I remember you had cats, but I couldn't place their names. Names are easy to forget if you hadn't heard them in a while. Just as you with my bf. Lol We both get a pass. ๐ฅด Oh, my, though. I am SOOO sorry that happened to you. That is a terrible ordeal. They are like your best friend after the first second you see them. I hate when anyone loses something so dear to their hearts. Especially a pet. No way will I even begin to compare my experience with yours simply because we both lost pets we love, and 2 experiences of the same kind can hardly be compared. I've only lost 2 I really cared for because I was much too young to really 'care' about animals the same as I could at 32. But I shall be putting the worst day in both mine, and Mr. Biscuits life that led to his downfall in a spoiler because of what I told you made you tear up, this will make you cry a Niagra river. Open at your own peril. I'll go ahead, and get started in case you decide to read. ๐ฅบ๐ข๐ญ
Okay. We were AlWAYS super careful about watching Biscuit, and we trusted him enough for 7 years to go out alone, right? Well, Shawn and I were having problems, which I'll get to in the near future, and I left for half a month to stay with my mom. We decided to try again because who can forget their best friend since they were 15 and in a relationship for 13 years. Anyhow, I came back, and one night I let Biscuit out. Shawn went to bed, and I stayed up as I often do to wash clothes, right? Ugh. Shiiit. Umm. About 2 hours later, he unexpectedly jumped on the porch as he always did. I opened the door, and it was super dark. I uhh went to bend down and let his throat, and felt some'm wet. I just thought since it rained he ya'know, got weeeet.(?) WRONG. I heard my little pupdog breathing in a struggled way. Very harsh, right? This is hard, bit I HAVE to let you know. I turned on a light, and to my dismay, I realized that poor Mr Biscuit was about to experience the worse death I've ever heard of or we had to do some'm NOW. I tried, and tried to wake Shawn up after dramatically running up the stairs. Shawn is such a heavy sleeper after working all day especially. I was so distraught. "Biscuit is bleeding a pool of blood out of his throat, and theres a hole." He can't breathe." This is the worst part. I had to go down stairs to try to sleep beside my poor baby. He laid down in his bed all night breathing like that. Nothing we could do that night because of no 24 hour vets. Shawn woke the next morning and saw him in this bed, and started to cry immediately. Left 5 seconds after that with my other best friend in his arms. Went to our vet, and they said they could have done something, but we didn't have 5000 bucks. Small dogs live long, and he had plenty of time left. I guess not, though, huh? Anyways.... He came back to get me, right? I walked into that vet, and they were always so nice and loving. He didn't even try to bite them during his prostate exam months before that. I walked into that room, the lady had him in her arms holding him while this poor puppy had to have help breathing with some sort of apparatus held up to his damn nose. We pet that puppy, and pet that puppy while she had that object to his little black nose. Then we're asked what we wanted to do. The hardest decision ever was to say to let him go. I mean, even if we WANTED to, I think it was better to let them cremate my baby than it was for him to have to live however he'd have to. NO ANIMAL OR PET SHOULD HAVE TO BE PUT THROUGH THAT FOR MY OWN OR ANYONE ELSES SELFISH ASS REASON(S). I am very sure you might agree. Hell, I watched my dad's dog suffer because his wife didn't wanna cry. Not coherent at all, eyes couldn't focus on anything so they just rolled around, but did I want to watch that? Hell no. But his girl obviously didn't fucking mind. ๐๐คฌ Pissed me the helllll off. Forreealz. Back to biscuit. He's in a little baggie on our bookshelf covering the laundry room, and dedicated one shelf to pictures of him, the ashes, leash, both toys, and this niiiice little canvas print his sister had made for us with the best picture of him ever taken. It's so much more for myself because I know damn well he can't hear it. But I still talk to him almost, if not, every day while looking at his pictures. Also, though, thinking how much he isn't suffering because we decided to 'fix' him. I mean, I wouldn't wanna live with that. What I think happened was he got into a fight with a another dog because the coyotes that roam these woods would have torn his itty bitty self to shreds. I think a big dog must have bitt his neck because he NEVER backed down frim anything. Pssh. My lil scrapper probably started it, to be honest. the vet said those lacerations and bite mark would have been a lot worse. Which I already knew in the first place. Doesn't take a rocket scientist. ๐ That poor dog even before that, too. He got heart worms, right? Sooo many pills, and so much other stuffs just for that to happen? Almost through his treatment, and he didn't deserve one ounce of what he went through in his 9 years. Well, that's all. PLEASE don't feel sad for me because I feel so elated that he no longer has to suffer. ๐ฅบ
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I am so very glad you found another pet, though. And how much better can one be that acts almost the same as the one you lost? I know, no replacement, but still. It helps.
Looooved Avenged Sevenfold???!!?? Haha. BIG LAUGHS. ๐คฃ๐คฃ Still do, and have since, like, 2004. You bettah set yourself straight, missy. Lmao. Jkjk But I too have some new(?) interests. Come to find out I liked everything I listen to now back in 9th grade. Lol I kicked my self in the ass when I was on YT and happened to see a video by my all time second favorite TrivIum. Oh my gawd, I said. Lol. Then that led me to In Flames. A swedish band. I remember liking them then too and looked up the first song I heard from each and that led me on a path of self rediscovery. Been listening for 5 years so far because they are the best, and Shawn didn't know either of the bands I've showed him since remembering. Metal is so generic these days, I stick with the couple I like out of everything because I don't like anything else. Lol. Oh. Oh. Children Of Bodom, too. Lucky, though, almost all them have smokin' hot lead singers. Damn. I'm still like a school girl when it comes to them. Lol. My favorite instrument to hear is the drums, but if the lead singer sounds like ๐คข then the whole band will sound like ๐คฎ. Lol. Oh. Oh. I don't like black metal but when Matt Heafy from Trivium makes a whole album after starting another project last year called Ibaraki, I couldn't pass it up. He does everything perfect. He's the only 36-7 year old that started being in a band at 13 then somehow finds time for different everyday stuffs, giving us free playthroughs of songs at concerts, and streams on YT often. I mean, this man is the literal bees knees. if you don't know already, give them a shot. Not everyone's cup of tea, though. If you like screaming, and singing, go with their album Shogun. You want some'm easier, go with Silence In The Snow or his young screaming with Ember to Inferno. They have something for everyone, and every album is different but the same no matter how much it seems like they're just going for a different genre every album, they're all good and I never question the decision of a band making their music. Plus their current drummer is only 28. Each of those men have tremendous talent. Most people can't even get there with years of hard work. It's commendable, I tell ya. Wanna hear someone that sounds like an angel? Brann Dailor. Mastodon didn't get good to me until Brann started to sing some years back. You may need the lyrics, but Blue Walsh is a great one to start with. And when you're cute as a button, can sing, AND play drums... sign me up. Lol What makes them the bomb diggity is one guitarist, the bass, and drums all sing. Different style singers, at different times through different songs, but all amazing. To me at least. Also not everyone's cup of tea. They've also always used personal pain and loss to write their music. Each has been through losing many people they loved to cancer, or other circumstances. I apologize for all this writing just in case you know about them. ๐คญ Okay. Enough of that other than I've heard OF Sleep Token. I just never listened. Perhaps I should after 2 people have said to. Not that many, but I don't know that many people. Sooo. This music overload must be crazy. Lol. I just very rarely get to speak of what I like because everyone else but Shawn is stuck on rap these days. Lol I don't discriminate because everyone has their own, but I just don't like rap. All in all, Imma feel like a huge jackass if you read all that if you already know. I just never knew anyone who knew or liked any of my bands. Hmm hmm. Except for Shawn. Of course there are a few others, but those were honorable mentions. Lol Psheww.
For your kitty cat - ๐ธ๐บ๐ป I bet those were her emotions every time you put your hand on her. Long live Beth. ๐ค๐
Wait a damn minute... As you said to me once, back the truck up. Beep beep. I added the beeps, though. That's mine. Lol. Larz, right? How did you guys end up working? Or maybe you didn't? Come on. Come on. Give me that big scoop of ice cream. Then I'll tell you about Shawn, and I. Soo much is already in this comment. Sooo, I'll give the floor to you. ๐
I'll reply after this weekend. Just keeping up so we don't lose track again. Lol. Even though I've never met you, it feels as if I have. But just because I haven't met you doesn't make you any less important. You remember the Mohawk fiasco when I cut my own hair? Luckily, that's long gone. Lol. I finally found a haircut that works for me. Been getting it for a while. Annnywhoo, there are pictures on my profile if ya wanna see.
Well, you did say you wanted updates. There ya have it. There's ONE more update. ๐
You are welcome to as well. In fact, BRiIIING IT OOOON. ๐ช
^^^^supposed to be an imitation of Macho Man Randy Savage, but I don't think I could exactly pull it off. Lol. ๐
I've had quite a few things happen also. Well, not that many things. Just like you say. Feels like it, but at the same time, it doesn't. There have been a few major events that have affected my life, and so forth. Other than those main things, life has been relatively the same since the last we spoke. I know, I know... Two. Is that it you say? Shyeah. Two things my life revolves(d) around. The other thing should be important. Is to most, but I could care less.. I'll load ya down little by little, though. You remember that puppy Biscuit we had trouble finding a place because of before we built our house? Ugggh. He's no longer here with us. It's been a almost a year since the vet cremated him for us. He rests in a nice wooden box. They were even nice enough to have his name engraved on the box for us. A year gone, but I still squeak his toy almost everyday, and sometimes throw food out in the yard. I know, that shit sounds crazy, but it's like he's still here. I just no longer hear his little nails on the floor. That was THE worst day in my life. He may have been a blonde dog, but he was my other half. Black fingernails, natural eyeliner, and he was the most Metal pupdog you'd have ever seen. ๐ค๐ค๐ฅบ๐ญ I could not ever replace him. Since then, I forgo all dogs no matter how much I used to love them. I still love dogs. Don't get me wrong. But it'd be hard to get another. Now onto talking about you.
Duuude, I know what you're talking about. The same job you had way back. If it's not the same, Imma feel dumb, but I'm sure it might be. You used to say I complain about my job a lot, and I made sure you knew it was okay to complain all you want. Yeah. It has to be the same one... Right? Buuut college? 35? I'm sooo excited for you. And it's never too late to advance a skill. Nursing, though. That's the bomb diggity. Shit
Some people wish they'd have made it to college by 35. I say that because there are a lot of people out there just trying to get by. So, that's a stage George Jefferson would call movin' on up. ๐ You're just out there doin' the damn thing, and I could not be anymore proud, and happy for you, my friend. Really. And heyyy. If 35 is old, then 31 almost 32 is old. Shyeah. Not old. Gracefully aging. Lmao. ๐คฃ I'm just glad I look the same. Some of these people I went to school with look like they've aged 40 years beyond high school. ๐ต Anyhow, you're still doing what I never could. First, the job. Now, college. Head blown. I am gonna say the same to you I probably said when you told me about that job years ago, I couldn't imagine. I just don't like people too much, and with all this crazy stuffs going on in the world, I want no part.. Other than groceries, I stay home, like, all the time. I'm still the same ol' chick, though. Music is what I've been keeping up with. Favorite bands CDs in the last 7 years. A few select bands I stick with because I don't like most of today's music. Maybe it's when you find the best ones that you don't enjoy anything else because it:s all crap to ya by that time. ๐ Or perhaps because when I find what I like, I rarely deter. Buuut. I just got back into anime after all this time. It has also been way too long for that. It just came to me to want to rewatch Claymore. I don't know how or why, but it just clicked. So, yeah. My love for anime is reinvigorated. Life is pretty much the same on this end., though. I'm also glad college isn't too stressful for ya. Hell, I'd get lost on the way to the same class everyday. Lol. ๐คฃ
I've been doing fantastic. Seeing as though it's been so long, I'll tell you about the last 6 years over time. That way as to not overload your ass. Plusss, this is the time for celebration. ๐๐๐ฅณ๐ฅณ
This is for all the birthday's I have missed. ๐๐๐๐คนโ๏ธ๐ง๐๐, and this is for all the Christmas's. ๐ฒโ๏ธโ๏ธ๐ ๐ฆ๐ฅง๐ฐ๐๐ I know. Just emoji's, but I'm sure you'll be tickled. Lol.
What about yourself? I'm ready for an onslaught of news or perhaps you'll just do as I plan.
Hello there, chica. Not sure if you still keep up with your old email, but I just happened to think about my old profile. I also just wanted to stop in, and let you know I never forgot ya. ๐คง
I most certainly will. A shorter time period would be awesome but you know how it is. The people who need it can't get it and the people who don't can. Hell, I know a guy who got told he'd only have to wait 30 days. I know it sorta depends on the juge but damn. It's really frustrating. I just gotta wait it out. Times passing by pretty fast, though. I don't have too much longer to go. ^_^
To be honest, it didn't take the huge sum of money I was thinking. I mean, it took a lot. I just thought it'd take way more. I've never had alot of money growing up, and what it cost to build was a boat load compared to what I was used to. His dad also helped tons by getting discounts on the wood that had minor damages. To make a long story short, it took Shawn 2 years to literally bust his ass to save up, and here we are. Lol. Yeah. People who rent are iffy. We were actually searching for a little while. They were all asking way too much for too little or they didn't want dogs or smoking. I damn sure don't wanna freeze my ass off to smoke a cigarette in the winter. Also, they can't just deny my dog. That's my baby. XD Dreams are a good thing. Who knows, maybe it'll happen one day. I know I never pictured myself in this place. Compared to anything that's ever happened, and I'm here. It's crazy, man. So yeah. Keep dreaming. :D
Lol. Okay . Scratch the mohawk. Hated it. I ended up turning it into a pixie cut. I haven't dyed my hair anything but black for 12 years. Blue and black once. And my nurse at the hospital has been trying for a REALLY long time to get me to let it grow out my natural dirty blonde. I just can't go back. Does. Not. Work. For. Me . Lol. Maybe some sorta change would do me some good, though. .
I will not rest until you get back into it ....... Nah. Just kidding. I know it's not something to be forced. Ya gotta fall back in love. XD Oh, yes. Monster. It is the best. Been in my favorite manga for years and never replaced. Mmm. Yohan. Love him. @_@ I would even say it deserves a spot in my favorite anime, too, but I don't like to duplicate favorites on my lists on here. I'm particular like that, I guess. Haha. I finally got Shawn to watch Ouran. I'm glad to say he actually liked it. I did not think he would. Lol.
Oh yeah. Did your family get to come see you? I know you said they planned to in December.
Well, I suppose I can forgive you for taking so long. Haa. See what I did there? That wasn't a question at all. But seriously, though. I'm just yankin' your chains. It's all good in the neighborhood. XD
Yeah... About it being custom built
The layout for it is actually inspired by one of those huge storage buildings with two floors. That's what it's supposed to be and what we led them to believe it would turn into. Little did the inspector guy know. *insert maniacal joker laugh here*. In all seriousness, I'm pretty damn positive he knew exactly what we were doin'. I mean, the rooms were already built by then. I just don't think he gave two shits. Lol. Anyway, His dad got the idea and went out to get the measurements. I left it as an open concept for the living room and kitchen downstairs. The whole top floor is the bedroom and bathroom. It took me about 6 months and 600 trips to Lowe's to figure out what I wanted. Totally exaggerated the 600 trips. It was alot, though. Lol. And there's the story. Whoo.
Oh man. I knooow. Feels like an eternity. I should really apologize for my absences over the years. You are the only person on here I've really opened up to and stayed in touch with. I'm really glad you kept your notification's going. ^ ^
Hmm. No worries there, Sweets. I'm just the same. The majority of the time I watch anime, and play poker with Shawn and his uncle. Literally nothing else. My social anxiety has worsened X a million since we last spoke. Totally went ghost to the entire world except our parents and siblings. Call me crazy but I like it better this way. Everyone has the right to complain all they want. Lol. I don't blame you. I know I couldn't handle a work environment. Oooh. You serious??!?!!?? You made my night. I've eagerly been waiting for those words. It's been a while since you have watched anything. That you've logged on here anyway. Oooohh. Congrats. You deserve a virtual hug. :D
Oh one more thing. I cut all my hair off. Gave myself a mohawk then realized I have my dad's forehead. Lmfao. :P Doesn't look half bad, though.
And hell no. They said it'd take 5 months to even hear anything. Ughh. I hope it works out.
It's actually news similar to yours. After 8 years together, Shawn and I finally got a house........
BUUUUTTT it isn't just an ordinary house..... It's a house that we built ourselves. Well, his parents helped us build it, but we did it from the ground up. It took about a year, and we've been here for a year now. His dad has spent his whole life woking so he can do pretty much anything. I can honestly say not one person helped us. It's so awesome to know that we did this. I'm the brains behind the interior design. Everything from wall colors to kitchen countertops to the stain used on the cabinets. It was so difficult putting it all together in my head, but it finally came along, and I couldn't be happier about it. I had to get it just right. Annnnd we're way back inthe woods. Which I love 'cause HELLO!!!! Nature. And it's peaceful. But yeah. Thats the news. Isure hope the anticipation was worth it. :D
And your welcome. ^ ^ I'll be there in a few. Probably still feeling like a kid. Am I right? Lol. :P
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I am so very glad you found another pet, though. And how much better can one be that acts almost the same as the one you lost? I know, no replacement, but still. It helps.
Looooved Avenged Sevenfold???!!?? Haha. BIG LAUGHS. ๐คฃ๐คฃ Still do, and have since, like, 2004. You bettah set yourself straight, missy. Lmao. Jkjk But I too have some new(?) interests. Come to find out I liked everything I listen to now back in 9th grade. Lol I kicked my self in the ass when I was on YT and happened to see a video by my all time second favorite TrivIum. Oh my gawd, I said. Lol. Then that led me to In Flames. A swedish band. I remember liking them then too and looked up the first song I heard from each and that led me on a path of self rediscovery. Been listening for 5 years so far because they are the best, and Shawn didn't know either of the bands I've showed him since remembering. Metal is so generic these days, I stick with the couple I like out of everything because I don't like anything else. Lol. Oh. Oh. Children Of Bodom, too. Lucky, though, almost all them have smokin' hot lead singers. Damn. I'm still like a school girl when it comes to them. Lol. My favorite instrument to hear is the drums, but if the lead singer sounds like ๐คข then the whole band will sound like ๐คฎ. Lol. Oh. Oh. I don't like black metal but when Matt Heafy from Trivium makes a whole album after starting another project last year called Ibaraki, I couldn't pass it up. He does everything perfect. He's the only 36-7 year old that started being in a band at 13 then somehow finds time for different everyday stuffs, giving us free playthroughs of songs at concerts, and streams on YT often. I mean, this man is the literal bees knees. if you don't know already, give them a shot. Not everyone's cup of tea, though. If you like screaming, and singing, go with their album Shogun. You want some'm easier, go with Silence In The Snow or his young screaming with Ember to Inferno. They have something for everyone, and every album is different but the same no matter how much it seems like they're just going for a different genre every album, they're all good and I never question the decision of a band making their music. Plus their current drummer is only 28. Each of those men have tremendous talent. Most people can't even get there with years of hard work. It's commendable, I tell ya. Wanna hear someone that sounds like an angel? Brann Dailor. Mastodon didn't get good to me until Brann started to sing some years back. You may need the lyrics, but Blue Walsh is a great one to start with. And when you're cute as a button, can sing, AND play drums... sign me up. Lol What makes them the bomb diggity is one guitarist, the bass, and drums all sing. Different style singers, at different times through different songs, but all amazing. To me at least. Also not everyone's cup of tea. They've also always used personal pain and loss to write their music. Each has been through losing many people they loved to cancer, or other circumstances. I apologize for all this writing just in case you know about them. ๐คญ Okay. Enough of that other than I've heard OF Sleep Token. I just never listened. Perhaps I should after 2 people have said to. Not that many, but I don't know that many people. Sooo. This music overload must be crazy. Lol. I just very rarely get to speak of what I like because everyone else but Shawn is stuck on rap these days. Lol I don't discriminate because everyone has their own, but I just don't like rap. All in all, Imma feel like a huge jackass if you read all that if you already know. I just never knew anyone who knew or liked any of my bands. Hmm hmm. Except for Shawn. Of course there are a few others, but those were honorable mentions. Lol Psheww.
For your kitty cat - ๐ธ๐บ๐ป I bet those were her emotions every time you put your hand on her. Long live Beth. ๐ค๐
Wait a damn minute... As you said to me once, back the truck up. Beep beep. I added the beeps, though. That's mine. Lol. Larz, right? How did you guys end up working? Or maybe you didn't? Come on. Come on. Give me that big scoop of ice cream. Then I'll tell you about Shawn, and I. Soo much is already in this comment. Sooo, I'll give the floor to you. ๐
Well, you did say you wanted updates. There ya have it. There's ONE more update. ๐
I've had quite a few things happen also. Well, not that many things. Just like you say. Feels like it, but at the same time, it doesn't. There have been a few major events that have affected my life, and so forth. Other than those main things, life has been relatively the same since the last we spoke. I know, I know... Two. Is that it you say? Shyeah. Two things my life revolves(d) around. The other thing should be important. Is to most, but I could care less.. I'll load ya down little by little, though. You remember that puppy Biscuit we had trouble finding a place because of before we built our house? Ugggh. He's no longer here with us. It's been a almost a year since the vet cremated him for us. He rests in a nice wooden box. They were even nice enough to have his name engraved on the box for us. A year gone, but I still squeak his toy almost everyday, and sometimes throw food out in the yard. I know, that shit sounds crazy, but it's like he's still here. I just no longer hear his little nails on the floor. That was THE worst day in my life. He may have been a blonde dog, but he was my other half. Black fingernails, natural eyeliner, and he was the most Metal pupdog you'd have ever seen. ๐ค๐ค๐ฅบ๐ญ I could not ever replace him. Since then, I forgo all dogs no matter how much I used to love them. I still love dogs. Don't get me wrong. But it'd be hard to get another. Now onto talking about you.
Duuude, I know what you're talking about. The same job you had way back. If it's not the same, Imma feel dumb, but I'm sure it might be. You used to say I complain about my job a lot, and I made sure you knew it was okay to complain all you want. Yeah. It has to be the same one... Right? Buuut college? 35? I'm sooo excited for you. And it's never too late to advance a skill. Nursing, though. That's the bomb diggity. Shit
Some people wish they'd have made it to college by 35. I say that because there are a lot of people out there just trying to get by. So, that's a stage George Jefferson would call movin' on up. ๐ You're just out there doin' the damn thing, and I could not be anymore proud, and happy for you, my friend. Really. And heyyy. If 35 is old, then 31 almost 32 is old. Shyeah. Not old. Gracefully aging. Lmao. ๐คฃ I'm just glad I look the same. Some of these people I went to school with look like they've aged 40 years beyond high school. ๐ต Anyhow, you're still doing what I never could. First, the job. Now, college. Head blown. I am gonna say the same to you I probably said when you told me about that job years ago, I couldn't imagine. I just don't like people too much, and with all this crazy stuffs going on in the world, I want no part.. Other than groceries, I stay home, like, all the time. I'm still the same ol' chick, though. Music is what I've been keeping up with. Favorite bands CDs in the last 7 years. A few select bands I stick with because I don't like most of today's music. Maybe it's when you find the best ones that you don't enjoy anything else because it:s all crap to ya by that time. ๐ Or perhaps because when I find what I like, I rarely deter. Buuut. I just got back into anime after all this time. It has also been way too long for that. It just came to me to want to rewatch Claymore. I don't know how or why, but it just clicked. So, yeah. My love for anime is reinvigorated. Life is pretty much the same on this end., though. I'm also glad college isn't too stressful for ya. Hell, I'd get lost on the way to the same class everyday. Lol. ๐คฃ
This is for all the birthday's I have missed. ๐๐๐๐คนโ๏ธ๐ง๐๐, and this is for all the Christmas's. ๐ฒโ๏ธโ๏ธ๐ ๐ฆ๐ฅง๐ฐ๐๐ I know. Just emoji's, but I'm sure you'll be tickled. Lol.
What about yourself? I'm ready for an onslaught of news or perhaps you'll just do as I plan.
To be honest, it didn't take the huge sum of money I was thinking. I mean, it took a lot. I just thought it'd take way more. I've never had alot of money growing up, and what it cost to build was a boat load compared to what I was used to. His dad also helped tons by getting discounts on the wood that had minor damages. To make a long story short, it took Shawn 2 years to literally bust his ass to save up, and here we are. Lol. Yeah. People who rent are iffy. We were actually searching for a little while. They were all asking way too much for too little or they didn't want dogs or smoking. I damn sure don't wanna freeze my ass off to smoke a cigarette in the winter. Also, they can't just deny my dog. That's my baby. XD Dreams are a good thing. Who knows, maybe it'll happen one day. I know I never pictured myself in this place. Compared to anything that's ever happened, and I'm here. It's crazy, man. So yeah. Keep dreaming. :D
Lol. Okay . Scratch the mohawk. Hated it. I ended up turning it into a pixie cut. I haven't dyed my hair anything but black for 12 years. Blue and black once. And my nurse at the hospital has been trying for a REALLY long time to get me to let it grow out my natural dirty blonde. I just can't go back. Does. Not. Work. For. Me . Lol. Maybe some sorta change would do me some good, though. .
I will not rest until you get back into it ....... Nah. Just kidding. I know it's not something to be forced. Ya gotta fall back in love. XD Oh, yes. Monster. It is the best. Been in my favorite manga for years and never replaced. Mmm. Yohan. Love him. @_@ I would even say it deserves a spot in my favorite anime, too, but I don't like to duplicate favorites on my lists on here. I'm particular like that, I guess. Haha. I finally got Shawn to watch Ouran. I'm glad to say he actually liked it. I did not think he would. Lol.
Oh yeah. Did your family get to come see you? I know you said they planned to in December.
But yeah, just hearing the words I need to get back into anime is awesome. You really should. ^ ^
Well, I suppose I can forgive you for taking so long. Haa. See what I did there? That wasn't a question at all. But seriously, though. I'm just yankin' your chains. It's all good in the neighborhood. XD
Yeah... About it being custom built
Oh man. I knooow. Feels like an eternity. I should really apologize for my absences over the years. You are the only person on here I've really opened up to and stayed in touch with. I'm really glad you kept your notification's going. ^ ^
Hmm. No worries there, Sweets. I'm just the same. The majority of the time I watch anime, and play poker with Shawn and his uncle. Literally nothing else. My social anxiety has worsened X a million since we last spoke. Totally went ghost to the entire world except our parents and siblings. Call me crazy but I like it better this way. Everyone has the right to complain all they want. Lol. I don't blame you. I know I couldn't handle a work environment. Oooh. You serious??!?!!?? You made my night. I've eagerly been waiting for those words. It's been a while since you have watched anything. That you've logged on here anyway. Oooohh. Congrats. You deserve a virtual hug. :D
Oh one more thing. I cut all my hair off. Gave myself a mohawk then realized I have my dad's forehead. Lmfao. :P Doesn't look half bad, though.
And hell no. They said it'd take 5 months to even hear anything. Ughh. I hope it works out.
It's actually news similar to yours. After 8 years together, Shawn and I finally got a house........
BUUUUTTT it isn't just an ordinary house..... It's a house that we built ourselves. Well, his parents helped us build it, but we did it from the ground up. It took about a year, and we've been here for a year now. His dad has spent his whole life woking so he can do pretty much anything. I can honestly say not one person helped us. It's so awesome to know that we did this. I'm the brains behind the interior design. Everything from wall colors to kitchen countertops to the stain used on the cabinets. It was so difficult putting it all together in my head, but it finally came along, and I couldn't be happier about it. I had to get it just right. Annnnd we're way back inthe woods. Which I love 'cause HELLO!!!! Nature. And it's peaceful. But yeah. Thats the news. Isure hope the anticipation was worth it. :D
And your welcome. ^ ^ I'll be there in a few. Probably still feeling like a kid. Am I right? Lol. :P