I'm usually not good at writing in an "About me" section so please bear with me xD Well... besides, I don't have much to write because I don't know what to write. Umm, I'm not keen on accepting random friend requests from people I haven't talked with much. I am a teenager xD doing exams quite a lot now so I don't log in often... In my free time I watch animes and read mangas (obviously) and other stuff like drawing, listening to music etc... =P xD heheh. My fave genres are shounen (even though I'm a girl ;D), fantasy, mystery and supernatural etc... I hate genres like mecha... so I don't really approach those animes as much unless someone greatly recommends it to me xD
My favourite quotes:
"To be honest, I don't care what happens to that brat. But... if you were to say being alone means to be 'cold', then I understand."
- Pandora Hearts By Alice
"Those who are allowed to shoot are those who are prepared to be shot."
- Code Geass By Lelouch
"I came to deliver bad luck!"
- Black Cat By Train Heartnet
"Mada mada dane!"
- Prince Of Tennis By Echizen Ryoma <3
"I'll bite you to death! (Kami korosu)"
- Katekyo Hitman Reborn By Hibari Kyoya
*After shooting Soul and Black Star* "Ah... Soz my hand slipped (Aa... Suman te ga subetta)
- Soul Eater By Death the Kid (It's during episode 6 when Soul says, "Black Star~~~" and Black Star says, "Soul~~~~" Lol it's funny!) ^_^
"Listen up, brat! There isn't just one truth out there. Everyone involved carries their own form of the truth. If you don't believe that history's right, travel the world and see for yourself."
- 07-Ghost By Frau
"There's no such thing as 'victors' in this test. All we need are people who are capable of offering their hands out to others."
- 07-Ghost By Lance
"I don't believe in 'absolutes'" - Oz
"Yes, I know. But... It's fine to believe in one. Don't you think so? I will absolutely never betray you and I will never let anyone hurt you." - Gilbert
- Pandora Hearts By Oz Vessalius and Gilbert Nightray.
"When people get hurt, they learn to hate… when people hurt others, they become hated and racked with guilt. But knowing that pain allows people to be kind. Pain allows people to grow… and how you grow is up to you."
-Naruto By Jiraiya.
"It's possible to cry without tears... If you're a human."
-Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood.
"All right. I'll leave you behind... I'll leave you behind, so you'd better catch up to me. I'm going on ahead. I'll be waiting for you at the top."
-Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood By Roy Mustang.
"Always... Hope is the denial of reality."
-Alive - The Final Evolution.
"There is something curiously boring about somebody else's happiness."
-Alive - The Final Evolution.
"Now that I see it. All great truths begin with blasphemies."
-Alive - The Final Evolution.
" 'God' is an invention of those with nobody else to turn to."
-Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood (Episode 60)
"...One person's life... not everyone... not everyone... has a life that's a meaningful tale. Even though you think so."
-Immortal Rain
"God. Devil. Hero. Monster. What will you call me? First comes destruction. I bring forth nothing. I bless nothing. I save nothing. I just erase. Completely."
-Densetsu no Yuusha no Densetsu by Ryner Lute (evil side XD )
"...The choice was and always will be yours! If you want it, then you can make it happen... but... If you don't try to fight... then nothing will change."
-Girl of the Wild's by Moon Young Lee.
"Because the world isn't as terrible as you think it is."
-Durarara!! by Celty Sturluson.
And many more to come...
My fave video of the week (or so... if I can be bothered changing it every week...)
Confidence has always been a problem for me and it'll probably still be one in the future. Making friends, trusting people, accepting the truth and a fact, believing in what I believe in, talking to people in a way that they won't think I'm different to them... I mean there are so many things out there that I'm sure you lack confidence in as well. If you don't have any, that's great! But even if I don't have confidence in lots of things, I'm confident on one thing. That is my friends being there for me when I'm in trouble. They'll be the ones lending me strength and giving me confidence. And I'm grateful for that!!! ^_^
Ichiban no takaramono - My most precious treasure... that's what it means in Japanese. I absolutely loved Angel beats which was made by Key. This song talks about hope and gives the listener, me, courage. Angel beats taught me that no matter how hard it is, you can GAIN the courage to get through it. Friends are there to support you and to give you courage when you're lonely and every single day is a new start. This song conveys all these feelings out. People sometimes need the will to carry on walking no matter how hard it is and I'm sure; someday, your hard works will be rewarded. When you've lost hope and happiness and you feel like 'this is the worst', you can always get it back in another form =) TRUE friends will give you the abilities to trust, hope and believe.
Well I'm personally not so good about talking and explaining these things (well just explaining in everyday life to be honest xD haha...) but... I understand it!
Another Angel Beats related video again xD .. Heheh =) Angel beats just has so many quotes and words that touch my heart >.< xD This time the song's called "My Song". The name of the song itself is enough to make you think deeply. "My song"... it belongs solely to her and in this case, Iwasawa's. I think the lyrics are truly beautiful for those who question about life a lot. I'm sure once in your lifetime you will think about "I want qualities within me that are unique and different to other people and that I can be proud of". And with something like that, I've always thought of possibly having it as a reason to living within my lifetime. Everyone wants to be special in some way to others. It's nothing wrong at all (in my opinion of course xD) But I think everyone is special in some way to begin with. Each person is an individual who has a different personality and who looks different to others. There is no one in the whole world that is the same as you... My friend Airitoizzy told me that =) For those who have felt great pain and have begun to question the meaning of your existence... I've thought about that too. This song tells me though, that you find it yourself. You search for your purpose and meaning in life and create one. A reason for your existence.
'I finally found it.'
Thanks for watching! Btw I didn't make the video...
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Find the joy of being just yourself.
It is being joyous with yourself, it is enjoying your own company. There are very few people who enjoy their own company. And it is a very strange world: nobody enjoys their company and everybody wants others to enjoy their company! If others don't enjoy our company then we may feel insulted, and when alone feels distant and even unhappy with ourselves.
Think if YOU cannot enjoy your own company, who else is going to enjoy it?
Sometime solitude is positive. It is overflowing joy for noo reason. It is our very nature to be joyous; hence there is no need to depend on anybody else. There is no other motive in it, it is simply there.
Just as the water flows downwards, your being rises upwards. Just give aloneness a chance, give it solitude. And remember again, solitude is not solitariness And Just is not loneliness FANTASTIC !!!
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