interaction of up and down equally, and what that means. keep going I live for this kind of stuff!!

maybe someday we will be able to do a microphone chat over the inter-webs, or something like that. it would be interesting indeed. well as long a we are friends in some capacity the road is open for possibility's. ^_~

take care of yourself and your happiness; (>^.)>

if you lived in the US I would invite you to the Otakon for next year with out hesitation, of course, I would still be willing to help you in anyway I could, but it's a bit excessive for an anime con for you to come all that way >.<

don't became a NEET ^_^ but don't force yourself to be someone your not ether, trying to fit in is a trial of patience and personal strength, be strong where I couldn't it's painful to sit around false friends with a false smile, and false personality, created in order to join the farce, I'm not saying don't go. just be aware of your own feelings, ^_~ I had to lean the hard way that covering yourself in masks for to long means you might lose you really are among all the lies. know yourself, understand yourself, and have the strength to make a group conform to who you are, not the other way around. >.<)--}==>

so Daniel-chan (that's right you get chan ^_~) you want the bomb (rant) well don't say I didn't warn you.
so the reality of social interaction is always give and take, there has to some balance to an interaction in order for the relationship between the two party's continues. even in seemingly one sided relationships the one who is on the receiving end wants something from the other if they have the option not to be there. the reason I was talking about it when you were talking about hiding emotions is because an exchange happens with emotional help from others, emotional help from other can be an equal exchange or, one way for later retern form you, in order to return to balance. an example of an equal exchange, is someone who gets great fulfillment from helping others in that way, someone who is empowered from being part of changing someone, someone who feels that they are good at emotional support and likes doing it, someone who feels it's like a game and is trying to win. in this case you are taking support and leaning on someone, and they take some kind of mental satisfaction. in a non-equal exchange the person will naturally seek balance for the "service" with out thinking about it, if its a friend in this example most likely they what you to return to happiness so to enjoy the company they are accustom to, or they feel that you won't be friends with them or lose some level of closeness, people like to feel close or loved by others. understanding what the exchange is in an interaction is not important, more often then not because most will just find it depressing, but knowing what type another is (equal or non) can help you find someone that is more receptive and wont get sick of a constant need for emotional support as easily. that is not to say that is only possible with an "equal" it depends more on the balance of your relationship with the person.
one of my core beliefs is that "balance is key everything is to balance, and balance is in everything" so strive for balance because it's probably going to end up that way.

that is to much >.> I wish I could explain it better but there are some limitations to text, without having a feel for a person more directly, hearing, seeing, I can't see if there is a mutual understanding of the information being conveyed ^_^; I would need an interaction from the participating party more quickly to really be able to explain this kind of concept, =_=; well it's ok most people inherently understand it even if they can't vocalize it so I'm sure you will figure it out, you have the capacity for such a feet. ^_~b

see PM

I don't go out in that capacity ether, I am to reserved for it I just can't do well around people I don't know. even though the people who tell me that "you will never see them again" are right I still don't like rejection or the feeling of being disliked even if I know I won't see them again. I do like specific crowed places, like Otakon I love that con and I socialize when I normally wouldn't. ^_^ I am satisfied with the small family like unit of friends that I have managed to assemble so I'm not to worried about going out anyway (lucky~)

It sounds like you have mixed feelings about freshers week, why do you hesitate? you are shy so you don't what to go, but you are curious and think you may meet interesting new people if you do. Is that about right for your reasons for hesitation?

go Mom's ^_~b "mother is god in the eyes of her child" I don't remember who said that though >.>;

I looked the dog up and it is a cute breed, I found your first name >.< oh nozz
there are worse things to be called buy people, when I was in school the others would call me stupid or dumb so that is why I point out specifically in my profile that I don't like being called that, even if it is true, I don't want to hear it over and over.

hiding emotions is a necessary evil, for the one hiding and the ones they are hiding from. every interaction has a symbiotic aspect to it there is no fully altruistic exchange.

I just realized that it would take me forever to explain what the f I am talking about so I'll leave it for another time, if you specifically ask for the rant on social interactions, =_=; I would drone on to long other wise.

bye for now my friend, ^_~b